Chapter 201: Stand firm
"The Xinjing Secret Service Department is here in Ice City, and it is best for us to figure it out and unravel their conspiracy." Chen Xiqiao believes that the more information they have, the better it will be for them.
Yu Jingque nodded and said, "This is also the task given to me by the Special Services Section, and it does not contradict our direction." ”
"I know it's not contradictory, but I hope you stand firm." Chen Xiqiao's sudden words surprised Yu Jingque.
Seeing Yu Jingque's puzzled look, Chen Xiqiao said with a wry smile: "If you want to help the military commander, on the one hand, it is the national sentiment, and on the other hand, I am afraid it is the relationship between Ji Youning." ”
"What are you trying to express?" Yu Jingque asked.
"You remember your identity, you are the underground party of the Chinese Communist Party, and the military command is not your destination." Chen Xiqiao did not forget to remind Yu Jingque now, he was worried that Yu Jingque's position and beliefs were not firm.
In the face of Chen Xiqiao's suspicion, Yu Jingque did not become angry, nor did he burst into a rage.
"I understand what you mean, the language is pale, let's do and see." Yu Jingque said with a smile.
At this moment, Chen Xiqiao found something unusual, if he said this before, Yu Jingque was afraid that he would have to argue with himself, but this time he didn't.
Yu Jingque behaved very calmly, and it was this calmness that calmed Chen Xiqiao's heart.
"You complete the task given to you by the Special Service Section first, and if you find out about Han Chen's conspiracy, tell me, and I'll see if I can get in touch with the military commander through the organization and help them." Chen Xiqiao this time can be regarded as a united front with Yu Jingque.
"Okay, I understand." Yu Jingque didn't say anything thankful, he thought that Chen Xiqiao should also choose this way.
After saying this, Chen Xiqiao said again: "You help the military commander, but you can't expect the military commander to help you too, so don't put your hope on return." ”
"I know we're helping out for free." Yu Jingque said with a smile, he would not be so stupid as to think that if he helped the military commander, the people of the military commander would help him.
Anytime, it is foolish to put your hope in someone else.
"It's good that you understand that." Chen Xiqiao nodded with satisfaction.
The two talked about some details of the problem, and Chen Xiqiao still asked Yu Jingque to protect himself and do what he could.
Yu Jingque also promised to do what he could, not to be in the limelight, and not to take risks.
"Do you still have a test for Ji Youning during this time?" Chen Xiqiao asked before Yu Jingque was about to leave.
"Do you still need to be tempted?" Yu Jingque said with a wry smile.
"That's good." Chen Xiqiao was worried that Yu Jingque would not be able to hold his breath, and felt that Ji Youning was by his side every day, so he couldn't pretend not to see it.
It's just that now it seems that Chen Xiqiao feels that his worries are a bit redundant, and Yu Jingque is obviously doing much better than he imagined.
"That ......," Chen Xiqiao wanted to say and stopped.
"Say it." Yu Jingque said.
"During the battle period, although there is no clear regulation, it is not allowed to fall in love by default." Chen Xiqiao's sentence is a bit inhumane, but it is indeed conventional, not made up by Chen Xiqiao himself.
Yu Jingque asked, "What do you want to say?" ”
"I hope you are too, at least don't fall in love with Ji Youning, otherwise you will all be very miserable." Chen Xiqiao's words, as if he were said as an elder, seem to be a lot more true.
Frowning, Yu Jingque didn't know how to answer for a while, did he want to stand up and say that he wouldn't love each other?
Are you right?
"Pain?" Yu Jingque asked.
"Yes, the pain, different camps, your love will not blossom, it will only wither." Chen Xiqiao is not alarmist, this kind of thing is not uncommon, everyone thinks that they can break through the shackles, but they don't know that the shackles you see are just the tip of the iceberg.
Falling in love will be painful!
"I understand." Yu Jingque got up and prepared to leave.
Chen Xiqiao didn't want to say this, he had to say that he didn't want to see Yu Jingque fall into such pain.
Yu Jingque left, but Chen Xiqiao couldn't sleep, his fingers rubbed the Guanyin pendant on his neck, and he was reluctant to put it down for a long time.
Suffering?
Love?
Will they fall in love?
To be honest, Yu Jingque doesn't know.
Are you in love now?
Yu Jingque can confidently say no.
It is true that there is no love, everyone can only be regarded as familiar, and being under the same roof for a long time allows everyone to understand each other better and the relationship is further, but it is not at all about love.
To what extent does love need to be?
I'm not afraid of everyone's jokes, Yu Jingque doesn't know.
He didn't love, so he didn't understand.
And Manjushri can only be regarded as a favorite when he was young, not to mention that it has become love, and even the like has not had time to speak, it has become hatred.
So what Chen Xiqiao said just now, Yu Jingque seems to understand it.
Love is a luxury, and many people spend their entire lives in poverty and do not get it.
They will only find a suitable person to live a lifetime, and they will be very happy and happy when they go through it for a while, but that is not necessarily love.
In fact, Yu Jingque thinks it's very good, they know each other, stay with each other for a lifetime, and the family relationship is also good.
Thinking about walking home, Ji Youning really didn't rest, and was still waiting for Yu Jingque.
Seeing Yu Jingque coming back, he hurriedly asked, "You haven't eaten yet, I'll ask someone to have a hot meal." ”
"Okay." Yu Jingque really hadn't had time to eat yet, and his stomach was already growling with hunger.
When it came to eating, Ji Youning didn't ask Yu Jingque what he was doing when he went out, because he said that he shouldn't ask too much about the affairs of the secret service department.
After eating, the two went back to the room, looking at Ji Youning, who was close at hand, Yu Jingque didn't know if her position was firm enough?
It shouldn't be very firm, otherwise how could he sacrifice his life to save him.
Thinking of this, Yu Jingque didn't know why and wanted to snicker.
It seems that I am a person who does not have much faith and is not very firm in my position, and I can find someone who is not firm in my position than myself, and I have an unbearable happiness.
It's like a bad student in the class who finds a student who is worse than himself.
Yu Jingque may be looking for comfort for himself, maybe Ji Youning's belief is extremely firm?
"What are you smiling at?" Ji Youning looked at Yu Jingque suspiciously, why did he sit on the bed and laugh like a fool after he came back.
"Laughing?" Yu Jingque asked embarrassedly, thinking about other people's bad things, and laughing in front of others, it really shouldn't be.
"Play dumb." Ji Youning thinks that Yu Jingque is here to pretend to be stupid and stunned.
Yu Jingque shook his head and said, "It's not pretending to be stupid, it's honest." ”
"Honest? I think it's thick-skinned. Ji You would rather not think that Yu Jingque is a simple person.
In fact, in the daily chat, Yu Jingque had no way to tell Ji Youning about the military commander, even if he was talking to himself and talking about some things about the secret service department.
First of all, the affairs of the Secret Service Section should be kept secret and should not be talked about casually. When you talk about it in front of Ji Youning, it seems that you are inadvertent, but in Ji Youning's opinion, every word you say will be full of deep meaning.
If Ji Youning accepts your hint, then Ji Youning can also understand that Yu Jingque knows her identity.
So what is the purpose of Yu Jingque's kind hint?
Is it kindness, or is it a trap of the Secret Service?
Therefore, Yu Jingque had no way to tell Ji Youning that he could only investigate by himself, hoping to get an answer.
Seeking the near and far is also a last resort.