Xiao Mubai seemed to be plunged into darkness, his mind became more and more dizzy, and his consciousness became weaker and weaker.

Just like that time on the battlefield of Songhu, Xiao Mubai, as the injured Chen Yiming, fell into a coma due to excessive blood loss, and stepped into a critical situation step by step.

And this time, it is clearly more serious than that one.

That time it was in the mission world, and this time it was in real time.

If you really die, your life will be gone, and you won't be reborn because of the death in the mission, and every time you die in the mission world, when you return to reality, it's like life is being reborn.

But this time, it won't be like that.

There was no fluctuation in the system, and Xiao Mubai's last hope was dashed.

Falling into the infinite darkness is like being sucked into a black hole without any sound.

I don't know how long it took, but when I regained consciousness again, I was knocked down by a basin of water, and then I was stimulated by the cold feeling.

Xiao Mubai came back to life, yes, it was the instructor who saved him at the last moment, and this instructor was not a sergeant major, but another training camp instructor.

The sergeant major obviously had a premeditated plan and would not let the recruits die so easily, so don't treat others with yourself, especially not to be self-righteous.

It is a truth that those who have experienced death once will cherish life more.

Most people who want to commit suicide really don't really experience the taste of death, otherwise they wouldn't be so ungrateful about life.

There is only one life, this is the comprehension of blood, and Xiao Mubai once again felt it deeply.

Sitting on the rocks by the sea, Xiao Mubai listened to the sound of the waves crashing on the beach, and watched the waves blooming in the surging waves.

The waves roared, then exploded, and then fell on the beach, and finally turned into white spray and died.

Life is like the splendor of summer flowers, death is like the quiet beauty of autumn leaves, so many people talk about life and death so romantic, but who has really experienced it.

Do you say Haizi, he's dead, he can't move again, he can never breathe again, unless he becomes a zombie.

Sitting quietly alone, Xiao Mubai's face was expressionless, like a statue. Looking ahead, Xiao Mubai skillfully let go, and his eyes were dull.

Different from the depth of the thinker, the current Xiao Mubai is like a pool of stagnant water, bottomless and lifeless.

This is the third day after swimming, and it is also the third day that Xiao Mubai was rescued, and in these three days, Xiao Mubai was in a daze, as if he had lost his soul.

Yes, this experience shocked Xiao Mubai again, and even frightened him.

The distance of death is so close, Xiao Mubai has never experienced it so deeply.

When the instructor fished out the two of them, neither of them was panting, and then it was rescue, squeezing from the chest and abdomen, and there was also artificial respiration.

For life, an artificial respiration and kissing with the same sex is nothing.

The instructor used eighteen classes of martial arts, and finally rescued the person, during which he made all kinds of efforts, and the two of them didn't know that Xiao Mubai was like this, and the newcomer was like this.

The newcomer was a bit more problematic because he entered the water early and because he was badly injured.

And the newcomer left on the same day, this was the third day he left, and the newcomer was terrified, to be precise, because he almost drowned, he lost the courage to be prepared to face danger.

A person who loses his courage will not only become a coward, but he will also become a weakling, and from then on he will survive and live like a dead dog.

His end is already doomed, unless he has the courage again.

As he left, he walked away without alarming 15080703 the whole class, and just said goodbye, waiting for the sergeant major to bring in two more people, only to know that he had given up.

The scene that took place in the swimming pool that day shocked everyone so much that no one ever spoke of it again.

To this day, Xiao Mubai's hands are still aching faintly, some of the skin on the back of his hands is broken and rotten, and there are some bruises, which are caused by the crazy attack on the newcomer that day.

It is conceivable that the newcomer was seriously injured, and he later knew that the injury was caused by Xiao Mubai, but he didn't say a word, nor did he ask the sergeant major, and left quietly.

He was a warrior when he came, but he became a coward when he left.

The Foreign Legion, that's how cruel it is.

In the past three days, Xiao Mubai has been thinking about life and death, because he has deeply experienced it, so it is heavy.

The training was done in a step-by-step manner, and after that day the punishment was over, and everything was back on track, and it seemed as if nothing had happened, but was that really the case?

The newcomer left, but Xiao Mubai stayed, not because Xiao Mubai was brave, but because there was nowhere to go.

Yes, apart from leaving the French Foreign Legion, where else can Xiao Mubai go, the Spanish Foreign Legion? Or go to be an international mercenary? Or go somewhere else?

But I haven't learned any skills, and how can I make sure that I don't encounter such things there, and I don't face death threats.

And the existence of the war system is destined to make Xiao Mubai unable to live like an ordinary person.

If there is no war system, Xiao Mubai is still spending the summer vacation now, although he has a disgusting Xu Ye, Xiao Ya who is like a stranger, a dear family, and a friend who is righteous.

If there is no war system, Xiao Mubai will not go to those bizarre mission worlds, nor will he be in the rain of bullets all the time. He won't kill Xu Ye in a fit of rage, and he won't hide in Tibet like this.

There are no ifs in life, those are just conjectures, so Xiao Mubai is still here.

Staying here seems to have become the most correct thing for Xiao Mubai.

After experiencing this time, Xiao Mubai began to fear death, why is he afraid, it is not because there are too many worries and too many to let go.

If there is no desire, no desire, no sorrow and no joy, then he is a real saint, but Xiao Mubai is a person, and he can't do this now.

In the past few days, he has had nightmares, not only Xu Ye will come to him, but also the two traffickers who tried to arrest Xiao Ning in vain, and the people who peeped at the gold and were killed.

Not only that, but there were also those soldiers who died in the mission world, whether they were enemies or their own people, whether they were shot in the head or killed by bayonets, whether they were blown to pieces by bombs, or burned alive by white phosphorus incendiary bombs.

In short, countless dead people echoed in Xiao Mubai's dreams, which had never been encountered before.

This is not the torture of people's hearts, but Xiao Mubai's own problem, life, this is a heavy topic, Xiao Mubai is afraid.

After facing a physical death, Xiao Mubai encountered the first crisis in his life, and the road was smooth when he walked over, and he became more and more depressed if he couldn't get over.

The result is nothing more than these two, how Xiao Mubai passively chooses.

…… (To be continued.) )