Chapter 92: Xiao Ya
Although he repeatedly evaded, Xiao Mubai couldn't help but throb when he saw this word.
Xiao Ya is not just an ex-girlfriend for Xiao Mubai.
Also, Xiao Ya is Xiao Mubai's first love.
From the first time they met, Xiao Mubai fell in love at first sight, to three years later, the two stayed and flew together.
Among them, Xiao Mubai went from secret love, to confession of bitter love, until the final confession was successful, after three years, only he knows the difficulties.
The three years of high school represent the most unforgettable time for Xiao Mubai.
This memory is unforgettable, how deep the love was at that time, and how painful it is now after separation.
A mature man, there are few women that he will never forget, the only exception is first love.
Although Xiao Mubai is not very mature and has not experienced a few loves, he still can't forget his unforgettable first love.
Who would have thought that the oversecretion of hormones, the ignorant teenager's impulsiveness, and the youthful love would last so long.
From the beginning of high school, more than a thousand days and nights, until the end of the college entrance examination, three years of bitter love finally turned into visible buds, and they are about to bear flowers.
But the new choice is put in front of Xiao Mubai, and going to Shanghai E University with Xiao Ya means staying and flying. If he and his friend Situ go to the military academy, it will become impossible to go to Xiao Ya.
Xiao Mubai faced a choice, and after a long struggle, he finally gave up his dream and chose a lover within reach.
Sauvignon Blanc, long stay, this is what Xiao Mubai thought at that time.
Xiao Mubai's perseverance is not insignificant, perhaps because of his sincerity, he finally let Xiao Ya agree.
Hangzhou No. 7 Middle School, Shuangxiao Love was spread as a good story for a while, not only among the students, but also among the teachers.
But the good times didn't last long, and like most people, seven years of pain were still not avoided.
Yes, the same is true for Xiao Mubai.
After going to college, Xiao Mubai, who had no dream and lost his direction, was soon confused, there was no parental supervision and teacher supervision here, and there was a lot of extra time, and the love affair with Xiao Ya was in this window period.
At that time, when I was just a freshman, everything was new, and the novel extracurricular life and Xiao Ya became all that Xiao Mubai had.
Soon, the boiling emotional temperature gradually cooled, and the rest was bland.
Xiao Mubai is a person who is not willing to be lonely, and when he found that the game could restore his enthusiasm and replace her in Xiao Ya's absence, Xiao Mubai naturally became addicted.
It doesn't seem to be over here, and Xu Ye's appearance was an accident.
Xiao Ya is the newly famous minister of the Student Union of the Outer Courtyard of E University, and the flower of the freshman French Department, with good appearance, elegant temperament, rich knowledge, and outstanding talent, which have made her famous in the Outer Courtyard of E University.
This attracted the covetousness of some people, and Xu Ye was one of them.
At first, Xu Ye may have been just cynical, out of the curiosity of a rich child, but his girlfriend was poached into the wall, how could Xiao Mubai be arrogant.
So, because of Xiao Mubai's overreaction, it later became a battle between the two, and the focus of the fight shifted from Xiao Ya to fist and foot kung fu, so the two became old enemies.
In between, Xiao Ya was just the fuse.
Just like a breakup, although Xiao Mubai and Xiao Ya's breakup was very unexpected, what Xiao Mubai didn't want to admit was that this may have been predestined at the beginning, or it was expected.
The reason for the breakup of both parties is not isolated, but the result of many things working together.
After the college entrance examination, Xiao Ya asked Xiao Mubai to choose one of the two, the battle with Xu Ye was one of them, the practice of sanda was one of them, and the ambiguity with Yang Siqi was also one of them, and Xiao Mubai's depravity was so indisputable, and there seemed to be many more.
Xiao Mubai thought about it for a long time, and it seems that the most essential reason is the difference in values.
What Xiao Ya yearns for is the kind of white-collar petty bourgeoisie, in order to live a more superior life, she can become a strong woman, she can work hard.
But Xiao Mubai has always been just a person who is a little rich and peaceful, and the pursuit of ordinariness is true.
There was a deviation in the execution process, and the two inevitably went to extremes, Xiao Ya became more excellent, and Xiao Mubai became more ordinary.
For several years, neither party has been able to change each other's minds, and when there are more and more differences and contradictions, it seems reasonable to break up.
Although it is said that they can break up peacefully and be friends after the breakup, it seems that they have never been in touch since then.
It seems that they haven't seen each other since, and since then the other person's smile seems to only appear in memories.
It's like it never happened.
However, those pictures that appear in my memory from time to time, and the words spoken casually by the people around me, are all told, which is a past that cannot be forgotten.
Every memory, every experience, the once happy past has become pain, and the love is as deep as it hurts.
As a man, Xiao Mubai can only hide every trace of pain deep in his heart.
When Xiao Ya didn't leave, even if there was opposition and quarreling, Xiao Mubai felt that he was not alone, not fighting alone.
But when Xiao Ya left, everything changed, loneliness and loneliness were pervasive, deep into Xiao Mubai's heart.
Love can really change a person, and 100 steels will also turn into finger wrapping.
But Xiao Mubai has been changed, but the people around him are gone.
Sometimes thinking about it, Xiao Mubai will feel that it may be when he graduates, that is, he broke up peacefully in the breakup season, which happened to be the pain of seven years.
However, before this time, the breakup happened suddenly.
Despite all the reluctance, although not wanting to admit it, the matter of breaking up is already there.
It has been two months since the breakup, and although the memory has become distant, hearing it again still makes Xiao Mubai throb.
It's been two months since we saw each other.
This was impossible before, but now it is happening.
Thoughts grew like poisonous weeds like crazy, almost devouring Xiao Mubai's heart, so much so that it was out of control.
Ning Wei and Xiao Ya are roommates and have a very good relationship, which Xiao Mubai has known for a long time.
However, what can Ning Wei tell Xiao Mubai, is it just Xiao Ya's current situation?
In Ning Wei's text message, there was also a person mentioned, he was Xu Ye.
For such a long time, if Ning Wei hadn't mentioned it, Xiao Mubai would have almost forgotten him.
But now, Xiao Mubai has a faint premonition in his heart that the dispute with Xu Ye in the past few years seems to be coming to an end, and it is time to break it.
All of this is finally coming to an end.
When they meet again, Xiao Mubai has become stronger, but Xu Ye, I don't know if there is any progress.
Xiao Mubai is no longer the same person he was at the beginning, and now Xiao Mubai is ready to fight, but is Xu Ye ready.
Xu Ye, Xiao Mubai is about to step over eventually.
(To be continued)