"Sister Green Tea, what will we do in the future?" I asked Sister Green Tea, "What will I do with the money for staying in the hotel tomorrow?"

"Why don't you discuss it with the hostess. ”

"It's useless, you didn't see the attitude of the boss lady today. ”

"Why don't you call your boyfriend Chen Fei and borrow it from him?"

"No!" I objected, "I don't want to tell him." ”

Sister Green Tea gave me a blank look and said, "Why don't you want to tell him? Isn't he your boyfriend?"

"I don't like him! I said I don't want to owe him much!"

"When are you still strong! Think about how we're going to go back! Are you starving here?"

I shouted angrily, "No, no!"

"Okay!Okay!, what do you say?"

"We're going to look for a part-time job tomorrow. ”

Sister Green Tea smiled and said, "What kind of part-time job does this kind of small place have? Don't you look at the sparsely populated places on the street and the birds don't poop, there won't be any part-time jobs." ”

"No matter. I lay down on the bed and said, "Go to sleep." ”

Sister Green Tea ran over, sat on the bed and said, "Qianqing said seriously, we can only borrow money from Chen Fei, you don't want to owe him, we can pay him back." ”

"Don't disturb my sleep. I rolled over and said, "Sleep if you want, get out of the way if you don't." ”

Sister Green Tea said: "Forget it, I'll talk to you in vain." ”

After saying that, she walked to the window, opened the curtains and looked out.

I rolled over and looked out the window, the outside world, the starry sky, the colored lights, and the noise mingled.

When we enjoy the hustle and bustle, we feel that silence is the most beautiful, and when we enjoy the silence, we feel that the hustle and bustle is the most beautiful, like a siege.

Now I and Sister Green Tea, close at hand, didn't say anything, just listened to the sound of the evening breeze, and suddenly felt that the outside world must be wonderful.

Sister Green Tea looked out blankly, and suddenly beckoned to me and said, "Come and take a look, there are many people down there." ”

I hurriedly got up and put on my slippers and coat, ran to the window and looked down, only to see a crowd of people on the sidewalk next to the intersection, like ants moving slowly but firmly.

Curious, I craned my neck to look down and asked, "What's going on?"

"Shall we go down and have a look?"

"No, it's cold. ”

Sister Green Tea took my hand and said, "It's not too cold, go down and have a look!"

I didn't have time to react, and I was dragged downstairs by Sister Green Tea.

We follow the crowd with no end in sight, and although we don't know what people are looking at, we don't know where we get the courage to follow them.

I only heard a man with a relatively high "altitude" in his ear with a long neck and an excited voice: "I saw it, I saw Zhao Liying!"

Sister Green Tea and I just figured out what was going on, I looked at Sister Green Tea who was looking around with wide eyes and said, "Let's go back, it's not interesting, I don't like celebrities." ”

"Looking at it. Sister Green Tea looked at the waist or buttocks of the crowd in front of her and said, "Anyway, it's still early to go back, and besides, we won't pay the hotel money tomorrow, so why go back, wouldn't it be nice to find a place to spend the night." ”

I agree with Sister Green Tea's words, following the crowd, Sister Green Tea has already prepared her mobile phone to take pictures like them, holding her mobile phone and shouting excitedly, in fact, we didn't even see the hair of the star, but we were more excited than seeing our mother.

Soon the crowd stopped in the middle of a wide square, and a fat man climbed onto the flower bed behind his ass and put his horn to his fat lips.

said with a smile: "Good evening, everyone, our crew is here to film, and now we mainly need three hundred extras, and if you are willing to come to the front." ”

People look at me, I look at you, whispering, some say, will be killed by bombs, some say, will be hacked to death with knives.

Sister Green Tea looked at me and smiled, "Here's the opportunity, we just need money to try it." ”

"Okay. I asked, "Will you be caught by the police if you are on TV?" ”

"No, it won't. Sister Green Tea lowered her head and whispered, "Your face will never appear more than one wonder on TV, so it takes good luck." ”

"You can try it. ”

A man suddenly asked aloud, "Give money?"

The obese man held up the bullhorn and said, "Don't worry, it's easy to have one hundred and eighty per person a day, is there anyone who has to do it? Come to the front." ”

Sister Green Tea broke through the crowd and rushed up and said, "We're going to do it." ”

I hurriedly followed.

The obese man ordered us to get into a truck parked behind a flower bed.

I asked Sister Green Tea, "What about the stars?"

"It should be in the car next door. Sister Green Tea continued, "I think if we make money this time, let's go back, what do you say?"

I bowed my head and didn't answer her, I don't know how to say it, and a character like me sometimes escapes.

Then, people came up one after another, and Sister Green Tea and I were squeezed into the head of the carriage, and the car started slowly, and I looked at the countless lights moving in front of me and the dark night sky.

It's as if you have touched the passage of time.

Strangers can crowd in a car, it takes a lot of fate, I suddenly couldn't help but look at Sister Green Tea, I think we can have such a meeting in the vast sea of people, how much fate it must be.

Sister Green Tea looked at me and said, "What do you see, haven't you ever seen a beautiful woman?"

I lowered my head, and then the car was driven out of the city, and the colored lights were converted into trees, and the night was still the same as before, and it was so dark that it was bottomless.

The cold wind blew uninterestingly, I pulled my clothes, and watched the dust on the road where the wheels were pressed and a layer of ash was rolled up and flew high, and we hurriedly covered our mouths.

Soon the car stopped on a wide grassy field, and everyone thought it was broken.

The obese man opened the door from the driver's seat and said, "Here we are, let's get out of the car." ”

Looking around, there was nothing but lush trees and the wide grass beneath our feet.

The obese man saw our questioning eyes and said, "We will film here tomorrow, and you will get out of the car and line up for one night, and each person will receive a set of clothes." ”

After speaking, the obese man went to the driver's seat and took out two boxes of clothes and put them on the ground, and at first glance it was the green military uniform of the Japanese devils in the anti-Japanese war drama.

We sat on the grass in ill-fitting clothes, and I sat back to back with Sister Green Tea.

Watching the trees swaying beside the meadow, the sound of the grasshoppers here can be heard clearly.

Sister Green Tea asked, "Aren't you afraid of the night in the mountains?"

"Don't be afraid. I said, "There are so many people here, what are you afraid of?"

"I heard that there are ghosts in the mountains at night. ”

"I'm a materialist, and ghosts don't exist in my world. ”

"I don't believe you're closing your eyes, pricking up your ears, and listening. ”

"If you don't believe it, I won't be fooled by you. ”

Although I said this, I couldn't help but be curious, closed my eyes, pricked up my ears and listened, there were really some strange sounds coming from the bushes, my body was a little cold, I shrunk back and hurriedly opened my eyes.

Sister Green Tea turned her head and smiled weirdly, "Did you hear that?"

"I hear you. I said, "It's the sound of the wind blowing the trees." ”

"Are you really not afraid?"

I said in my heart, "I'm not afraid." ”

"You're so daring. "When I was a child, I didn't dare to go to the toilet when I heard my grandmother tell ghost stories. ”

"yes. "I suddenly miss my grandmother," my grandmother used to tell me stories, but she died early. ”

Sister Green Tea continued: "My grandmother passed away when I was ten years old, my parents were busy with work when I was a child, my grandmother raised me, and now I miss her very much. ”

Every time I think of my grandmother, I don't want to think about it, my grandmother is the person who loves me the most in my life, whenever I think of her, my heart is inexplicably sore, and tears gently wrap my eyes.

In the blink of an eye, they will naturally roll down.

I deliberately changed the topic: "Sister Green Tea, you said that I don't like Chen Fei, isn't it bad to deceive him like this." ”

"Of course it's not good, deceived him, I don't know why you did this?"

"Oh, nothing. I said, "Don't you tell him, okay?"

"No, it won't. Sister Green Tea said, "It's really not good for you to do this." ”

"I know, I don't need you to teach me. ”

"Okay......! ”

I looked at the stars in the sky silently, as if there were tens of thousands of lights in the sky, a meteor crossed like a girl running by with a lantern, wait for me, please bring my wish.

I closed my eyes and made a wish that my grandmother would watch me from heaven, and in my dream I saw my grandmother sitting on the edge of my bed and telling me stories.

Reaching out my tender little hand to grab her hair, she smiled kindly, and then her face became more and more blurred.

At dawn, Sister Green Tea woke me up, opened my eyes for a new day, and the frost on the grass had not yet melted, and it was crystal clear there.

The fat man called everyone to stand, then pulled his pants and said loudly: "Later, you will carry the prop gun, although you are walking in the woods, your clothes will naturally fall down after the explosion, do you understand? I'll try it for you." ”

Then he picked up the prop gun and aimed his eyes ahead, his footsteps slowly moved forward, and a man sitting next to him pressed the remote control, and his clothes immediately exploded, and red liquid flowed out like blood, and he naturally fell.

He stood up and asked, "Do you understand?" ”

Everyone said in unison: "Understood." ”

"It's good to understand. He turned back to the staff next to him and said, "Xiao Wang, you take them and prepare to turn on the machine." ”

We followed Xiao Wang into the woods, and I followed behind Sister Green Tea with a prop gun, and walked forward timidly like the Japanese in the TV series.

With the order of "Let's go!", the eight-way actor on the opposite side fired at us with a prop gun, and Sister Green Tea's clothes suddenly burst open and sprayed blood, and she fell down in an exaggerated posture, and I secretly laughed.

I stepped over her, and just after walking far, my clothes burst open, "blood" spurted out, and I reacted immediately, and fell mechanically.

So we each made a hundred and eighty dollars, and we happily returned to the town in those two trucks.

Sister Green Tea sat on the bridge, throwing stones into the water, the wavy lines spread in circles, the small fish flicked their tails and scattered, she took a deep breath, turned her head and said to me, "Shall we go back to the hotel?"

"No, I don't go back. I said, "Go back, and our money will be gone." ”

"I think the same way, will the proprietress look for us all over the street now. ”

"Haha...... Maybe I'm posting a search revelation right now. ”

Sister Green Tea continued: "Why don't we go buy a ticket and go back now?"

I stroked my windswept hair and said, "Think about it." ”

"What should come will always come, and it's not good for us to run away from problems like cowards. Sister Green Tea raised her voice and continued, "Think about it!"

"You're the coward!"

"If you don't want to be a coward, you're right. Sister Green Tea took out a cigarette and handed it to me, "Do you smoke?"

I took it and said, "Damn, why are you only taking out the cigarette now?" ”

"I thought you wouldn't smoke it, so I put up with it and didn't take it out, but now I can't help it. ”

"This means that you have a craving for smoking. ”

"Don't you?"

"I .........! ”

She smiled at me and said, "Think about it." "Then I lit it gently, and I took the lighter and lit it like she did.

Now I need to be quiet and think about whether we should go back, "Coward!" I don't want to do, all kinds of possibilities come to my mind, I even think of me being arrested by the police and living in prison.

Sister Green Tea is right, what should come will always come, no need to escape, I am prepared for the worst.

I snorted, and after a while, a cigarette burned out, and I finally mustered up the courage to say, "Sister Green Tea, let's go back!"

Sister Green Tea looked back at me and smiled: "This is your character!"

I smiled in response to her.

She patted me on the shoulder and said, "Let's go! Now we're going to buy a ticket, and we're going to travel here." ”

The smell in the station was disgusting, and I felt sick to my stomach when I saw the tickets. When I went through the security gate, I glanced at the police and thought they were stopping me as I thought, but they didn't even look at me, which made me glad I did.

The way back was a potholed dirt road that made me throw up several times.

All kinds of smells filled the car, and I covered my mouth with Sister Green Tea.

I was going to lean against the window and get a good night's sleep, but a middle-aged woman in the back was holding a child crying there, and the middle-aged woman beat and scolded the five-year-old child, and the child cried more and more, even though I plugged my ears with headphones, and the crying mercilessly passed through the eardrums, which made people very irritated.

Sister Green Tea leaned on my lap with her eyes closed, the sun flickered on her face as the car moved, she was a beautiful girl, a trace of saliva was dripping from the corners of her thin lips, my jeans were wet for a small time, I wanted to wake her up, but I couldn't bear it.

Turning my head to look out the car window, the rustling wind, the colorful vegetation, I feel that the world is busy, it's just me, everything is so confused, I don't know what to do when I go back.

The short stretch back to the city was a highway, which made me feel much more comfortable, and I leaned against the window and fell asleep, just like when I went, when I arrived at the station, Sister Green Tea woke me up.

When I got off the train, my feet unconsciously slowed down, and I even wanted to stay in the station, and I was a little timid to prepare for the worst.

Sister Green Tea saw my thoughts, and immediately rushed up and grabbed my hand and said, "Let's go, we won't be cowards." ”

"Of course not being a coward. I mustered up the courage to say, "I'm ready for the worst." ”

"Let's go!" she dragged me.

We took a taxi and went back to the neighborhood, where I quietly poked in, and the garden of the neighborhood was the same as usual, where children were running around, and old people were playing chess under the trees, including the uncle next door who liked to collect.

Sister Green Tea pulled me and rushed into the community, my heart was beating fast, and I even gritted my teeth and closed my eyes, and when I walked to the uncle next door, I glanced at him, and he saw that I didn't say anything, as if nothing had happened.

I rushed upstairs and happily pulled out the key, nothing had changed in it, which meant that my father had never returned, and opened my room, and I sat down on the bed.

Sister Green Tea leaned against the window and looked at me and smiled, and I couldn't help but laugh as I stared at her.

She spoke first, "I thought you were going to be sent to prison." ”

"Actually, I think so, too. I said, "I'm ready for the worst." ”

"It's us thinking too much. ”

"It's not good to think too much. ”

"Think too much when you should be simple, and be too simple when you should think too much. Sister Green Tea said, "But will the uncle next door to you come to settle accounts with you?" ”

"You are stupid!" I continued, "no! if he had already settled accounts with me down there, and he was justified in this kind of matter, wouldn't it be better to settle accounts with me in a crowded place?"

"You're smart!"

"It's not that I'm smart, it's that you're stupid!"

"Well, it's me who is stupid. Sister Green Tea picked up the mirror and looked at herself, "Look! The face is full of vicissitudes, can I go take a shower?"

"Okay, you can go first. ”

Sister Green Tea smiled and ran into the bathroom, and the sound of running water inside was rattling.

I picked up my mobile phone and swiped Weibo while charging the electricity, and saw Chen Fei's Weibo writing, Lao Tie, teaming up, posted photos of several of his friends, and looked at him in the Internet café, looking at his dark eyes, knowing that he must have spent the past few days in the Internet café.

Inexplicably, I felt a little lost.

Not long after, Sister Green Tea came out of the bathroom with her wet hair and said, "Go take a bath." ”

I put down my phone, put on my slippers and went to the shower, the water flowing warmly through my skin, it was icy and jade.

Taking a hot bath in winter is a blessing.

Sister Green Tea sorted out her suitcase, looked up and said, "Okay, I'm leaving." ”

I blew my hair and looked at her from the mirror and asked, "Where are you going?"

"Find a bar to stay in first. She laughed, "And then go on looking for a job." ”

I turned my head, hurriedly stopped what I was doing, and said, "Do you have any money to stay in a hotel?"

She flicked her wallet and said, "Hehe, there's still it!"

"Damn! You're not lying to me. ”

"How so?"

"Didn't you say that there was no money in Nan'an?"

"yes, I ran away in a hurry that day, and I didn't have time to bring my wallet. ”

"Well, do you have a lot of money? Why don't you stay with me for a few days, and I'll accompany you to find a job. ”

"You do your homework at home. Sister Green Tea looked at me with a surprised expression and said, "Won't this really affect your private life?"

I gave her a blank look and said, "I don't have any private life, except for going to the toilet." ”

"Your boyfriend is with you, I don't want to be a light bulb, I can't help but burn the light and turn off the light. ”

"Whatever you want!" I said helplessly, "you can stay if you want, and I won't force you if you don't want to stay." ”

She pulled her luggage and said, "Forget it, I'd better find a place to live conveniently, because I ......!"

I hurriedly rushed up and said, "I understand!"

Then she smiled and said, "Bye-bye, call me then." ”

"Wait for me...!" I said, brushing my hair and bending over my shoes, "I'll send you." ”

"Thank you......!"

It was drizzling outside, a layer of fog drifting down from the sky, soft and damp on my face, Sister Green Tea dragged her luggage and her hair fluttered in the wind like a flag, her hair was wet with wisps of drizzle.

The sidewalks are filled with Chinese New Year couplets or fireworks and firecrackers, and the Chinese New Year is coming soon, and the Spring Festival is just like any other day for me, there is nothing to be happy about, in fact, it is because I spend the Spring Festival alone every year.

I asked Sister Green Tea, "Aren't you going home for the New Year?"

"No, I don't go back. She said lightly, "I don't want to go back, it's better to find a job during the Spring Festival." ”

"Is it really that important to work and make money?"

"Of course it's important. "My mom has a lot of medical bills, and my dad is just an ordinary worker who has to pay for my brother's schooling, and I want to take the pressure off from him." ”

Although her family is not very good, I envy her, and I don't have the most basic family.

"Understood. I looked at her and said, "Actually, I really envy you for having mom and dad, really." ”

"What is there to envy, hey! I feel so tired. ”

"Really, aren't you tired and living well?"

"I really don't want to live anymore. ”

"Sister Green Tea, no, I don't even have this idea. ”

"Yes. "Every time I hear my father call me and tell me that my mother is sick, I don't know what to do, I'm so tired, I don't dare to go back and I don't know how to face them." ”

I patted her on the shoulder and said, "It's okay, you're too responsible to do this." ”

"It's fine. She forced a smile.

I then asked, "Sister Green Tea, how did you end up here?"

"I came here with my junior high school classmate to work, and then that classmate went back and got married, and I got a job here, and that's it. ”

I said lightly, "Oh......!"

She didn't say anything, she seemed to be used to my bad words, and knew that I was a person who couldn't speak, didn't like to talk.

The drizzle is drifting by, but the pedestrians don't care.

After walking for a short time, we finally found a suitable hotel, not too far from my house, and Sister Green Tea put away her luggage.

She asked me, "Do you want to go to dinner?" ”

I looked at the weather outside, shook my head, and said, "Order takeout." ”

"Yes. She fell down along the spring bed, looked at the ceiling and said, "Hey, Xu Qianqing, look at it, it's much better than what we live in the countryside, you need a TV here, you need a computer, and the price is about the same as the one in the countryside." ”

"Are you going to look for a job tomorrow?"

"Yes!" she closed her eyes slightly and enjoyed it, "Do you want to go along?"

"I ......! It depends. I sat on the edge of my bed and said, "If it's like this tomorrow, I don't want to run all over the streets." ”

"Okay, whatever you want. She said, "I want to sleep, let me know when the takeout arrives!"

I didn't answer and turned on the TV on the bedside.