Section 32 Yao Jin's moonlight
Hearing this, Yao Jin's smile froze, and he turned his face to look at Lin Yuebai and asked, "What do you mean?"
Lin Yuebai lowered her eyes, but after a moment, she raised her head again and stared at Yao Jindao: "Liancheng, he is going back to the capital." ”
"Go back to the capital, which capital, the dense forest capital?" Yao Jin didn't react for a while, and after blurting out three questions, he immediately passed the meaning, and immediately frowned: "Lingjing? What are you doing back to Li Chao's capital? Do you still want to go back to the palace?"
Jin Liancheng carefully untied the strap of Lin Yuebai's cloak, took the hand stove from the dumb maid's hand and gently put it in Lin Yuebai's hand, then turned to look at Yao Jindao and said, "Otherwise, what can I do here?"
Yao Jin was stunned by his question for a while, and paused for a moment before saying: "What are you going to do here with Yuebai and us? You don't know what kind of place the Li Dynasty Palace is? What are you going to do? Do you still expect Emperor Li to sincerely give you a splendid future or give you the title of king and marquis——"
"What is the title of king and worshipping the marquis?" Jin Liancheng had a shallow smile of disdain at the corner of his mouth, "You are already the lord of the dignified domain, Wen Zihua is the emperor of the Wei State, and Li Zheng has been the prince of the Li Dynasty no matter what, why should I be unknown here? Obviously, I am not inferior to them, why can't I fight for the overlord of that side, why can't I let Yuebai be the most noble woman in the world!"
Yao Jin looked at Jin Liancheng in shock, his mouth was half open but he couldn't say half a word, Lin Yuebai on the side turned his face slightly, his eyes fell on the hot pot that was still bubbling and bubbling, the white heat was rising a cloud of smoke, slightly hot and wet, but it quickly dissipated in the surrounding cold, leaving only the greasy cold. Her voice seemed to be an endless sigh, but her tone was calm and affirmative: "Ah Yao, let Liancheng go......"
"Crazy...... Lin Yuebai, you are really crazy! You two are crazy!" Yao Jinsan stepped in front of Jin Liancheng in two steps, "When you had to go to Beiping to join the army, you were not worthy of Yuebai if you didn't have a reputation, I knew it was useless for me to persuade you, so you just went." That's right, you have died outside and experienced a catastrophe in your life, didn't Yuebai shed tears for you? Do you know how she survived so many days and nights without your news? Finally, until now, everything is obviously fine, Yuebai has left the Lin family, no one wants your fame anymore, and you are going to the Li Dynasty - Jin Liancheng, why do you care so much about these things, these, these so-called world hegemony? We are not from here, we are from modern times! Have you forgotten! Have you forgotten? Are you really the same person I've known for so many years? The Chen Cheng who never cares, doesn't fight or go with the flow? Are you?"
"Yao Jin, I told you a long time ago that we can't go back! What's the point of mentioning modern antiquity now! If I still don't care, fight, or rob, do you think I'll still live to this moment and stand here listening to your nonsense? How do you think I got out of a place like a dense forest? Uh? Do you think that in the name of freedom, you forcibly took this Nine Cities and One River Xiaonanguo from Emperor Li's hands, and you didn't step on the corpses of those ordinary people under your feet? Your hands were never stained with the innocent blood of others? You dare to say that you don't have the slightest desire for power in your heart!"
"At least I never thought of leaving Yuebai, I didn't want to leave you behind!"
"Three years from now, when I have achieved great things, I will naturally come back to pick up Yuebai! I just don't want her to go on an adventure with me now!"
"Since you know it's an adventure, what if you die—let Yuebai do it? You didn't think about her at all! You only have the desire for power in your eyes!"
"It's not up to you Yao Jin to have the final say on whether there is Yuebai in my heart! Don't you have a word here, when you pulled her from Xishan to jump off the cliff, did you care about Yuebai's life and death in your heart, and thought that I as a friend can't lose Yuebai? What qualifications do you have to question me now!"
"I'm talking about you now, Jin Liancheng, don't talk about it-"
"Enough...... Enough!" Lin Yuebai listened to the two of them arguing one after another, only to feel as if someone was pulling hard in her heart, and she got up and asked: "Obviously, there are only three of us in this place, and there are only three of us left in this place! Why do you still suspect each other and distrust each other, and quarrel and quarrel, do you really want one of us to die before you will give up and stop? Do you know that every adventure, Every time, whether it is Liancheng you are missing in Beiping Mountain, or Ah Yao ventures into the palace to save me, I am really afraid, I am so afraid that which time will be goodbye, I am so afraid that you who were originally alive will become a monument, a tomb, and become an invisible and untouchable name - just like my Yinle, it will never appear in front of my eyes again, and I don't even know if she is still alive in that world without me......
Lin Yuebai's voice gradually became quieter, replaced by extremely depressed but extremely sad sobs, Yao Jin lowered his head silently, Jin Liancheng slowly walked over and hugged Lin Yuebai who was lying on the edge of the table in his arms, gently stroked her back, and murmured: "I'm sorry Yuebai, it's me who is not good, it is all my fault." ”
"Liancheng...... I don't have Yin Le anymore, I can't live without you, I really can't ......"
"Okay, okay, I know, don't worry, I'll be fine. You are here with Yao Jin, happily, three years will pass soon, waiting for my good news, waiting for me to pick you up......"
Yao Jin walked out slowly, she didn't look at the two of them again, she just walked out very lightly, closed the door, smiled and motioned to the dumb maid outside the door to go down and rest, looking up at the moon in the cold night sky like a silver basin, today is not fifteen, but the moon seems to be round, the silver-white moonlight sprinkled on the dark earth, with a kind of sacred whiteness, in fact, nothing shines, but it is obsessed. Yao Jin seems to understand a little bit why ancient people always like to admire the moon and compose poems and music for it, because the brightness in the darkness is their sustenance and expectation, the hope they describe to themselves, and the hope they think they have.
"Jin Liancheng, I don't blame you for being greedy for power, nor am I angry that you want to leave Yuebai, I'm just afraid that you will also taste my taste, this kind of separation is despair, that is, there is no future to look forward to the abyss, such pain is in my bones, day and night, every minute and every second, I know that even if I die, I can't get out ......of it" Yao Jin whispered to himself, looking down at the moonstone ring on his hand, a crystal clear teardrop, dripping on the moonstone.