Chapter 232: We're all really crazy

Tzu An did not speak.

Guan Zhuofan was a slightly bowed posture, and he couldn't see Ci'an's expression, but in the corner of his eye, Ci'an's whole body trembled obviously.

The interior of the Xinuan Pavilion was extremely quiet, and the sound of the woman's breathing becoming rapid could be heard clearly.

Guan Zhuofan sighed softly, lifted his robe, and knelt down.

This action "woke up" Ci'an, who was in a certain trance because of the frenzied beating of his heart.

"Hurry up, hurry up......," her voice trembled slightly, "Isn't this a long time ago...... Did you say that? ”

After a pause, "Uh, I, I'm still counting the days these days, I guess I should ...... it."

Ci'an tried her best to make a look and tone of "relief" or even "joy", but it was not successful, and the bitterness in her voice, no matter what, could not be concealed.

Guan Zhuofan not only didn't get up, but his upper body also fell down.

"Get up and speak, get up and speak...... This is, this is ...... Uh, that's a good thing...... Get up, get up ......"

The Queen Mother and the Queen Mother were a little incoherent.

"Good thing"? For some, it's a "good thing", but for others, it's ...... Hey.

Guan Zhuofan took a slight breath and said, "There are thousands of mistakes, they are all the fault of the minister, and it is always the minister's ...... Absurd, absurd. ”

As he spoke, he leaned down deeply, his forehead touching the ground.

"Hey, don't be like this, don't be like this, you look like this, it's hard to talk...... Get up, get up ......"

After a pause, "I don't blame you...... Oh no, I never blamed you...... Hurry up, hurry up! ”

"I never blamed you"? Hey.

Under the repeated request of the Queen Mother to "get up". Prince Xuan, who had made a full gesture, kowtowed lightly again: "Queen Mother, Queen Mother." ”

Then, finally, "got up".

Silent for a while, Ci'an asked softly, "Adults and children...... All right? ”

"Yes, mother and son are safe."

After a slight pause, "The Queen Mother misses it." ”

"Mother and son? …… Belch. Be...... Boy or girl? ”

"The Queen Mother is a boy."

"Ahh ……”

This "ah" is not high, but it is clear, mixed with inexplicable loss, and even ...... "disappointment".

Ci'an immediately realized that his tone was wrong, and said with a forced smile: "Good boy, good boy!" She...... Her life is really good! ”

This is the case. This tone is still weird.

However, this time, Ci'an didn't notice anything wrong, because this was indeed what she was talking about.

"She's gone with a child," Ci'an smiled again, and there was a hint of sadness in her smile. "Again...... Having a child, always. God favors her and refuses to call her ......"

At this point, I couldn't go on, my eyes were red, and tears were faintly shining.

Guan Zhuofan smiled bitterly in his heart: I don't know her fate. Can it be considered "good".

"The Queen Mother and the Queen Mother also have their own children," Guan Zhuofan said, "Rong Anβ€”"

After a slight pause, he accentuated his tone, "It's the child of the Queen Mother." ”

Ci'an pulled out a handkerchief. Gently wiped the corners of his eyes, smiled reluctantly, and said, "Yes, but it's not as good as her......"

originally wanted to say "no better than her own child", and the word "biological" was just about to be exported, but he knew that it was inappropriate, so he changed it to: "Well, Rong An is always ...... Daughter. ”

When the words came out, Ci'an immediately realized that the "daughter" Yunyun, in fact, was also inappropriate, but the words had been spoken and could not be taken back.

"The minister thinks," Guan Zhuofan said, "the queen mother and queen mother should be Rong An is a daughter, and Rong An is a daughter; The queen mother and queen mother should be Rong'an is son, and Rong'an is the son. ”

This sentence has a deep meaning, Ci'an was stunned for a moment, already silently said, nodded deeply, and said, "Yes." Well, it's that I'm thinking badly, you're right - when Rong An is a son, Rong An is a son. ”

"Queen Mother and Queen Mother Shengming!"

After a pause, Guan Zhuofan said in a very solemn tone: "Besides, the Queen Mother is in her prime, and she will also have her own biological children." ”

Ci'an was stunned for a moment, and didn't understand for a while, what did he mean by this?

finally reacted, his heart jumped violently, and his pale face immediately turned red, but he was still not sure if he ...... "that meaning"?

"You, you......" Ci'an's voice trembled violently, "What...... What do you mean? ”

Guan Zhuofan took a step forward, with a smile on his face: "Minister, dare not to be dull?" ”

This sentence sounds a little strange, but after listening to the correct pattern, Ci'an understands the meaning of the words, and in his head, there is a "hum", as if something bursts out.

Oh my God, he really meant "that"!

This, this......

Guan Zhuofan's hand has already stretched out: "Queen Mother......"

Ci'an's body subconsciously shrank back slightly, the amplitude of this action was too small, naturally he couldn't avoid Guan Zhuofan's claws, and his tender shoulders fell into the man's control.

If the electric switch is received, Ci'an was shocked, and the whole person immediately softened.

"No, no......"

The voice of the Queen Mother and Queen Mother was so low that it seemed to be moaning.

"No" what? I don't know.

In the "Washing Heart" of Princess Rong'an's Mansion in the Hutong Houfan of the Li Fan Yuan, Ci'an lost herself to Guan Zhuofan, and since then, the Queen Mother of "Spring and Autumn Luxuriant", ten years of calm state of mind that has been suppressed by herself, has been completely disturbed.

It was not a flood of spring water, which blew through a gust of wind, caused a burst of ripples, and after the wind passed, it slowly returned to no waves, but somewhere under the surface of the water, a spring was opened, and it was useless to press it down.

Ci'an once thought that he was "after this battle" and let go? Or-

If he let go of his hand - she would be greatly relieved, but she could not deceive herself, and the feeling that followed was an indescribable loss.

And if there is a second ...... When? Where?

As soon as she thought of this question, the young Queen Mother blushed, her heart was beating, and her whole body was hot.

When the time comes, what should I do?

"Permit" him? Don't "allow" him?

Ci'an began to suffer from insomnia, after barely falling asleep. will also fall into a dream that has not appeared for many years, and then, at the most critical time, wake up in shock.

In the quiet of the night, when no one is around, occasionally, she will act like a thief. Secretly rub yourself.

This kind of behavior, in the past, was absolutely unthinkable.

"The Queen Mother's ......"

Ci'an's ears were filled with the sound of his own heartbeat, and Guan Zhuofan's voice seemed to be very close and far away.

She subconsciously closed her eyes, but unlike his voice. She could clearly feel that his face was getting closer and closer.

God, is there really going to be a "second time"?

But......

When is this?

What kind of place is this?!

Here, it's the Palace of Nourishing the Heart......

Oh my God!

However, Ci'an found that the "Xu" he had thought about before was still not "Xu". There is no substantive meaning at all, because. At this moment, his hands and feet are soft, and he seems to have lost the strength to move - even if he lifts a hand, it is difficult.

Uh, how do you say that? This feeling. Actually, it's not a question of whether it's strong or not, but -- well, let's put it this way: even if you raise a hand, you have to make a lot of determination.

She just can't make up her mind.

There was a mess in my head.

Biological children, own children......

Oh my God......

"Seeing that the Queen Mother is mourning too much." Guan Zhuofan's voice became clearer, "The minister's heart hurts too much!" It's really ...... not to be able to make your own woman show her face."

"A woman of her own"?

Ci'an's brain, "hum", Guan Zhuofan's later words, did not hear very clearly.

He saidβ€”

I am...... His woman?

I am...... His woman.

I am...... His woman!

Deep down, the last bit of defense was shattered.

"Can't be here," Ci'an's voice was like a dream, "can't be here......"

"Can't be here" means, "can be done", but, "can't be done here" because...... This is the temple of nourishing the heart, and it is the center of national government affairs.

"Don't worry, the Queen Mother," Guan Zhuofan said softly, "Outside the south window, there is a wooden fence blocking it, and there is no one ...... in the yard."

"No, no," Ci'an said in a trembling voice, "this is the throne, not good, not good......"

After a slight pause, "Next door...... Go next door ......"

Guan Zhuofan was stunned, it turned out that the "here" of "can't be here" does not refer to the Heart Cultivation Palace, but only to this room!

Different from the East Warm Pavilion, the West Warm Pavilion is divided into several smaller rooms, this one is regarded as the "main house" of the West Warm Pavilion, which is specially used to receive ministers, so there is only one throne, and next door -

Hehe, next door is the "Sanxi Hall", although it is only a zhang square, but more than half of the area is occupied by a large kang by the south window, doing certain things, naturally more convenient than this room.

Guan Zhuofan was ecstatic for a while, looked up at the plaque hanging above the throne, and said in a low voice: "Yes, the minister respectfully obeys the decree!" ”

With that, he leaned down, put one hand under Ci'an's leg, and lifted her from the throne.

Ci'an groaned, his whole body was soft, as if he had melted away, and his two arms involuntarily hooked Guan Zhuofan's neck.

A small "Sanxi Hall" is divided into two rooms in the south and north with a Nanmu partition fan, and the south room is the main room; The door between the "diligent government and the virtuous" is open in the north room.

As soon as he entered the "Sanxi Hall", Guan Zhuofan saw at a glance that there was a big glass mirror on the north wall of the north room, and he couldn't help but feel moved.

When I entered the south room, I saw a blanket spread on the big kang, and in the middle of the big kang, there was a kang table used as a desk; Attached to the east wall, there is a very soft, very thick, very wide "cushion", with a backrest, and two pillows that serve as armrests.

Hehe, this is actually a "throne", but it is much more suitable than the serious "throne" of "diligent government and pro-virtuous".

Guan Zhuofan gently put Ci'an on the "seat", and then, in addition to the kang on his boots, he pushed the heavy kang table in the center of the big kang to the root of the west wall.

Then, he said softly: "The minister is the queen mother's wide clothes." ”

As he spoke, he first took off the shoes of the "flower pot bottom" for Ci'an, leaned down, and put them on the kang feet.

Then, his hand touched Ci'an's belt.

"Door," Ci'an said weakly, "haven't closed ...... yet."

She was referring to the door that separates the north and south rooms.

"It's still hot, the door is closed, the Queen Mother will be depressed, don't close it......"

Guan Zhuofan didn't have any intention of getting off the kang, and continued to move, and the belt on Ci'an's filial piety robe was untied.

Ci'an still wanted to hold on, turned his head slightly, and suddenly saw the big mirror on the north wall of the north room, in the mirror, he and him were clear.

Ci'an's brain "buzzed" slightly.

She suddenly remembered that there was a legend about him in the palace, which had flowed out of the case of An Dehai, that there was a room in the outer house where he had hidden Jiao Lu, and the walls and ceilings were equipped with many large glass mirrors, so that when he was in love with Lu's fish, he was "all hue in all directions."

An Dehai was killed by a rod, but the news that came out of his mouth didn't know whether it was true or not. However, the people in the palace, whether it is a eunuch or a palace maid, all like strange news, so they naturally prefer to believe it.

Ci'an understood why Guan Zhuofan refused to close the door.

She doesn't insist on "shutting down" anymore.

"I'm really crazy...... We're all really crazy......"

*(To be continued.) )