Chapter 54 Getting married, not really liking

Mu Qianxia and Mu Xiaoxi turned to the sky completely dark, and then reluctantly left.

As soon as Mu Qianxia returned to the mansion, he heard a report that someone claimed to be the son of Hanyan and asked to see him outside the mansion.

It's so late, what is Hanyan doing here to find her? Hasn't Konishi already gone back? Didn't he see Konishi, so he came to the mansion to look for her again?

Mu Qianxia met with Han Yan with a stomach full of questions.

"Hanyan, come in and sit, why are you here? Hasn't Konishi gone back yet? "Mu Qianxia is warm.

"I wasn't at the inn just now, and I haven't seen Konishi yet. I'm here to find you. "He wanted to ask her if she was doing here. What really happened between her and Gu Li?

"Looking for me? Do you have something to say to me? It was already so late, but Han Yan still came to him, indicating that he was looking for him for something very important.

"Actually, it's not a big deal, I just want to see how you're doing here. There is an urgent matter at home, I need to go home as soon as possible, I may not stay here for too long, so I take the liberty to come so late, and I hope that Qianxia will not mind. ”

Hanyan is still as polite as ever, and his words are not leaking, every time he talks to Hanyan, Mu Qianxia has a very comfortable feeling.

"Xiaoxi also asked me this question, you two really have a tacit understanding. I'm doing very well, Gu Li is also very good to me, and the people in the house also respect me, you, don't worry, and although I hate trouble, I'm not the kind of person who lets others slaughter. Mu Qianxia laughed.

"That, did something unpleasant ever happen between you and Gu Li?" Han Yan hesitated for a moment, but still asked, after all, this was also the main purpose of his visit.

"Between me and him, how can I make it clear in just a few words? You don't have to ask me about it, it's not good to know too much. Mu Qianxia also winked mischievously.

Seeing this, Hanyan couldn't continue to ask.

"Hanyan, let me ask you something."

"Well, let's talk about it."

"Hanyan, what do you think of Konishi?" Although Xiaoxi has given up, she is still unwilling for her, and she still wants to explore the tone of Hanyan again.

"Xiaoxi is gentle, kind, considerate, empathetic, and a good girl, I have watched her grow up little by little, from a child to a slim little girl now, I am very happy." Hanyan recalled, smiling.

"Well, what I want to ask is, do you have a relationship with her?" After brewing for a long time, Mu Qianxia still asked.

"What about me?" Hanyan muttered to himself and fell silent.

If it were in the past, he would not hesitate to say that his feelings for Xiaoxi are not the love of men and women, but to take care of and love Xiaoxi as a sister. However, since when did his feelings for Konishi change? Did Konishi sneak out to see him despite the obstacles, just to help him when he was in trouble, or did Konishi desperately block a fatal sword for him when he was chased by assassins and his life was at stake? Doesn't he like Asanatsu, why is his heart hesitating for Konishi now? Why can't he say to Asa Xia as sure as before, the person he loves is her, and he can no longer be obliged to say back, I have always regarded Xiaoxi as my sister?

Everything has changed imperceptibly.

Mu Qianxia looked at Han Yan's hesitant expression and confused eyes, and knew that Han Yan's feelings for Xiaoxi had changed, and he no longer had that pure brother and sister relationship. Thinking of this, Mu Qianxia was secretly happy for Xiaoxi.

"Hanyan, Xiaoxi came to me today, saying that her grandfather had found a family business for her, and she didn't like the other party, so she sneaked out, but her traces were still known to her grandfather, and her grandfather had already sent someone to catch her home, and she didn't want to run anymore, and she was afraid she would leave in two days." Mu Qianxia said as she observed Han Yan's face.

"What do you say? Konishi is getting married? How did I not know about this? Why did Konishi never tell me?" Hanyan said excitedly.

Konishi said that she felt that it made no difference whether she told you or not, and that whether you knew it or not would not change the fact that she was going to marry that man. Xiaoxi also said that her grandfather is old, he needs someone to take care of him, and he is tired of business, and Xiaoxi will officially take over the family business when he goes back this time, and she can no longer run around without scruples like she does now, let alone run around with your ass like she did when she was a child. Now she has a heavy responsibility, she has to carry the burden of this family on her shoulders, and she will always put the interests of the family first, she is no longer the innocent little girl. Mu Qianxia said earnestly. Although there are many things that Mu Xiaoxi has not said, she knows that this is everything that Mu Xiaoxi will face and bear.

Hanyan didn't say a word, and sat there quietly with his head down, as if thinking about something.

"Hanyan, when I just asked you if you have a relationship with Xiaoxi for men and women, you hesitated, you can no longer swear like before, you just take care of Xiaoxi as your sister. Your heart is being changed little by little by Konishi, but you don't know it yet. Or rather, you already know it, but you just don't want to admit it. Hanyan, don't deceive yourself anymore, your liking for me is actually not really liking, it should be more of an appreciation, because you have never seen a woman like me, with many strange ideas, which are very different from ordinary women. You think I'm so appealing to you, so you appreciate it, and at the same time admire it. But that's not really like. I really like it, not just because I attract you at a certain point, but because I am a person who attracts you all over my body. You are willing to be happy because of my smile, angry because of my anger, sad because of my tears, I am your whole world, all your emotions arise because of me, because of me. ”

Mu Qianxia paused for a moment, picked up the teacup on the table, took a sip of tea, and continued: "Do you know why I rejected you in the first place? Because the appreciation and admiration I see in your eyes are far greater than the love and obsession in your eyes. Hanyan, think about it now, did you really like your feelings for me at that time? ”

Han Yan didn't immediately refute Mu Qianxia's words, but thought about it seriously, what Mu Qianxia said seemed to be very reasonable, and his feelings for her didn't seem to really like her.

At first, he chose to make friends with Mu Qianxia, and chose to cooperate with her in order to test her and see if she was the mastermind behind the hunt. But as he got in touch with her again and again, he found that Mu Qianxia was different from all the girls he knew, she had many strange ideas in her head, and these ideas would cause an uproar once they were worn out. She was very business-minded, and the ideas she came up with brought him great benefits. She doesn't like trouble, she always looks like she has no quarrel with the world, and she looks indifferent to fame and fortune. But she is also very smart and righteous, and when he encounters difficulties, she risks offending others to help him wash away his grievances. She was so attracted to him that he couldn't help but want to get closer, to know more about her, and he thought that was what people called preferences.

However, according to what Qian Xia just said, all his emotions did not fluctuate because of her alone, and in his eyes, he was not the only one in his world, even if he later learned that she was married to Gu Li, he was not as sad as he imagined, but he felt a little sad, as if what he was secretly hiding was discovered and taken away by others. Now that I think about it carefully, his feelings for her seem to be just like confidants, not be

What is called like.

"Hanyan, you think about it carefully now, if one day, Xiaoxi marries another man, marries him and has children, and he is also estranged from you, keeping a distance, and will never follow you behind you like before, let alone call you Brother Hanyan again, can you accept such a fact?"

Every time Mu Qianxia said it, Han Yan felt a slight twitch in his heart, and he only realized now that Xiaoxi was so important in his life, when he thought of the future without her, he felt that his chest hurt so much, it turned out that he couldn't leave her for a long time.

"I can't accept it." Han Yan said these words word by word, and he only felt that his heart was much lighter with these words.

"Hanyan, this is what you really think in your heart, maybe you didn't think of Xiaoxi as your sister from the beginning, maybe your heart changed little by little when you didn't know, but fortunately, it's not too late for you to know now. While everything is still a foregone conclusion, you still have room to redeem it. Xiaoxi likes you so much, she will definitely die of joy when she finds out. ”

"Asaxia, thank you for letting me recognize my heart and dare to look directly at my emotions, if it weren't for your words today, I'm afraid I would have been confused for a long time, and then Xiaoxi will already be married, everything can no longer be changed, and I can only regret it for life."

"I regard Xiaoxi as my sister, I naturally hope that she can be happy, not like me, full of a lot of helplessness and regret, I hope she can live as I hope the most, and always maintain the innocence of a child as she is now." Mu Qianxia said with a smile.

"She will, as long as I am here, there will only be light in her world, and all the darkness will be faced by me."

"I trust you, you will take care of her."

"Qianxia, I hope you can also take care of yourself, your life is still long, you will definitely be able to live the life you like."

Mu Qianxia smiled and did not answer. Her life has been doomed from the beginning, how easy is it to change it?

"Konishi and I are expected to leave soon, if you have any difficulties in the future, just go to me, although I am not a high-ranking person, but I am not the kind of person who can be trampled on at will."

"Okay."