Chapter 115: Aunt He's ruthlessness
"Why are you still so calm! Am I not your daughter? Why can't you just think about it for me? Why was Duan Xianghe able to climb to the position of the main mother for the sake of her daughter and her status, and now that Duan Xianghe has finally fallen, why can you still be so cold? If you can fight for it, can't you fight for our brothers and sisters? Wouldn't it be nice that I wouldn't have to bend my knees all the time at the hands of others? Why are you not moving at all? Why can you be so ruthless? Shi Yuqing's tears couldn't help flowing anymore, and her eyes were red and she was accusing.
She never understood why her biological mother, who was also a daughter, could be so ruthless, let her go, and didn't care about watching her suffer.
"Are you so ruthless as you watch me being oppressed by others? Isn't it my mother that you fell to the ground? Your heart is too ruthless! The voice was choked, and the indescribable grievances in her tone were uncomfortable, this was her mother, a mother who never cared about her for half a point, what did she do in her previous life to treat her like this? Does she deserve to be condescended to the feet of others?
She also wants to get ahead one day!
"Am I ruthless? Hahahaha! The third aunt laughed madly as if she had heard some big joke, laughing so much that the wooden fish in her hand fell to the ground and didn't pay attention to it, that crazy look, and the usual indifference and calmness, and the world is like two people, so that Shi Yuqing was stunned, in her eyes, the third aunt is a person who never cares about anything, and there will be no emotional changes, why is it so crazy now?
Did she say something wrong?
It wasn't until the tears fell from the laughter that the third aunt wiped away the tears as if nothing happened, but her eyes were looking at Shi Yuqing fixedly, or looking at other people through her, with a little hatred, cold, complicated, as if she was missing something, and as if she was making some major decision.
When Shi Yuqing was a little frightened by her, she spoke leisurely: "You say I'm ruthless? If I were ruthless, when I was pregnant with you, I would not have given birth to you, but would have strangled you directly, if I had been ruthless, I would not have left a son for Shi Chuwen when I was hurt again and again, and silently stayed in this place that I hated deeply! Am I ruthless? Wasn't this all forced by you? The third aunt's voice was extremely sharp, with reproach and sadness, and the expression on her face was even more sad.
Back then, she was also a kind and gentle person who was full of hope for the future, but because Jiang Yan dreamed of giving Shi Chuwen a concubine, she asked Prime Minister Jiang to choose an unmarried woman among his staff to marry into Shifu as a concubine, and her father in order to please Prime Minister Jiang, he recommended her directly to Prime Minister Jiang without her consent.
But because of her father's selfishness, she and her fiancé had to separate, she also resented and hated, but in the end, she couldn't resist the arrangement of fate and silently accepted her fate, but why were those people still unwilling to let her go?
She was just content with her own corner and didn't provoke anyone in her own yard, but Duan Xianghe was still unwilling to let her go, and warned again and again, and assassinated again and again, which hurt her physically and mentally; Shi Chuwen knew that she didn't like his approach, but he came to her courtyard again and again under the pretext of not disappointing Jiang Yanmeng's kindness, just to keep an heir...... She just gave her fiancé some things to turn around when he was in trouble, but his father found out and killed the man directly, and warned her to put the interests of the family first, that was her only thought!
Obviously, she has already accepted their arrangement, why does she even have to erase her last thoughts?
Now, isn't it all what they wanted? Now run to say that she is ruthless?
It's ridiculous!
Since this is the case, she accepts, let her be the aunt of Shifu with peace of mind, then she will do it, let her give birth to a child, she will give birth, and she will take away her son, it doesn't matter, feel free, she doesn't care!
If you want her to help the family, then I will spend all day in the Buddha hall and put an end to outside things, isn't it great?
And now who is here to accuse her!
No one is in a position to accuse her!
Seeing Shi Yuqing, she would only feel ashamed, because she was born when she and her fiancé were about to elope and leave this place that suffocated her, she was the source of her hope and despair, because of her, her beloved would be hurt, so that there would only be an accident when she was doing business, and then there would be all kinds of things later; Seeing Shi Yulin become arbitrary and reckless under Duan Xianghe's intentional teaching, without the slightest growth, she only felt happy! Doesn't Shi Chuwen want an heir? It's a pity that he didn't know that when he thought he was handed over to Duan Xianghe for teaching, his beloved woman was secretly killed, and the teaching office was an heir who was developing in the direction of a gentleman's son, but unfortunately Shi Chuwen himself didn't know it! I thought I was happy to finally have an heir!
But what does all this have to do with her! Even if Shi Yulin was deliberately taught by Duan Xianghe, she didn't care at all if she became a murderous maniac!
"You have to fight for what you want, no matter what happens to you, don't come to me, none of this has anything to do with me." The third aunt ruthlessly left such a sentence, stood up, turned around and left the Buddhist hall, heading towards a room, leaving the soulless and unbelievable Shi Yuqing in place, tears flowing silently.
Do you blame me?
So what's wrong with me, is my origin a choice? I just want your attention, your protection, why is it so hard? I just don't want to be crushed under someone's feet, is that wrong?
Getting this answer that made him desperate and sad, the illusion he had been holding was finally shattered, and Shi Yuqing collapsed weakly on the futon.
In despair, she was still unwilling to give up, and in front of the position of the inner room, she shouted again: "Do you really care about me?" Don't you even care about Yulin? "She really doesn't want to give up, and finally with this opportunity, she really doesn't want to give up!
However, the only thing that answered her was the Buddha statues, candles, and the breeze blowing in.
At the same time of despair in her heart, her expectation for the third aunt also turned into resentment, since the third aunt was so ruthless to her, then she should not have this mother!
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Luoxia Pavilion.
After Luo Wan woke up, Shi Chuwen stayed in her room for a while, because the head of the Shi family still had something to complete, Shi Chuwen naturally did not choose to stay in the courtyard of the injured Luo Wan, and after giving a few words, he went to the study by himself.
As the night deepened, the people who came to see Luo Wan also left, and Luo Xia Yuan gradually became quiet, because the maid around her was killed, and Luo Wan didn't want a new maid for the time being, so now Luo Wan is not guarded by anyone, therefore, in the middle of the moon, only Luo Wan is alone in the room, lying quietly on the bed, looking at the patterns on the bed tent with blank eyes, I don't know what I'm thinking.
On the low table beside her bed was a bowl of medicine, but the steaming steam on it had disappeared and was silently there.
"You look like you have nothing to love, do you really want to leave this world like this?" Suddenly, Shi Yuxue's cold voice sounded in the originally silent room.
Hearing this voice, Luo Wan, who was originally not the slightest bit angry, finally took a little angry head, and slowly looked towards the door, and her body slowly sat up with her movements.
"Miss..."
"You'd better sit down." Shi Yuxue's voice was faint, but it successfully stopped Luo Wan who wanted to stand up.
Luo Wan was originally injured, and this time she was distracted, and her already delicate face was even more pale, and it made people feel very sorry when they looked at it.
Looking at Luo Wan like this, Shi Yuxue's eyes flashed slightly.
This time she was also negligent, forgetting that the dog was in a hurry, and would jump off the wall, she forgot for a while, so that Luo Wan was injured, but she didn't miss it, Luo Wan saw her, the relaxation in her eyes, and the look of home, seemed to be saying goodbye to the world.
In fact, after knowing Shi Yuxue's plan, she agreed to provoke the relationship between him and Duan Xianghe in front of Shi Chuwen without the slightest hesitation, although she knew that there would be danger, but she didn't care, because she didn't have any nostalgia for this world, and when she was attacked by the man in black, she was even rejoicing, and she wanted to take this opportunity to leave this, say goodbye to her miserable life in the world, and atone for her clansmen.
"Miss." Hearing Shi Yuxue's words, Luo Wan called softly, but she didn't stand up again, just adjusted her body slightly, sat on the edge of the bed, and didn't give any explanation to Shi Yuxue's words.
Because she clearly knows in her own heart that Shi Yuxue's words are not wrong, indeed, she wants to say goodbye to this world, originally she has always wanted to go to Huangquan to face her own people and ask for guilt, but because she wants to repay the general's kindness, she has been staying with this world for a long time, and now that Miss Biao's things have been done, then it is time for her to leave this world, and she has no face to stay in this world! It's better to take advantage of this opportunity and leave this world directly!
"Do you really think you can atone for your master's sins by doing this?" Without glancing at Luo Wan, who had fallen into her own world, Shi Yuxue sat on the chair next to her, her voice was faint, but her eyes were on the decoction that had long since lost a trace of heat.
"Miss Cousin, what happened to me, you know, what face do I have to stay in this world now?" This kind of thing, such a situation, and her heart had already died the moment everyone in the clan died, and she didn't want to live for a long time.