Chapter 54: The Sad Man

Looking at Xin'er, whose eyes were red, although Chu Tian felt a little unbearable in his heart, he still had to say his words.

Originally, he planned to spend his life at the border, but he didn't expect that he would come back, and he never thought that a person like him would find a woman.

"Do you think I'm just with you to live a peaceful life? When I first saw you in the bandits' den, I thought you were also a self-depraved person, but later I learned that you were a good man, the best man in the world. ”

Shaking her head, Xin'er looked up at Chu Tian and said softly, with a little helplessness at the corner of her mouth, it seemed that she was saying it to Chu Tian, and it seemed to be saying it to herself.

"But I also know what my identity is, just a folk girl, not worthy of you at all, your kindness to me in the past few days has made me forget my identity, and now it's time to wake up from my dream, I wish you happiness, Brother Chu."

After saying that, Xin'er turned her head and left, leaving only a string of tears floating in the air, her heart was like a knife, and the pain was terrible.

Chu Tian stayed where he was and sighed deeply, revealing a sense of helplessness and self-blame.

All the way back to her home, Xin'er knew that she could only go back here, and she had nowhere else to go except here.

The world is big, but there is no place to stay, no different from duckweed blown by the wind.

Looking at the empty room, a sense of emptiness welled up in my heart, but I didn't expect that I would still be alone in the end.

Curled up on the bed, staring blankly at the ground, it wasn't long before he fell asleep with hunger and sorrow.

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At the gate of the courtyard, a figure sat lonely on the ground, with his back against the wall, his eyes closed, and waited alone at the door, waiting for Xin'er in the house.

This person is naturally Chu Tian, although he knows that Zhou Tugen has deceived Fang Hanling just now, it should be unlikely that he will return here, but it is impossible for him to go back directly regardless of it.

He followed Xin'er all the way, just worried that Xin'er would be in danger, and after listening to the sound of a stick of incense crying, the house finally quieted down, and he also knew that Xin'er was asleep.

"Chutian, Chutian, where are you doing? I've seen the woman I like die in front of me once, do you want to have a second time? ”

Taking out an emerald green hosta from his arms, Chu Tian looked at the hosta and muttered to himself.

Touching the hosta and staring at the hosta, it is like facing your beloved.

What does it feel like to be saved by the girl you like?

Be happy! It's exciting! Be happy!

But what would it feel like if she traded her own life back?

It's sad! It's painful! It's better to live than to die!

After a long time, Chu Tiancai took the hosta into his arms, looking at the bright moon above his head, he didn't know what he was thinking, as if he was making another decision.

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A ray of sunlight shone through the window, so bright, that Xin'er was awakened by hunger, and got up from her bed and sat still, holding her curled legs with her hands and her head on them, not knowing what to do.

Her hair was messy, there were two tear streaks on her face, and her face was haggard, but she didn't care about it at all.

But the constant screaming of her stomach also let her know that she was still a person, and although the things from before were still there, she didn't have the tools to cook.

After thinking about it, Xin'er planned to go back and pack up her clothes first, so that she could leave better.

And he still has some money in his baggage, which Chu Tian left for his self-defense, but he didn't expect that in the end, he would still be a stupid woman who couldn't do without Chu Tian.

All the way back to the inn listlessly, the shopkeeper was a little surprised to see himself, but he didn't expect this girl to be so haggard for a day.

But Xin'er didn't care, she was like a walking corpse all the way, almost everyone thought she was humiliated, with pity in her eyes, and walked straight upstairs.

"Girl, the guest officer has already returned you and his room in the morning."

Just when she was about to go up, the shopkeeper finally couldn't help it, and stepped forward and said with a smile.

Hearing the shopkeeper's words, Xin'er stopped, turned to the shopkeeper and asked.

"That... Where's what's in my room? ”

"I don't know about this little one, I didn't see anything else when I cleaned the room in the morning, it should have been taken by the guest officer, you can ask him."

Shaking his head, the shopkeeper replied truthfully.

"That's right."

Nodding, Xin'er smiled bitterly.

I didn't expect Brother Chu to really leave, and he also took away all his things, did he really do it so ruthlessly?

A wave of sadness and grievances welled up in my heart, and tears couldn't help but roll in my eyes, but I still endured it and didn't fall.

Now she really has no way out, slowly walked out of the inn, a ray of sunlight into her eyes, hungry she was already a little in a trance at this time, and it was difficult to open her eyes by the sun.

Suddenly, a shadow appeared from the sunlight, and she tried hard to see it, and when she became familiar with the sunlight, she finally saw it clearly.

I saw a figure sitting in front of a carriage looking at himself, who would it be if it wasn't Brother Chu.

Staring straight at Chu Tian, Xin'er slowly walked to the carriage and did not speak.

Chu Tian's aggrieved appearance made him feel distressed for a while, but he didn't expect Xin'er to become like this in just one day.

is really an infatuated woman, but there are some things that Chutian still has to say clearly, he doesn't want Xin'er to regret it in the future.

"Xin'er, you listen, I only say this once today, and I won't repeat it in the future, if you get in the car and go with me today, then you must not regret it, I don't allow you to regret it, I don't want anyone to betray me, I hate this feeling, the only thing I can promise you is that I will do my best to protect you, whoever wants to hurt you I will be with him endlessly, but it may not be so comfortable to be with me, it may be difficult to live a dull day, if you want to get in the car, If you don't want to, I'll leave you a sum of money so that you can live. ”

Withdrawing his gaze from Xin'er's body, Chu Tian looked into the distance and said slowly.

Although as long as he stops investigating, he can indeed live an ordinary life, but he must figure out this matter, even if he dies, he must die clearly, otherwise he will live a very painful life in this life.

During his years in the barracks, he would think about that day every few days, and he tried to forget, but he couldn't.

Maybe the general just saw that his life was too painful, and this was what allowed him to go to Luoyan Valley and free himself.

As soon as he finished speaking, he felt a vibration in the carriage, and turned his head to see that Xin'er had already entered the carriage.

Chu Tian could even hear a little cry from inside, but it was suppressed by Xin'er, which made people feel distressed.