Bright Purple Star 042: In the darkness, the heart is also dark
Jiang Xiao kept walking in the cave at this time, after falling asleep, his mood also stabilized, everything returned to the same as before, at this time he obviously felt that the intimate atmosphere inside the cave was stronger, so he walked more actively.
Jiang Xiao basically didn't get tired physically, but walking in the dark for a few days in a row was really a bit boring, and immediately Jiang Xiao planned to start cultivating for a while, slow down and move forward.
In the cultivation state, Jiang Xiao's feeling of the spiritual power around him would be even stronger, and he could feel the source of that cordial aura more clearly. Jiang Xiao's feeling of that power can be said to be more and more real day by day, and he can now be sure that the things in the cave are definitely his own.
Spiritual power is gradually running in a state of cultivation, for Jiang Xiao, cultivation is a state of rest, in this cave, there may still be a long way to go, it is useless to be eager, only by calming your mind, can you go to the end in this dark place.
There must be no more impatience, Jiang Xiao plans not to participate in any battles again, he will cultivate when he is tired, and he will cultivate until he is full of energy before leaving.
Soon thirty-six weeks had passed, Jiang Xiao opened his eyes and lit up the surroundings with spiritual power, he looked at the light emitted by the spiritual power of his palm, and began to miss the outside of the cave a little. I don't know how long time has passed, and Jiang Xiao is starting to worry a little about the team competition. But in the depths of this cave, he must go, for no reason, it is an obsession that appears in his heart, so that he must go and see.
Jiang Xiao stood up, extinguished the light of spiritual power, felt the friendly aura and continued to walk forward.
In this way, Jiang Xiao was bored walking, so he began to cultivate, practiced for a while, and continued to walk, in the cave completely day and night, and regardless of work and rest, Jiang Xiao simply relied on Bigu Dan to support, walking in a circle in the cave.
But gradually, Jiang Xiao noticed that something was wrong.
Why is there no one else in this cave?
The three Li brothers were the last people Jiang Xiao saw, and since then, Jiang Xiao has judged that he has been gone for at least ten days, and he has not met anyone in the past ten days.
The labyrinth is called a labyrinth because no one can get out of it.
Jiang Xiao comforted himself like this, maybe he just went to a place that no one else had got.
Gradually, he found that the friendly breath in his feelings was always not far ahead, but he couldn't find the way forward when he bypassed the maze. I couldn't find any of the road signs I had made before, as if he was going back and forth in this circle. He even wanted to break through the wall and rush through, but the wall would gradually recover, and he couldn't get close to it anyway.
I don't know how many more days have passed, and in Jiang Xiao's heart, the desire to find a destination is gradually dissipating, and he has been walking alone for a long time, but he has never found the right path. Darkness, darkness everywhere, endless darkness erodes Jiang Xiao.
He never saw anyone else, so he had to walk alone.
Jiang Xiao's confidence was gradually shattered, and he found that he couldn't stand this darkness anymore, and his anxious mood began to become more and more difficult to calm down.
Treading ......
In this endless cave, there seemed to be only Jiang Xiao's footsteps, and at the beginning, he could still hum a little song, but now, he has no interest at all.
After tirelessly walking for a few more days, Jiang Xiao no longer even had the interest in cultivating, he just wanted to find that result.
Do you want to go on like this until you die?
A little terrifying thought gradually appeared in Jiang Xiao's heart.
Dark.
There is only darkness.
There is no one, not the slightest sound.
Only yourself.
Only yourself!
The negative psychology in Jiang Xiao's heart finally couldn't be suppressed, and his extremely emotional heart was about to explode at this moment.
When will this go, it's the head!" Jiang Xiao stomped on the ground violently.
Jiang Xiao's inner emotions exploded, and all the negative emotions that had been suppressed in his heart completely appeared in his mind at this moment.
On the one hand, he wanted to go out as soon as possible, and on the other hand, that mysterious intimacy was seducing Jiang Xiao in front of him, but Jiang Xiao had already walked all the roads around, but he couldn't get through. It was this situation that made Jiang Xiao's negative emotions accumulate to the extreme!
Jiang Xiao clenched his fists, and he began to endure the silence and darkness.
Just like it used to be!
Jiang Xiao stared angrily at the darkness ahead, and a familiar scene appeared in his mind.
In the dark room, there was a little boy locked up, the boy's hands and feet were chained by cold chains, the boy was only a teenager, his young arms had been strangled with iron chains, the iron chains under his feet had cut his flesh, and the blood was slowly flowing down from the iron chains.
The boy's eyes were full of fear, and in his godless black eyes, there was only fear.
His arm was gradually losing strength, and his body was gradually cut by the cold iron chain, and the blood gradually seeped out of the wound, slowly flowing over the clothes, and gradually the blood became viscous, firmly sticking the clothes and the chains together. Some fresh blood flowed through the chains, dripping silently on the ground. Drop by drop of blood dripped into the dirt and mixed with the dust.
Time passed very slowly, and the boy moaned in pain, and he was in pain, and it hurt and it hurt. He was also afraid, and every time the blood dripped out, the fear in the boy's eyes became even worse.
He realized that no matter how much he cried, no matter how his voice interpreted the pain, he would still be locked up, or he would be imprisoned in this place where there was no sunshine.
The boy stopped crying, he bit his lip hard, blood began to slowly ooze from his gums, the faint sweetness of blood stimulated the boy, this sweetness in his mouth was a long-lost sweetness, although the blood would soon become fishy, but this was the last thing he could feel called "happiness".
Licking the blood from the corners of his mouth, the boy began to fall silent, the fishy smell of blood in his throat stimulated his brain one by one, this fishy smell gradually began to be unbearable, he wanted water, wanted to stop this pain.
His throat was drying up, his tears were gradually stopping, he was no longer able to cry, his throat was thirsty as if it had been cut by a knife, and his eyes were swollen to the point that it felt as if a slender needle had passed through his eyes and pierced his brain.
One hundred percent of the pain was felt, nothing could distract him, and there was only one sound in the entire wooden house, and that was the sound of blood dripping down the ground.
I don't want to listen to this voice, don't!
The boy's body twisted by the chain moved violently a few times, the chain shook a few times, his body was also injured more seriously in the struggle, the scar on the clothes was also directly cracked, blood seeped out again, and the pain invaded his brain.
Tick, tick.
The clear voice seemed to be imprinted in the boy's head, and he struggled to no avail, the voice always surrounded his head, as if it had come from his head.
Don't, don't ring!
The boy's spirit was on the verge of collapse when another voice appeared, echoing the sound of blood dripping on the ground.
It was his wheezing.
The sound of breathing again and again means that he is still alive, and he will continue to suffer this pain.
Please, don't!
Let me die!
The pain seemed to be endless, and in the darkness he could only suffer from flesh and skin forever.
The boy's eyes slowly closed.
Gradually, physical pain has become a daily routine, and the thirst and blockage of the throat have gradually become accustomed to the boy. If you can't help it in the pain, learn to get used to it!
But a new round of pain is coming!
Gradually, the boy began to notice a third sound, which was his own heartbeat.
A powerful heartbeat sounded one after another, a sound that would never have been noticed in normal times, but at this time, it really appeared in the boy's mind.
The feeling of a healthy heartbeat is very healthy and powerful.
But the sound of the heartbeat made the boy despair.
If you die, you don't have to suffer this pain anymore, and death is the end of everything.
The powerful heartbeat made the boy understand that he couldn't die!
He tried to bite off his tongue, but found that he didn't have the strength at all.
Can you only suffer forever like this?
The boy was desperate.
The physical pain gradually turns into the mental.
The boy remained silent, motionless, as if he were dead.
He understood, understood thoroughly.
Locked here yourself won't die, never!
Nor will anyone come to save themselves, never!
No one will hear his cries, no one will know his pain, and he will be forgotten by all.
As soon as this thought appeared in the boy's mind, the boy was completely desperate.
At this moment, he understood.
No one will come to save him, and no one will come to kill him.
Simply because, everybody forgets about themselves.
Its own existence has been completely erased and forgotten by the world!
He will soon disappear from the memory of everyone who remembers him, and from then on, even if he does not die, it is as if he never lived!
Knock knock!
The familiar sound of a heartbeat appeared in Jiang Xiao's mind, Jiang Xiao's memories stopped, and in the dark tunnel, he was frightened by his powerful heartbeat. A familiar feeling soon appeared in Jiang Xiao's mind, and that desperate and helpless emotion instantly swept Jiang Xiao.
When will a person be able to hear the heartbeat clearly and never linger?
The answer is simple, that's when he realizes he's lonely.
Jiang Xiao clenched his fists, and the memory of being lonely gradually appeared in his mind, when no one heard the pain and moaning, Jiang Xiao swallowed his own blood, and while longing for death, he still vaguely believed in the future!
I don't want that!
Jiang Xiao's emotions turned to fear and anger in an instant, the spiritual power in his body entered chaos in an instant, the incomparably violent spiritual power seeped out of his body, the spiritual power in the depths of his mind began to gradually shatter, and a red-black power gradually appeared from the depths of his mind, and that power gradually replaced Jiang Xiao's spiritual power.
Jiang Xiao's eyes turned into a gold and a silver from this moment on, and the emotions in his eyes were only irritable.
The golden spiritual power ball in the dantian split into two and turned into two spheres of the same size, half of which gradually changed from gold to silver, and the two spheres, one gold and one silver, were attracted to each other and rotated in Jiang Xiao's body.