When the horses stopped in front of his house, Zhang Fan already felt a little hungry, after all, early in the morning, it was just dawn and he was about to get up from the bed and go to the morning court, at that time, it was nearly three or four hours away, no matter who he was, he was already hungry.

However, Zhang Fan is now a little able to get used to this kind of living habits, and when you get used to it, even if your body tells you that you are uncomfortable, your spirit will make you ignore that point.

Of course, although Zhang Fan is not studying medicine, but living in the era of advanced science and technology after five hundred years, and at the same time, information dissemination is also very developed, there are some things even if you can't learn, but you can also know, Zhang Fan understands very well, this kind of living habits are not conducive to people's health, not to mention that according to his current situation, his situation is likely to last for decades, which is even worse.

The elderly officials in the court seem to be very tough, and they get up early in the morning to go to the court, and they are like a day for decades, but in fact, nine out of ten people have physical problems, but because of this habit all year round, they look healthy, if they are sick, they only need a small cold and flu, which seems to ordinary people, and even their peers, to be some inconsequential diseases, but for them, it is the cause of various diseases.

In short, Zhang Fan is a little precautionary about this, he is not the kind of person who has to wait until the big event is about to pay attention to it, but obviously Zhang Fan has no good solution to this, going to bed early is a kind of thing, but this is too embarrassing for a person who is only in his twenties, even in the Zhang family, no one will blame Zhang Fan for this, and even they encourage Zhang Fan to do that, but the so-called people are some things that can't be lost, This is true even in a place where no one can see it.

Don't talk about this, today, Zhang Fan still returned home at noon as usual, and the family also prepared the meal early, waiting for him to come back and eat together.

But even so, after Zhang Fan returned home, he still went to visit his mother Zhao first, and then went back to see his son and daughter, which almost became a constant pattern after Zhang Fan returned home.

People say that she was pregnant in October, and now Luo Linger has been pregnant for nearly nine months, and the big belly poop is definitely the word that can best describe her current posture, of course, in order to prevent certain things, the Zhang family has always had Lang Zhong and a nurse to prevent possible premature birth and various situations that Luo Linger may encounter during childbirth.

Some people may think that Zhang Fan is too sensitive, when Ru Xue gave birth, Zhang Fan was not so nervous, as if he was about to be a great enemy, so careful to take precautions, which seems to people who don't know the inside story, and think that now Ru Xue's wife's favor has been sidelined.

In fact, Zhang Fan treats several women equally, if he really cares about it, he obviously pays more attention to Ru Xue's wife, but Luo Ling'er's situation is more special, after all, because of some things that neither Zhang Fan nor Luo Linger wanted to mention again, it became dangerous for Luo Linger to conceive a child.

It is very likely that when Luo Linger gives birth, both mother and child will die, and this is the last thing Zhang Fan wants to see, and with the help of the imperial physician Wang Youcai, the probability of this happening has become much smaller, but he has to deal with it carefully.

And now, the most likely situation that Luo Ling'er is facing is that she can keep the child but not herself, which is nothing for Luo Ling'er, because since she followed Zhang Fan, she dreamed of giving birth to a boy and half a girl for Zhang Fan, and now, in Luo Ling'er's view, as long as her wish can be realized, even if she dies, it is nothing.

However, what Zhang Fan hoped for was the opposite, he really liked Luo Ling'er, especially the two of them met for the first time in Jiangnan that year, and they had experienced so many things, after all the problems were solved and the two faced them calmly, Zhang Fan realized how much he valued Luo Ling'er.

This has nothing to do with Luo Linger's beautiful appearance, maybe, maybe back then, if it weren't for Luo Linger's appearance, there would be no intersection between her and Zhang Fan, Luo Linger is just a miserable woman who threw herself into the red dust because of her tragic life experience, tossing and turning in hypocrisy and joys and sorrows, and finally spent her own life, but it is precisely because of her beautiful appearance that it has become something that can be used in the minds of some people.

Of course, that may not be a good thing, Luo Linger may encounter a fate that is even more tragic than her already very miserable life, but it is also possible to meet someone who truly loves her and can make her live a truly happy life in the second half of her life, instead of being accompanied by those false flashiness.

However, no matter who it was, even Luo Ling'er had never thought so much before she met Zhang Fan, in her eyes, everything was just an unrealizable fantasy, just like when she was in the red dust, almost everyone else would have the same fantasy in their hearts.

But these women in the red dust don't like fantasy, in fact, they understand better than anyone else, those in their words, all are just mirrors, no, more illusory than it, mirrors and flowers can at least be seen, and these are more illusory for them, not to mention touchable, can't be seen, can only be dreamed of every night, in their hearts to fantasize one or two, talk about **.

And Luo Ling'er, she is undoubtedly lucky, she really got this dream-like thing, and it is in reality, not in her sleep, although at the beginning, Luo Ling'er, who woke up from a dream almost every day, saw her lover beside her, and wondered if she had been in a dream all along, and always said to herself that she should never wake up from this dream, but after so many days, everything around her told her that it was true, and the things she encountered were like dreams, It's real.

And this also makes Luo Linger cherish every day today, and when it comes to cherishing, in fact, in Luo Ling'er's opinion, there is only Zhang Fan alone, if you really want to say which one of them Zhang Fan loves the most, even Ru Xue can win by an absolute but narrow advantage.

But if you want to change the angle, or say a different question, ask who among them loves Zhang Fan the most, it is definitely Luo Ling'er, this Zhang Fan understands, Zhao can see it, even the other women have to admit this, you know, women are better and stronger than men, especially in this kind of thing, and now, even in the most certain sense of the "competitor", they have to admit this, it can be seen, What kind of feelings does Luo Linger have for Zhang Fan.

And now, maybe out of love, or maybe out of something else, Luo Linger's feelings for Zhang Fan have changed, not that her love for Zhang Fan has changed, or that it has decreased with the passage of time, on the contrary, Luo Linger is now more in love with Zhang Fan.

And it is precisely with this change that Luo Linger has changed her way of falling in love with Zhang Fan, and now Luo Linger feels that she wants to keep Zhang Fan and her children more than being by Zhang Fan's side, which is why she wants to give birth to Zhang Fan so much.

Even, although Zhang Fan never planned to take the initiative to tell her that her body could not bear it, after Luo Linger learned that she was pregnant, she was even more determined to give birth to this child.

Of course, it doesn't mean that she doesn't want to accompany Zhang Fan anymore, the former Luo Linger was so helpless, at that time, she really didn't want to find a day to end her life, but she was still worried, she still had a younger brother who had not been found, and now, she was with Zhang Fan, although two years have passed, her brother has not been found, but now life has made her very happy, in her opinion, she should have known, His younger brother is no longer in the world, after all, after so many years, there is still no news, and Zhang Fan has relied on Jinyiwei's people to find him for two years, but there is still no news of him, whether he is alive or dead is not known at all.

If it was before, Luo Linger would not have given up, after all, her younger brother is her only pillar, and now, with Zhang Fan, she can face the death of her younger brother, after all, now she has a more important and powerful pillar in her life.

However, it is precisely because of this that Luo Ling'er, who is not very old, but has too many ups and downs, looks down on life and death a lot.

Of course, if she could, of course she hoped that she could always accompany Zhang Fan, but in comparison, she also hoped to do something for Zhang Fan, just like the child who is now in her womb and is about to be born in the world, if she can give birth to Zhang Fan's child, death or something really doesn't matter to her.

But Zhang Fan would not agree to that, he was the opposite of what Luo Linger hoped for, compared with the child in her womb, Zhang Fan wanted to see Luo Linger by his side.

And this seems to have the opposite effect, the more Zhang Fan is like this, Luo Ling'er is moved, and the more firm her heart becomes.