Liu Lan told Zhang Zheng's life in the past two years, to be precise, the bits and pieces of the past year and a half, no matter how big or small, from the beginning of going to Luoyang to the end of slaughtering Zuo Feng's whole family with his own hands, Yan Ran listened very seriously, although he did not witness his own experience, he would close his eyes and carry out infinite reverie in his mind.

Yan Ran's eyes were red and swollen, biting his lip, Liu Lan could feel his feelings at the moment, but he always endured his grief, and he didn't want the children in the house to hear his crying, this scene made Liu Lan's heart like a knife, what do you want to say, but what can you say? Silent, like sinners, yes, why not sinners, sinners of the Zhang family, sinners of the Zhao (Hong) family, this taste is not pleasant, even if they take revenge, what can they be resurrected? Can you resist the guilt in your heart?

I'm sorry for you!!

At this moment, such language is so pale, but apart from such language, Liu Lan really doesn't know what to say.

"No, Sima, don't say that, I have been prepared for this." Yan Ran got up slowly, with crystal tears hanging from the corners of his eyes: "Sima has taken them all the way through a lot of hardships, even if you don't let him lead the troops to break through, he will still let others, all die, all die." Yan Ran held back his tears, he finally realized Hao Hao's feelings, how wise that difficult choice was.

Yan Ran's reasoning is touching, but he will never understand a woman, a wife, a mother's stubbornness, she doesn't blame Liu Lan, she doesn't blame Zhang Zheng, she doesn't blame anyone either, she only blames herself, blames herself for why she didn't leave him ruthlessly in the first place, let him not go to Luoyang.

Yan Ran opened the door to send off the guests, at this time. She may need comfort, but it is by no means Liu Lan's. He needs to be quiet so he doesn't need big brother to be there, he also needs to be strong. Because she still has children, this is the only reason why she is still strong, and it is also the reason why he wants to live no matter what.

Maybe it's out of place, but Liu Lan still said when he left: "Nian'er's child, I will be responsible in the future, I will take care of him as my own child, this is the only thing I can do for Zhang Zheng, raise his child to adulthood." ”

"No!"

The short answer made Liu Lan's guilt deeper: "I know that your heart is full of resentment. But I hope ......"

Yan Ran shook his head and refused Liu Lan's suggestion: "Sima, you don't need to say it, my child will raise him to adulthood, he will grow up healthy and happy, in the future, he will not be a soldier, he will not be an official, he will be the head of an ordinary people, and he will farm every day." It's a great blessing. ”

Liu Lan can guess her thoughts, Yan Rou can also guess her sister-in-law's thoughts, she is now afraid in her heart, or afraid of war. Just like Hao Hao, Zhang Zheng's death hit her too hard. The shadow in his heart made him never let Liu Lan help her no matter what, no matter how difficult life was. She was afraid that the child would be influenced by Liu Lan and follow in his father's footsteps in the future. In fact, from the moment he rejected Zhang Zheng's relic, Liu Lan should have thought of it, and he had already thought of it, so he said it at this time, just to reassure him, but unfortunately, Yan Ran would not.

Yan Rou's eyes were red, she looked at Sima and shook her head, then looked at her sister, and said in her heart, sister, why are you so troubled!

After returning to the barracks from Yan Ran's house, Liu Lan and Yan Rou were silent for a long time on the way, and when they were separated, Yan Rou said: "Give her some time, it will change." “

Liu Lan said meaningfully: "Hopefully, what I am most afraid of now is that he will treat our care as charity, and their orphans and widows will have a harder life." "Yan Ran, how arrogant her temperament is, such a person, especially a woman, is like the mother of 'Liu Lan', if she is strong, even if she is hungry, she will not ask for anyone's gifts.

"I will visit their mother and son from time to time."

"It's useless."

After Liu Lan finished speaking, he left alone, even if Yan Rou was her eldest brother, she still wouldn't accept his gift, because from the bottom of her heart, no matter who came to help, there would be his Liu Lan's shadow behind him, and he even began to worry that Yan Rou would refuse to go to Liaodong.

Liu Lan returned to the barracks, called the guards to help him get some wine, don't want Lu Long wine, take the official wine, the Son of Heaven gave him a jar of palace wine when he left, and the official brew was moved out of Jizhou Treasury Mansion by Jian Shuo to Liu Lan, let him keep it on the way back to drink, instead of drinking Lao Shizi's private brew, I have to admit the delicacy of this eunuch who is in charge of two-thirds of the world's soldiers and horses, so that Liu Lan can have good wine to drink to drown his sorrows at this time, otherwise, Lu Longsai is not so much a private brew as vinegar will not be drunk at all.

The guards stayed by Sima's side for a long time, and looking at his appearance, he knew that Sima was in an extremely unhappy mood now, and he didn't speak, so he went out of the house to move wine, but on the way back, he met Liu Yin.

She took the initiative to come to the door when she couldn't wait for Liu Lan, and learned that Sima was going to drink, and now he still drinks ice wine in this weather, how do you act as guards, Liu Yin said angrily, and then let these guards follow her, and personally steamed a jar of wine for Liu Lan in the gang's camp, took two wine bottles, and came to Liu Lan's house with the wine jar, and put it next to him, sat opposite each other, and poured the wine, Liu Lan looked up at this time and found that it was Liu Yin, waved his hand, and wanted to ask her to leave, but Liu Yin ignored him and stayed: "I'll drink with you, If there's anything unpleasant, tell me. ”

Liu Lan didn't speak, it was a tacit acquiescence, he raised his head and drank a glass of official brew, poured it to himself, and then raised his head to drink a glass of official brew, Liu Yin always accompanied him silently, without a word, she didn't know how to drink, and the amount of alcohol was very small, but today, for some reason, Qianmu was not drunk, his face was full of tears, and he was so distressed to look at him, although Liu Lan did not have the slightest sadness on his face from beginning to end, but Liu Yin clearly heard that he was crying in his heart.

Maybe he really drank too much, Liu Lan wanted to ignore the prestige like Jian Yong, and drank on his side, but he was stunned by the hundred battle knife on his waist, and he was about to get angry, and when he found out that it was a hundred battle knife, the whole person was stunned, took off the hundred battle knife, took off the Sen Leng steel knife that had accompanied Zhang Zheng for many years and put it on top of Ai Ji, Liu Lan, who had not spoken since entering the house, finally spoke.

Brother, I'm sorry for you!

"Don't you think it's useless to say this?"

"But what else can I say?

"You can still do it, there's nothing you can't do, if you really treat Zhang Zheng as a brother, you won't be discouraged, I believe that as long as you are sincere, Yan Ran will understand."

Liu Lan smiled: "Yes." ”

No one in this world knows Liu Lan better than Liu Yin, Liu Yin asked herself, there is no woman in this world who does not understand women, Liu Yin dares to say so, Yan Ran does not hate Liu Lan, but is afraid that his children will follow in his father's footsteps.

As a wife, he has already lost her husband, and as a mother, she does not want to lose her children in the future.

Liu Yin didn't say anything more, comforted her, she was also drunk and was going back to rest, but when she turned to leave, she left a sentence that was not salty or light: "If I were a mother, I wouldn't let my children follow you." ”

"No one wants their children to be soldiers, but no one is a soldier, who will stop the aliens? Who will guard the homeland! ”

"No, I didn't say to be a soldier, I meant to follow you !!"

"Follow me? How so? ”

"People are gone, but you only know to hold a wine jar, instead of thinking about countermeasures, this is a coward's expression, if I were you, I would quit drinking in the future, think of countermeasures, instead of borrowing wine to drown my sorrows!!"

The wine is good wine, but there are dozens of jars of good wine, what a pity to smash it.

Zhang Fei, take the official brew and drink it! (To be continued......)