Bright Purple Star 119: Love is unreasonable.
Leng Xiaotong is also a ball of light to herself, she is very cold to anyone, but Jiang Xiao always feels that she is different to herself.
Didn't Leng Xiaotong never say anything more to other boys?
It seems that no girl has ever encouraged herself, Leng Xiaotong used her own way to let me out of the haze.
In this way, although Leng Xiaotong is cold, she is actually the sun.
But now, everything has changed, Leng Xiaotong is unwilling to take care of herself, she is like this sunset, about to go west.
Jiang Xiao looked at the sky, and an invisible sadness swept him again, and the optimism brought by Lan Lin just now dissipated instantly, and all kinds of pessimistic emotions appeared in his mind.
The sun is about to set, Leng Xiaotong, is it going to leave me completely?
Jiang Xiao looked at the sun that was about to set, he felt very uncomfortable, he wanted to stand a little higher, so that he would not see the sunset, as long as the sun did not set, there seemed to be hope.
Stepping on the thin line, Jiang Xiao took a few steps to the sky, but the situation did not change, the sun was still setting at that speed, Jiang Xiao found that he could not do anything, so he slowly fell.
He landed in the small forest in the mountain behind the school, the woods were very peaceful, this kind of quietness made Jiang Xiao very comfortable, he habitually pulled the fallen leaves on the ground, lay on the ground without any worries, and looked at the gray sky from the gap in the leaves.
The surrounding light gradually dimmed, for Jiang Xiao, time was passing quickly, Jiang Xiao grabbed a handful of leaves, looked at the lines of the leaves, and the past reappeared with the wind.
A scene that clearly appeared in his mind.
Next to the small village, there is a forest covered with golden leaves, and children always like to play in the woods, but they always ignore the most silent one.
So the silent child played alone, and the whole forest was his playmate.
......
Jiang Xiao's eyes were a little moist, and before he knew it, he left his hometown, and now in retrospect, he was extremely nostalgic, when he was in his hometown, he didn't think it was so good.
But now, he can never go back, and the memory of the past, although not beautiful, is completely fixed in his heart.
"Huh, Jiang Xiao?" A familiar voice interrupted Jiang Xiao's thoughts, Jiang Xiao woke up from his memories, he looked in the direction where the voice sounded, and not far from there, a girl with long green hair waved to him.
"An Yan?" Jiang Xiao agreed, sat up at the same time, and beckoned to An Yan, An Yan approached, looked at Jiang Xiao suspiciously, and asked, "...... are you?"
"Idle, come and go around. Jiang Xiao replied casually.
An Yan smiled, looked around, and said in a joyful tone: "This place is really good, I will come here when I am empty." ”
"You come often?" Jiang Xiao didn't look back, grabbed a leaf again, and looked at the veins on the leaf.
"Come often. An Yan circled around Jiang Xiao, and seemed to be a little incomprehensible why Jiang Xiao was lying here so casually.
"But it's not good enough, the front is the most powerful part of the whole back mountain. An Yan squatted down and patted Jiang Xiao on the shoulder, wanting Jiang Xiao to go to the front.
"No, it's good here, satisfied. Jiang Xiao looked at the leaves very carefully, in his hometown, the veins of the leaves were all golden, while the other places seemed to be milky white veins, but other than that, the veins were almost the same.
"Come, sit. Jiang Xiao casually dialed a few times, and cleared a relatively clean area beside him, and at the same time motioned for An Yan to sit down.
Jiang Xiao only cleaned up slightly, the ground was not clean, but fortunately, An Yan did not dislike it, she didn't even hesitate, and sat down directly.
"What are you looking at?" An Yan also grabbed a leaf.
"Leaves. ”
"You're a weird guy, you're always staring at something weird. An Yan threw away the leaves, stretched her waist, and lay down directly, looking at the sky. The gaps between the branches and leaves are not
"Hey, hair. Jiang Xiao reminded.
"It's okay, look at the stars. ”
An Yan patted the ground and motioned for Jiang Xiao to lie down as well, she didn't seem to care at all about her hair getting dirty.
Since An Yan didn't care, Jiang Xiao also accompanied her to lie down and look at the stars in the sky.
From the gaps in the branches and leaves, a few stars could be faintly seen, but they had to be carefully stared at to see clearly, it was too difficult to look at it like this, Jiang Xiao was tired of it after a few glances, he couldn't appreciate this looming light at all.
When she first came, An Yan took Jiang Xiao to see the stars, that time, it was in the martial arts training field, the two of them practiced until midnight, they were tired, and finally they couldn't hold on, and they all fell down, but after they fell, they couldn't get up.
That time, Jiang Xiao was very bored, but An Yan looked at the stars in the sky happily, because she was afraid that Jiang Xiao would be too boring, An Yan stopped appreciating it, turned her head and talked to Jiang Xiao, it was the first time the two had a heart-to-heart conversation, and it was also the first time that the two really regarded each other as friends.
This time, it was the same situation again, Jiang Xiao was bored looking at the stars again, and turned his head to look at An Yan, An Yan also found this, so she no longer admired the stars, and turned her head to look at Jiang Xiao.
The pitch-black eyes and the crystal green eyes looked at each other, and the eyes of the two people revealed strange emotions.
At this moment, the two looked at each other, and they felt that they had a lot to say to each other.
"An Yan, what kind of boys do girls generally like?" Jiang Xiao asked solemnly.
An Yan chuckled and replied, "Girls will definitely like excellent boys, do you have to ask?"
"I know this, but, does it mean that both of them really like each other, as long as both parties are good enough?" Jiang Xiao's words were not very clear, An Yan frowned and listened, and thought for a long time before understanding what Jiang Xiao meant.
"You mean unwavering love? Love and love are two different things, the most beautiful girl will be willing to marry a bastard, love is unreasonable. An Yan explained that Jiang Xiao didn't see it, and An Yan's ears turned red.
Jiang Xiao fell into deep thought, he suddenly felt that his feelings for Leng Xiaotong seemed to be just love, but if it wasn't true love, how could his emotions always be affected by her?
An Yan turned her head, stared at Jiang Xiao tightly, and asked, "Are you thinking, how to find a girl who will always be with you?"
"Yes. Jiang Xiao replied, and he also stared at An Yan tightly.
"I like Leng Xiaotong very much, and I want her to be with me. Jiang Xiao said this, and he clearly saw that after he said this, An Yan's body trembled violently.
"That'...... Go tell her. An Yan's voice was lowered. Under her influence, Leng Xiaotong is completely different from Jiang Xiao and other boys.
"I looked for it, she refused, and she and I seemed to be at the end of it. Jiang Xiao said a little sadly.
In the past, Leng Xiaotong, although she treated people coldly, but in general, her relationship with Jiang Xiao can be called a friend, she will always respond to Jiang Xiao's words, and she cares about Jiang Xiao very much, if you only talk about friendship, there should be no problem.
But later, Jiang Xiao confessed, Leng Xiaotong refused, and the relationship between the two became very tense, if they continued like this, I am afraid that they would never be able to go back.
Hearing Jiang Xiao's rejection, An Yan turned her head in surprise, her eyes full of regret.
"You...... Don't be upset. An Yan wanted to say something comforting, but Jiang Xiao's temperament instantly became melancholy, looking at Jiang Xiao like this, An Yan couldn't say a word.
"It's fine. Jiang Xiao found out, he saw An Yan's worry about himself, and he was immediately extremely moved: It's good to have An Yan as a friend.
Jiang Xiao's matter, she may be more worried than Jiang Xiao herself.
"But it's nothing, Tian Youling talked to me about this, I think Leng Xiaotong is not suitable for being a girlfriend, the real suitability is An Yan, you ......" Jiang Xiao saw that the light in An Yan's eyes dimmed, it was really the first time he saw An Yan like this, he immediately panicked, so he had to pretend to be joking and talk eloquently.
But he forgot, he never joked much.
"An Yan ......" Jiang Xiao felt that he had said too much, which made An Yan worry too much about himself.
"Jiang Xiao, love is a very mysterious thing, as long as you have faith, it is possible to succeed, there are no factors that can affect you, don't say anything that is not suitable, don't have low self-esteem, pursue it if you like it, and remember her for a lifetime if you fall in love. An Yan said seriously Jiang Xiao, as soon as these words came out, Jiang Xiao was directly stunned.
He actually understands all these truths.
But......
Really, can it work?
"Jiang Xiao, don't give up. A person's true love can only be once in a lifetime, and it can only be best for a person in a lifetime. An Yan said this calmly, and Jiang Xiao was stunned when she heard it.
Is his life destined to be miserable?
If someone is willing to accompany him for a lifetime, will he allow himself to travel for the rest of his life?
What he didn't notice was that on the other side, An Yan turned around again, the sadness in An Yan's eyes still hadn't resolved, the sadness in her eyes was similar to the sadness in Jiang Xiao's eyes, and she was also trapped by love.
There will always be some strange people who intrude into your life, some of them are just passing by, just slipping around in your life, but perhaps, it is such a random person, who will also be remembered by your heart, will be engraved in your heart by your own hands, even if you carve your heart bloody, it will not stop.
For Jiang Xiao, the figure in her heart is Leng Xiaotong, but for An Yan, the person in her heart is Jiang Xiao.
An Yan's love for Jiang Xiao is just the purest liking, she doesn't know if she will forget Jiang Xiao, but Jiang Xiao and her never seem to be possible.
"Forget it, don't talk about it. Jiang Xiao sighed, the more he thought about it, the more he couldn't figure it out, he didn't understand whether he really longed for love.
He doesn't know if he's worthy!
Boy who has been cursed since birth, are you worthy?
The two were silent for a long time, Jiang Xiao fell into deep thought again, and An Yan kept grabbing the leaves on the ground to look, and she didn't know what she was thinking.
"Jiang Xiao, it's the holiday after the freshman competition, where are you going to go during the vacation?" An Yan thought about it, and finally asked such a question.