Chapter 13: The Entanglement of Reason and Impulse

After speaking, Meng Yao immediately lowered his head and didn't dare to look at Han Li again, as if he had done something wrong and said the wrong thing.

As for Han Li, he was a little confused by Meng Yao's sudden words at the moment.

But in the end, it's someone who has come over, so in this situation, I can still react quickly. Then smiled and said, "Thank you, thank you for liking." ”

Han Li's words made Meng Yao feel a little happy, and then looked up at Han Li and asked carefully, "Then, then you, then do you accept me?" ”

For Meng Yao's somewhat shy and cautious expression, Han Li was a little uneasy, and he couldn't wait to take the beautiful shadow that was close at hand at this moment into his arms.

Soon, however, reason gradually prevailed.

Promising her, Han Li shook his head.

It is now a critical time before the college entrance examination, which can be said to be a critical moment in a person's life. If the future of two people is ruined for this, then this kind of love is not a little selfish.

If you just pay for your life just for the sake of these more than ten days of happiness, then isn't this a little too cruel.

At this time, Han Li was no longer the ignorant seventeen or eighteen-year-old boy, and he knew that even if the two of them were together, it would be just a bitter first love without results.

How long can two people be together?

More than ten days, or a summer vacation?

If you are admitted to university, then it means that you have to part ways.

Although it is said that love has no distance, there are many successful examples of long-distance relationships. But that's a minority, and 99% of the world's love is lost to distance.

If you don't get into college, it means that you have to make a choice. Is it to continue the painful repetition and fight again next year?

It's better to stop there, go to a technical school with many students who have dropped out of school, or go to the south and start their own working life.

That's right, the reality is so cruel.

In this small city, the road left for young people like Han Li is basically like this, there are not too many choices, this is the life of ordinary people.

Therefore, Han Li can't agree to Meng Yao now, this is the most rational decision he thinks.

First of all, he can't ruin Meng Yao, he should let this girl he once liked in his heart have a better future.

Secondly, he couldn't miss this rare opportunity either. Heaven has already given him such a rare opportunity, so if he gives up like this, then he will not be punished by God.

Although Han Li also thought that love and studies could be taken into account, he turned his head and vetoed it.

Because for the rest of the time, he didn't have much time to think about other things.

These can only be solved after the college entrance examination, if there is a chance later, Han Li believes that it will not be too late, everything depends on fate.

But Han Li couldn't refuse Meng Yao immediately, it was not easy for a girl to muster up the courage to say such things.

I don't know how much courage the delicate girl in front of me mustered up to let go of her reserve and confess in public.

If she refuses so boldly, it will inevitably hit her hard.

At this critical moment, he must be tactful and try not to hurt this girl's heart.

After sorting out his thoughts, Han Li tried his best to say in a calmer tone: "I like you very much too, but I think we have to focus on studying now, and we are about to take the college entrance examination." ”

"I see!"

Meng Yao's face turned pale, he bit his lip, and then turned around and was about to leave.

Seeing this, how could Han Li let her go, so he hurriedly grabbed her: "Meng Yao! ”

"You let go, let go!" Meng Yao cried while struggling.

Han Li grabbed the struggling Meng Yao and explained, "You listen to me, listen to me." ”

"I don't listen, you let go, if you don't let go, I'll call someone." Meng Yao struggled.

"Shout, I don't mind."

Han Li smiled slightly when he saw this, and felt that the girl who was playing with her temper at this time was still very cute. So he said: "When everyone knows that Meng Yao, the school flower of the third year of high school, is actually good with me, then I won't make a lot of money." ”

"Phew, rascal!"

Meng Yao glanced at Han Li's hippie smile when she heard this, and quickly stopped to look around nervously, and only breathed a sigh of relief after not being noticed.

As if he had done something wrong, Han Li avoided Meng Yao's gaze and said, "We are about to take the college entrance examination, I really don't want to delay too much time on this."

The same goes for you. We have gone through this long and painful three years, experienced arduous art training, art examinations, and we are left with the last hurdle of the ninety-nine-eighty-one difficulty.

Stepping over means that we have to come to the end of our hardships and step into the other world. And if it fails, then it means we have to do it all over again.

Although it is only a short year, I think you also have a deep understanding of the hardships of the third year of high school. ”

Looking at Meng Yao's slightly silent expression, Han Li sighed and said, "Our road is still very long, compared to the slow and long road behind, what is the more than ten days."

So I think let's put it aside for the time being, and then work the college entrance examination, and then talk about this issue after the college entrance examination. If you still liked me then, if we still had this fate then. ”

After listening to Han Li's words, Meng Yao did not answer immediately. Instead, he stood there in a daze, silently looking at his toes, not knowing what he was thinking.

After a long time, she raised her head and looked at Han Li again and said, "I understand, I will review it well." ”

Han Li looked at this little girl with a resolute face, and couldn't help but feel sour.

I don't know if I have a fate with her in this life, and I don't know if his seemingly mature decision is right or wrong.

The reason why he lied was because he didn't want to give Meng Yao hope. He doesn't know what his future will be, so it's really irresponsible to make a promise to a girl like this.

The most difficult debt in life is love, and he doesn't want to make a girl hold a grudge for a lifetime because of an easy sentence.

In addition, to be honest, for Meng Yao, the current Han Li no longer has the feeling of youth. In addition to appreciation, some are more of a feeling or obsession.

He has already done what he should have done, and I hope there will be a good result.

I also hope that this ill-fated girl in her previous life can have a good future. As for the bitterness of his youth, let's stay in my heart and taste it slowly.

Sometimes, what you can't get is the most cherished and missed, and Han Li really doesn't want to spoil this feeling.

Sometimes he wonders if he doesn't want to be so mature, so sensible.

Maybe it's the contradiction between maturity and youth, reason and sensibility.

"Are these your sincere words or excuses to prevaricate me?" Meng Yao interrupted Han Li's thoughts and suddenly asked at Han Li.

Being asked by Meng Yao like this, Han Li was a little weak-hearted.

However, Han Li, who has a super mental quality, quickly covered it up. Then he pretended to be natural: "Of course it's true." ”

Hearing Han Li say this, Meng Yao's face finally showed a smile.

Then he said to Han Li: "Then let's decide, work hard separately, and be admitted to our ideal university together." ”

Seeing Han Li nodded, Meng Yao noticed that someone was looking at them in the distance, so he smiled at Han Li and ran out.

Han Li looked at the cheerful figure, and his mood was very complicated.

He didn't know if he was right or wrong to do this, but he was sure that he had a certain crush on the girl.

But this kind of good feeling is only a good feeling, or a kind of appreciation, far from the level of love.

The mind is far more mature than the mature Han Li, who is now their classmates, and has a deeper understanding of love. Now he knows more about what love is, so he won't fall in love with others easily.

But once you fall in love, it's definitely going for a lifetime.