Zhao Donglai is a person with strong dignity.

Otherwise, he would not have survived himself from the ghost gate for the sake of his innocence and the enmity of his comrades-in-arms, such a person is often intolerant of sand in his eyes, and would rather die standing than kneel even if he survives.

So, how can he squander Ni Shang's 24-year-old youth as a disabled person?

If marriage is the grave, then marrying someone like him can only be more desperate.

Now that I think about it, how difficult it was for my mother back then.

Ni Shang was afraid of touching Zhao Donglai's self-esteem, so he smiled: "Didn't you say yes?" If you're okay this time, I'll marry you, and now that I'm here, let's get married when we return home, okay? ”

Gongsun Wuji sighed and got up and walked out of the ward, leaving the pair there to look at each other and cry.

Zhao Donglai looked away in frustration.

"Your life is successful, and I don't want you to be tarnished for the rest of your life." Zhao Donglai sighed: "You heard it just now, right?" ”

Ni Shang looked at him firmly: "What about disability?" If you are in a wheelchair, you can use a wheelchair, I don't care, who I marry, who my husband is, I can't be instructed by others, my happiness is enough, I don't sympathize with you because you have become like this, I want to marry you! I'll take care of you in the next life, okay? ”

Zhao Donglai closed his eyes: "Don't say it, we all need to be quiet." ”

He still felt that Ni Sheng was somewhat sympathetic to himself and impulsive, marriage was not child's play.

"No, I'm going to say." Ni Shang walked over and held Zhao Donglai's hand, looked at him gently, and said, "Do you remember?" I was just as helpless, hesitant, hopeless, and sad as you are now. But who was with me at that time? Who inspires and comforts me? Do you think it's good that you're going to send me away when you need me now? How can you be so selfish? Are you a hero who always wants to be good for others and not for others to be good to you? Can I take care of you? If you think I'm sympathetic to you, why did I take the initiative to find you in the first place when you were spurned and ruined? You actually understand my heart, don't you? Put away your inferiority complex, the one six years ago I was even more inferior than you, but I know how to redeem myself to love you, in order to be worthy of you, I have today's Ni Shang, but what about you? What are you afraid of? ”

Zhao Donglai's eyes were red, and he turned his head to look at Ni Sheng and said in a deep voice: "I don't want to disappoint you!" Aren't you tired of marrying someone like me who is destined to be disabled? ”

"Tired!" Ni Sheng burst into tears: "I go to work like this every day to make money, I don't live like myself, I'm tired, I'm very tired!" But you know what? I insist so much just to be able to find the person I like one day, I hope that he will participate in my life, I don't care what he has become, as long as he lets me see it every day, my heart will be steady. ”

"Xiaoshang, let's all calm down, shall we?" Zhao Donglai sighed: "I want to rest." ”

"Okay, you have a good rest, and we will go back to China together tomorrow." Ni Shang nodded, kissed him on the cheek, and walked out of the hospital room with a chuckle.

Outside the door, Sister Hong endured it for a long time and walked in.

"I feel like I owe you an apology." After Sister Hong walked in, she knew that it was impossible for Zhao Donglai to sleep, so she stood at the door and said: "You are a policeman, and I used to be a person next to Emperor Qingdi, we were originally people who could not interact with each other in the Chu River and Han realms, it may be that I am particularly sensitive to the police, so after seeing you, I am always afraid that you will hurt Xiaoshang, so I have been a little repulsed from you, I'm sorry." ”

As she spoke, Sister Hong bowed to Zhao Donglai.

When she turned around, Zhao Donglai spoke: "Can you do me a favor?" ”

Sister Hong paused, then turned to look at him, waiting for what he had to say.

Zhao Donglai opened his eyes and made a big decision: "Implement your previous thoughts, this time, help me, and help Xiaoshang, let her leave me." ”

Sister Hong's body shook violently!

Zhao Donglai turned his head to look at her at this time and said: "She is still young, it was my blessing to be able to make her like me, when I was down, she always looked up to me so much, and what she did for her was what she should do, but now, I have become like this, I am almost 30 years old, but she is still young, only 24 years old, she should have a better youth, and she can't be wasted because of taking care of my disability." May I? ”

Sister Hong was silent.

After a long time, she smiled bitterly: "If it was during the time when you first met before, I might not hesitate to let her leave you." ”

She added: "But now, I can't control her thoughts, and this time she feels love for you, a very clear kind of love." So, I'm not going to stop it, and I'm not qualified to stop it. ”

With that, she turned and left.

After no one came in, Gongsun Wuji walked in, and joked: "If I had such a girlfriend and went up to the mountain to be a hermit if I was stupid, you wouldn't have to go up the mountain with me, you still have too many things in your heart to let go." ”

Zhao Donglai made up his mind: "Master, I can do it." ”

Gongsun Wuji snorted: "Really? So what about your home? What about your mother? The head of the family you just sat in, is it really good to leave the Zhao family? Are you only alive to avenge your dad or to let the Zhao family glorify their ancestors? If you leave like this, if I were your father, I would get up from the ground and kill you. ”

Zhao Donglai was stunned for a moment, and then fell silent.

Gongsun Wuji sighed: "Child, do you know? In fact, the teacher envies you very much. ”

Zhao Donglai looked at him in surprise.

Gongsun Wuji sighed: "Sometimes, it's a good thing for people to be confused, there is no need to look away or see through many things, when you see through the red dust, you really don't have any meaning in living, people are most afraid of having no desire and no desire, when you have nothing to worry about, your heart is no different from a stone, understand?" Actually, I hope you never come up to the mountain. ”

Zhao Donglai: "Master, I don't quite understand what you mean, go up the mountain to serve you, that's the kindness I owe you." ”

Gongsun Wuji smiled: "Don't let go of the fetters in your heart and the things you care about, remember what you just said to me, people live to toss in order to prove that they are alive, when you are ignorant of the desire and desire, in fact, you are no different from the dead." ”

With that, he got up and left.

Before leaving, he smiled and teased Zhao Donglai again: "Such a girl, if you miss it, you will regret it for the rest of your life." ”

Zhao Donglai: "But I'm afraid that if I marry me, she will regret it for the rest of her life." ”

Gongsun Wuji laughed: "Really? Are you her? Do you know her? Never be self-righteous and think that you know each other, love and good women, if you miss it, you will miss it for a lifetime, remember my words. ”

Zhao Donglai: "You are not a love saint, what do you know." ”

Gongsun Wuji just smiled bitterly with his back to him, and in the dim light, his eyes were a little blurred, and he walked out of the ward without saying anything.

(End of chapter)