Chapter 6 Love but Can't

"Dye the blue, it's all you who paint here. ”

Gu Yunshang glanced at the faceless paintings, his eyes fluctuated slightly, but he didn't speak.

"Do you know why I didn't paint your face on every painting?"

Seeing that Gu Yunshang didn't talk, she didn't get half a blow, she still chattered, and she even learned to ask and answer herself in the past two days.

"Because, I am very dissatisfied with every painting I paint, those paintings are not as good as half of your charm, it is better not to paint than to let them tarnish your appearance!"

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Shan Yan muttered to herself, and the two of them also walked out of the attic, and the swaying snow lotus in front of them swayed in the wind, and the trembling petals seemed to be whispering and singing softly.

During this period, two or two snow demons walked into the attic from a distance, and a touch of blood smelled into the tip of Gu Yunsheng's nose, Gu Yunsheng frowned slightly, looked up into the distance and didn't know what he was thinking.

"Get out of here!"

Shan Yan looked at Gu Yunsheng's frowning brows, and shouted fiercely, and those injured snow demons withdrew from this realm one after another.

"Dye Qing, are you cold?"

Shan Yan gently took out a cloak and wanted to help Gu Yunshang put it on.

"I'm not dying blue"

After finishing speaking, Gu Yunshang took a few steps back from a distance, turned around and walked towards the attic, leaving Shan Yan standing alone in the wind, holding the cloak tightly in his palm, and a layer of wetness oozed from his misty eyes.

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In the next few days, Shan Yan didn't come to Gu Yunsheng again, I don't know what she was busy with, there were a large number of snow demons back and forth in Cangyu Snow Mountain, and the smell of blood in the attic became stronger and stronger, every time she smelled the strong smell of blood, Gu Yunshang was both worried and nervous, for fear that one day the bloody gas would disperse, and for fear that the person would be injured, contradictory and entangled, the whole person became more and more silent.

She didn't come to her, and she never went out of the attic again, until the seventh day, when she called her to a large and empty studio, looking at her with a little tiredness, but smiling softly, grinding the ink in her hands.

"Shall I paint you today?"

Gu Yunsheng suddenly felt a little nervous, but she didn't show it on her face, and obediently walked to the window, lowered her eyelids, looked at the white outside, and felt the coldness in front of her.

Shan Yan looked at the person who had been silent by the window for seven days, a touch of anger rose in her heart, and the suppressed irritability also exploded at this moment, she raised her hand to tear the rice paper on the table and shredded it, and swept the grinding plate to the ground with a wave of her hand.

"Dye blue!"

A sharp roar came, Gu Yunsheng looked at the usually delicate and lovely girl calmly, and looked at her with resentment like a madwoman at this moment, her white clothes were mottled with ink, her soft hair was entangled, and she stretched out her trembling fingers as if questioning her.

"You want to leave me, don't you?"

Gu Yunshang walked forward slowly, came to her side, straightened her messy hair, frowned slightly and looked at the ink on her clothes, and did not speak.

Shan Yan's eyes were instantly filled with wetness, and she threw herself into Gu Yunsheng's arms, and asked in a trembling voice.

"Forget him, okay?"

Gu Yunshang stood in place with his back straight, as if he was indifferent, and didn't say a word.

Unable to wait for the answer she wanted, she reached out and pushed her to a stagger.

"You can't forget, don't you? Dye Qing, you answer me! In the past two days, he has sent people to attack my Cangyu Snow Mountain every day, you know it, don't you? You want to go with him, don't you?"

Shan Yan leaned on the table, her eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of mist, making it difficult to see her emotions.

"I'm not dying ......"

"You are!"

Shan Yan shouted stubbornly, biting her lip slightly, trembling all over.

"I'm not dyed, I love to sing. I can't forget him! Linglong's heart is on me, and you naturally know exactly what I think in my heart. Why bother asking me? You and I both know that as long as the exquisite heart is on me for a day, I will not be able to disobey your words, let alone take half a step in this snow-capped mountain. And as long as he can kill you, I will not hesitate to go with him, so...... Please don't make it difficult for others!"

Since Gu Yunshang was detained here by Shan Yan, she finally said something other than 'I am not dyed blue', but these words were so hurtful, like a sharp sword, it pierced Shan Yan's heart fiercely, the pain was so clear, it made people feel uncomfortable.

"Ahh

Shan Yan suddenly covered her heart and screamed, fell to the ground weakly, her forehead collapsed with tiny green tendons, she squinted at the cold-hearted person with a pair of misty eyes, and said with a wry smile.

"You bastard!Woo woo~ It's like this every time, you do this to me every time! I'm the god's own sister, the most noble eldest princess...... But on the wedding day, the bridegroom abandoned me, leaving me alone to face the mocking gaze. But I still have no shame in my search afterwards. But you say...... You can't marry me!hehehehehe..... Whining....... You said you were a woman, so you couldn't marry me! Hehehehe, what did you do earlier! Dye blue! You say!"

Gu Yunshang looked at Shan Yan, who was crying and laughing, like a thunderbolt, her throat seemed to be burned by a fire, it was so hot that she couldn't open her mouth. Although she remembered some scattered fragments, the memory was incomplete, so she couldn't open her mouth at all, but there was a deep sense of guilt in her heart.

"I don't care if you're a woman, you know? I like you, it's just you! I don't care about that, I just want you to love me, but you trample on my heart again and again. Even if you come again, you still meet him! Still fall in love with him! Hehehe...... Whining..... I'm trapped on the top of this snowy mountain, I can't go anywhere, do you know how anxious I am, I broke my ribs in pain, and turned into a doppelganger to look for you, but I still can't get your heart back....... I want to too, so forget it, as long as you know how good you are...... That's enough...... But you still came to the Cangyu Snow Mountain, how could I not fight again? I want to watch you in front of me, but I am indifferent....... I can't do it, I really can't do it......"

The tears on Shan Yan's face seemed to be beads with broken threads, and soon a layer of water stains spread on the ground, with blood and tears, and words of grievance, as if a loud slap was slapped on her face, she was very panicked, her hands and feet seemed to be tied, and she couldn't move. There seemed to be a thousand words in my heart, but I couldn't say them.

What kind of story was that? She couldn't remember, she hadn't searched for it, she really didn't know how to respond to her questioning.

"Let's go......"

Shan Yan took a deep breath and clutched her chest and pinned her head.

"You ......."

"Let's go!"

Shan Yan interrupted Gu Yunsheng's words, raised her arm and waved her sleeves lightly, Gu Yunsheng's figure disappeared, she looked at the empty room, and whimpered in a low voice.

"I already knew..... I knew it was going to be like this...... Why do you do this to me, why don't the people I love with my life want to love me for even a day...... Why......?

As soon as the words fell, Shan Yan raised her arm, and a cold light awl appeared in her palm, she pierced her heart hard, but the wound did not overflow with blood, she pulled out the awl hard, and the wound healed together in an instant, and then she stabbed herself a second and third time, I don't know how long it took, she threw the awl in her hand into the distance and cried.

"Why do you want to save me!Dye Qing, why do you want me to live so painfully...... Immortal and immortal, hehehe, you are always so self-conscious, hehehehehe........"

In the empty room, a whimper of joy and sorrow came out, which made people feel sad after hearing it.

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