Chapter 144: I Want to Fly Higher

Xin Ran also stood up, took the wine with one hand, pressed his shoulder with the other to let him sit down, and said, "Squad Leader Shen, brother, you are no more than two years younger than me, how many years have we been together?" You were there when I came over to be the deputy company commander, and it has been six or seven years, right? ”

"Six years!" Shen Kechen said.

"Yes! It's been six years, that's fast! You're changing at the end of the year, right? Originally, I wanted to help you make a move, but this ......."

"Hehe, company commander, I won't hide it from you, I don't want to do it anymore, I'm old, I don't have children yet, my wife is urging me every day at home, anyway, I'm going to turn backwards!"

"Alas!" Xin Ran sighed, didn't persuade him, only said: "The iron battalion, the flowing water soldiers!" yes, it's time to go, it's time to go! ”

The two of them drained the wine, and then everyone took turns to toast the spicy wine. When Xu Fei arrived, Xin Ran took a drink and joked to him:

"Xiao Xu! Xu Fei! Our Phineas! ”

Xu Fei said embarrassedly: "Company commander, you also laugh at me!" ”

"Huh! This is not a joke, everyone calls you Fei Ge because of their love for you from the bottom of their hearts, nothing to be embarrassed about! But I have to say a few more words about this wine! ”

"Huh? Why? Xu Fei was stunned, and everyone also looked at Xin Ran, not knowing what he meant.

Xin Ran sighed, beckoned Xu Fei to sit down, and then said, "I'm Xin Ran!" I worked in the second company for six years! I can pat my chest and say, heaven and earth conscience! For the past six years, I! Xinran! I've never done a bad thing! But the only thing I'm sorry for is you! Xu Fei ......" Xin Ran burped and continued: "The only thing I regret is you!" Xu Fei! Our Phineas! ”

Oh?

Xu Fei said in his heart, why are you even sorry and regretful! What does that mean?

Everyone was also at a loss.

Xin Ran didn't let them wait too long, and explained: "Last time you made a bet with Wu Bao, blame me!" It's me who didn't withstand the pressure! You've been wronged! I often think about it, and I blame myself......"

So that's what happened! It's long gone! Xu Feidao:

"Nope! Company commander, the main thing is to blame me for being young and impulsive......"

Xin Ran raised his hand to stop him and said, "No! Listen to me! You are not to blame for this! You did very well! I'm to blame for this! It's me who didn't live up to my promise! I didn't resist the pressure and let that blind staff member mess up in the middle! This thing has always been a thorn in my heart! I gotta bΓ‘chΕ«lΓ‘i! So, Xu Fei, I'm going to call you Brother Fei today, I want to say ...... I'm sorry! ”

Xu Fei hurriedly said: "Company commander, don't!" I can't afford it! ”

Shen Kechen, Wu Dasong, and Wen Hongkun also hurriedly persuaded each other, and Liu Aitong said:

"I said company commander, you're leaving, what are you going to do! Brother Fei is not one of those stingy people! Besides, why do you blame you for this! If you want to blame it, blame that Xia staff officer! Labor and management want to shake him every time they see him! ”

"That's it!" The crowd echoed in unison.

Shen Kechen said: "Company commander, don't you often say that it is so easy to be a soldier to fight and lead a soldier to fight?" You also take these little things of sesame mung beans to heart, don't let us laugh! Phineas, you said yes, right? ”

Xu Fei nodded and said, "That's it!" Company commander, if you do this again, I don't dare to sit here anymore! ”

Xin Ran said: "Since this is the case, then it's okay!" Just this glass of wine! Everything I want to say is in this wine...... Xu Fei, you're the best recruit I've ever seen! Better than when labor and management were young! ”

"Hehe......" Xu Fei smirked twice and clinked glasses with him!

Both of them drank the wine, and Xin Ran beckoned Han Lin and said, "Han Lin'er, come and pour the wine, I want to have another drink with Xu Fei!" ”

"Why?" Xu Fei said in amazement.

"Didn't I just say that? The thing I regret the most is you, and the thing I regret the most is also you! He picked up the wine and held it up to Xu Fei and said:

"The thing I regret the most is that I brought you to the second company! Nima, I found that letting you come over is really burying talents! Delayed you, too! The most important thing you should go to is the police investigation company, and then to the special brigade! ”

Xu Fei was stunned!

Ban Xiang Fang said: "Why do you say that too, company commander?" Why do you all want to call me to the Special Forces? ”

Xin Ran said: "It's very simple! But think about it yourself, why don't you want to go to the special forces? ”

"I ......" Xu Fei was about to say the previous set, but Xin Ran interrupted him and said:

"Don't rush to answer! Ask your heart first! Ask what you really think! What are you afraid of? Or is it running away from something? What do you really know about special forces? ”

"I ......"

Xin Ran looked at him with blazing eyes, waiting for his answer, but Xu Fei was suddenly speechless!

yes, is it true that I just don't want to go to the special brigade?

It seems to be, and it seems to be not!

Why is that?

He remembered that when Tian Shangyi first asked him, he really didn't think about going to the special brigade at the beginning, and his initial idea was just to retire as a soldier in peace and stability, but later because of Wen Lianqing and Wu Baoxia's repeated persuasions, he became resistant, including the fact that the chief zhāngjūn also asked him the same question, and after talking too much, it seems that he also began to believe in this set of arguments.

But is this really a true reflection of your own heart?

Xin Ran continued: "Xu Fei, you are no longer the recruit who just enlisted in the army and doesn't know anything, you are now a real soldier!" A real soldier does not have to arrange everything by others, you should learn to plan your own military journey! As a soldier, in addition to fulfilling your obligations, think about it, what else should you do? ”

Do something......

I once had such an impulse to do something for Shen Kechen, Wen Hongkun, and other pioneers who also contributed to this collective!

I thought it was to win back the championship of the big competition and win the honor, but in fact it wasn't!

What should that be?

"Look at your military potential! You look back at the step-by-step path you've taken! I ask you, Xu Fei! Are you really willing to spend your military career in obscurity like this? Are you worthy of the people who care about you? Are you worthy of yourself? ”

yes, worthy of yourself!

Who doesn't want to live a vigorous life! Who doesn't want to make the wonderful a footnote in their life!

What am I hesitating about?

Are you really willing......

"With great power comes great responsibility! From the day you put on the military uniform, Xu Fei, you will no longer be yourself! You're no longer for yourself! Maybe you haven't really realized that you! Xu Fei! You're not like them! Since there is Jackie Chan on that day, don't mix in the shallow pool all day long! ”

Jackie chan?

Can you become a Chan yourself?

Can your future really be so brilliant?

Xu Fei suddenly felt that a crack was torn open by Xin Ran in front of him, and a light came through!

"Xu Fei, seriously! I think you should have a bigger stage to show yourself and perform yourself! The entire Second Company, the entire Fourth Regiment, and even the entire Third Division and Group Army are not your destination! You should go to the war zone! Go to the whole army! That's where you go! Find your place and live your life to the fullest! That's the best thing you should do! That's what your life is all about! Think about it yourself. ”

Xin Ran's words made Xu Fei completely stunned!

Go to the war zone......

to the whole army......

Find your place and live your life to the fullest!

He looked at the others blankly, Shen Kechen, Wen Hongkun and the others were all nodding, obviously agreeing with Xin Ran's words!

Go to the war zone......

to the whole army......

Find your place and live your life to the fullest!

He chewed on this sentence repeatedly, and was stunned for a while!

In the distance, in the crackling sound of firecrackers, Wang Feng's singing voice faintly came:

…… I'm going to fly higher! Fly higher!

Dance like a storm and break free!

…… I'm going to fly higher! Fly higher!

The wings roll up the storm, and the heart howls!

……