"You don't have to worry, someone will naturally be in charge of the task, and there will be no delay." Chen Xiqiao helped Yu Jingque push off this mission, not on a whim, but after careful consideration.

Yu Jingque understood Chen Xiqiao's kindness, but he felt that there would be unnecessary trouble, after all, in many organizations, the task assigned by the above was a death order.

Chen Xiqiao explained: "Don't worry, it's not that serious. ”

"That's good." Yu Jingque was relieved to see that Chen Xiqiao didn't look like he was telling a lie.

"Your first task now is to wait for someone from the military commander to contact you, and in this process, if you have other tasks on you, I'm worried that someone from the military commander will find out."

This is the key point of Chen Xiqiao's rejection of the mission, waiting for the military commander's people to contact will have no impact on Yu Jingque's execution of the mission, but you don't know who the person who wants to contact you is now, where is it, will it be by your side?

In this case, if you go on a mission, you will most likely be discovered by him.

Chen Xiqiao didn't want to take risks, he would rather push off the task and let the organization change someone to complete it, rather than let Yu Jingque take risks.

"When the military commander contacts you, you can determine his identity and know where he lives, so that you can do what you need to do." Chen Xiqiao's meaning is very clear, that is, after this person contacts Yu Jingque, he will not have Yu Jingque's advantage in the light and his advantage in the dark.

Everyone knows each other that when Yu Jingque does organizational tasks, he can also avoid him, so there will not be such a big impact.

Seeing that Chen Xiqiao was so cautious, Yu Jingque didn't say much, nodded and said, "I understand." ”

I looked down at my watch, it was still early.

In the past few days, Yu Jingque is not busy, he basically goes home after work, he usually works overtime, and he goes home in the middle of the night, and it is indeed early now.

"Anything else to say?" Yu Jingque asked.

Chen Xiqiao fell into a tangled situation, he didn't know what was left, whether to say it or not.

Yu Jingque and Chen Xiqiao are familiar, Chen Xiqiao is entangled, he can naturally feel it.

"Say, I can stand it." Yu Jingque said.

"It's not a question of what you can't stand it." Chen Xiqiao glared at Yu Jingque, when, was joking.

"What's that?" Yu Jingque asked.

Chen Xiqiao gritted his teeth and made up his mind and said, "If you are exposed, and your identity is suspected by the Secret Service or anyone, what will you do when they find evidence?" ”

What to do?

Yu Jingque had never thought about this, he didn't dare to think about it, and now Chen Xiqiao suddenly asked, which caught him off guard.

"I will hold fast to my faith and face death." Yu Jingque didn't think too much about it.

This is what he thinks, Manjushri died at the hands of this group of people, do you still expect Yu Jingque to be a traitor?

Hearing Yu Jingque's words, Chen Xiqiao was not happy, he said instead: "You want to betray." ”

"What?" Yu Jingque thought that he had misheard, Chen Xiqiao actually betrayed himself.

Seeing Yu Jingque's surprised look, Chen Xiqiao knew that this matter was difficult to say.

"Are you crazy?" Yu Jingque asked.

Chen Xiqiao shook his head and said: "I'm not crazy, I'm very sober, what I'm saying to you now, I hope you don't tell anyone, just keep it in your heart." ”

"What the hell are you trying to say?" Yu Jingque was a little anxious, Chen Xiqiao was very strange now.

"If you are exposed, you will betray, betray the military commander, betray the news of the military commander, and let yourself survive." Chen Xiqiao's words were chilling all over.

Yu Jingque said incredulously: "Are you planning to let me exchange the life of the military commander for my own life?" ”

"Hmm." Chen Xiqiao nodded.

"You're crazy, why don't you let me exchange the lives of the people of the organization for my own lives?" Yu Jingque felt that he could not accept it.

It is not a question of maturity or immaturity, sanity or irrationality, naivety or not.

Whose life is not life, how many lives have you betrayed to survive in the hands of the secret service?

You let Yu Jingque carry the lives of so many people in exchange for his own life, can you pass the psychological level?

This is not a task, it is not for the sake of justice, this is simply for one's own life, it is a private choice.

Yu Jingque's excitement was expected by Chen Xiqiao.

Chen Xiqiao said calmly: "If you betray me, I can let you survive, and I am willing for you to let the secret service department arrest me at that time." ”

"But if you betray me, the organization will think that you are really a traitor, and the military commander will know your identity as an underground party, and the military commander will no longer trust you, and you will be a real traitor at that time, and you will not be able to turn over."

"If you betray the military commander and the organization knows your identity here, you will not become a real traitor."

"Enough, what's the difference between what you said and becoming a real traitor." Yu Jingque interrupted impatiently.

For the sake of the organization and the nation, Yu Jingque can kill the anti-Manchu anti-Japanese elements with his own hands, and he can do a good job in his own psychological construction and his own psychological hints.

But if you want Yu Jingque to betray innocent people for his own life, he can't do it.

If you don't even have a bottom line, what are you going to do against Manchu and anti-Japanese fighters.

Chen Xiqiao expected to think of this scene, so he had been thinking about whether to tell Yu Jingque this.

He didn't want to say it, but he wanted to make Yu Jingque feel prepared, and he was very conflicted.

"Chen Xiqiao, if it were you, would you betray the military commander to survive?" Yu Jingque asked seriously.

"I won't." Chen Xiqiao said.

"Nonsense, you can't, you let me come." Yu Jingque was even more angry.

"But I don't want to see you die." Chen Xiqiao's words at this moment made Yu Jingque's anger unable to vent.

opened his mouth but couldn't make a sound, and after a long time, Yu Jingque said: "Don't worry, I will be careful, if it really comes to that point, it will be my life." ”

"It's my business to say it or not, it's your business to do it or not." Chen Xiqiao must say that if he doesn't say it, one day Yu Jingque dies, he will blame himself so much that he can't accept it.

Now that I have said it, whether to do it or not is Yu Jingque's business, and Chen Xiqiao has no way to intervene.

"I'm not a good person, and I don't want to be a bad person, but I'm happy to be a person." Yu Jingque's smile was self-deprecating.

In such an era of cannibalism, it becomes extremely difficult for you to be a human being.

Some people live their lives in poverty, and at the moment of death, they don't know if they are a person or not.

This person refers to the perception of himself in his heart, not a person in the usual sense.

"Don't think about being human, we're just being dogs right now." Chen Xiqiao rarely came to a bad joke.

Yu Jingque laughed and said: "Yes, we are now making dogs, dogs of the Japanese, dogs of the Manchurian Empire. ”

"But if we want to do it, we will also be a mad dog, eating their flesh and drinking their blood." In Chen Xiqiao's mouth, it was rare to hear such brutal words.

"Mad Dog." Yu Jingque muttered a sentence in his mouth.