Chapter 176: Childhood

Sheng Xiaonan's face was stagnant, he didn't speak for a long time, I took out a box of cigarettes from my pocket, and there was a crooked one left in it. I tread cautiously. He shuddered.

Inside the bomb shelter, there was silence. Everyone didn't expect that a calm and quiet person like Sheng Xiaonan would get out of control this time.

I stared at a protruding stone in the bomb shelter, and said slowly: "I don't dare to recall my childhood memories now, because every time I think of these things, I feel terrible, and that memory is really unbearable, really unbearable."

What am I doing when my classmates are all home watching Dragon Ball on TV? I'm climbing ropes in the base of the seventh game! Both hands were broken. Do you know what I do with the blood blisters on my hands? Burned the dagger red with a wine, alcohol, blowtorch. One by one, pick out the blisters on your hands. I am ironing with a burnt red dagger!!

Do you know what I envied the most when I was in elementary school? If you say it, you probably don't know that when a classmate makes a mistake, the teacher will call the parents!! However, I don't have parents, and my godfather Liu Zhenhai is also a person in our circle. He won't go to school to take care of my. If you really can't shirk it, only Chu Fat Man will replace it.

Do you know what I envied the most when I was in elementary school? Hehe, what I envy the most is when I make a mistake and let my dad spank my ass hard.

When I was in junior high school, at that time, I remember that the children were very obsessed with sports, they thought they were handsome on the basketball court, they thought it was cool to sweat on the green court, and some of the brothers went to play in the band. But what about me? I was in the seventh inning, I was doing physical training, thirty kilograms of equipment, on my thin shoulders, and I was going to run one hundred and seventy laps around the small playground of Warehouse No. 2. It's a hundred and seventy-nine laps!!! When I ran down, I felt like I was like a pile of minced meat, with a few bones stuck in the pile.

But someone once asked me if I liked it or not, and if I wanted to!!!!!!!

I finally got into high school. Theoretically, I'm an adult. I went to that music high school, I studied the violin, and I immediately liked the feeling, the beautiful posture and elegant lines of the violin, and the slight vibrato sound of the strings. It seems to be the only nourishment of my dry life.

But what about after-school time? I do practice targeting, do you know what target training is? Practicing a target is practicing killing!!! The more accurate your target is, the higher your skill in killing.

That's not all, they also taught me murderous fighting skills, I still can't forget, Chu Fat Man with a beard on his face, holding a dagger, told me where to stab in, it will kill the other party at once. And the other party couldn't make a sound.

Did you know? On the one hand, there is noble and elegant music, and on the other hand, I am learning the most ferocious method of killing. Do you know how divided my life was at that time?

But I didn't say anything about it, except that from the very beginning, one person asked me if I would like to. Do I like it myself!!!!!! ”

Sheng Xiaonan also listened attentively, but looked at me with teary eyes, and the cigarette butt in my hand didn't know when it burned out. It almost burned to the hand. I threw away my cigarette butt and found that I had nothing left in my pocket.

Sheng Xiaonan sighed, threw a box of cigarettes at me, American Marlboro, I tore open the cigarette case, lit it, and took a deep breath. Thick smoke was spewed.

The mushroom head was still more emotional, walked over, leaned against my side and squatted down, grabbed my shoulder, and sighed deeply, "I said that when my brother Chengnan was in the secret service school, he was so awesome." Good guys, diving and blasting, motor driving, climbing and shooting, how awesome is fighting. It turned out that it was all practiced like this, and I thought that my brother was born a god at first, okay, brother, don't you still have brothers like us now. ”

I nodded, my eyes still fixed on an unhewn stone bulge inside the dugout.

Huzi is a toothy flower. Said: "According to what you say, you think that Michiko's chick is similar to you, and you feel pitiful?" ”

I didn't speak, and after a while, I nodded slowly, and Sheng Xiaonan said coldly: "Then if Michiko's first grenade cut off half of Huzi's brain, do you still think Michiko is pitiful?" ”

I was speechless when I asked this question, and I really didn't know how to answer Sheng Xiaonan.

Indeed, I solemnly swore to the badge of our headquarters that I would defend the Motherland and my brothers. If my brother dies in my negligence, then I will live in guilt for the rest of my life.

I don't dare to think about this consequence, I really don't dare to think about it.

Sheng Xiaonan jumped down from the stool and walked in front of me, I didn't look up, I only saw a pair of high-barreled and thick-soled combat boots for jungle combat on Sheng Xiaonan's feet. Standing in front of me, he said, "Let me ask you." Do you regret what you're doing now?"

"No, my life is MSS now."

"Alright, let's get ready for the next action."

"Action ??????" I asked, puzzled. What action? I'm the leader of this team, I'm the captain. What actions will I not know?

Sheng Xiaonan pointed to the equipment on the side and said, "This is your equipment, we will give you another chance to see if you are really suitable for this kind of work." As you will know about the details of the mission on the way, it is time to rest well and leave on time at 5 o'clock tomorrow morning. ”

I looked at a pile of equipment in the corner, I looked at it, I felt that this operation was really extraordinary, in the corner of the bomb shelter, there were five identical backpacks, these backpacks have been out of number, I have never carried such a large marching bag when I was armed with heavy loads before, these marching bags, it looks like they are almost 70 liters. I said in my heart what kind of mission is this time, to carry such heavy equipment?

I asked, "What task?" ”

Sheng Xiaonan still looked cold, and said, "I'll tell you on the road tomorrow, let's go to bed today." As he spoke, he took out a syringe in the medicine bag and said, "This is a lightly dosed tranquilizer, take an injection and get a good night's sleep." ”