"Make no mistake, I eat so little for lunch and don't eat dinner, I'm really good at feeding."

said that it was almost dusk after Su Yang'er took a bath, and the bath could be described as "Qiao Lingniang's hooking in the pool, and Su Yang's color was born to the guts", which almost made her really do something to blaspheme herself, but fortunately, after being discovered by Xiaoling, she stopped it in time.

After this incident, she knew that her willpower was really weak, and she needed to exercise it well, especially the part of "Su Yang" that should be suppressed fiercely, otherwise the consequences would be unimaginable in the long run.

After returning to the house, another strange thing happened, she found that Su Yang'er had not eaten dinner before.

Seeing that it was getting dark, Xiao Ling only brought a pot of warm sugar water and a few pieces of crispy snacks, which were quite delicious, but they were gone in a few bites, in the past, this little thing was naturally not enough to satisfy her hunger, but now she can only endure it, and the hunger caused by her body is far less serious than her psychological hunger.

"Hey, how can there be such a regular life, could it be that she used to deliberately keep in shape?"

Su Yang'er has a delicate posture in her jasper years, and her development is really considerable, according to her current figure, it is very in line with the aesthetics of later generations, but in the Song Dynasty, she doesn't know if it is a "non-mainstream beauty", she only knows that the vice of wrapping small feet started at this time.

"When this family is really in charge of me, I will eat three meals a day, no, four meals, no, I will gnaw on pig's trotters."

Su Yang'er could only drink water to satisfy her hunger in her helpless fantasy, and she poured sugar water while planning the destination of this southward migration.

"Just say run to the south, where do you run exactly?"

"Hangzhou? No, it's too far, and there are so many officials, if someone targets me for this money, I can't fight them. ”

"Yangzhou? No, it's too close, after the Jin soldiers entered the Central Plains, there were still a few southern invasions, what if they hit again? ”

"Yixing? Su Yanger's hometown, which is closer to Hangzhou and farther than Yangzhou, is estimated to be a little famous now, but not very developed. ”

"Just Yixing, no matter how fierce the Jin soldiers are, they can't hit there, right?"

Regarding the Song and Jin wars, Su Yang'er actually only knows a rough idea, and she is not a professional, so she naturally does not know what the real situation was during the confrontation between the two countries, in fact, even professionals may not know where the Jin soldiers fought during the tug-of-war between the two armies, and where the Song army recaptured.

Plundering the land, is a changing move, today is occupied by you, tomorrow I will come again, a number of counties and towns have fallen into whose hands, I am afraid that one of the county chronicles has not had time to repair, the new lord will come again.

But thinking of this, she couldn't help but think of a man, this person is one of the most legendary and representative figures of this era, and even to a certain extent, his influence in later generations far exceeds that of all historical celebrities of the same period, this person is the anti-gold hero Yue Fei.

"Speaking of which, this Yue Pengju should have married a wife and had children at this time, it is estimated that he is either a big soldier on the front line, or he is farming at home, but it's a pity that I forgot who this guy is, but it doesn't matter, it's better not to know such an unlucky tragic guy."

Regarding Yue Fei's various deeds, later generations can be said to know all the women and children, what mother-in-law carved words to serve the country loyally, what shook the mountain, shook the Yue family's military disaster, what twelve gold medals, and the tragic death of Yue Wangye in the Storm Pavilion.

Whether it is in the play, outside the play, in the novel, in the TV series, in the movie, the deeds about this person can be seen everywhere.

If this is a different person, once she crosses, I am afraid that she will want to see the demeanor of historical celebrities such as Yue Fei, but Su Yang'er is the opposite, not only does she not want to see these people, but she also wants to hide.

Because she had only one thought at this time, and that was to escape.

Even after escaping smoothly and settling down, she doesn't plan to have anything to do with any official, powerful, or famous person in history, she knows that these troublemakers are the source of the trouble, and they are also the biggest threat to herself, a "weak woman".

And according to her current situation, she is just trying to adapt to her current identity and current body, if she really can't adapt, then she can only be sorry for the chance of rebirth given to her by God and choose to end this tragic crossing.

"Yes, if I really can't stand this kind of ghost life of my aunt's leakage, I will kill myself!"

In a trance, she knocked over a tea bowl on the table, and with a crisp sound, the tea bowl fell to the ground and shattered into several pieces, and Xiao Ling hurriedly leaned over to pick up the pieces on the ground, for fear of hurting Su Yang'er.

Su Yang'er was also taken aback by this voice, and then squatted down and picked it up with Xiao Ling.

Seeing this, Xiao Ling hurriedly said: "Little lady, don't pick it up, it will hurt you." ”

"Can't you hurt you if you pick it up, I originally broke it."

Xiao Ling was stunned for a moment when she heard this, and did not continue to stop her until she picked up all the pieces on the table before she said: "Little lady, although you are weird today, like a different person, Xiao Ling likes the way you look now." ”

"What does it look like now?" Su Yang'er couldn't help but say when she heard this: "I just suddenly figured out a lot of things. ”

"What did you figure out?"

"I..." Su Yang'er paused for a moment and responded: "I shouldn't have been crying and crying all the time before, not to mention annoying, and crying my body, and I shouldn't not care about you, you are so good to me, but I have always regarded you as a subordinate before, and I shouldn't have connived at Xiaoniang to cause trouble at home." ”

She said these words very naturally and sincerely, this is his own feelings, and he is also thanking Su Yang'er for these people who have been with her all the time, Su Yang'er is actually a very lucky woman, she was born with a few things that a woman wants most, but her personality has some kind of flaw, so that it is so exaggerated to be able to "cry to death".

Unexpectedly, when Xiao Ling heard this, she said in a panic: "Ling'er was originally a slave, little lady, you used to be very good to Ling'er, Ling'er was very content, Xiao Ling... Xiao Ling knows that she is wrong, Xiao Ling shouldn't say that you have changed, little lady..."

Seeing her suddenly look like she was afraid that she would sell her, Su Yang'er suddenly smiled dumbly, she didn't expect her to have this kind of reaction, and she also realized that maybe for her to be her own handmaid is not only as simple as a job, this is the whole of her life.

From the perspective of Su Yang'er's modern people, this is undoubtedly unfortunate, but at this time, it is reasonable, Xiaoling is like a cat and a dog raised by later generations, and she has lost most of her ability to survive if she leaves herself.

It is because she is very sensitive to her own master's attitude, cold to her, she will feel lost, too enthusiastic about her, and she will be flattered as now, the so-called impermanence must have demons.

It can be seen that although the relationship between Su Yanger and Xiaoling in the past was close, they handled it very well, neither cold nor hot.

But in this way, the current Su Yang'er can't learn it anyway, she has the soul of a modern man, not only doesn't understand the little thing between women, but also has no master-servant concept, in her eyes, Xiaoling is her current life as a woman and a good friend, and Wang Bo and others are her employees.

At the moment, she could only take Xiao Ling's hand, try her best to imitate the appearance of the "best friend" in her impression, let her sit beside her, and said softly: "Xiao Ling, don't be afraid, I just want to tell you that you are my good sister, now and in the future, no matter what I become, you are." ”

She herself had goosebumps when she said these words, but she had to trap this little girl's heart, because Xiao Ling was the only one who could freely enter and leave her "boudoir", and she obviously knew that Su Yang'er had a lot of boudoir secrets, such as what she did in the bathroom in the afternoon, Xiao Ling was not surprised when she saw it, and she seemed to be used to it.

And after Xiao Ling heard this, she was really moved, although the two daughters were intimate in the past, but they were only tacitly acknowledged, Su Yang'er had never spoken such affectionate words to her verbally.

Xiao Ling was surprised and happy for a while, and even cried faintly: "Little lady, you treat Xiaoling so well, Xiaoling is willing to be a sister with you for life, as long as you don't dislike Xiaoling, Xiaoling is willing to follow you for the rest of your life." ”

"It's finished." Su Yang'er was overjoyed when she heard this, what she wanted was this effect, so that if she did anything "mentally retarded" in the future, this little girl would be tight-lipped for herself.

Immediately, she hit the railroad while it was hot: "Xiaoling, in a few days, let's move our family to the south." ”

"South?" Xiao Ling was shocked when she heard this, and asked, "Little lady, why did you move to the south, didn't our family move from the south?" ”

"Didn't you say you would like to follow me forever?"

"I..." Xiao Ling wanted to speak and stopped, only feeling like she had fallen into the sweet trap of her master, but finally nodded and said: "Ling'er is willing to follow you, wherever the little lady goes, Ling'er will go." ”

But when she said this, Xiao Ling's eyes dodged, obviously worried.

But Su Yang'er is not a real woman after all, and she can't be as careful as a hair, so she didn't notice this detail, and only yawned and said, "Okay, Xiaoling, then let's sleep." ”

She made trouble today, she was already a little tired, she felt weak after taking a bath, I don't know if it was the painful effect of "auntie", she "lost so much blood" when she kicked the door today, she didn't feel it at all, I don't know if this is a good thing or a bad thing.

"We?" Xiao Ling was surprised: "Do you want Ling'er to sleep with you?" ”

"yes, don't you want to?" In the end, Su Yang'er still threw out her ultimate goal, this is her method of "exercising willpower", sleeping with a woman in her arms!

"Well... Little lady, as long as you don't dislike Ling'er, I'll clean it up for you. ”

Seeing Xiaoling get up and go to clean up the embroidery bed, Su Yang'er shrugged her nose slightly, revealing a "coquettish" but strange smile.

She knew that she still had a lot to learn from Xiaoling, such as wearing clothes, such as every move of a normal woman.

But the most important thing is to exercise Su Yang's weak willpower, such as the "self-harm" behavior in the bathroom must be controlled, she can't imagine what she will become if she really sticks her fingers in at that time.

"I don't believe it, I share a bed with a woman, and I can't exercise the unruly Yanagishita Megumi."