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Knock knock!

Li Qi stood in front of the door of the Qin Mansion with an anxious face, pounding the door hard, and kept muttering something in his mouth.

After a while, the door opened, and Aunt Chen, who opened the door, saw that Li Qi was back, and said happily: "My lord, you are finally back." ”

Without waiting for her to finish speaking, Li Qi strode in and said, "Where is Madame now?" ”

"Oh, Madame is in the garden."

As soon as Aunt Chen's words fell, Li Qi rushed directly towards the garden.

"Oh, my lord, that."

Aunt Chen seemed to want to say something, but Li Qi had already gone far away.

Li Qi was so anxious now, even if he was given another chance, he didn't expect that Mrs. Qin would not be able to look away, and things didn't seem to be strict to this point, he was shocked, scared and angry.

The garden of the Qin Mansion is not big, but it is Mrs. Qin's favorite place to stay, and all the flowers in it are planted by her own hands, so there is an unwritten rule in the Qin Mansion, that is, ordinary people will never go to the garden without the permission of Mrs. Qin, even if Li Qi has been there once, but in the end he was driven out by Mrs. Qin's rudeness.

As soon as he entered the garden, Li Qi faintly saw a bumpy figure standing in the only pavilion in the garden, with this excellent figure that even the loose long skirt of the Northern Song Dynasty could not hide, and he knew that it must be Mrs. Qin without asking.

Li Qi was about to step forward, when he suddenly heard an anxious male voice, "Why?" Sanniang, why are you doing this? ”

Zheng Yi?

Li Qi was stunned for a moment, stopped suddenly, turned his head to take a look, and saw that there was indeed a trembling figure standing behind Mrs. Qin, and it was only because of the angle that the pillar was blocked a lot, so Li Qi didn't notice it for a while. Reacting to this, he quickly turned sideways and squatted down among the flowers next to him. He didn't care about eavesdropping or not, he just desperately wanted to know the reason why Mrs. Qin wanted to become a monk, in fact, if it wasn't for the other party Zheng Yi, he would have gone up a long time ago.

I heard Mrs. Qin sigh lightly and said, "Second brother, but Xiao Tao's troubled girl sues you." ”

"None of this matters, I just want to know, why are you doing this? Is it because my aunt wants me to go to the Drunken Immortal Residence to help? ”

Mrs. Qin smiled bitterly and said, "I really didn't expect my mother to tell you so soon." ”

"It doesn't matter. Not to mention that I won't necessarily go, even if I want to. I'll have come to consult with you beforehand, so why should you? ”

Mrs. Qin sighed: "Second brother, whether I am a monk or not has nothing to do with this matter, in fact, I already had this idea more than a year ago, but then Li Qi suddenly came, I didn't do it, it really has nothing to do with you." ”

Day. I didn't expect that I crossed in such a timely manner, God wouldn't have sent me specifically to stop Mrs. Qin from becoming a monk, this is also ridiculous. It seems that the heavens have been moved by Mrs. Qin's beauty. Li Qi also felt scared for a while when he heard this, but at the same time, he was even more curious in his heart, why did Mrs. Qin think about running away to become a monk at this good time?

Zheng Yi suddenly laughed, and his laughter was full of self-deprecation. After a moment, he said, "Really? Then why do you say you want to become a monk at this time? ”

"Me."

As soon as Mrs. Qin opened her mouth to say a word, Zheng Yi interrupted her and said, "Not bad." I'll admit that I did miss you, and I came back because of you, but I thought you should know me. I'm not going to force you to do anything that will make you unhappy, and if I wanted to make trouble, I would have made a fuss in the first place, so why would I wait until today. ”

Mrs. Qin shook her head lightly and sighed, "Second brother, why are you so troubled?" ”

"Why am I suffering? I also want to ask you, why are you suffering? Qin Mo has been gone for many years, why can't you let go, why do you still remember him, why am I not even a stranger in your eyes, not even a dead person, I asked myself if I have done anything to be sorry for you. The more Zheng Yi spoke, the more excited he became, and his voice increased sharply.

When Mrs. Qin heard the latter sentence, she couldn't help but be furious, and said in a deep voice: "Second brother, please respect yourself." ”

Zheng Yi closed his eyes, and his voice was slightly choked: "I'm sorry." But there is a question that has been hidden in my heart for a long time, I have been thinking hard, but I have never been able to find the answer, since today's words have come to this, I hope Sanniang can give me the answer. ”

Madame Qin seemed to know what he wanted to ask, and said, "It's been a long time since the past, why are you still clinging to the past?" ”

Zheng Yi said: "Maybe it's not worth mentioning in your heart, but this question has been bothering me for too long, I'm thinking about it when I'm awake, and I'm thinking when I'm asleep, Sanniang, it's good for you to take pity on me, and give me charity, and please tell me the truth, why did you choose Qin Mo back then, how is he better than me?" What is it that makes you treat him like this? ”

Mrs. Qin closed her eyes slightly, and after a while, she said: "I can sue you, but you must first promise me, don't waste your talent for this, don't let down those who care, you said earlier that you have never done anything to hurt me in your life, but have you ever known that you are doing the greatest harm to me like this, which makes me feel that I am carrying a sin every day." ”

Zheng Yi trembled, lowered his head, and after a moment, he said, "If what you say can convince me, I will promise you." ”

"You're okay. Yes, whether it is family background, talent, or even business, cooking and cooking, my husband is no match for you, and even many people are not as good as you, but in my eyes, you are not as good as him. ”

Mrs. Qin suddenly turned around as she spoke, and said softly: "Second brother, we have been playing since childhood, and others always say that we are childhood sweethearts, and the two have no guesses, but this is not the case, because you don't know me at all, you don't know what I like, what I hate, what kind of life I want to live, you don't know anything." In fact, it is not only you, but no one in the world can understand me except my husband and him, not even my parents. ”

"How is this possible?" Zheng Yi was surprised, and his voice began to tremble a little.

Mrs. Qin nodded and said, "I'm afraid you don't understand it now." I remember when we went to the lantern festival together, Sister Li was also there at that time, and I lost to her for three consecutive years, but every time I lost, you would be the first to come forward to comfort me, but do you know, I don't care about winning or losing, I just enjoy it. I hope you do the same, in fact, I would have felt very happy if you had even one more link, but your comfort made me feel a little overwhelmed. ”

Zheng Yi exclaimed: "This will never be possible, I clearly remember when you lost to Li Niangzi again in the third year, you cried at that time." ”

Mrs. Qin shook her head and said, "I didn't cry immediately, but when you and those friends, and Sister Li came to comfort me, I cried, I didn't cry because I lost." It is precisely because I think why three years have passed, no one understands me, I feel very lonely at that moment, I once asked myself if my own personality is too eccentric, but after asking, I found that what I actually want is very simple, I just want to live a plain and happy life, even if it is coarse tea and light rice, I will not care. I'll go out with you to find poetry. That's just because I really liked poetry at the time, not for anything else. Later, more and more people noticed us, and our fame grew. I really hated that time, I hated those meaningless disputes, and even began to hate the poems and songs that brought me this qiē trouble, and I didn't even want to go out at that time. But you still tell me to go out and recite poetry and enjoy the scenery and paint as always, but you know that every time I come back. I was tired. ”

"Why didn't you tell me then, if you had sued me, I wouldn't have done that."

"Why didn't I tell you, when I lost to Sister Li for the first time, I told you, I'm fine, I feel very happy, but what about you? Are you convinced? You think I'm pretending to be relaxed, you think I'm pretending to show you on purpose, but it's more comforting. Also, later you asked me to go out to play, did I tell you that I don't want to go out, so what would you think, even if you really understand, I'm afraid you will give up your hobbies, give up your group of friends, if this is the case, I believe that no one will feel at ease.

Zheng Yi was stunned for a while, sighed heavily, and laughed at himself: "In vain, I used to be self-righteous, it turns out that I am so confused." ”

Mrs. Qin said to herself: "Later, Sister Li's father-in-law and father began to fight openly and secretly in the court, fighting to the death, and this incident had a great impact on me. At that time, Sister Li went to ask for help from his father-in-law three times and twice, but in exchange for his father-in-law's angry words, or avoided it, and Zhao Xiaoxianggong also failed to help her, at the beginning, whenever Sister Li felt helpless, she would come to me and confide in her grievances, but then she didn't dare to come again, she was afraid that it would affect my family, and my father did not welcome her, at that time I really understood what the world is called hot and cold. Until Sister Li was expelled from the capital for the first time, I secretly ran to see her off, and she sued me, she was reluctant to give up her husband, but so what? Because on the other side stood her father, all her closest relatives, Sister Li was so strong, and she was forced to do so, let alone me? I was really scared at that time, afraid that one day I would be like her, so I made up my mind at that time that I would rather become a nun and live a quiet and ordinary life, and never marry the children of the official family. ”

In fact, don't talk about you, if it were me, I'm afraid I wouldn't be able to face this cruel choice. Hearing this, Li Qi couldn't help but sigh secretly.

"I see." Zheng Yi sighed and said, "What about Qin Mo?" Does he really know you that well? ”

Mrs. Qin nodded and said, "I remember that you first met your husband, and at that time, you especially liked to eat the drunken Xianju's flower carving drunk. ”

Zheng Yi smiled bitterly: "It's not a secret, before today, I always regarded getting acquainted with Qin Mo as the stupidest thing I ever did in my life. ”

"But my husband said that meeting you was the second luckiest thing in his life." Mrs. Qin smiled bitterly and said, "Actually, everything is the will of heaven, and it doesn't matter whether it is wrong or right. At that time, except for you, the rest of the people looked down on the husband, and even disdained to be with him, if it weren't for you, I'm afraid the husband didn't even have the qualifications to play with them, even so, they still often made fun of the husband, but the second brother, you repeatedly helped the husband. At that time, I was really curious about my husband, why those people treated him like this, but he was still willing to play with us, one day I really couldn't help it, so I asked him, I remember that it was the first time I talked to my husband, but unfortunately, my husband didn't tell me at that time, just a strong smirk. But since then, my husband and I have gradually become acquainted, and I have found that he actually thinks a lot like me.

Li Qi once said that businessmen just want to fight, fight, and have a lot of trouble, but my husband doesn't like to fight with people, and even quarrels rarely happen with people, he would rather make less money. In fact, Li Qi is not wrong, a businessman who does not fight and fights cannot become a successful businessman, and my husband is an example of failure. But he doesn't mind what others say about him, because he doesn't like to do business at all, and he is not suitable for trading, in fact, let alone trading, his shortcomings are really too many, although he often makes some ridiculous pairs, and often makes some poems that make people laugh, but this makes me very happy, isn't this what is the purpose of writing poetry? What is good and bad, wrong and right, is it really for the sake of fame and eternity? I'm not afraid of your jokes, second brother, in fact, I first showed my thoughts to my husband at the beginning, that moment was really the most nervous moment in my life, I was afraid that my husband would look down on me, but fortunately he actually liked me early on, and he also told me that the reason why he felt happy in the ridicule of those people was because of me, just because he had low self-esteem, so he never dared to confide in him, and he even planned to hide this secret in his heart forever, I was really happy to listen to it at the time. Even if he was flawed, even if he was unremarkable, he could always know what was going on in my heart from my smile, and that was enough. Second brother, I chose a husband who can accompany me for the rest of my life, not a champion who can be literate and martial, right? ”

She herself doesn't remember how many years she has said so much, and she followed her words back to her happiest days, inadvertently, the corners of her mouth showed a sweet, shy smile, and the white moonlight gently sprinkled on her blown-up face, just like the moment when the snow lotus bloomed in a thousand mountains, how beautiful it was, but how precious, because you don't know how long you have to wait after this moment to see this alluring smile here.

But this alluring smile made Zheng Yi completely admit defeat, he and Wang Yao grew up from childhood, but it was the first time he saw such a beautiful Wang Yao, but the irony was that this smile was not given to him, after a long time, he said: "Thank you Sanniang for helping me solve this doubt, I am convinced." (To be continued......)