Chapter 16: Done
The time was 11:41 p.m. on June 20, and Xiao Mubai returned here again.
crossed again and again, bringing Xiao Mubai an all-round impact again and again.
Although killing people is still difficult for Xiao Mubai to accept, Xiao Mubai can carry it out to the letter, but he is just a little sorry afterwards. However, this experience still made Xiao Mubai feel uncomfortable.
In order not to become a burden, Paul chose to commit suicide, perhaps one leg had left him with no courage to live. In that case, it was really difficult to get Paul out, and if he had stayed where he had been and waited for help, Paul might have bled to death by the time he came.
Paul's death was an accident. In retrospect, it was the grenade that blew up by mistake, and the movement was so loud that it alarmed the French army. If it weren't for the grenade that exploded suddenly, Paul wouldn't have died. If the recruit hadn't fallen, Paul wouldn't have had to jump to save him. If Xiao Mubai hadn't accepted that order, Paul wouldn't have gone out on a mission in the early morning. If Paul hadn't lent him a pistol, Paul wouldn't have had the opportunity to commit suicide.
But all this is not so many ifs. If he hadn't met the little things, Xiao Mubai would not have encountered the system, would not have come to the Marne River in World War I, and would not have known Paul.
The task was completed, but Xiao Mubai was in no mood to check it. Paul's death made Xiao Mubai feel guilty, and the cruel battlefield made Xiao Mubai feel palpitations.
The community seemed very quiet, there was no dog barking, and when he found the cigarette dropped by Meng Dong, Xiao Mubai sat quietly and lit it and smoked it, the lights were turned off, and the room was very dark.
In the darkness, Xiao Mubai seemed to see half of Paul's face, bloody and hideous.
A box of cigarettes, just like that, it's over unconsciously. Xiao Mubai just sat on the sofa all night.
At dawn, the morning sun rose from the sky, shining into the house through the curtains, Xiao Mubai suddenly realized that he was already in reality.
The curtains were lifted, and it was already dawn.
Washing and washing, Xiao Mubai simply ate breakfast, and then fell asleep.
I don't know what time I slept until I slept until now, Xiao Mubai was suddenly awakened by a piercing bell, with dark circles under his eyes and a gloomy face, Xiao Mubai sat up, and then squinted to see the little thing flying in front of him.
"......Uhh Woo-ah......, woo-ah...... Woo ...... "
"It's noisy!" Xiao Mubai was very irritable, and he wanted to grab the little thing and beat it, throw it into the Arctic Ocean, Antarctica, or outer space, and never hear it.
"Xiao Mubai, it's time for you to get up, you can't sleep anymore." The little thing flew around Xiao Mubai.
Xiao Mubai knew that if he didn't get up, he would be noisy to death, so he could only get up depressed.
The time was more than eight o'clock, and Xiao Mubai only slept for more than two hours.
Xiao Mubai didn't want to stay in the room, so he had to go out and walk around the community.
There are many activity facilities in the community, such as basketball courts, track and field fields, tennis courts, and treadmills. It's just that most of them are elderly at this time, and there are almost no children, young people and middle-aged people, except for Xiao Mubai.
Xiao Mubai felt the strange gaze of the old people, but he was strong in his heart and was not afraid at all.
Run, jog along the path in the shade of the trees. Basking in the fine sunlight, slowly running under the tree, the sunlight sprinkled down through the leaves, the air was fresh, Xiao Mubai felt a burst of comfort in his chest and abdomen.
This road has been running for almost two years, Xiao Mubai is very familiar with this place, and almost every place has left his traces. And, of course, Xiao Ya. Two years have been here, at that time, Xiao Mubai and Xiao Ya were like glue, and their love died and came back to life, like a fire meeting dry wood. But when it came to the breakup, it was like the cold from Antarctica, freezing everything and leaving an unforgettable pain. The depth of love is the weight of the injury. The one who pays the most is always the one who is hurt the most.
After about an hour, Xiao Mubai finished jogging. Jogging is a good way to exercise, improve lung capacity, enhance immunity, and enhance physical fitness. The most important thing is to lose weight, jogging is aerobic exercise, running for more than 40 minutes can break down fat and achieve the purpose of weight loss.
Xiao Mubai has been losing weight, and his weight is controlled within 65 kg to 70 kg.
After jogging, when he didn't want to run, Xiao Mubai came here and swinged. With the refreshing breeze in her ears and the lazy sunshine, this is also where Xiao Ya often comes. At that time, Xiao Mubai pushed Xiao Ya on the swing, Xiao Ya flew very high, facing the sun and breeze, there was an extremely tranquil and harmonious beauty, Xiao Mubai felt very satisfied when he looked at it.
There is also a reading room in the community, and Xiao Mubai often reads novels when he is bored. There aren't many books here, but there are a lot of seats, and it's very deserted at this time, and there are not many people.
Xiao Mubai suddenly wanted to go in and have a look, at that time, this reading room was a frequent place for Xiao Mubai and Xiao Ya, but Xiao Mubai hadn't been there since the breakup. Walking into the reading room, when he turned the corner, Xiao Mubai found that there were people.
A girl with a lot of books on the desk in front of her was flipping through them.
The black hair is fluttering, the silhouette of the side face is beautiful, the figure is very curvy, and the back is also good-looking.
Xiao Mubai quickly retracted his gaze, he should have appreciated it in the past, and judged unscrupulously from an aesthetic point of view, but since the breakup, Xiao Mubai has rarely done it.
It should be a high school student, but today is not a weekend, so it should be like Xiao Ning, a prospective college student who has finished the college entrance examination.
Xiao Mubai guessed like this, he lightened his steps and walked over gently, smelling a faint fragrance in his nose.
Xiao Mubai was very calm, but he couldn't help but take a light breath. Then he found it rude to do so, for the girl raised her head, glanced at him coldly, and then lowered her head again, and continued to read.
White skin and beautiful appearance! 85 points or above, age should be seventeen or eighteen years old, height 165 or above.
Ahem, that's not the point. The point is, by the way, I was despised and treated as a pervert.
Xiao Mubai sat in the seat farthest away from the girl, but couldn't help but look at it twice, not only because of her beautiful appearance, but also because of her cold temperament.
"Why have you never seen her?" Xiao Mubai was a little puzzled, and suddenly despised himself again, "Damn, Xiao Mubai, what do you think, you are lonely and miss a woman." ”
"It's just, it's really temperamental!"
Xiao Mubai can't calm down to read, can't concentrate, and is always empty. Xiao Mubai recalled yesterday's mission, the tragic battle in the mission world, and suddenly had the idea of going to the town of Villiers in Paris, just as he went to the old site of Baoshan Road in Shanghai.
His eyes fell on the book, and he unconsciously let go, and suddenly woke up after some time, and when he looked up again, he found that it was half past twelve, and the girl's seat was empty, and it was obvious that she had already left.
Back at noon, Xiao Mubai simply cooked a meal, the meat was chicken breast and beef, vegetables and peppers, greens, radish, bean sprouts, potatoes, rice was Northeast rice, the drink was pure milk, and the standard nutrition package.
After eating, it's time to take a nap. Xiao Mubai is more sleepy, which is caused by the lack of sleep in high school.
Drowsiness leads to obesity, which is also one of the reasons why Xiao Mubai often works out. In addition to this, there is gluttony, and greedy people are prone to gain weight. Xiao Mubai likes food, and this also accounts for it.
After sleeping for about forty minutes, Xiao Mubai woke up. Forty minutes is the scientific nap time, which is what Xiao Ya told him.
Xiao Mubai started the days of review and study last week, a painful and happy process. But Xiao Mubai didn't have the heart to review, so that the little things in class had a good lesson for a while, and in the end, the little things gave suggestions.
"Counselor!"
When he heard this, Xiao Mubai was very resistant.
Xiao Mubai thought that he was not sick, how could he go to the doctor? What's more, after being hypnotized by a psychiatrist, what should I do if I tell all the secrets? Xiao Mubai was very repulsive, subconsciously repulsed, and didn't want to listen to any persuasion from small things.
didn't want to stay in the rental house, Xiao Mubai came to the school's Sanda Association training room again.
Maybe it's because the review week is coming, and everyone is reviewing, there are very few people in the activity center, and the door of the Sanda Association is closed. Xiao Mubai opened the lock, opened the door and window, and began to vent like after the last mission.
It's just that the mobile phone suddenly rang halfway, Xiao Mubai stopped, wiped the sweat with a towel, and saw that it was an unfamiliar number.
Who is it?
(To be continued)
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