In a deep night, Yinggao came to the door of his mansion when he was still a son, although Yinggao had already moved to Xianyang Palace, but as the former residence of the emperor of the dynasty, this place has not been abandoned, but maintained the appearance of Yinggao when he left, and someone cleaned it every day.

"A few years ago, didn't I just sit here, not knowing what I would become in this era, and trembling to take my first step in this era?"

Ying Gao smiled slightly and whispered to himself. At this time, Tian Yan has almost recovered from production, and is accompanying Yinggao to hang out in Xianyang City, although she has not lived here, but she also knows that this is Yinggao and Feng Qing's previous mansion, Yinggao's residence in Xianyang Palace, except for Xianyang Palace, that is, here.

Yinggao's temperament Tian Yan knows, she knows that Yinggao is not very interested in the life of the deep palace like Xianyang Palace, he is a person who can yearn for freedom, but his identity and status make him not have any freedom.

Tian Yan didn't hear what Yinggao said clearly, she just thought that Yinggao missed life outside the palace, she took a few steps forward, wanting to persuade Yinggao.

"Madame thinks, wouldn't this Daqin be better off without me?"

Tian Yan just felt that Ying Gao didn't know where it felt strange when he spoke, and now when he heard this, he finally knew where it was strange, and the few words that Ying Gao said there didn't even use me to claim it, such a thing is impossible for an emperor to commit, Ying Gao has never committed it since he became an emperor, but today, he actually used the title 'I' one after another, which had to make Tian Yan feel very strange.

"The monarch is joking, if there is no monarch in this Great Qin, it is not certain whether it is Great Qin, the monarch has brought the Great Qin to the current situation, it is no longer a question of how much the territory has expanded, but to make all the people of the Great Qin rich, this is something that every Great Qin person recognizes, since the monarch has come to this point, he must not have doubts about his own merits!"

Although I don't know the cause and effect of Ying Gao suddenly saying this, Tian Yan still knows Ying Gao very well, since Ying Gao said so, it is natural that he has something not very good in his heart, Tian Yan of course knows what his purpose is, that is, to relieve the sorrow in Ying Gao's heart.

Why Yinggao brought Tian Yan here, it is because in this era, he can be called a confidant by Yinggao, but it is not Tian Yan, although Yinggao can't say some words, or even if he tells the truth, he will not be believed by Tian Yan in the end, but he has achieved such a feat in this era but no one knows the real reason, for Yinggao is undoubtedly lonely, and his inner scruples cannot really be resolved, he can only come to the place where he was when he first arrived here, I reminisced about my original intention when I arrived at this era.

"Of course I'm not suspicious of myself, and I'll be grateful for what this era has become because of me, because at least I've been here, and it's enough, otherwise ......"

Ying Gao obviously can't say the next words anymore, he would rather his image in Tian Yan's heart be a worried monarch, and it is not far from Tian Yan who knows his origin and is afraid with him.

In fact, every day in this era, Yinggao has a kind of worry, and it is this worry that makes him continue to accelerate his pace in this era, so as to achieve his current achievements at this time.

Yinggao has never told anyone about this worry. He didn't know how he had come to this era, he was terrified that one day he would suddenly disappear into this magnificent era, or that he would wake up somewhere and find that everything was just an unusually long dream.

And now, Ying Gao has come to this place, which means that he no longer has such worries, he has achieved all the achievements he can achieve in the era of Daqin, even if he wakes up now and finds that everything he experienced before is just a dream, then he will not have any regrets because this is a dream.

Tian Yan looked at Yinggao in front of him seriously, he found that today's Yinggao seemed to be a different person, she didn't know what made the most powerful emperor in the world become like this, but she had decided not to ask about those things he didn't know, just quietly waiting for Yinggao.

"In the future, I will live for you and for the people around me...... After doing so much for this era, it's time to do something for yourself. ”

After Ying Gao was silent for a moment, he whispered such a sentence, then got up, took Tian Yan's hand, and then hugged him into his arms, and slowly continued to walk forward.

This is a very simple action, but the shock to Tian Yan is very big, because there is no such action in this era, Tian Yan opened his mouth, but he didn't ask anything, just silently bearing the warmth from Yinggao.

It can be said that the current Yinggao finally decided to let go of himself in front of his family, no longer pretending to be a person of this era, he wants to bring what he thinks is lacking in this era into this era little by little through the people around him, instead of not letting this era find those habits that are out of place.

The reason why Yinggao has such a change is undoubtedly that what he has done for this era has given him absolute self-confidence, or now even Yinggao himself admits that he is the vane of the world in this era, in this case, he is to do the right thing, and let this dynasty develop to another level on the basis of peace.

What Yinggao didn't know was that he brought far more things to this era than he imagined in his heart, after letting go of his mentality, Yinggao slowly realized this, after that, he decided to use another way to influence the people of this era, in the subtle way to keep them progressing, to maintain far more progress than this era, so that this dynasty will exist a little longer, a little longer after Yinggao is old.

Yinggao has indeed decided to enjoy life, but while he enjoys life, he will not forget what he has been doing.