Chapter 51: I Like It, But Why You?
Mu Chenyi sent Mu Qianxia back to the camp and told her to rest well, and he would deal with other things.
Mu Qianxia nodded obediently.
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Shuo Feng took Xiao Si Zhi, who was serving Gu Li in the house, and looked at Gu Li's snow-white and haggard face, and Shuo Feng's eyes crossed a touch of distress. With a calm face, he put his hand into his arms, took out a small white jade-colored porcelain bottle, pulled out the stopper, poured out a black pill about the size of his thumb, and fed it to Gu Li. After a while, Gu Li's eyelashes trembled slightly, his fingers moved slightly, and a trace of blood overflowed from the corner of his mouth, but his eyes slowly opened.
Seeing Gu Li wake up, Shuo Feng's nervous expression finally relaxed slightly, he leaned over to help Gu Li up, put the pillow behind his back, and let him sit on the bed. accidentally reached out and touched the bones under his clothes, and his face couldn't help but show sadness again.
Shuo Feng asked puzzledly: "She was held hostage that day, why did Childe take such a big risk to come to the rescue?" Even at the expense of desperately protecting each other all the way? She has been willful for so many years, and it is good to suffer a little. Even if she is the most important chess piece under Childe, she is not worthy of Childe's life. Even without her, it wouldn't have had much impact on our plans. ”
Shuo Feng seemed to have a little resentment in his heart, he used to speak and called Mu Qianxia His Royal Highness the eldest princess, but now he didn't even bother to call him by the honorific title, and directly referred to him as "she".
In fact, in the final analysis, Shuo Feng's resentment towards Mu Qianxia is very simple, the two of them have no grievances, and the only intersection is Gu Li, so his resentment basically comes from Gu Li's serious injury, if it weren't for saving Mu Qianxia, Gu Li would not be haggard and weak to such a state now, covered in injuries, lying on the bed and almost unable to move, like a waste person. It's not that Mu Qianxia has to die, but if Gu Li didn't protect him so much, maybe he wouldn't have been so seriously injured.
In his opinion, Mu Qianxia was one of the culprits who caused Gu Li to be seriously injured.
Gu Li quietly listened to Shuofeng's uneven voice, his eyes were still smiling, and his demeanor was extremely calm, so he waited without saying a word, and when Gu Li finished speaking, he said slowly: "Do you know why I rarely entrust major tasks to you?"
“?”
Gu Li didn't answer the rhetorical question.
"Naturally, it's because my level is too low, and I'm far from being able to handle big things."
Gu Li shook his head slightly, "No." On the contrary, your ability is very strong, but you can't hold your breath, I'm just a little injured, and you're already starting to be impetuous and resentful. You are skilled in stratagem, but you are too shady, and if you indulge in it for a long time, it will damage your mind, which is why I have you with me. I hope that when you use your plans in the future, you will be able to control it with dignity and magnificence. ”
At this time, although Gu Li was still very weak, and he couldn't even move, the gaze in his eyes was clear and profound, his words were gentle, and his eyebrows were smiling, but it was like thousands of sword qi under the sky in one place.
What a spirit and what a grace this is.
At this time, Gu Li is the most real appearance, and it is also the appearance he admires the most.
"Even if the princess and I had a disagreement, it was only a small matter, and it was just a difference in everyone's position and wants. Even if I tried all my tricks and means to make her taste all the hardships, what was the use? It doesn't have any impact on our big plans. ”
Gu Li spoke very slowly, and said softly: "In my plan, there is only this world from beginning to end. It would be better for her to be grateful and guilty, and then use it again and become an important part of my plan. ”
He didn't hurt Mu Qianxia, and even protected her because it was unnecessary, she was not part of his original plan.
But now that she is moving towards his chess game, why not lend her hand to realize his plan faster and better, why not?
What's more, Gu Li already knew that the current Mu Qianxia was no longer the same as the person at the beginning, but for reasons that he hadn't thought about it himself, he didn't want to tell anyone at the moment.
She wanted to believe in him and help him, so he let him go and let her do it, at least for him and no harm.
A truly great schemer is not a person who is proficient in all the intrigues and intrigues of the world, but has a delicate and clear heart, able to see through people's hearts at a glance, and is good at playing with people's hearts. One step is a hundred steps.
Whether it is decisive in killing, ruthless and cruel, or intrigues, who to kill and who to harm, this is only a means, not an end goal.
He skillfully manipulated it all in the palm of his hand, but he never indulged in it.
Those who are controlled by the eyes can only be chess pieces.
And he was the chess player.
And these thousands of miles of rivers and mountains, all kinds of situations in the world, are just a chess game for him.
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Although Mu Qianxia was very tired at this moment, she really couldn't rest assured that Gu Li, so after a simple wash, she walked towards Gu Li's camp again.
When he walked to the door, he met Shuo Feng who came out of it, so he stopped him and asked, "Gu Li, how is he doing now?"
"Childe, he's still in a coma."
"Okay, I got it. Go down and let no one in. ”
"Yes."
Mu Qianxia pushed open the door and walked in gently.
Gu Li's whole person is now tightly wrapped, like a mummy, only one face is still intact and exposed, which is ridiculous but poignant.
Mu Qianxia stared at Gu Li's sharp eyebrows, his complexion was as pale as paper, and his eyes that were always smiling were now closed, even though he was unconscious at the moment, but there was still a deep and precipitous momentum around him.
Mu Qianxia walked lightly to the edge of the bed, and sat on the edge of the bed cautiously with the general movement of not disturbing anything, she stared straight at Gu Li like this, looking at his delicate and picturesque eyebrows, looking at his pale face as pale as broken snow, as if it would melt at the slightest touch.
Mu Qianxia stretched out his hand to touch Gu Li, but stopped two or three inches away from his chin, the jaw that looked like a knife seemed to be very sharp, as if he would be cut if he touched it slightly.
But Mu Qianxia's hand only paused for two or three seconds, and then stroked it firmly.
It doesn't matter if you get cuts.
Her fingers lingered on his chin for a moment, then slowly moved upwards, tracing his delicate outline little by little, and finally resting on the corners of his eyes and eyebrows, the tips of which were twinning, as if hiding a reluctance.
His skin was cold, like frost and snow in the cold winter, and even though the air in this room was warm, it still couldn't warm his body.
Before this, Mu Qianxia had never thought that Gu Li would be injured, he would also fall, and he would lie on the bed so weakly.
Mu Qianxia sat on the edge of the bed like this, looking at Gu Li quietly.
And Gu Li also fell asleep quietly, his breath was weak.
She looked at it for a long time, as if she could see it, and suddenly called out: "Gu Li."
She called a few times in a row, Gu Li's breathing was still weak, and Mu Qianxia sighed lightly: "Hey, I don't know when you will wake up, but it's okay like this."
Mu Qianxia smiled slightly, with relief in her laughter: "In this way, you won't know how much I like you." If you're as smart as you, you're afraid you don't know. ”
Mu Qianxia was completely immersed in his own memories, and he didn't notice at all that when Gu Li heard "how much I like you", his eyelashes trembled slightly, slightly, almost undetectably.
In this warm room, mixed with a slight smell of herbs, she said slowly and lowly, "Because, I just knew." ”
"Before this, Liuli often teased me, saying that you are very good to me, the kind that is different from others. Whenever she talks to me, I always run away because I don't want to have too much to do with people in this world. For this reason, I always avoid you as if I had nothing to do, I am afraid that I will drown in your gentle eyes, I am afraid that I will sink into your spring breeze smile, but I have calculated everything, but I have not counted my own heart. ”
"You'll never know that your gentleness is like poison to me, but I still can't help but be greedy and drink to quench my thirst. I told myself again and again, don't be tempted, you are not someone I can like, but I still can't help but want to get close to you. You are like a poppy flower, beautiful, but dangerous. ”
"You'll never know how much pain I felt in my heart when you jumped off a cliff in front of me, like a giant hand pinching my heart and causing a thick suffocation."
"You'll never know how scared and desperate I was when you fell in front of me. It was as if a thick black mist was slowly closing around, enveloping my whole being, swallowing and annihilating me little by little. ”
"But why do I like you? There are more good-looking people than you, there are more people who are gentle and considerate than you, and there are more people who are sincere than you, but why are you the only ones? You're like a thick fog that I'll never be able to guess or touch. Even though I know that you are hiding a lot from me, I am still willing to believe you...... Am I stupid? ”
It can only be said that liking someone is something that cannot be mastered and controlled at all - whether it is reason or interests, it cannot be dominated by oneself.
Even if there is an abyss ahead, she dares to jump.
In her previous life, she was an emotional idiot, with zero love experience, not that there was no one around to chase her, but she didn't meet the right person. Her friends persuaded her to give it a try more than once, maybe she could find out if it was suitable after getting along, but she always smiled and refused. She is a stubborn person, and she is also a person who believes in fate, no matter how far away she is, as long as fate arrives, she will meet. Her theory is often ridiculed by the people around her, but she laughs it off every time.
But she never thought that fate played a big joke on her, so that she met the person she thought was right at the wrong time and in the wrong place......