Chapter 199: Speculum Temptation The misunderstanding is deep
"I went to Qianling Mountain and saw the Cloud Desolate Continent through the speculum."
Hearing this, Bai Yanxiao's heart couldn't help but sink, knowing that he must have noticed something and was testing himself. She pressed the waves in her heart and remained silent.
Listening to Gu Beiyu continue: "Ah Yan, Fu An has now recovered the Three Kingdoms, and without using too many wars, Xin and Xiao have become vassal states of Fu State. Gu Yannian died, and the Gu family declined. Gu Beiyu said calmly, but his gaze was locked on Bai Yanxiao's face, trying to capture a trace of emotion from her face.
The young man who promised her not to harm the common people would unify the Three Kingdoms without spending a single soldier after all. Bai Yanxiao felt a hint of relief in his heart, but he didn't show any clues, and gradually, his eyes were filled with fog, and he raised his head to look at Gu Beiyu and asked blankly: "Cloud Desolate Continent?" Why does it sound so familiar? ”
Gu Beiyu looked at Bai Yan and smiled for a long time, as if he was sure of something, and slowly breathed a sigh of relief: "You didn't think of anything?" ”
"What comes to mind?" Bai Yanxiao raised his face, "You only saw these when you went to Qianling Mountain?" ”
"Well, that's all."
Bai Yanxiao also released his clenched fist.
Gu Beiyu pressed Bai Yanxiao under her, she tried to push him away, but in exchange for his more fierce suppression, he lowered his head and bit her lip violently, and began to kiss her wantonly and crazy, as if pouring out all the resentment and resentment.
Feeling his anger and grievances, Bai Yanxiao suddenly became unwilling, could she endure the great grievances and still suffer from him here? She bit Gu Beiyu hard when she landed, and it was not until the blood was bitten out that Gu Beiyu let go of her, and said with a white smile: "If you have any grudges, you can kill me and vent your anger!" Why do you humiliate me like this! ”
Gu Beiyu froze suddenly, and only after a while did he say tremblingly: "You know that I won't ......"
Bai Yanxiao sneered, but said in his heart, you have already killed me once, so why are you afraid of this time.
She didn't speak. So, the two were at a stalemate, looking at each other quietly, each with their own thoughts, and after a long time, Gu Beiyu suddenly spoke: "Ah Yan, have you ever loved me?" ”
"You're drunk......" Bai Yanxiao wanted to push him away, but he was still held down.
"Drunk ......" Gu Beiyu smiled bitterly, "Ah Yan, do you know that since I met you, I didn't know in my heart that I had been drunk thousands of times. ”
The smell of wine sprinkled on Bai Yanxiao's face, making her stunned for a moment.
"Ah Yan, from beginning to end, have you ever had me in your heart?" Gu Beiyu said to himself, the smell of wine on his cheeks, and he was already slightly red.
Bai Yanxiao froze slightly, and a trace of sourness almost overflowed his eyes.
Gu Beiyu touched the corners of her eyes with his fingers and rubbed carefully: "Sometimes I feel that I can have you, and sometimes I feel so far away from you."
Before I met you, I killed a lot of people, and my hands were full of blood, and I thought that I didn't deserve that bright sky for the rest of my life, until you appeared, like a ray of light, shining into my heart. But I didn't dare touch you, and I missed you again and again. But when I was finally able to be with you, I hurt you.
Ah Yan, you used to be able to go up the sword mountain and the sea of fire for me, but now you don't want to say a word to me....... Yan, do you know how uncomfortable I feel when I see you happy with other men...... How uncomfortable ......."
Bai Yanxiao only thought that he had misunderstood Luo Qingchen, but he didn't know that he had already seen the scene where she perfunctory Yi Li.
"Ah Yan, you never know how devastated I was when I thought you were no longer there, how much I wanted to go to you, how much I wanted to die with you...... At that time, I didn't recognize you. I didn't even recognize you! Even if I found out later that I had fallen for the Gu...... It's useless to say anything, it's useless......"
"Why are you wasting your time on me when it's useless?" There is infinite sourness spreading in the bottom of my heart, and the ghost makes the gods worse, and he smiles and speaks quietly.
"Your sister is right, I always regret one day, so I live with guilt, life is better than death. You can blame me, blame me, you can turn a blind eye to all my efforts, but I beg you, give me a chance to make amends, I really don't want to let you go. ”
Bai Yan smiled and listened to his words, and if there was a dam in his heart, it would collapse. But he could only bite his lip, tilt his head over, and said indifferently: "Your wine has smoked me, and I don't remember what you said." ”
Hearing this, Gu Beiyu lowered his head in amazement and smiled bitterly: "Yes, you don't remember, what's the use of me saying this...... But Ah Yan, tell me, why, we have come to this point again? Why...... Why! ”
Saying that, Gu Beiyu trembled involuntarily, the blue eyes were like crystals, and there were cracks, "I thought I could make up for you, but I found out that in the end it was all empty, you don't have me in your heart, even if you forget everything, you don't fall in love with me, you only have Yi Li in your heart, I missed you once, and I never had a chance to ....... again"
Bai Yanxiao was immediately stunned, and suddenly realized that on that day, Gu Beiyu heard the conversation between her and Yi Li, and he didn't expect that now he only regarded her as dependent on him.
Seeing this, Bai Yanxiao's heart slipped a trace of unbearability, and she was at a loss, she wanted to raise her hand to stroke his back, but her hand froze in mid-air, a light flashed in her eyes, she was ruthless in her heart, and suddenly turned her hand into a hand knife, taking advantage of her unpreparedness, she gave Gu Beiyu a hard blow, Gu Beiyu was stressed in the neck, and suddenly fainted.
Placing him in place, looking at his sleepy face, she opened her lips, and after all, she didn't say anything, and sat beside him for a long time.
The moonlight shone in through the window, and even her lonely and narrow shadow seemed extremely lonely.
I didn't want to, but now they are struggling.
With a deep sigh, Bai Yanxiao quietly took out the token of the old department from his wardrobe and walked out of the house.