Chapter 494: Hesitation in the Wind

Ge Hong didn't quite understand what Xiaocao was saying, but he watched her emotions become more and more excited, especially when she was so close to those filthy dead corpses

Ge Hong wanted to stop it, but he was worried that he would interrupt what she was going to say next, so he hesitated for a while......

Ge Hong wanted to hug the little girl tightly, comfort her, give her care, and say some warm words, but now she is no longer the ordinary grass......

I don't know why, Ge Hong suddenly felt that there was an unbridgeable gap between himself and this little girl, a clear red line, the little girl standing in front of him was Her Royal Highness the dignified Princess of Dajin, could he still treat her like an ordinary brother? Do you give her the kind of love that you usually have between brother and sister?!

Especially after Xiaocao admitted that she was Princess Mingyue, that sudden change of identity really couldn't give Ge Hong the courage to take another step......

How to comfort her? How to protect her? She is such a high-ranking existence, how can her identity cross such a gap?!

Therefore, no matter how uncomfortable Ge Hong's psychology is, he can't do anything anymore, so he can only watch her shiver in the cold wind alone......

Xiaocao didn't feel the hesitation and timidity in Ge Hong's heart, she was still alone in the wind, as if she was alone at this moment......

A person is wandering and monologizing......

"I'm scared, I'm really scared, but when I look at their miserable situation now, I feel that I'm even more terrible, do you know why? Ge Hong......"

"Little grass....... no, princess...... Your Highness ......"

Crystal tears slowly flowed out of Xiaocao's eyes, and her emotions began to become excited again, she covered her chest with her hands, and said excitedly: "Do you know Kuxian? Hundreds of thousands of people, only a small fraction of them were directly killed, can you imagine? So many people, most of them died because they trampled on each other! And many more people were burned alive! (According to the analysis of reader Yi Dun, the population of the Shi and Shu tribes taken away by Sima Yue, the king of the East China Sea at that time, was about 300,000, please refer to the "Kuxian Problem" on the top page of the essence of this book for details)

Xiaocao's eyes were confused and helpless, as if the whole person was caught in the painful memories of that time, and this painful memory seemed to have crushed her whole body to the point of hard breathing......

"Cry out...... It's going to be fine if you cry...... Her Royal Highness the Princess...... Such a thing, how can you blame a little girl ......" (Don't look at the erosion of the Western Jin Dynasty, but the hierarchy of respect and inferiority is very strict, even worse than that of the Han Dynasty!) That's why Ge Hong is so strict with respect and humility etiquette! ）

"Nope! Ge Hong, I hurt them, you don't know, you don't know anything with Ben! ”

Ge Hong naturally didn't know what Xiaocao did at that time, and how he was carrying such a heavy psychological pressure, but looking at Xiaocao, who was a little sad and overly sad at the moment, Ge Hong could only be silent......

"I can't save them at all, but I have obviously given them so many hopes, but I can only watch them being killed or even eaten by the Huns, by the Qianren, and by our own Central Plains! The fragrance wafting all over the sky is the fragrance of them being roasted alive! Have you ever smelled it?! Have you ever smelled that mouth-watering scent? Ge Hong?! The fragrance is like crazy and desperately drills into people's noses and hearts! It's so fragrant! But how many living people are that!? Woooooo ”

The more Xiaocao spoke, the more excited she became, as if she wanted to tell all the secrets she had been hiding in her heart, these secrets, these secrets hidden deep in her heart, were too heavy and heavy, and she couldn't breathe for a long time......

"When they died, I was in a fever and in a coma, and Aunt Hong, who had pulled me up since I was a child, was also killed when I was in a coma, and even ......" Xiaocao said this, her eyes suddenly looked at the dark night sky, as if she was looking for something!

But after a while, Xiaocao seemed to have given up something, and said to Ge Hong again in a decadent manner: "Ge Hong, you say! Am I a scourge......"

"Princess ......"

"Because my willfulness killed a lot of people, the He Qiu just now, that is the person who besieged me and Fu Xuan in Hangu Pass before, and the Hua Mei in his mouth is my former maid Fu Mei, originally she was good in Heyin, and she could live her life peacefully, also because of me...... Ge Hong, there are many people who died because of me, not to mention others, just now, this female corpse that was dug out of her heart and lungs is also because of me, so you can't save her, right?!"

"Nope! Your Highness the Princess! Not exactly! ”

"Ge Hong, don't look at me young, I know everything, when I was in the rat hole, I originally wanted to die in the rat's mouth, but unfortunately when I was alive and dead, I didn't want to die, because of you, I survived, but at that time, the feeling of wanting to die but being afraid of death made me feel that I deserved to die, but I really didn't want to die......"

Ge Hong's lips moved a few times, desperately trying to swallow back what he was about to say, he really didn't know, how could such a little person go through so many ups and downs and hardships? It's supposed to be a noble existence like the stars holding the moon, but...

"Would it be better if I wasn't some princess?! At least there won't be so many people because of my ......" Xiaocao's words were only halfway through, and she couldn't say any more, but the depressed tone made her whole person look even more powerless and haggard......

"I know I'm not qualified to say such high-sounding things...... I've just been living willfully......."

Xiaocao's voice grew softer and lower, as if he didn't want Ge Hong to hear this......

The long night sky, the rustling sound of the wind blowing the weeds, and the grass that kept stumbling in the wind, Ge Hong found for the first time that he had a good impression of this child, not only because of her identity as Princess Mingyue, but more importantly, she was the grass that had experienced many hardships with her, what she needed was not a noble identity, not the vanity of the stars holding the moon, and not the authority that responded to every call......

All she wants is to go back in time and make up for the mistakes she thinks she has made, which should not be borne by a little girl like her......

Ge Hong unconsciously took a step forward, another step forward......

And Xiaocao was also at this time, and smiled at Ge Hongguaner: "Ge Hong...... Can you give me a little more time...... All right?! ”