Chapter 81 Weak, let's just have a clear conscience

Mu Xiaoxi smiled bitterly and muttered to himself, "Why do I like him......"

"My family and Brother Hanyan's family are world friends, the elders in the family have a good relationship, I like to follow Brother Hanyan since I was a child, I will go wherever he goes, the elders in the family often laugh at me, and even joke that when I grow up, they will marry me to Brother Hanyan." Mu Xiaoxi stared at the void, his eyes wandered, as if he had fallen into a long memory, "I grow up day by day, Brother Hanyan has become more and more handsome, many little girls don't open their eyes when they see Brother Hanyan, but I didn't like him at that time, I just regarded him as an elder brother until one day ......"

Mu Xiaoxi stopped abruptly when he said this, picked up the teacup on the table, took a sip, and didn't open his mouth for a long time. Mu Qianxia didn't urge, and sat there quietly, thinking a lot.

After a long time, Mu Xiaoxi spoke faintly again, "That day, I sneaked away from home and wanted to find Brother Hanyan, but I ran into him on the street. He was alone, with his head bowed, his steps hurried, and his expression full of anxiety. I was curious, so I quietly followed. I was very bold at that time, and I was not afraid that I would be abducted or lost, so I followed Brother Hanyan step by step, going more and more deviantly, and finally stopped in front of a dilapidated courtyard. Brother Hanyan raised his hand and gently slammed the door, and the door was quickly opened from the inside. The man who opened the door saw that it was him and quickly invited him in. But because there was something important, they forgot to close the door, and when they left, I went to the door and peeked in. I will never forget the scene in my life. ”

Mu Xiaoxi paused for a moment, took a deep breath, seemed to calm his mood, and continued: "It's very dirty and messy inside, it's the first time I've seen it when I've grown so big. There are children everywhere, but they are all so thin, so small, obviously malnourished, their eyes are dull, and there is no liveliness and cuteness that children should have. They seem to be so hungry that they stuff everything into their mouths, some eat grass, some eat dirt, and some even eat. At that moment, I was shocked, I stood there unable to move, my hands and feet were cold, and I almost fainted. Brother Hanyan stood in the middle of the courtyard, holding a child in his hand, and coaxed softly in a low voice. I couldn't make out what he was saying, but the look on his face was so soft. At that time, he was like the only light in hell, so dazzling that I could never take my eyes off it. He is handsome, kind, gentle, he is so beautiful, it makes me want to follow him like this for the rest of my life, even if it is just to look up, it is good. It was then that he came into my heart, and no one can replace him. Later, when my brother was away, I went there to take care of the children and bring them a lot of food. They did nothing wrong, but they were cruelly abandoned by their parents, and they lived there every day without enough to eat. I would love to help them, but there are so many abandoned babies that there is only so much I can help. Sister Princess, that feeling of powerlessness, do you understand?"

When Mu Xiaoxi said this, tears had begun to flow uncontrollably. Mu Qianxia endured the pain, stretched out her hand, hugged her, gently patted Mu Xiaoxi's back, and said softly, "I understand."

In modern times, she had seen a series of images on the Internet about African children. They were all hungry and skinny, and fell into their mother's arms crying with hunger, and many of the children were hungry for sand, grass, and bark, and their bellies were swollen one by one because they could not digest them. Some children are even crawling with mosquitoes but do not drive them away, perhaps because they are hungry and have no strength, or they may have lost the desire to drive away. At the most innocent and coquettish age, they are like old men in the twilight, lying on the ground, motionless. That set of photos shocked her so much at that time that for a long time, as long as she closed her eyes, that set of pictures would appear in front of her.

Mu Qianxia sighed lightly, "This world is not fair, some people are rich, and some people must be poor; Some people have fine clothes and food, and some people will not have enough to eat. What we can do is to help those who are in need, within our means. We are not saviors, we can't help everyone in this world, but we can have a clear conscience. ”

Mu Xiaoxi gradually stopped breathing in Mu Qianxia's persuasion, with a pair of red eyes, looking at her pitifully, that look, like a little rabbit, Mu Qianxia couldn't help laughing.

She stretched out her hand and rubbed Mu Xiaoxi's head, and said seriously: "You are a beautiful and kind child, you will cry for the pain of others, don't be presumptuous, now you are very good, very beautiful, just like the purest angel in the world." I hope that you can always maintain your most innocent appearance now, maintain your original intention, and I believe that more people will discover your kindness and beauty in the future. ”

Mu Xiaoxi looked directly into Mu Qianxia's eyes and said word by word: "Sister Princess, I will definitely do it." I may not be able to help all the poor people in this world, but I will do my best to help more people. Thank you, Sister Princess. "Thank you for your affirmation and encouragement, thank you for letting me come out of my pain, and thank you for giving my life a new direction.

Mu Qianxia looked at Mu Xiaoxi with a smile, her smile was as warm and warm as a spring breeze, although her face was still a little pale, it was difficult to hide her elegance at the moment.

"Sister Princess, I originally came to see you today, but I didn't expect you to comfort me for a long time, I won't bother you, you can rest well." Mu Xiaoxi said embarrassedly.

Mu Qianxia also felt that she was very tired at the moment, so she didn't hold on anymore, just nodded, and told her to be careful all the way and come back when she had time.

Mu Qianxia looked at Mu Xiaoxi's departing back, his eyes were deep and complicated, Xiaoxi fell in love with Hanyan, I don't know if it was right or wrong......

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Mu Qianxia's assassination and injury on the street made Mu Chenyi Longyan furious, and many officials were implicated at this time, or removed or demoted, and in serious cases, they were arrested and imprisoned, and even sentenced to death. Above the court, people were panicked for a while.

These are all things that Mu Qianxia doesn't know, she was watched by Gu Li, lying on the bed every day to recuperate, she didn't know how to protest once, she hurt her arms and not legs, and it was okay to go down and walk. But all of them were rejected by Gu Li on the grounds that he was a doctor and had to listen to him.

In this way, Mu Qianxia's days of recuperating from injuries were basically spent in bed.

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The day after Mu Qianxia recovered from his injury, he was announced by Mu Chenyi into the palace.

As soon as Mu Qianxia walked into the study, Mu Chenyi immediately put down the things in his hand and greeted her, looking at her with a distressed face, "Qianqian, how is your injury?"

Mu Qianxia smiled sweetly, "Brother Huang, it's okay, it's just that he was hit by an arrow in his arm, and it's fine." ”

Mu Chenyi frowned, "How can this be called okay?" When did you suffer such a serious injury? Since you were a child, what you were most afraid of was pain, especially when you were a child, you just accidentally cut a small hole in your hand, you can cry for a long time, and every time you have to be coaxed by your father himself, you are willing to stop. You got an arrow in the shoulder this time, it must have hurt a lot, right? ”

Mu Qianxia originally wanted to pretend to be in pain, to make a joke with the imperial brother, but when she saw the clearly visible pity in Mu Chenyi's eyes, all her words choked in her throat, and the corners of her mouth pulled a stiff arc, "Hehe, Brother Huang, it doesn't hurt shallowly, shallow has grown up, and she is no longer as afraid of pain as before." ”

Mu Chenyi sighed lightly, "That's it, in the final analysis, it was the imperial brother who didn't protect you well, so that you were injured again and again under the eyes of the imperial brother, if the father and mother knew, I am afraid that they would blame me, and they would be more distressed than me." ”

To be honest, Mu Qianxia is a little envious of the original owner, although she was born in the royal family, she has never experienced any intrigues, she has the love of her parents and brothers, and they protect her very well, so she can develop a brutal but direct character. You know, not everyone is as good as the original owner, born in the royal family, who hasn't seen a little darkness, who can not have a dim sum machine, otherwise they wouldn't have grown up in the palace safely. You must know that most of the children of the royal family will die young, and there are really a few who can grow up. It's really rare to be able to grow up safely and directly like the original owner. She was lucky that she could wear this body, so that she could feel the warmth of home in another world. Although she snatched everything that should have belonged to the original owner, she will definitely take the corresponding responsibility and protect everyone she loves for the original owner, including her country.

Mu Chenyi saw Mu Qianxia standing there in a daze, his eyebrows frowning slightly, "Qianqian, what's wrong with you?" But what's the trouble? Or is your wound painful? ”

Mu Qianxia shook her head, stepped forward and hugged Mu Chenyi's arm, shook it, and said like a child: "Brother Huang, it's okay to be shallow, it's just that I suddenly figured out some things."

Mu Chenyi looked at Mu Qianxia's childlike movements, and shook his head helplessly, "It's such a big person, and he still loves to be coquettish like when he was a child, how can you let the imperial brother rest assured that he will hand you over to someone else." ”

"By the side of the royal brother, Qianqian would rather not grow up, and will always be a child."

"Hey, you." Mu Chenyi sighed dotingly.

Seeing Mu Qianxia's heartfelt smile, Mu Chenyi's mood also became very good, but I don't know if it was his delusion, I always felt that Mu Qianxia had become different from before since he came back from that suburban assassination. In the past, she was arrogant and willful, although she was very good with him, but she did not have any closeness, but now she began to become reasonable, and she was closer to him, and sometimes even held his arm and was coquettish, which she did not do a long time ago. Well, the relationship between them has gotten better, hasn't it?