Gain, often means losing.

The price of loss is something you need to bear, get used to, or even accept it gladly.

The arrest is only a microcosm, not the whole story, nor the most difficult part.

Silently tell yourself in your heart to bear it.

If you don't catch them, these people will still be caught, and there is nothing you can do.

Li Qingxi and the others were elated, and Yu Jingque was the same on the surface, but there were ripples in his heart.

Normally, at this time, Yao Bing would definitely jump out, the task was snatched away by Yu Jingque, how could he swallow this breath.

It's just that it's different now, Yao Bing knows that this is what Wan Qun meant, and he is doing it for himself, if he still jumps out at this time, he is a fool.

So Yao Bing pretended not to know, his only idea was to make meritorious service in front of Tomohiro Aoki, and then escape from the secret service department and go to work in the Japanese secret service.

After arresting someone and coming back, Yu Jingque left the secret service department.

I smoked all the way, and when I got home, the cigarette case was empty.

came back late, Yu Mosheng had already gone to rest, the light in the study on the second floor was on, and Ji Youning was still working.

didn't bother Ji Youning, washed up by himself, and ran to lie on the bed.

Hiding himself in the quilt, Yu Jingque calmed down a little.

Today's Yu Jingque is no longer a fledgling chick, and many latent personnel have encountered such things.

Don't talk about it from afar, let's just talk about Nan Puyun of the Security Bureau, hasn't he encountered it?

Yu Jingque heard that Nan Puyun was the number one person in the Security Bureau, because he had made many meritorious contributions, and there were countless anti-Manchu anti-Japanese elements who fell into his hands.

Could it be that Nanpu Yun wants to arrest people?

Nan Puyun is also involuntarily, many things are not something he can control, and he can't control it, just like Yu Jingque now.

If you want to get more important information, these are the things you need to bear, and no one can escape them.

"What's wrong?" Just when Yu Jingque was thinking about Nan Puyun in his heart, when he was looking for the same feeling, Ji Youning pushed open the door and came in.

"Are you tired today?" Ji Youning sat on the edge of the bed and looked at Yu Jingque on the bed with some concern.

Usually when Yu Jingque comes back, even if she works in the study, Yu Jingque will not go to bed in advance, but will wait for her to come back and rest after chatting.

Today's situation, Ji Youning felt that it was rare, and sensitively realized that Yu Jingque might not be normal.

Looking at Ji Youning, who was close at hand, Yu Jingque shook his head with a wry smile and said, "It's okay, it's just a little sleepy." ”

"Then go to sleep, I'll turn off the lights." Ji Youning stood up and turned off the light, and then also lay on the bed, covered with a quilt.

"Go to sleep." Ji Youning said softly, during this time, Yu Jingque went out early and returned late, and she felt that Yu Jingque needed to rest well.

Just after Ji Youning said this, her body became stiff, because she felt that her hand inside the quilt was grabbed.

Ji Youning was very nervous, his body was stiff, and he didn't seem to move for a moment.

Just when Ji Youning was worried about what Yu Jingque would do next, Yu Jingque didn't move.

Yu Jingque grabbed Ji Youning's hand with his own hand, and then there was no movement.

Very outrageous move, Yu Jingque didn't know why he did this, subconsciously behaved.

He was afraid, he was afraid that one day he would not be able to tell himself.

He is very afraid that one day, no one will believe in him, he is very afraid that one day, when the light shines on him, he will subconsciously dodge.

The people around you don't understand themselves, don't believe in themselves, and even hate themselves.

Yu Jingque's heart was empty for a moment, so Yu Jingque subconsciously grabbed Ji Youning's hand, wanting to find a trace of comfort.

He felt Ji Youning's stiffness, this moment's stiffness made Yu Jingque's heart a little bitter, he let go of his fingers, and prepared to take his hand out.

But at this moment, Ji Youning suddenly closed his fingers, held Yu Jingque's hand tightly, and then said nothing, as if he was asleep.

Yu Jingque turned his head a little unexpectedly, and what he saw through the moonlight was Ji Youning's closed eyes.

It was closed tightly, because the upper and lower eyelids were very hard, and the long eyelashes were still trembling, as if telling the owner's unrest.

Yu Jingque's hand, once again slightly forced, shook it with Ji Youning.

A moment of peace of mind.

She'll definitely believe in herself, right?

Yu Jingque felt like this, he felt that someone would definitely believe in him, it was the woman in front of him.

I don't know why, ridiculous feelings, strange feelings, funny feelings, but it's really my own feelings.

The restless heart seems to calm down at this moment.

Yu Jingque looked forward to the moment when the light shone on him, even if he dodged, he also hoped that the light could shine on him, because more people would happily welcome the light.

Craving.

For the desire for light, Yu Jingque can't wait to see the light, Yu Jingque has no fear, no nervousness, only the heart that can't wait.

This sleep was very peaceful, and when he woke up in the morning, Ji Youning was no longer by his side, Yu Jingque subconsciously picked up his hand and stared at it with his eyes.

Looking left and right, it looks like a flower has bloomed on it.

It was very unproductive to get it on the nose, Yu Jingque actually sniffed it, and suddenly felt that it seemed to be an unreasonable person among the villains, and hurriedly took his hand away.

Fortunately, the room was empty, otherwise this embarrassment would have to be looked at.

came out of the room and saw Ji Youning on the first floor, but as soon as Ji Youning and Yu Jingque glanced at each other, they immediately lowered their heads.

Ji Youning's heart was beating so hard that she didn't know what she thought last night.

At the moment when Yu Jingque's hand was about to leave, she actually took the initiative to grab it.

She didn't have too many thoughts at the time, she just felt that Yu Jingque was not in a good state, and maybe needed comfort, if she let Yu Jingque's hand take it away at that time, it might leave a shadow on Yu Jingque's psychology, so Ji Youning bravely grabbed Yu Jingque's hand.

At that moment, Ji Youning just wanted to comfort Yu Jingque, she mustered up the courage to grab the hand that was about to leave.

When I woke up in the middle of the night, my palms were actually parted, and they were already churning in the middle of the night.

But in the middle of the night, Ji Youning actually groped for Yu Jingque's palm in the dark, and held it hard again.

If it was said that Ji Youning held Yu Jingque's palm for the first time, it was just to comfort Yu Jingque, and he didn't want Yu Jingque to experience that sense of loss.

So what is this time in the middle of the night?

Yu Jingque is already asleep, can he know?

What is Ji Youning's doing?

This secret made Ji Youning feel weak, so when she saw Yu Jingque in the morning, she didn't dare to look at each other.

The handle is actually okay, the two have long been familiar with each other, and when they pretend to be husband and wife outside, they have also held hands and arms and the like, Ji Youning will not be ashamed to be like this.

She was ashamed that she actually took the initiative to find Yu Jingque's palm in the middle of the night and secretly pulled it by herself, which made her worry that she would be discovered by Yu Jingque, so she would behave like this.

However, Yu Jingque really didn't know that he slept peacefully last night, and the credit was Ji Youning's.

He didn't know about Ji Youning's small movements in the middle of the night, and as for Ji Youning's shyness now, he thought maybe he was embarrassed, so he didn't think much about it.

Seeing that Yu Jingque really didn't seem to know what happened in the middle of the night, Ji Youning breathed a sigh of relief, beckoned Yu Jingque to eat, and slowly returned to normal.

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