Chapter 672: Selfless Heart
"Ling'er. I ......" Zhang Fan spoke. Although he had already made up his mind. But it's also a little hard to say. He hesitated for a moment. just said. "I have something to tell you." Speaking of which. Zhang Fan stopped again. “
Nodding. Luo Ling'er didn't speak. Quietly waiting for Zhang Fan's words. face. She was still smiling. It's a very patient look. It was as if it was a bad thing not to know what they were about to hear.
And Zhang Fan, who saw Luo Ling'er's appearance. I don't feel good in my heart. On the contrary, it is even more sad. Feel like you're doing it. I'm just sorry Luo Ling'er.
"Xianggong." Seeing Zhang Fan, he hesitated for a long time. Luo Linger spoke. "If the Xianggong is hard to say. You don't have to tell Ling'er. ”
"Nope." Luo Ling'er's words made Zhang Fan speak. "I'm going to tell you about it. Otherwise, I'll be miserable. As a matter of fact. Ling'er, you ...... You'll ...... later None of them can be ...... Pregnant. "Finally got it out. This moment. Zhang Fan felt a sense of comfort. But after the comfort. Zhang Fan's heart was a little melancholy. The words have already been spoken. Zhang Fan was very worried that Luo Ling'er would have some radical reaction. So the eyes were on her. At the same time, there is some evasion.
Who knows. Luo Ling'er who heard the news. did not do anything as Zhang Fan imagined. Instead, he smiled slightly.
Luo Ling'er's smile. Zhang Fan was completely stunned: "Ling'er." You...... What happened to you. It's all right. "There was such a split second. Zhang Fan thought that Luo Ling'er was not because what he heard was too excessive. And it's getting a little abnormal.
"Xianggong." Luo Ling'er put away the smile on her face. There was no sadness in his expression. Said to Zhang Fan. "Actually. Ling'er already knows. ”
"This ......," Luo Linger said that she already knew. Zhang Fan couldn't help but be surprised. Only he and Wang Youcai knew about this matter. He didn't say it. Wang Youcai will not say. The medicine was also taken by Wang Youcai. No one knew what kind of prescription he had prescribed for Luo Ling'er. But. Luo Linger said that she already knew.
"Xianggong. Don't doubt it. No one has ever told the concubine about this. Luo Linger naturally understood what Zhang Fan was thinking. He said with a smile. "That kind of medicine concubine naturally knows. Used a lot in the previous place. The concubine also asked. Although there are many different prescriptions for this medicine. However, there are a few herbs that are indispensable. Among the prescriptions that the prime minister asked people to prescribe to the concubine. Although there is something else that I don't know. However, the smell of the herbs is very unique. Although the concubine has not drunk. It used to smell it all the time, though. Naturally, I know what I do. ”
"Since it's ......," Zhang Fan heard Luo Ling'er say. It's also relieved. After all, Fengyue place. If a woman is pregnant. It's troublesome. Of course. Many women don't like it, so they take medicine afterwards and beat it off. Only a very small number of people will use this medicine. After all. This is a chance for them to get a good day.
"Now that you already know." Zhang Fan said with some hesitation. "Why don't you blame me. Don't blame me. Why laugh. Ling'er, do you know? Now I see you smiling. I feel sad in my heart. I always feel sorry for you. ”
"Xianggong." Luo Ling'er's hands touched Zhang Fan's cheeks. Turning his face to himself. Said. "Ling'er never blames Xianggong for anything. This thing. As a matter of fact. Ling'er wants to thank Xianggong. ”
"What do you say?" Zhang Fan was stunned by Luo Ling'er's words. "Ling'er. I'm ......."
"The concubine knows." Luo Linger said. "But. The concubine also understands. The husband is for the good of the concubine. Ever since the concubine became pregnant. Xianggong told the concubine more than once. That was also the only time the concubine didn't listen to her father-in-law. I want to give birth to this child. Because the concubine herself knows. Maybe this is the only chance for the concubine to be able to give birth to a child for her husband. The concubine can't give up. Even if...... Even if it will...... Neither can the concubine.
"Now. The child has been born. The concubine body is also satisfied. Messire. You don't know. Today. For a moment. The concubine thought that she would never see her husband again. ”
Speaking of which, Luo Ling'er was already full of tears. But there was still a smile on his face.
"But ......" Zhang Fan heard Luo Ling'er's words. But there are a lot of things. He still can't let go. "You really don't blame me. Daughter...... This ......" following words. Zhang Fan is not easy to say.
"Nope. As a matter of fact. The concubine was very happy. was able to give birth to a daughter to Xiang Gong. Luo Linger said. Before. The concubine was thinking. must give birth to a daughter to Xianggong. That's fine. ”
"Why?" Zhang Fan looked at her. His expression was full of confusion. It's not just him. And it's not just now. Even after a few hundred years. On this land. People's minds still feel. It's good to give birth to a boy. Not to mention this era. And Luo Ling'er is a concubine again.
Even if Zhang Fan can be treated equally. But Luo Ling'er's identity as a concubine will not change. Whereas. The so-called "mother is more precious than the child". It has long been deeply rooted in the hearts of the people of this era. Especially for a woman who is a concubine. Especially in large households. Able to give birth to a boy to her husband. is a good thing.
With a boy. People who will be mothers in the future. Even if it's a concubine. The identity at home is definitely different from before. And later. A person who inherits the family property. Even if it's a man. But it's not necessarily impossible.
All in all. "Mother is more expensive than son". Deceptively simple. In fact, it contains just too much. There is desire. There is affection. There are also rights and wrongs. I can't tell the truth. But all in all. That is in this day and age. Whether it is as a main room or a concubine's room. all hope to be able to give birth to a boy.
But. Luo Linger is the opposite. She hopes that she will give Zhang Fan a daughter. How can this not make Zhang Fan strange.
"Xianggong. You listen to the concubine. Luo Linger gently wiped away her tears. That perfect smile has never changed. "The concubine was from a low background. Able to meet Xianggong. The concubine body is already very satisfied. Don't dare to ask for too much. And. Ru Xue has already given birth to a boy and a girl for her husband. The concubine doesn't want to ......"
Yes. Luo Linger didn't say anything, she didn't want anything. But. Her words were already clear. It is impossible for Zhang Fan not to understand. However. Luo Ling'er is more so. The more Zhang Fan felt that he owed her more.
Luo Ling'er is for Zhang Fan. Or maybe it's for herself. In a word. She gave a lot. Don't want boys. Really. No way. Luo Linger is also an ordinary woman. Although she has been through a lot. But she's also an ordinary woman. She couldn't have had that idea without a woman.
And she at the same time. As Zhang Fan's concubine. What she wanted wasn't glamorous. Or what identity can be in the Zhang family. That's not what she wants. What she wants. It's just plain. can always be by Zhang Fan's side. That's enough. Something else. Although it is not a disappointment. But she didn't want it either.
This is a manifestation of her love for Zhang Fan. The same. It's also because of this love. Luo Ling'er hopes for more than just happiness. She cares more about Zhang Fan.
In the matter of having children. It has been undoubtedly reflected. It's not that she doesn't want to give birth to a boy for Zhang Fan. Merely. She didn't want to see it. Because of this idea of their own. And let the Zhang family have any trouble in the future. I don't want Zhang Fan to become annoyed by this matter in the future.
That's what she really thinks. And obviously. Gave birth to a daughter. For Luo Ling'er. is the best-case scenario. She has flesh and blood with Zhang Fan. It's more of a symbol. Something else. She didn't want it anymore.
Think through these things. Zhang Fan had a strange feeling in his heart. He thought he knew Luo Ling'er very well. Ever since he first met her in Gangnam. Zhang Fan just thought. This woman is not complicated. It's easy to understand.
And it seems to be today. To just now. Zhang Fan can be regarded as seeing Luo Ling'er clearly. However. The more I think so. The more Zhang Fan felt. I still don't know Luo Ling'er. And. This feeling gave him the feeling of being farther and farther away. It's not the distance between him and Luo Ling'er.
"Ling'er......" Zhang Fan called out her name. But that's about it. Behind. "Ling'er, do you know. I don't know what to say to you right now. I don't know what kind of expression to use to face you......"
"Xianggong ......" Luo Linger was still smiling. However, the affection revealed in his eyes did not change in the slightest. "This time. Just smile and you're good to go. ”
Heard Luo Ling'er's words. Zhang Fan raised his head in surprise. Look at her.
And in the face of Zhang Fan's appearance. The smile on Luo Ling'er's face remained undiminished. smiled and said: "The biggest wish of the concubine in this life is to be with her husband." has always been by Xianggong's side. But there's more to a concubine than that. The concubine wants more than just her own happiness. I hope that Xianggong can always be happy.
"Xianggong is a person who does great things. If you encounter something troublesome outside. The concubine is a woman. I can't help the minister. But the concubine body hopes. After the father-in-law returned home. Be happy. A smile can stay on your face all the time. ”
"Ling'er ......" this time. Zhang Fan really couldn't say a word. And all he can do. just hugged Luo Ling'er tightly. He really wanted to give Luo Ling'er more. But he understood. I can't give her more than Ru Xue and them.