Chapter 194: The Moon Reflects in My Heart

"Brother Fan, do you have anything to say to Yingyue," Yingyue asked while helping Zhang Fan comb her hair, and didn't stop, she just heard Zhang Fan call herself, and then there was no follow-up, she couldn't help but feel a little strange, and under curiosity, she asked first.

"I ...... This ......" Zhang Fan heard Yingyue speak, and the words that had already reached the edge were swallowed back, squeaking and whining, he didn't know how to speak, just now he spoke first, if he just said it, he himself would be relieved, but now, because of his hesitation and distraction just now, so suddenly, Yingyue spoke first, Yingyue's opening didn't matter, but it made Zhang Fan feel that the initiative was taken by her, wouldn't it seem a little soft to say something by herself.

This is really funny, obviously Zhang Fan feels ashamed of Yingyue in his heart, and he also wants to take the initiative to explain it to Yingyue to save something, but it is because of this boring face and the damn machismo in his heart that at this moment, Zhang Fan feels that he doesn't want to talk about these things with Yingyue, which is really funny.

Yingyue has stopped the movement in his hand, and from the bronze mirror, Zhang Fan can see that Yingyue behind him is waiting for his answer, after thinking about it, Zhang Fan still plans to make things clear, he definitely doesn't want this matter to be solved when it should be solved because of his boring face, so as to leave any hidden dangers, so that it will evolve into a plot in a third-rate romance in the future.

"Yue'er, ...... today" Zhang Fan plucked up his courage in his heart, but when these words came to his mouth, it was like flowing water meeting a floodgate, and he retreated again, Zhang Fan himself wanted to smack himself a few mouths, he was too useless.

......Looking at Zhang Fan's appearance reflected in the bronze mirror, Yingyue seemed to be really unable to help it, and even laughed loudly, realizing her gaffe, Yingyue hurriedly covered her mouth with her hand, but she didn't look embarrassed at all on her face, and still kept smiling.

Zhang Fan was surprised when he saw her like this, but he was also a little confused, he really couldn't understand why Yingyue was laughing, shouldn't she be angry.

"Okay, Brother Fan, Yingyue knows what Brother Fan wants to say," Yingyue really couldn't bear to look at Zhang Fan's appearance, so she had to speak, "Brother Fan is worried because he is going to marry Sister Ling'er today, and he is afraid that Yingyue will be unhappy, so he is worried, seeing that Brother Fan has been a little unrelenting these days, Yingyue also made it clear to Brother Fan, but she was afraid of refuting Brother Fan's face, so she didn't say it, and I didn't expect Brother Fan to mention it first,"

"Oh, so that's the case, it scared me," Zhang Fan finally put his mind at ease, and suddenly, he thought of something, and quickly asked, "So, Yue'er, you weren't angry from the beginning,"

"Angry, why should Yingyue be angry," Yingyue looked at Zhang Fan a little strangely and asked, "Sister Ling'er is not a bad person, Brother Fan can marry Sister Ling'er, that is a beautiful thing, why should Yingyue be angry?"

"But, but you're not afraid ......" Zhang Fan hurriedly said, but he didn't know what to say, and he couldn't find any way to describe this matter, which could not only explain things clearly, but also not let Yingyue listen awkwardly.

"What are you afraid of, I'm afraid I'll be jealous," Yingyue said, "Silly Brother Fan, how can Yingyue be jealous, especially Sister Ling'er's vinegar,"

"What's going on," Zhang Fan asked a little strangely, he didn't know many things, he knew that Yingyue had reconciled with Luo Ling'er when he was in Quanzhou, and the two of them were like sisters, but he didn't understand what prompted them to reconcile, because before that, Yingyue looked at Luo Ling'er very unpleasantly; He didn't know even more, why Yingyue wasn't angry, he didn't get angry, he knew Zhang Fan much earlier than Luo Ling'er, and even she and Zhang Fan had lived and died together, but they entered the door of Zhang's house later than Luo Ling'er, who Zhang Fan had only known for less than two months, these were the things that Zhang Fan couldn't figure out the most.

"Because Sister Ling'er's life is so hard," Yingyue sighed and said a little helplessly, "I know Sister Ling'er's life experience, she told me by herself, she is indeed the same as me, her family is close at hand, but she can't get together, and she has to worry about them all the time; Since childhood, I have been regarded as a tool, and I have never felt the taste of being cared for.

"But Yingyue won't have any other thoughts for Sister Ling'er to marry Brother Fan first, if you want to have it, I just hope that Brother Fan can love Sister Ling'er well, and I hope that Sister Ling'er can live happily, after all, I am not the same as Sister Ling'er, although we both have similar life experiences, but Sister Ling'er is not like me, I can stand it, I have seen my sister being bullied since I was a child, and they still use my sister's life to force me to do things, but it is precisely because of this that I see many things, whether it is human life or family affection, How powerless these seem in front of their own lives, when I watched coldly, I also swore in secret, I must be strong to live, because this is what my sister wants, even now, my sister has passed away, I will never see her again, but I will still listen to my sister's words, live well and happily.

"However, Sister Ling'er, although she has the same background as me, but she is not as strong as me, which I can easily see, she was abandoned by her biological father, and what she did was just a few taels of silver, she has the concern of this relative, but there is no elder who can encourage her and give her hope, the reason why Sister Ling'er has suffered humiliation but still lives is only because of her brother and sister, and even she is not for her younger brothers and sisters to have a better future, And it's just waiting, waiting for the day when they are gone, then there will be nothing in this world that can keep Sister Ling'er, because she knows that they are not doing well, and they don't want to live like that.

"And now, Sister Ling'er has found her own hope, this is exactly what Brother Fan you brought her, you don't dislike her, although she has also been fascinated by Sister Ling'er's beauty, but she has never thought of possessing her, in this world, there can be a person with the status of Brother Fan, but who still cares about Sister Ling'er, it is really difficult to find.

"That night, after Brother Fan came back and told me about you wanting to marry Sister Ling'er, to be honest, Yingyue was indeed a little unhappy in her heart, but when Yingyue thought of Sister Ling'er, when she thought of her, Yingyue felt that she was really a little hypocritical, after all, she had already obtained Brother Fan's promise, and knew that Brother Fan would never abandon me, in this case, why should I wait for this short few days.

"And Sister Ling'er, she has suffered for more than ten years, and she has never been happy since she was a child, and now that there is such a good opportunity in front of her, why don't I fulfill her first,"

Hearing this, Zhang Fan really didn't know what to say, he had been thinking left and right these days, but he had never thought that it would be such a situation, and he had never thought that Yingyue would think like this in his heart, which really made him feel a little embarrassed.

"So, you already know about Ling'er," Zhang Fan asked.

Yingyue didn't reply, just nodded in affirmation.

"Then why didn't you tell me," Zhang Fan asked very confusedly.

"I think with Brother Fan's current identity, and Wang Qianhu are doing things for Brother Fan, Brother Fan should be able to figure out the identity of Sister Ling'er easily," Yingyue said, "After all, this is not a good thing worth saying, and besides, didn't Brother Fan like Sister Ling'er very much at that time, I originally thought that Brother Fan would ignore Sister Ling'er because he knew Sister Ling'er's past, and I once blamed Brother Fan in my heart, but when I saw Brother Fan, you didn't dislike Sister Ling'er anything, Instead, she accepted her, and it didn't look like a hypocrisy, Yingyue was too late to be happy, after all, Sister Ling'er finally found someone who could care about her, how could I say these disappointing words,"

When Zhang Fan heard this, he was really embarrassed to the extreme, because of the extreme thoughts that rose in his heart at that moment, he blamed Luo Ling'er, so that he planned to use Luo Ling'er's love for himself, and even planned to match her life to do things for himself, and now I think of Luo Ling'er because of her own orders, returning to Liu Shan halfway, isn't this equivalent to the time when she is not by her side, she has a worry about her life all the time, if Liu Shan has a little doubt about her, with Liu Shan's ruthlessness, ruthless temperament, if something happens, Zhang Fan will regret it for the rest of his life, and Luo Linger may not know that Zhang Fan has used him until he dies, and he will still love Zhang Fan wholeheartedly.

Zhang Fan stood up, turned around and hugged Yingyue, and hugged her tightly into his arms.

"Brother Fan, what's the matter, Sister Ling'er is coming over soon, you have to prepare quickly, be careful, don't wrinkle your clothes......" I don't know why Zhang Fan did this suddenly, Yingyue even blamed Zhang Fan a little.

"Yue'er, my good Yue'er......" Zhang Fan interrupted Yingyue's words and hugged her tighter, "I have done a lot of regretful things, but fortunately, it's not too late now, thank you, Yue'er,"

Yingyue didn't understand what Zhang Fan was talking about at all, but she didn't want to speak, she knew that Zhang Fan must have something in common, she understood that not everything had to be asked clearly, and sometimes some little secrets in her heart still had to be saved.

At this time, the two people in the house had already heard the sound of gongs, drums and firecrackers coming from outside Zhang's mansion, and the door also knocked at this time, and the voice of a maidservant of the Zhang family came: "Young Master Fan, the time has come,"