Chapter 609: Firm Faith
How can you blame Aunt Zhang's recurrent emotions? Changing ideas?!
It's really that she has suffered too much!
Especially those who pretend to be pitiful and sympathetic at the beginning, in fact, they are all thieves, once they win sympathy and gain a firm foothold, they will be ungrateful in the blink of an eye, they will not remember who you are at all, and they will even be extremely disgusted with your existence, because your existence seems to be to constantly remind him or her how embarrassed he or she was!
Aunt Zhang seemed to recall some painful lessons from the past, and the sympathy that was rarely shown in her eyes gradually faded, revealing a seemingly insensitive face......
In contrast, Xiaocao's emotions are still very excited, at least the inner entanglement has become more complex and intense, although her face is still calm, and she doesn't want her mood fluctuations to be seen by Aunt Zhang, but in fact, in addition to her own thought that no one would see it, even Da Hei realized Xiaocao's abnormality......
Da Hei just lightly opened his dog eyes, seeing that Xiaocao was a little strange, but there was no big problem, and then looked at Aunt Zhang, who was still staring at him, and showed his sharp teeth again, and after seeing Aunt Zhang's expression of fear immediately, he closed his eyes contentedly and dozed off......
Aunt Zhang is really afraid of dogs to the extreme, especially afraid of this vicious dog called Da Hei, she is really scared that Aunt Zhang is not worried for a moment, for fear that this vicious dog will suddenly pounce on her and bite herself!
At this time, taking advantage of Xiaocao's stunned moment, Aunt Zhang moved a few steps a little, so that she was not only closer to the fire pit, but also a little farther away from Dahei......
After Aunt Zhang finally settled down for a while, she inadvertently looked up, but saw that the vicious grass in her heart was in a daze, why did the lonely figure make people feel so distressed?
This little girl can't be crying, right?
Why don't you cry out loud?
Miss her parents and loved ones?
Hey, it seems that he is also a hard-working child......
I really shouldn't have been so fierce to her that night, but this little girl really doesn't understand the world at all, she hides when she sees herself, and when she gets close, she opens her mouth to bite, and she kicks when she raises her legs. How could you not be angry?!
But this little girl is well, and there is nothing crazy about it when she comes to her senses, otherwise as long as she thinks of her appearance that night, it really makes people have a headache, it seems that she really had a fever and fever that night, or she was too frightened, and she really shouldn't be so reckless, and she cares so much about a child, hey, it's too late......
In fact, Xiaocao didn't cry, she just lowered her head and thought about her thoughts, she was analyzing her current situation and the possibility of returning to the Wuqiao Army......
Xiaocao knew very well that if she continued to stay in this caravan in Puhong, then she would be a plaything at most, or a commodity that could be sold at any time, and the only thing she could use was that the person named Ah Lang cared about her......
But this kind of care comes at your own expense, how can you accept it easily? Especially this young man named Ah Lang seems to have a very high status in this caravan, can such a person be easily used by himself?
By your own beauty?!
Xiaocao shook her head slightly, denying her ridiculous idea, not that she was not confident in her appearance, but that she was not willing to use this method to obtain anything, or disdain it......
In fact, Xiaocao herself has thought about it carefully, the so-called want to go back to the Wudifficult Army is largely because she has less confidence in this caravan and has no sense of security, and the Wudifficult Army is familiar with her after all, and everyone recognizes her, as for the people who are worried about those who follow the Wudifficult Army, there are also them, and they are indeed very worried!
After all, Xiaocao, as a princess who has been sent under the fence since she was a child, has not been contaminated with the bad habits of many other royal family members, and the reason why she can't let go of the people is also because of the tragic experience of Kuxian, which has already left an indelible wound and imprint in the depths of her soul, those who believe in themselves, those who rely on themselves, and follow their own people and soldiers, their eyes are eager to live, and they don't know how many nights they have entangled her.
This is also why Xiaocao chose to constantly escape from his heart before, and even made himself unrecognizable to forget all the pain!
But in fact, Xiaocao didn't forget anything, but felt more guilty, more self-blame, and more clearly realized her current fragility and incompetence, how she wished she could go back to the past, to tell Sima Yue, to tell Wang Yan about the dangers they were going to encounter, and even wished that it was better for her to die in Kuxian than to be tortured mentally, but in fact, these were just a ridiculous conjecture of hers, and it was impossible for people to go back to the past......
Nothing can be changed, everything has happened, everything is so cruel and realistic.
Do you want to run away from it any longer?
Do you want to live like this again?!
How to face this future fate, Xiaocao has thought a lot in the past few days, and today, after hearing the news of Aunt Zhang, especially after analyzing the pros and cons, the willingness to return to the army has become stronger!
Instead of living like this, living like this, living like this, living so fearful, not knowing when you will be miserable, it is better to find a way to return to the Wujiao Army, find Ge Hong, and take your fate into your own hands!
As for whether she can resume her status as a princess after she goes back, it doesn't matter anymore......
But Xiaocao knows very well that she must have a place to settle down, otherwise she looks like this, and in such a troubled world, she has no ability to protect herself, so no matter where she goes, it will be a tragic ending!
So only by returning to the Wuyan Army, where there are friends she cares about, and Ge Hong, who she can trust, and Xiaocao also believes in Zu Li, he is by no means a person who kills innocents indiscriminately, and she can't let the tragedy happen again, she must go back to stop He Lun and Hua Mei's conspiracy.
This is Xiaocao's deep obsession, she does carry a weight that should not be borne by her age to a large extent, but the terrible dream of the midnight, the misery of the past, is too much, is it necessary for people to live under such a shadow and not be able to extricate themselves to live?!
Instead of living painfully and dying tragically, it is better to face your life bravely, get up strong from the place where you fell, even if you fall again, you will not retreat again, as long as you live, you must work hard and strive to be a useful person!
And Xiaocao just doesn't want to live like this anymore, she wants to come out of the shadow of the past, the past has passed, she wants to go back to herself, then the first thing to do is to regain her strength and return to the army without difficulty, if possible, can she find a way to restore her princess status again with the help of Ge Hong, and complete her original wish to want King Qinwang Chang'an!