Chapter 600: Psychological Changes

"That's where you hear that...... These gossips. Zhang Fan still sounded like he had asked unintentionally. asked Zhao Xue.

"yes." Zhao Xue naturally took it for granted. "Do you know? It's so hot right now. Although it is said that the home is much better than the outside. But it's also boring to stay at home all day. Many people's female relatives also like to go out and relax. There are many people who go to rest there on weekdays. So, well. Xianggong also knows. So many women get together. Even if you don't know it. We'll talk to each other for a few words. This is said and said. Isn't that just the word spreading? It's not that Sister Yingyue and I listened on purpose. Just being in it. Even if you don't want to hear it. I'm afraid it won't work either. "Speaking of which. Zhao Xue still smiled. There was a helpless look on his face. As if she didn't think about it herself. It's really helpless. If you don't listen, you can't do it.

on this. Zhang Fan didn't seem to have any doubts. Instead, he showed a funny look. said to Zhao Xue: "I'm afraid you just want to join in the fun." ”

For Zhang Fan's words. Zhao Xue did not deny it. Just a smile on his face. Apparently. She admitted Zhang Fan's words.

"That's right." Zhang Fan didn't continue to play anything in this matter. Instead, the topic was changed. "That's right." Did you make friends there? ”

"Friends." For Zhang Fan's questioning. Obviously. Zhao Xue looked a little puzzled.

"yes. Friend. Zhang Fan said. Although it is said that there is a family at home. And even if it's you and Yingyue like this. As a matter of fact. I do. You have a good relationship with Yingyue. ”

"What are you talking about?" Heard Zhang Fan say this. Zhao Xue's first reaction was impossible. Zhang Fan is really joking with her. "Where...... Where's the good. But she said it to the end. But it's a little intermittent. But it's not that he also thinks what Zhang Fan said is reasonable. But Zhang Fan's words really made her reaction too big. She couldn't accept it for a while.

"Of course. That's not something I'm going to talk about. I'm afraid it's not just me. Even Niang and Ru Xue can see it. Although Zhang Fan said such things in his mouth, Zhao Xue didn't like to hear them. But his tone and expression were still amiable.

"Where...... Where to see it. "And this time. After Zhang Fan said this. Even Zhao Xue herself was a little afraid to reaffirm her position.

"Think about it." Zhang Fan said. "Although since I brought Yingyue back to my house that year. You don't like her. It's just that I didn't know what you were thinking at the time. I thought you were fighting for your sister. ”

When Zhang Fan said the four words "your mind". Zhao Xue's face was flushed. But this time. She didn't mean to refute it in the slightest. Apparently. Although what Zhang Fan said made her feel very shy. But she confessed anyway.

Even Zhang Fan saw her like this. I am also happy in my heart. After all, it doesn't matter if it's shameful or not. But she always dared to admit her heart. This seems to Zhang Fan. Naturally, it's good.

"Still." Zhang Fan continued. "At the time. Yingyue is a little younger than you. But she's a lot more mature than you. Therefore, all the provocations against you have been ignored. ”

Zhang Fan's words. Zhao Xue didn't like to listen to it. Frankly. If only she hadn't officially entered the gate of Zhang's house. If Zhang Fan said such a thing, it would obviously be biased in favor of Yingyue. She's going to lose her temper absolutely though. But now. But she didn't. One comes. She knew it in her heart. What Zhang Fan said is the truth. And she is already married to Zhang Fan after all. Although Zhang Fan treats them equally. But she is small after all. plus the feeling for Zhang Fan in my heart. will always make her have no way to refute Zhang Fan's words.

Second. Although I also knew some before. But for Zhao Xue. She always felt like nothing. But since she knew what happened before Yingyue. That feeling of indifference is gone. Yingyue's suffering is definitely that she was born in a family of eunuchs. Life is beyond the imagination of a woman who has had a smooth sailing life. Zhaoxue also imagined it. What would it be like if it were for me?

But. She didn't dare to imagine it. Just thought about the beginning. The terrible atmosphere surrounded her. She didn't have the courage to think about it anymore. If only I had the same experience as Yingyue. Zhao Xue is wondering if she still has the courage to live.

And the moon is different. She survived. Although that experience was always in her mind. But now Yingyue can show that it has nothing to do with it. One of them is strong. That was absolutely unimaginable to Zhaoxue.

Merely. Zhaoxue, who had done some "crazy" things with Yingyue, knew. In front of Zhang Fan. Even if it's with her on the side. The darkness in Yingyue's heart will undoubtedly manifest itself.

And now. Although I know the experience of Yingyue. But there was no reconciliation between Zhaoxue and Yingyue. On the contrary, it is still in this state of "hostility". This is not to say that Zhao Xue does not have the slightest sympathy in her heart. On the contrary, it is. Zhao Xue gets along with Yingyue in her own unique way. I want to make her no longer remember the things she used to do. I want to make her feel happy every day in this kind of small awkwardness in an ordinary woman's house.

So. Zhang Fan's words just now. said that she and Yingyue had a good relationship. Although Zhao Xue immediately vigorously denied it. But the tone is not firm. That's why. She has already discovered this herself.

And Zhang Fan saw this. I already knew in my heart that Zhao Xue had already admitted it. That's the way it is. As long as the other party has an admitting performance, it is enough. You don't have to force her to say it.

"It's just ......," Zhang Fan continued. These are just at home. Even if it's every day. It's always going to be boring. You are different from your sister. Ru Xue: Because of me. Sometimes I have to have a relationship with the female relatives of those eunuchs. But Ru Xue, she was already quiet. I don't pay much attention to this kind of thing. Everything I did was for me.

"But you're different. You are a person who can't stay idle. But your kind of idleness is too much compared to Ru Xue. I want you to deal with the women of those sanctimonious eunuchs. I'm afraid they won't be able to stand it in the first place. I'm not afraid you'll get something out of me. I'm afraid they'll say bad things about you behind your back. In that case. There's nothing I can do to stop it.

"So to speak. I'd love to get you out. It's better to make some friends. I know that too. Father-in-law, he moved from Yangzhou to the north that year. It can be regarded as unaccompanied. And you sisters with you. And you're all women. It's not good to go out and play at will. And now in this capital. You don't have many friends when you think about it. That's why I want you to go out more. In addition to being able to distract the mind. It's also good to get to know a few girlfriends. In the future, there will be someone who can talk. Merely. This kind of talk. I always felt a little out of place when I said it. And now. You and Yingyue often go out. It doesn't matter if I say that again. ”

"Xianggong." For Zhang Fan's words. Zhao Xue was quite moved. She always knew that. Zhang Fan is a good person. He is a person who thinks about others. But she never thought about it. Zhang Fan would have thought of so much. Especially Zhang Fan can think so carefully. It really moved Zhaoxue a lot.

"Of course." Zhang Fan continued. "It's out of the house. You're a woman again. Naturally, I have to be worried. But still now, there is Yingyue with you. So I'm also a lot more relieved. But even if there is a moon. You two are still women after all. When you go out, you can only be accompanied by a few maids. Although this is the capital. At the feet of the Son of Heaven. But a few women were out of the house. I'm still a little relieved. Zhang Fan's words were quite serious. One comes. In this way, it is easy to set out Zhaoxue's words; Second. This is really Zhang Fan's true feelings. His concern for Zhaoxue was not deceitful at all.

For Zhang Fan's concern. Zhao Xue was really moved. Before. In her opinion. Zhang Fan is really good. But that's what she thinks about a man. A woman who cares about herself. He never loses his temper. The appearance is also very good. The background status is also bright. But. Ultimately. At that time. Even Zhao Xue already has a secret heart for Zhang Fanfang. But it's not because of my sister Ru Xue. After all, Ru Xue can be regarded as the person she admires the most besides her father Chen Wenchuan. A man that even his sister can look up to. How could it be worse.

However, it wasn't until she married Zhang Fan. only to find out. Zhang Fan's benefits aren't just that. His concern and understanding of people. And the desire to make people happy. It's really commendable. Zhaoxue is naΓ―ve though. But it's not like they don't understand everything. This time of going out. It also made her know a lot.

Before. Although she also likes Zhang Fan very much. But she didn't know. Zhang Fan is not good like this. She just felt comfortable. She still thought. This is true of all men in the world. The reason why she feels more about Zhang Fan is that she has more feelings. I thought it was because I was more compatible with Zhang Fan. Although this is also true.

But there were a lot of things she had heard outside during this time. None of that seems to be the case. This time. She understood. I'm really happy. was able to meet Zhang Fan, a man who loved him deeply. Even if it's not your own. But she was already quite lucky.

I thought of this. Zhao Xue began to feel. Anything can be said to Zhang Fan.