Su Yang'er can be said to hate Su Qianyi very much, in her mind, if it weren't for him, there would not be a series of disasters these days, let alone Lu Jingyuan's repeated successes, so that she was deeply involved in the struggle between "Su Yang" and "Su Yang'er" and couldn't extricate herself, Su Qianyi was the culprit of all this.

At present, she is reluctant to have anything to do with He Man, especially Su Qianyi and Lu Jingyuan.

She immediately wanted to close the door, and Su Qianyi was also surprised, because he clearly saw Su Yang'er by Lu Jingyuan's side, why did he return home and open the door for him in a blink of an eye? This made him puzzled for a while, until he saw that Su Yang'er was about to close the door without saying a word, and then hurriedly asked, "Yang'er, didn't you go to the teahouse with Brother Lu?" ”

"Brother Lu?"

Hearing this, Su Yang'er hesitated and asked, "You said Lu Jingyuan?" ”

Su Qianyi said dryly: "I... You... This... Yes, it's him. ”

Su Yang'er rushed out and said, "Where is he?" ”

As soon as she finished speaking, she thought to herself, "Where is he, what does it have to do with me, and what do I care about him?" ”

At that moment, she didn't wait for Su Qianyi to reply, so she slammed the door shut.

At this time, I heard Su Qianyi shouting outside the door: "Yang'er, you listen to me, I just saw Brother Lu and a little lady going to the teahouse to listen to music on the road, then... That little lady was so much like you, I thought it was you. ”

As soon as these words came out, Su Yang'er in the courtyard was slightly stunned, and muttered in a low voice: "Like me?" ”

Although she was committed to trying to forget about Lu Jingyuan, she faintly felt that what Su Qianyi said was very strange, and her curiosity soared, so she finally opened the door slowly, looked at him and said, "Are you saying that there is a woman next to Lu Jingyuan who looks like me?" ”

Su Qianyi nodded hurriedly and said, "Yes, it's very like." ”

He couldn't help but think of the situation when he met Lu Jingyuan and the two on the long street before, if it wasn't an illusion, then the woman he saw was almost exactly the same as Su Yang'er no matter how she looked or was.

He couldn't find a better adjective to describe to Su Yang'er for a while, so he had to say: "It's exactly the same." ”

"Exactly the same?"

Su Yang'er was shocked, and said secretly: "I really guessed correctly, that stinky boy really went to find other women, and he is exactly the same as me, but can there be such a coincidence in this world, where did he find a woman who is exactly like me?" ”

In the past, if she hadn't seen it with her own eyes, she wouldn't have believed it, but since the catastrophe of Taihu Lake, she no longer judged right and wrong as lightly as before, but for some reason, when she thought of Lu Jingyuan, who had pestered her like a pug in the past and let her snort and drink, was now accompanied by another woman, or a woman who was exactly the same as her, it made her feel a strange jealousy in her heart, as if someone had snatched away the pet she had kept for a long time.

But this state of mind only lasted for a moment, she immediately thought: "I think what's the use of this, even if he is willing to come back, can I really let him mess with me, now it's okay, he has other women, or exactly the same woman as me, now he should be satisfied, he will never come back to get me, I should be happy for him, he is with me, but it is harmful to others and himself." ”

I thought again: "In the past, I just wanted to be friends with him and talk about what was in my heart, and only he wouldn't care about what I said, but now since I can't be a friend, even if I want to be a real woman and find a man to love me and love me, then why bother looking for a bastard like Lu Jingyuan, not to mention that these things are not worthy of me as a fake." ”

For a while, thousands of thoughts flashed through her heart one after another.

Although the news brought by Su Qianyi shocked her, it made her feel relieved.

In the past few days since Lu Jingyuan left, she has been tormented by demons all the time, just because she can't look directly into her heart.

Su Yang'er's body passively remembered what Lu Jingyuan did to her, but Su Yang forced her to forget those things.

She also wondered if she had become a real woman, and even fantasized about extravagance that she could not have.

In this life, after Su Yang became a woman, he felt that he might be destined to be a lonely and poor worm.

Because she is a monster who is neither male nor female, a man like Lu Jingyuan who admires her deeply will only look at her as a plaything and a reproductive tool, and a woman like Xiaoling, who is close to her, she doesn't understand their world.

No man, whether a woman or a woman, will consider her to be one of her kind.

"Yes, how can a person like me qualify to have friends?"

She lowered her head and suddenly smiled, as if she had solved a lot of confusion, and she was extremely relieved.

Su Qianyi saw that she was holding the snack box, silent for a long time, and suddenly smiled, indescribably desolate, and couldn't help frowning.

"Yang'er, you ...... Are you alright? ”

He knew that Su Yang'er and Lu Jingyuan were very complicated, and said in his heart: "Could it be that she is sad?" ”

So he said: "Yang'er, it may be that I read it wrong, and ...... It is also possible that Brother Lu recognized the wrong person. ”

Su Qianyi tried to comfort Su Yang'er with these words that he felt weak when he said it himself.

But who knew that Su Yang'er raised her head and said with a smile: "You see that you are not mistaken, does he recognize the wrong person, what does it have to do with me?" ”

Su Qianyi was stunned: "You are not ......"

Su Yang'er smiled unchanged and said: "We are nothing, what he does has nothing to do with me, do you have anything else, if not, I will go back to eat...... I'm so hungry......"

As she spoke, she turned around and left with the snack box in her hand, as if the moment she turned around, her heart also died.

In fact, she felt that she should be content, she had food and drink, an elder like Uncle Wang who took care of her at home, and a servant girl like Xiaoling who served her faithfully, although they couldn't be her friends, but isn't this kind of life of clothes to reach out and eat and open your mouth is exactly what Su Yang has always wanted?

She is a person who was once defeated by herself, she failed to be a man, and she couldn't be a woman.

At this moment, the door was still open, but Su Qianyi didn't dare to take a step rashly, just because he saw the endless depression from Su Yang'er's back, as if he was in the twilight, and he was no longer the naughty and arrogant girl.

This made him blame himself a little, and even regretted telling her about Lu Jingyuan.

He wanted to say a few more words to Su Yang'er, so he was in a hurry and asked, "Yang'er, is Uncle Wang at home?" ”

Hearing the word "Uncle Wang", Su Yang'er's eyes recovered a little, turned around, and said, "Isn't he at your house?" ”

Su Qianyi asked casually, just to delay Su Yang'er and say a few more words to her, after hearing this, he couldn't help but be stunned, and said: "He only stayed at my house for one night that day, and left the next day, why, didn't he come back?" ”

"What did you say?"

A wave of unsettled, wave after wave, Su Yang'er let out an "ah" and whispered: "Where did he go?" ”

Su Qianyi said blankly: "He left a few days ago, I thought he had gone home." ”

Su Yang'er hurriedly walked up to him and said, "He hasn't come back." ”

As soon as the words fell, she was stunned, and then suddenly realized: "He must have gone to find Aunt Mei again!" ”

Since returning from Taihu Lake, it has been eight or nine days, Su Yang'er thought that Lao Wang was staying at Su Weng's place, who knew that he left early in the morning, thinking of Lao Wang's strange look on the way home, he must have gone to Taihu Lake Water Village to find his old lover.

"Aunt Mei?" Su Qianyi was puzzled: "Who is Aunt Mei?" ”

No one told him about the Taihu Lake Water Village on the road, and no one explained to him afterwards, because he didn't know anything.

Su Yang'er knew that it would be difficult to explain to him for a while, so she could only hurriedly ask, "Did Uncle Wang say anything when he left?" ”

Su Qianyi frowned, and after thinking for a while, he shook his head and said, "He didn't say anything." ”

"That's it, he must be sent to death again, Lao Wang, you can really do it!"

Su Yang'er was secretly anxious, she didn't expect that Lao Wang, who had always been calm, would also use this kind of trick to hide from the world, holding the food box in a hurry, and turning around, if he went to the water village a few days ago, and Aunt Mei fulfilled the promise to kill him, then it is estimated that he would have turned into a sunken corpse at the bottom of Zhenze Lake at this time.

Just when she was gone, she only heard Su Qianyi say again: "He didn't say anything when he left, but when he went to my house, he told me that Lu Yanei is actually a good-hearted person, but his tutor is a little worse, and in a few days, I will discuss it with him." ”

Su Yang'er was slightly stunned and asked, "What are you discussing?" ”

Su Qianyi shook his head and said, "He didn't say it, I thought he was talking about the two of you...... Marriage. ”

"Marriage?" Su Yang'er couldn't cry and laughed: "What kind of marriage, it is impossible for Uncle Wang to ......"

As she was talking, she suddenly seemed to think of something, and thought: "Uncle Wang is so old, it is absolutely impossible for him to seek death and life for any love like Lu Jingyuan, since he said so, he will not suddenly change his mind, and he handed over the key to the treasury to Lu Jingyuan, then maybe he really wants to marry me to Lu Jingyuan, but he doesn't dare to force me to marry him like before, so he can only try to let the two of us get along." ”

And he thought, "But...... Uncle Wang loves me so much, he will never watch me being humiliated and sit idly by, maybe during this period, he has already met with Lu Jingyuan, and wants to stop him, but at that time, Lu Jingyuan was like crazy, and he would never listen to his advice, could it be ...... Could it be that Lu Jingyuan killed Lao Wang in a fit of rage? ”

Su Yang'er's suspicions rose sharply, and she was out of control, in her eyes, Lu Jingyuan was an out-and-out madman, a lawless gangster, he didn't even care about his own life in order to get her, how could he put others in his eyes?

Thinking of Lu Jingyuan's unscrupulous and lawless appearance in her home a few days ago, it seems to have strengthened her inner thoughts, the so-called rush to the doctor, her speculation is bizarre, but it is not impossible to put it on Lu Jingyuan.

At that moment, she pulled Su Qianyi's sleeve and said, "Go, you take me to him!" ”

Su Qianyi was at a loss and said, "Who are you looking for?" ”

"Lu Jingyuan!"