Chapter 69: Lonely Autumn
When he got up in the morning, Xiao Mubai asked Xiao Ning to get up after washing, and went for a run together after breakfast.
"Brother! Why do you look indifferent and don't want to pay attention to me? ”
While running, Xiao Ning shook her head and asked.
Xiao Mubai was stunned for a moment, and his steps froze.
Is this the reaction after killing, becoming indifferent to everything, and even not wanting to pay attention to anything.
Do you want to tell her that your brother went to kill people last night and killed twenty-eight people?
Xiao Mubai didn't look back, because he didn't dare to turn back, for fear that as soon as he turned around, he would be discovered by Xiao Ning.
At this moment, Xiao Mubai's heart fluctuated strongly.
Xiao Ning is too powerful, and her feelings are too sharp.
"You're thinking too much!"
Xiao Mubai left a sentence, and then continued to run without looking back.
"I just find you annoying."
Xiao Mubai's words came, which made Xiao Ning angry for a while, and said viciously.
"Xiao Mubai! You're dead! ”
Xiao Mubai ignored her, just jogging, but thinking about what happened just now.
Coming back from the mission world, even if Xiao Mubai stayed in it for more than 20 hours, what he experienced could not be explained clearly in a word or two.
Those battle scenes still echoed in Xiao Mubai's mind.
Even when running in the community, in this familiar community, Xiao Mubai still has a feeling of being out of place.
Xiao Mubai knew that although Sergeant Jack's memory had been withdrawn, he was still immersed in the mission world and had not been able to forget those things.
Xiao Mubai remembers that every time he returns to the real world, he has to go through a day or two of adaptation before he can return to a normal life.
The two-day adaptation period can only be spent safely by venting and releasing all kinds of releases.
However, Xiao Mubai still feels that this kind of venting only hides these negative emotions, and if it is said that the real release, there is no real way.
In fact, this is the war syndrome, the post-war psychological syndrome.
If it is said that the fundamental cure is actually very simple, but it is not applicable to Xiao Mubai.
Most people return to normal life after the war, and after a period of recuperation under the guidance of a psychotherapist, they will gradually forget those memories and return to normal life.
As for Xiao Mubai, he will enter the mission world in a week and experience a combat mission. Even if Xiao Mubai strongly resists the execution, he will be forced to enter, and Xiao Mubai has no choice at all.
Even if Xiao Mubai is cured, after experiencing the battle again, he will still relapse.
Therefore, what works for others is futile for Xiao Mubai.
Xiao Mubai wondered if he would go to the club to play, release it well, and then come back.
Thinking like this, I ran for a long time unconsciously.
When he came back to his senses again, he found that Xiao Ning was no longer around.
Xiao Mubai raised his eyes and looked around, but he didn't find Xiao Ning's figure, so he had to return along the same road.
Walking all the way, I finally found Xiao Ning next to a garden.
Xiao Ning was sitting on the swing, and there was another person next to her, and the two of them were talking.
Xiao Mubai looked intently before he saw that person clearly.
It's that girl, the girl I saw on my last run.
They talked happily, and Xiao Mubai hesitated to walk over.
At this moment, the sharp-eyed Xiao Ning spotted him.
"Brother! Come here! ”
Xiao Ning was beckoning, someone next to him looked over, and Xiao Mubai had no choice but to walk over.
Walking over, Xiao Ning pulled Xiao Mubai and said to the girl.
"No! Chewie! This is my brother - Xiao Mubai, a junior in the outer courtyard of E University, but your senior! ”
When Xiao Ning spoke, she still winked playfully at Xiao Mubai, constantly making her eyes. If Xiao Mubai still didn't understand Xiao Ning's idea, then he would be too sorry for his sister's kindness.
Xiao Mubai couldn't cry or laugh, Xiao Ning actually helped him take care of his sister, who would have such an eccentric sister.
If she did this, where would she put Yang Siqi, how could she be worthy of her, they had a lot of fun in those days.
"Hello! My name is Xiao Mubai, and I am Xiao Ning's own brother! ”
Xiao Mubai turned around and smiled at the girl.
The girl is wearing ordinary sportswear today, not very beautiful blue, wearing it on her body, but she still shows a good temperament.
Cold, arrogant, and independent.
When Xiao Mubai walked over, the girl had already come down from the swing, her manners were moderate, her lotus steps were graceful, and she had a particularly quiet beauty.
This kind of beauty is different from Xiao Ya, different from Yang Siqi, Xiao Mubai was amazed at once.
"Hello senior! My name is Leng Qingqiu! The girl's eyes were lowered as if she were smiling.
It turned out that her name was Leng Qingqiu, Leng Qingqiu, cold as Si.
Her smile is different from Xiao Ya and Yang Siqi.
Xiao Ya's smile is the kind of proud and confident smile.
Yang Siqi's smile is a sweet and healing smile, and seeing her smile can give people comfort.
Leng Qingqiu smiled, when she looked at others, you thought she was looking at herself, but in fact she was looking at others, looking at other people behind you. You think she's smiling at you, but she's just with the corners of her mouth crooked and her eyes bright and deep.
Sometimes she smiles, but it's not actually a smile, it's just that the corners of her eyes are curved and the corners of her mouth are curved.
This kind of laughter is just that sentence, laughter is just an attitude, not a mood.
Leng Qingqiu, Xiao Mubai muttered the name, and suddenly remembered that this was not the partner of the military commander Ding Yi.
Xiao Mubai looked at it carefully, the Leng Qingqiu in front of him, his appearance was not similar to Leng Qingqiu in the mission world, although his temperament was similar, it was not the same.
These are two people at all, just with the same name and surname, Xiao Mubai made such a judgment quietly.
"Good name!"
"Thank you!"
Leng Qingqiu pursed his lips and smiled.
At this time, Xiao Ning next to him spoke.
"Brother! You don't know yet, Ah Qiu is an art student and has already passed the independent entrance exam of E University. ”
Xiao Mubai then figured out why he saw Leng Qingqiu in the reading room a long time ago.
It turned out that she was also a student of E University.
"Oh!"
Leng Qingqiu raised his eyes and glanced at Xiao Mubai, then lowered his head again, no longer looking at Xiao Mubai.
Xiao Mubai guessed that she must have thought of the first meeting in the reading room. The impression I had at that first sight was really bad.
Leng Qingqiu has a cold personality and doesn't talk much, most of the time Xiao Ning is talking, and Leng Qingqiu occasionally replies.
"Let's go back!" Xiao Mubai noticed that the sun had risen very high and was a little hot, so he immediately proposed.
"Okay!" The person who answered was Xiao Ning.
Leng Qingqiu responded, his eyes lowered, and the lotus step walked.
Xiao Mubai followed.
Halfway through, Leng Qingqiu said goodbye.
On the way back, Xiao Mubai was still surprised why Xiao Ning was so powerful. Unexpectedly, when he was away, he talked to Leng Qingqiu. And I also knew her name and added her WeChat ID.
It seems that there are many ways for boys to pick up each other, but there has never been such a quick effect, only Xiao Ning, as a girl, is so easy.
But as an older brother, as a man, my sister helps my sister, does that really sound good?
Xiao Ning is really good at tossing people, I don't know if Xiao Mubai doesn't have the heart to fall in love now.
Xiao Mubai couldn't cry or laugh.
(To be continued)
PS: Sometimes the battle scenes are very cruel and make people feel very depressed when they watch it, so write some warm picture adjustments, I hope I don't think I'm in the water.