Chapter 197: The world is afraid of the outside and not the inside
Su Yang'er lost Su Qianyi and Lao Wang's two relatives one after another in just one day, if they were forced by others, then she would not feel sad, but they were all willing to leave her, which made her feel unspeakable pain in her heart, and she felt helpless. Unknowingly, Lu Jingyuan had already carried her into the carriage, and saw him whisper a few words to Yin Gaohou.
Only then did he turn back to her and smile: "Good lady, are you tired?" “
Su Yang'er sat with her knees crossed, not moving, first scared in her heart, and then changed her mind: "Now that my net worth and life are in his hands, what else do I have to fear?" “
Zhen raised his head slightly and said, "Lu Jingyuan, you can do it." “
Lu Jingyuan smiled: "What to do?" “
Su Yang'er said: "Do whatever you like, do whatever you like, anyway, you win, I, Su Yang'er, am also a dignified manly husband, I am not afraid to die with you, are you still afraid that you will stab me twice?" ”
She was desolate and sad in her heart, so she simply gave up on herself, and she didn't look at Lu Jingyuan when she spoke.
Lu Jingyuan thought it was funny at first, but after hearing it, he couldn't help but feel bored, and immediately reached into his arms, took out the small plate, and asked, "Hey, man, do you want this?" ”
Su Yang'er was stunned for a moment, thinking, "He must be trying to tease me again." He said, "Of course I want to, but I know you won't give it back to me, so you can do it." ”
As he spoke, a layer of mist appeared under his eyes, and the depths of his eyes flickered fluorescently.
Lu Jingyuan smiled slightly and said, "What are you crying about?" Don't be ashamed, you will pay you back. ”
After that, he really threw the small plate away and threw it next to Su Yang'er.
Su Yang'er was taken aback, and there were no tears in her eyes for a moment, she snatched the small disc and shrank to the back of the car.
Loudly said, "You...... Don't come here! ”
Lu Jingyuan smiled dumbly and said, "What, are you afraid that I will snatch it back?" ”
Su Yang'er was afraid, hugged the small dish tightly to her chest like a kitten, and said, "This is mine, my father left it for me." ”
Lu Jingyuan smiled: "Yes, it's all yours, say it, whatever else you want, I can agree." ”
Su Yang'er was stunned and said, "I still want to go home." ”
Lu Jingyuan said: "Okay, then I'll take you home." ”
Su Yang'er was stunned again, and said in surprise: "Do you really want to send me home?" ”
Lu Jingyuan snorted coldly: "What I promised you, haven't you done it for a long time?" ”
After that, he closed his eyes and sat on the side, motionless.
Su Yang'er looked at his side face, and was surprised in her heart, thinking: "He has gained the upper hand, leaving me with nothing, why don't you put his dirty ideas into practice at this time, and let me go?" There must be ghosts! “
Su Yang'er knew that Lu Jingyuan was cunning and changeable, so she didn't dare to relax her vigilance at the moment, and stared at him closely, for fear that he would suddenly take away the suicide note in her arms, or use some tricks to torture her.
But after a long time, Lu Jingyuan was still motionless, as if she was asleep, she listened to the sound of rolling wheels outside and Lu Jingyuan's fine breathing, and felt that her eyelids sank, and immediately shook her head, trying to lift her spirits, but to no avail.
She slept very soundly this time, and I don't know how long it took before she woke up. She saw a line and found that she was no longer in the carriage, but sleeping on a soft big bed, and the first thing she did when she got up was to look for Su's father's suicide note, but she saw that the small dish was next to the pillow, and breathed a sigh of relief.
At this time, I heard someone outside the tent say, "When you wake up, come and eat." Su Yang'er looked out, and saw a person with his back to her, pouring himself a drink in the room, looking at the back, it was Lu Jingyuan.
Su Yang'er was about to get out of bed, and suddenly found that her outer clothes and shoes and socks were long gone, and she was only wearing a thin obscene clothes, which must have been faded by Lu Jingyuan. Haven't you arrived at my house yet? “
Lu Jingyuan said: "It's early, this is the Qingyang Inn." “
Su Yang'er was slightly stunned, and thought, "Isn't Qingyang Zhan the north shore of the ferry?" “
When she moved to Yixing, she passed through this place and knew that this was the Xiangzhou port to the north.
Deng Shi didn't realize that it was right, and looked up and said, "Didn't you say you were going to send me home?" “
Lu Jingyuan said: "Yes, I just want to send you home." “
Su Yang'er hurriedly said: "My house is in the south, how can you go north?"
Lu Jingyuan raised his wine glass, hey, and sneered: "Good lady, live in Tangyin for your husband's family, your home is naturally in Tangyin, how can we have a home in the south?" “
When Su Yang'er heard this, her expression changed greatly, she had to move from Tangyin to Yixing with great difficulty, how could she go back with him, she couldn't help but say angrily: "I'll fuck you!" ”
Before the scolding was over, she jumped out of bed, ran out barefoot, and snatched the door out.
Lu Jingyuan didn't stop her, tilted his head, drank the wine in the glass, and then slowly stood up.
At this moment, Su Yang'er had already run downstairs, knocked down two thin shopkeepers one after another, and rushed outside the stack
At that time, it was completely dark, Su Yang'er didn't know the direction, but she couldn't care about much, she trotted all the way, even if the stone was stuck on her soft feet, she didn't feel pain. I don't know how far she went, there was already a series of blood under her feet, and every step she took was a pain in her heart.
But she limped forward until a cold wind blew through her thin clothes, and she was cold and painful, and finally she could not walk, and then stopped.
didn't wait to stand still, then he paused on the ground, only to feel that his feet hurt, as if they were no longer her feet, tears couldn't stop coming out of his eyes, and he thought: "I've walked so far, he shouldn't be able to catch up for a while, but if I stay here, sooner or later he will still be found, it's better to go farther, it's best to make me die of pain on the road, let Lu Jingyuan's kid hold my corpse and cry bitterly, I will take revenge." ”
It is strange to say that people in the world are afraid of being killed, but not afraid of suicide, and it is another matter to think that suicide is basically because suicide is a coward's suicide, and it does not take much courage to torture oneself.
A cowardly and timid person like Su Yang'er, even more so, she would rather die than return to the north,
But when she thought that she was a dignified traverser and wanted to take revenge on others by committing suicide, she couldn't help but be amused by her own incompetence.
"I, a traverser, not only ruined my family, but also had to be captured to be my wife, and finally froze to death in the wilderness, and I didn't even have a pair of shoes."
The more Su Yang'er thought about it, the more she felt that she was incompetent and ridiculous, and the more she thought about it, the more she felt that life was boring, so she couldn't help but get up at the moment, wanting to go farther. But before she could take a few steps, she suddenly bumped into a person's strong chest, Su Yang'er said "ahh
I saw that the man was holding the reins in his hand, and his body was long, who was it if it wasn't Lu Jingyuan?