Chapter 09: Heartbreaking



The moon is very round, and the wind in the second half of the night is actually very cold, so sitting on the steps, holding your cheeks, and watching the moon is actually not fun at all.

In the distance, there were bursts of frog chirping and falling together, singing a kind of tranquility, at this time there were still few frogs, and there was no kind of noise like the summer night.

In the kitchen, the godmother was boiling soy milk for herself, although Lu Shi kept saying that she didn't like that thing, but in the psychology of the godmother, it was just that her son Lu Shi didn't want to work too hard.

When mothers are always so self-righteous and do what they think is right for their son, it really doesn't matter if the son really doesn't like it, or there are other reasons.

I don't know when, the little girl quietly sat next to Lu Shi, and like Lu Shi, she held her cheeks with both hands and looked at the moon, in her eyes, in fact, the moon was nothing to see, and it was not good-looking, but her uncle was watching, so she also liked to watch, look at the moon and then look at her uncle, and then continue to look at the moon.

Lu Shi stretched out his hand and gently rubbed her little head, and the little head shook from side to side with Lu Shi's hand, and then crooked, lying on Lu Shi's knees, continuing to look at the moon.

"Are the people of Shangnan and Danfeng County still in the mood to look at the moon now?" When he thought of this, Lu Shi felt a deep sadness.

Or the original mood, he has kept Shaanxi at this time, gathered nearly five million displaced people in Shaanxi, Shanxi and Henan, in Lu Shi's heart, this is already the limit of his ability, now he is talking about recuperation, in fact, it is better to say that it is an excuse for his contentment to be at peace with his encounters, during the day, a group of brothers are in the courtyard, discussing and encouraging themselves to continue to fight abroad, in fact, in his heart, there is still hesitation, if the war is killed, no matter who dies, he can not sit idly by.

This mood was when he came back from the fiasco of chasing Li Zicheng with 10,000 cavalry, passing by the city gate, looking at the people who greeted him in the middle of the road, and the low crying of his son, husband and brother in those crowds made his heart ache. In this pain, a fear of war arises.

And this time, just when he hesitated, Li Zicheng jumped out again and stirred his nerves again.

Li Zicheng was originally a small strong man who could not be killed, in that history, the battle of Tongguan Nanyuan, only eighteen horsemen remained, and after a winter of hibernation, he raised the banner of rebellion again, gathered tens of thousands of horses, fought to the death with the Ming Dynasty again, and finally swept the country, becoming a generation of emperors, although it was a short-lived emperor, but also an emperor, he wrote his big name in history, he knew that he should no longer underestimate him, he should be after the battle of the Dragon Valley, he should do all his strength, and he should be chased after him. As a result, he was still too merciful, feeling sorry for his brother's death and injury, thinking that they would never have a chance to rise again, and as a result, he raised a tiger and left a legacy, bringing Shang Nan and Danfeng 100,000 casualties.

This time Li Zicheng is really vicious, his purpose is not to occupy his own chassis, and to destroy it with all his thoughts, that is, to let his body bleed, and keep bleeding until his qi and blood weaken.

Gently beat his head, for his mercy rushed to the heart-wrenching pain.

"It's late at night, let's drink soy milk, this thing replenishes the brain." The mother paced her little feet, put on her clothes, and put a pot of hot soy milk on the steps.

"Mother, I can't drink it." Lu Hanqiang said a little choked.

"My son, my mother knows your thoughts, so my mother will say something to the mother who digs out her heart." Pour a bowl of soy milk for Lu Shi, still in a small bowl on the side, dig a spoonful of sugar and pour it, stir it gently, try it again with his mouth, as if Lu Shi is an ignorant child, handed it to Lu Shi, Lu Shi raised his head, and there were already tears in his eyes.

The mother smiled, "My son is soft-hearted, I know, I can't see my fellow villagers and brothers dying, I also know, what you said to Wu Tao, I heard it, if you want to say that it is your fault, after all, you didn't let Li Zicheng completely perish, so that he had a chance to resurrect, but are you thinking now, why did you provoke them in the first place?" “

Lu Shi took a spoon and fed the little girl gently, and when he heard what his mother said, he had a meal in his hand, yes, did he regret just now that he provoked Li Zicheng, a hero?

But after thinking about it, he shook his head lightly: "Mother, I don't regret it." Put down the bowl and raise his head, "Although we are all against the harsh government of the Ming Dynasty, although we are all under the banner of saving the people, but what Li Zicheng did was nothing more than to harm the people. “

"What about you?" Niang hurriedly stood in the moon, and behind her was a holy light.

"What am I doing? Yes, what am I doing? At this time, the feeling of crossing over poured into his heart again, it seemed that everything had become unreal again, it seemed that what he was doing now was just a game in the computer, all the battles, all the processes, were just a game program, he was just fighting monsters and upgrading, but he was constantly transporting away according to the program, and the dead people were just like the numbers in the upper right corner, which were just a flickering number one after another, gently raised his hand and grabbed forward, He wished he had caught the screen of a computer.

But what he caught was his mother's rough but warm hand, which was real, and the warmth flowed into his heart in an instant. And at this time, when the trapped dragon valley was defeated and returned to the city, the low cry in his ears resounded in his ears again.

"I'm a woman, I don't know what you think, this mess is big, you have to have a big plan, since everyone is the backbone of you, then you have to be the backbone of others, or everyone is scattered, then you can't save your mother and your father, Xiaoya and Chunlan, and the child in Chunlan's belly."

Looking at the stunned Lu Shi, the mother patted her son who grabbed her hand tighter and tighter: "In this troubled world, the dead will not blame you, as long as you can avenge them, as long as you can let their children and grandchildren live a peaceful life, they will not only not blame you, but will thank you." “

"Mother, I understand." Lu Shi replied guiltily.

"I'm a woman, I don't understand the truth, I just talk a lot to the old sisters in the neighborhood, I understand everyone's heart, the old sisters also have children in the team, who doesn't feel distressed? However, the old sisters said that with King Chuang, even if their children and grandchildren died, as long as they won the battle, as long as they could make the home here stable, they would be content. “

"That's it?"

"That's all."

Then the mother staggered away, leaving Lu Shi and Xiaoya still sitting on the steps and watching the moon.

Dig a spoonful of frosting and give Xiaoya another bowl of soy milk, Xiaoya handed the soy milk to Lu Shi's mouth, and Lu Shi drank it in one go, but the moon in Lu Shi's eyes was a different taste at this time.