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There is no change for the time being today, and I will make up for it. In the past two days, the book review area has suddenly become active, and to be honest, I really don't know where these people came from. Some of the topics they discussed have responded, some have not been able to respond, I just simply want to finish writing this book, and explain my thoughts and thoughts on this period of history clearly, whether anyone wants to read it, whether anyone agrees, and what I am still considering.

Let's put it this way, a lot of chatter, the problem that has been criticized, has always been clear. It's not that I don't agree with those so-called universal values, it's just that I don't fit in well. As an author, I am actually inferior to the thinking of many readers, especially when creating a complete illusory world, there are too many shortcomings. But a peaceful society at least needs to express different opinions, and even if you don't agree, you have the right to ignore them. Degrading me as worthless, or even disagreeing with the party, does not reflect your cleverness.

In the past, there were occasional arguments, and sometimes I overreacted, but afterwards I always reflected on my mentality or ability, and if there was a real deficiency, I would humbly apologize. Because I really only know about this period of history.

But now that the book has been written, I do want to ask a few readers who have been overly rhetorical, what do I owe you? Attitude towards historical fairness? Or have I been doing everything I can hydrate?

The article may be on the archaic side, but I have never advertised the so-called classical Chinese writing, because it is only a modern written text that is more archaic. As for the discursive style and less narrative, it has now begun to change. If it doesn't meet expectations for the time being, it's really my shortcoming, and I want to say sorry.

I have always believed in the theory that there is no truth in history, only assumptions based on historical sources. There is a problem of recognition or disagreement, about the history of the Eastern Jin Dynasty, there is a lot of lack of historical materials in the Middle Ages, even if it is the well-known new language of the world, in fact, there is a problem of political position. This gives the author room to imagine and the reader to make associations. There is no one who must be able to convince whom, if you must stubbornly believe that it is the so-called Wei and Jin style, it can only be said that you only agree with this one side.

My understanding can't make you agree, it's my shallowness and regret. But there is a sentence to say in the head, don't bully the poor youth, my cognition is also improving, there is really no need to rush to die. I have been changing the emotional bias of the text, and even when I wrote about the Liyang Rebellion, my thinking wandered, and even affected the development of the plot, which many readers who have read it so far should be able to feel.

No matter how much is said, not being able to provide a refreshing and clear story is the original sin of an author. But so far, there is actually a relatively close public understanding of this period of history. It is true that politics or conspiracy is more feminine and not bright enough, but if military merit or national sentiment is exaggerated, this is undoubtedly a poisonous article.

I'm not excusing myself, it's true that the politically biased narrative is what I'm lacking. All history is contemporary, and not being able to provide an impassioned story is my shortcoming. However, it is unacceptable to say that the level of political struggles is only at the kindergarten level, because so far, the vast majority of political struggles can find traces of historical stories. If I really feel unbearable, that's a matter of my knowledge, after all, I've never been involved in such a high-end struggle.

As for the progressiveness of the traverser, to be honest, in addition to the mastery of scientific and technological knowledge, I don't think that modern people are more high-end than ancient people, including the institutional level. Because modern people are also facing a large number of social problems, including the so-called tendency of class solidification.

To be honest, I hate the so-called meritocracy of small circles. They have only seized the so-called historical opportunity, but in terms of real ability, they may not be stronger than ordinary people. I recognize their historical merits, but I don't think they are the so-called Destiny Bearers.

The reason why I am named Gaomen is not that I agree with their set of values, but that I want to make a difference in this era, and I can't avoid them. This is like an annual salary of 10 million less than the hukou of the four cities, which is a limitation of the times, and it is a group that spontaneously guarantees the social resources they have obtained.

The development of society and the emergence of a large amount of content have driven people to be more and more inclined to more superficial stimuli. For example, appearance, even if it is facial paralysis acting skills, some people love to death, this is where the value lies, such as overly tangled emotional stories, or dog blood. My style of writing is not pleasant, there is no fast-paced excitement, there is no ruminative aftertaste, so I have always admired the books on the best-selling list. Readers can discuss the so-called small and white, but if the author thinks so and is complacent that it is not a white article, it is a very stupid thing, because he can't face up to his own shortcomings, which has nothing to do with income, but just can't cater to the public.

I've always been puzzled by the fact that my collection is very high, but the subscription ratio is very low, so low that it is not as good as many so-called taolu hydrographs, and I emphasize that I am not belittling these texts, they have their own value.

The level of subscription is not enough to affect my quality of life, so I don't have to bother and beg, I want to create an atmosphere of equal discussion with my readers, in order to improve myself. It's not that I have a high income, but I don't have too much material needs for life, and I don't want to burden my readers. In fact, my salary is only a few thousand, which is already lagging behind the remuneration. But this guarantees a normal life without worry, I am content, and creation is not a speculation. Some readers suggested writing full-time, but I didn't want to, and I wasn't thinking about retreats, because once I was full-time, it meant going to the market entirely. I don't have the ability to cater to the market and maintain my style at the same time, even if I am exhausted to maintain it now.

But at the end of the day, it's the subscription that a reader can give to an author. It is not that the readers who read the pirated copies are not readers, but that the fruits of the author's labor are worthless in their eyes, which makes people doubt a lot.

Putting aside this topic, the point of today's gossip is not to ask for subscriptions. People who are engaged in writing work will have some sourness, even if it is embarrassing writing or poetry, if it is not showy, it is disrespectful to their own industry. So please be considerate and don't blame me for dragging the article again, after all, there is this foundation.

I often chatted with a reader, from a reader to a friend, and once said that the name of my next book is "The Daily Life of the King", and the main idea of the book is literal, empty and trivial. Because by now, I am tired of the so-called arguments that promote the course of history, the first book can be said to be an interest or passion, and why is the second book?

As for this, I don't want to occupy the Forbes list of writers, if I pounce, if no one reads it, it is out of place. Online writing may be a fast money industry, but I don't have that endowment, and it's annoying to embarrass myself, so why bother? Life never pushes people to the point where they have no way out.

When there is even one person in this world to cheer you on, it is already a kind of luck. The so-called second and third sons are still an allusion taught to me by a book friend in the book review area. The vast majority of us may not have the opportunity to infect most people's emotions in this life.

Being unsociable is not something to be proud of, but there is absolutely no shame either. It's like a nose and two eyes, it's our norm. If there is a deformity, it is someone else's misfortune, but it is not a reason for us to gloat ...