Since October, the update has been a bit desperate. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

It's not that the readers are desperate, but I'm desperate.

Five years ago, I could still pay 20,000 words a day for rent.

Three years ago, I could have changed 10,000 words a day to make the list.

However, after October, I was thirty-four years old, and according to the arithmetic of my hometown, it was thirty-five. At this age, people who have never liked sports, such as me, suddenly find that their body is fat, their physical fitness has deteriorated, all kinds of small problems continue, their thoughts are confused, and their memory is declining...... I don't think I'm much different from a person with cerebral palsy.

In October, I suffered from a severe cold in the United States, and then I got better, but I always felt unwell - that is, sub-health often referred to in advertorials. However, sub-health has also been with me for many years, and I don't even think it's a disease, and I am ambitiously counting on a turnaround in November, taking advantage of the few recommendations that will come to me to rush for a wave of subscriptions.

As a result, I was slapped in the face.

I'm sick again.

When I was lying in bed, I was thinking a lot. This age, nothing has been accomplished, it is simply a typical ** silk. If it weren't for a good father, I'm afraid eating would be a problem now. They just want me to be comfortable and don't have high expectations of my career, but I can't even do the bare minimum.

For a hobby, to give my health, to catch the hope of my family, I feel that I am really a selfish person.

Well, these may not have much to do with updates or anything, and I feel off-topic when I write and write.

I've always been reluctant to complain, let alone bring negative energy to others, but after finishing a chapter today, it's really full of negative energy that can't be resolved.

I'm sorry.

I haven't had a ticket for a long time, and I don't expect a local tyrant to be cute every day. The arrival of the drunken alliance leader surprised and surprised me, and it was a ray of sunshine through the thick dark clouds during my dark days. There are always a few readers who give a hundred or two hundred coins a day, which is only a dollar or two for you, but to me it is also a star in the night - you don't know how much warmth will surge in my heart when I see such a message.

Of course, there are all the friends who subscribed to the original novel at the starting point, you are the cornerstone of my overcoming fatigue, striving to update, and insisting on proofreading.

I am very grateful to you.

All who read this book should also thank you for your generosity.

Also, I want to say, don't shout TJ for a day or two because I'm off duty? Whatever your reason and state of mind, I'm going to be upset, so I'm bound to give out a permanent ban and delete package - which is also unpleasant, but I can't turn a blind eye to it, and I can't just laugh it off. I'm sorry.

As for whether this book will be TJ or not, I guess everyone has read too many guarantees. I can only say that out of my current state of mind: I am eager to finish it, in about two million words, so that Xu Xiaole can complete his own growth path.

Thank you for taking the time to read it. (To be continued.) )