I, Nai Yihe, had a crush in high school, and I thought I was a super bad person in science, because he chose to apply for science in his sophomore year of high school. At that time, my mother and teacher talked to me a lot, but in the end, my father stood on my side and said, "It's okay, learn mathematics, physics and chemistry well, and you won't be afraid to go all over the world."

My mom then compromised.

My dad only began to know that it was not easy for my parents to be lost, and that the scholars themselves had to work hard. I did think so at the time, but every time the math teacher and physics and chemistry teacher gave a lecture, I really tried my best to get rid of my frequent sleepy bugs, but it was always in vain.

The boy I liked was the son of the school's dean, and not only did he excel in his studies, but he was also among the best in appearance. I knew that if I went up and talked to me with this kind of achievement, I would be despised, so I just kept a silent eye on it.

In the third year of high school, only the strong college entrance examination was left to impact us as fresh little flowers. It was the last New Year's Day party, and our class teacher drafted a drama for us, but few people were willing to spare time to perform, and in the end we had to be represented by each section, so we had time to rehearse on our own. Don't look at my academic performance, although my academic performance is not good, but as a sports student, I was also poured into the representative of physical education class, although there were only a handful of physical education classes that year.

I have to mention here that the culprit responsible for the shadow of my adolescence is my dark-looking tablemate with super ordinary facial features.

The first day of rehearsals. In the rare hot weather in winter, wearing a sweater feels unusually warm. We rehearsed the drama in the school's multimedia classroom, and for me, a person with poor academic performance, of course, I was super happy not to study, but other class representatives didn't have this kind of thought, they were all angry......

The representative of the Chinese class: "I really don't know what to do, I'm annoyed." ”

English class representative: "It's just that I can't finish the questions, and I still have to do this." ”

Physics class representative: "Who's to say it's not, I still have five papers." ”

Chemistry class representative: "Be content, I have two more than you, and I have to stay up late tonight." ”

“……”

It seems that I am the only one who is not stressed. And, of course, my crush, who is super elegant as a math class representative. Just looked up at the few complainers who were extremely uninterested, patted the manuscript in his hand, and said: "It's the last New Year's Day, let's take it as a commemoration." ”

My super annoying tablemate, that is, the representative of the biology class, had a direct conversation: "After graduation, everyone will go their separate ways, what is there to remember." ”

At that time, I thought that this person was definitely stupid to learn to learn. I don't know if there is anyone in your class who asks him how to do this problem, he doesn't tell anyone, as if if he does, they will compare him to him. It's really the kind of person who values learning more than anything else. My table mate is a typical example of "this kind of person".

To tell you the truth, since the two of us sat at the same table, we didn't speak more than 100 sentences, an average of less than one sentence a day, which is terrible to think about.

I remember one time when I accidentally fell asleep in math class. This person who suffered a thousand knives actually reported directly to the teacher, saying that I would just sleep and drool, which affected his interest in learning. As a result, I was directly invited by the math teacher to the back of the class.

I still remember the way the male god looked at me in my heart, not even with disdain, and calmly made me feel like I was just air.

Fortunately, this time, we can perform together, and you can imagine how excited I am. But my annoying tablemate has a mouth, and I immediately want to shoot him to death.

Fortunately, my male god didn't agree, and he replied super stylishly: "You can't say that, the college entrance examination is a tough battle, and we are all companions." ”

Look, there are many literate people.

Everyone else also shut up, took the manuscript from the male god's hand, and studied it. This is the first time we have seen a prototype of a manuscript, and I glanced at it, and immediately felt that it was boring and boring. This drama is not so much a drama as a debate competition, in short: to argue whether Yugong should move mountains or move houses......

After reading the tongue twister-like lines, I just felt that Venus was rising in front of me. I heard my foolish tablemate immediately yell: "What's the difference between this and a liberal arts student." Can't you just have a solo or solo song? ”

The chemistry class representative also began to retreat: "How can we have so much time in science classes to memorize these things." Everything, if you don't want to talk to the head teacher, forget it. ”

The representative of the English class also spoke: "That's it, everything, how can we have time to remember these things." ”

The physics class representative and the chemistry class table must also express their disagreement.

The representative of the Chinese class was even more ruthless, and said directly: "I don't do it anymore, I don't have so much time." ”

So I was left alone. My male god looked at me and asked me, "What do you think?" ”

This was the first time he had spoken to me seriously, and to be honest, I was only left with a flustered mind, and there was nothing else to think about.

When he said, "Listen to you." ”

Look at my well-behaved little daughter-in-law. I've been adored by myself.

Who knew that my tablemate heard me say this, and blew up again, "What does she know?" Her grades are poor, and there is no day when she doesn't sleep in class, so she wants to like it and let her go up by herself. ”

You know, exposing people is not exposing shortcomings, let alone slandering me in front of the people I like, and I exploded in an instant.

I didn't see a leg in front of my feet, and when I was just going to take a step and scold him to show that I wasn't a bully, I tripped over this leg and slammed straight into my annoying table opposite. It was so terrible that the next scene made me vomit for days.

My aggrieved first kiss!

I was actually taken advantage of by other men in front of my male god!

That fool and wicked person sued first, I was embarrassed to tell my parents, but he was thick-skinned, and he appeared at school the next day with his parents, and the school head teacher explained to his parents for a long time, it was a misunderstanding. As a result, the guy still didn't give up, and even took his parents directly to my house after school, threatening me to kiss him forcibly, which caused him a lot of mental distress and seriously affected his studies......

You don't know how I was feeling. My parents looked at me with hellish expressions.

No matter how I explained it to everyone, the guy cried and just said, "I'm standing well, did you pounce?" ”

Listen to it...... I actually used "...... pounce", and I instantly felt that I was defiled.

As a result, his wonderful parents also said that his son had been in a trance for a day since he was kissed by me, and he was seriously violated, and asked me to solemnly apologize to his son.

In the end, my parents couldn't stand the pestering of this family, and did ideological work for me, telling me to dare to act no matter what. I wondered.,I made it clear about the cause and effect.,I still have witnesses to testify to me.,The teacher can also prove that it was a misunderstanding.,But this has still become my high school career.,Youth school,The most serious black history。

This tablemate, who has suffered a thousand cuts, is not normal in the family, it is all wonderful.

In the end, I still admitted very spinelessly: "I'm sorry, I kissed you, I apologize to you." ”

I felt so wronged, but I still couldn't cry after all, and I looked arrogant. It's no wonder that my parents don't believe me, there is a girl who inadvertently lost her first kiss, and she has such a bold energy as me. I remember after they left. My mother asked me, "Even if you kiss, you can find someone with beautiful eyebrows?" ”

I immediately felt that I couldn't stand the entanglement of others, as long as others pressed me tightly, whether it was my fault or not, I would grit my teeth and admit that it was indeed my fault This kind of troublesome rotten character that is definitely born in my mother's environment where she never believes in her own children.

Even now, they still think that at that time, it was me who forcibly kissed someone. So much so that for a long time after I went to college, whenever I got a little closer to any boy, they all looked at me like a thief......

After this ridiculous thing, my crush came to an end, and I felt insulted to my pure heart, causing me to feel heartburn as soon as I saw my male god.

I'm not as good as anyone else, but now I've lost my innocence, and now the whole school is rumored that I forcibly kissed me at the same table, and I can't tell the difference. Those class representatives who watched the excitement seemed to be dumb, and they wouldn't open their mouths to defend me, and even my male god had an indifferent and speechless expression as always.

And this incident also made me sure that he really didn't feel anything for me. This was the end of my first love, although it never began......

"Miss, Miss, wake up......"

But it was a peach, and it turned out that I was asleep again. It seems that I want to go back so much, but now I can even think about this old sesame rotten grain.

Seeing that I was confused, Momoko helped me to my feet and loosened my clothes.

She said, "It seems that the young lady is really tired. This palace is comfortable, and the young lady will rest when she takes it off. The slave and maid are in the outhouse, and if something happens, you are called a slave and maid. ”

I nodded confusedly, indeed tired. It's been a long time since I've thought of modern things so much in quick succession.

Although my modern life is not wonderful, it is also my most precious memory. Perhaps, if I don't go again, I'll end up alone here. And my parents, like me, have to be like me, with the pain of missing their relatives, far away......

After Momoko went out, I cried here for the first time.

Since I was a child, I didn't like to cry, my parents were an only daughter, in my mother's words: "A coquettish child girl is hurt." "And not only do I not be coquettish, but I also don't cry, and I rarely shed tears. Later, I also thought that if I pretended to be weak and cried him in the dark at that time, would my dead table mate not stage a male version of Lin Daiyu? In the final analysis, it was my strong and soft strength that made me the target of public criticism......

Now that I've come here, I've never cried, but today, listening to the sound of the rain outside, I feel very aggrieved, and the rain is like a longing in my heart, endless......