The carriage drove to Nancheng, and before getting off, Su Jin proposed that he wanted to go to the official post to see Lord Yan Shu, but Yan Biyun said: "This evening, my uncle will definitely be invited to a banquet by the local officials of Tianfu, and my uncle will be two good mouthfuls, and he will definitely return drunk in the evening, I'm afraid it will not be very convenient; Tomorrow you take a half-day off, and you will come to see him early in the morning, and he will return to the capital in the morning, so you should go early. ”

Su Jin said: "Are you leaving?" ”

Yan Biyun looked at Su Jin and sighed softly: "You are here, how can the slave family leave, the industry here should also have some affairs to take care of, and I was sick some time ago and had a backlog of things, of course, I stayed here for a while." ”

Su Jin was excited, and asked for a kiss again, Yan Biyun nudged his body, pointed to Xiao Xian'er and the coachman who were sitting on the wheel, and whispered in Su Jin's ear: "Don't let the slave family not be able to see people, okay?" The slave family is dissolute today, which is a big mistake. ”

Su Jin knew that Yan Biyun was not a woman who could easily conform to her, and when they met today, she was so lovesick that she had already made a lot of unusual moves, and it would be disrespectful to her and disgusted her.

So silently pinched her little hand, got out of the carriage, and walked towards her own courtyard, Yan Biyun waited for Su Jin's back to disappear into the corner of the alley in the twilight, and then gave an order, and the carriage went straight to Dongcheng and Fenglou.

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Su Jin's heart was comfortable, the blocks that had been pressed in his heart for more than 20 days were swept away, and he only felt that the air he breathed into his lungs was fragrant and delicious, and Su Jin, who was pretentious because of his identity as a crosser, suddenly felt that he was actually an ordinary person, a person who would be dizzy because of a love, although there was nothing wrong with saying this, but this kind of personality that cares too much about emotions may be difficult to gain a foothold in this era.

In this era, people who can mix with the wind and water often have the following characteristics: the first type is to be resolute, have a firm goal, and serve the country and the people wholeheartedly, such as Bao Zheng and Fan Zhongyan, this kind of person is the most needed by the imperial court and the most loved by the people, so they can stand tall.

The second type is ruthless and unscrupulous, such as Zhu Shiyong or the murderous Xia Zhu in Yan Biyun's mouth, this kind of person can effectively clear the factors that threaten him one by one, so as to ensure his own safety.

The third type is talented but never arrogant, on the contrary, but can be left and right, such as Yan Shu, as the third envoy, in power, and can lead the literary world, recommend Bao Zheng, Fu Bi, Fan Zhongyan and other talents, the network of relationships and the prestige accumulated can ensure that they are not harmed in any way, and at the same time can reflect on themselves in time, advance with the times, and always stand at the forefront of the tide.

These three types of people are a group of people who are now dominant in the Great Song Dynasty, and the others are also quite famous, but they are always unsatisfactory because of their lack of characteristics; The most typical is the lyricist who sang the Great Song Dynasty, and everyone heard his name but was so poor that he relied on prostitutes to support him.

In Su Jin's view, the surprise of character is the key to the different fates of these people, and there is a saying in later generations: Character determines fate, which is indeed very reasonable; But if it is properly controlled, it is another matter, the same is a sentimental and sentimental person, Liu Sanchang is emotionally exposed and Yan Shu is introverted and obscure, which can be glimpsed in the lyrics of the two, and the result is a stark contrast in life circumstances.

Su Jin didn't know what kind of person he belonged to, after coming here, his sense of loss had not disappeared, and he often fell into confusion, in order to increase his sense of existence, Su Jin would unconsciously fall into all kinds of incredible struggles; Just like adolescent boys and girls, they will rebel and be funny in order to attract people's attention, in order to dilute the confusion in their hearts.

Su Jin's self-feeling is similar, he is like a rebellious child, constantly provoking small disputes, to express his sense of unadaptability and lost existence in this era, and the performance is to give people the feeling of jumping out of anxiety, acting unexpectedly, and not playing cards according to common sense.

Su Jin stood in the small courtyard of the twilight quadrangle and suddenly seemed to be like a clay sculpture and wood carving, reflecting on himself made him feel scared; He suddenly found that he was very weak in his heart, both emotionally and behaviorally very naïve, no wonder Lu Tixue, Bao Zheng, Yan Shu and others vaguely said that they were not self-cultivation enough; Take Yan Biyun and her own affairs as an example, her performance is as childish as a child, and even a little unreasonable; Paying too much attention to one's own feelings and not thinking about others is a common problem of later generations, and unfortunately he brought the Great Song Dynasty.

"I have three times a day, and I have to save my body." For the first time, the sage's words automatically popped out of his mind, and he had forced himself to read them before, and he didn't really understand them at all, but at this moment, Su Jin suddenly understood the essence of this sentence like a new student.

Introspection, self-reflection, is the first step to maturity, the Great Song Dynasty is a happy land rather than a pure land, at best he is just an ordinary person in later generations with a thousand years of wisdom, the wisdom he has is often not used here at all, and even will summon trouble, some thoughts of later generations will often become a stumbling block for themselves to survive in the Great Song Dynasty, Su Jindai suddenly understood a truth: he must abandon this sense of superiority through the passage, to be a pure Song Dynasty person, to live and think as a Song Dynasty person, Supplemented by the knowledge of the future generations, you can truly live a wonderful life.

Su Jin stood in his courtyard stupidly, he didn't know why he suddenly seemed to have opened his mind, could it be that he and Yan Biyun rebuilt the old friendship today, so that his state of mind could be restored to a natural state, so that he could reflect on his behavior so deeply?

"Yan Biyun is his own nobleman. Such a woman with outstanding wisdom and beauty would fall in love with herself by mistake, God doesn't know whether she opened her eyes or was blind. Su Jin thought with some self-deprecation.

"Who are you? Why are you standing here motionless, I've been staring at you for a long time, and I want to step on the plate? A thick voice sounded in his ears, and then Su Jin's shoulders tightened, and the pain that penetrated his heart made Su Jin stop criticizing and self-criticizing, and turned his face to see Zhao Hu's tower-like body in front of him.

"Ah, it turned out to be the son, it was dark, I didn't see it clearly, this is offended." Zhao Hu said with his mouth open.

"Hurry up and let go of your hand, it hurts me to death, you caught the thief at that time." Su Jin frowned.

"Don't say it, I really treat my master as a thief who steps on the plate." Zhao Hu hurriedly let go and scratched his head.

"Does you look like a thief?" Su Jin was a little depressed, thinking that life would also be caught as a thief, what happened to the people of the Great Song Dynasty? However, the vigilance of these boys is quite high, and it seems that they are patrolling inside and outside the hospital in shifts, and they are not lax.

"You stand motionless in the shadows under this tree, aren't you a thief?" Zhao Hu is still full of grievances.

Su Jin rolled his eyes, patted him on the shoulder and said, "You're busy with you, I'm in, and I haven't eaten yet." ”

Zhao Hu nodded and looked at himself, Su Jin stepped up the steps and walked to his own house in the west, and as soon as he entered, he heard Xiao Sui'er chatting with Huanniang inside, and wanted to push the door in, but as soon as he obeyed the content, he stopped and listened carefully.

"Sister Huanniang, have you noticed that the face of Xia Gongzi over there is a little wrong when he comes back today."

"Well, it's a little." Huanniang's voice was slurred.

"Do you see that, too? I came to send a message saying that the prince had an appointment today, and I am afraid that he will not come to dinner, how do I hear how I think she is wrong, it's strange. ”

"There's nothing wrong with it, it's just that I've cried once, don't you see tears in the corners of her eyes?" Huanniang didn't know what she was busy with, and made a tinkling and whining sound.

"Don't be busy, there are several sets of pajamas, why do you have to sew. Talk to me. ”

"Isn't that what you're saying? I listened, the other day I said that I like to wear cotton pajamas, I don't like to wear slippery brocade pajamas, sew one for him, I can't sleep well at night, how to read a good book? ”

"Can't sleep well, Sister Huanniang, can't you coax him well, anyway, you ...... that day"

"Don't say it, it's embarrassing, you little ghost likes to eavesdrop, in this way, sister, I won't talk to you, I won't talk to you for three days, I will suffocate you."

Xiao Sui'er grinned and said: "Good sister is still shy, don't say it, let's also talk about that Xia Gongzi, why do you say she is crying?" ”

Huanniang said: "How do I know, it's not the roundworm in her stomach." ”

Xiao Sui'er sighed faintly: "Teach me, it must be related to our son-in-law." ”

Huanniang chirped: "You little girl, you like to chew your tongue, how do you know that Xia Gongzi and our master are just classmates and friends, how can you cry because of your son." ”

Xiao Sui'er said softly: "Sister, you really don't know or fake don't know, didn't you see Miss Naxia's eyes looking at Gongye?" I think it's exactly the same as Sister Rou Niang and the way you look at your son.,It always seems to carry something strange.。 ”

Huanniang said: "Phew, what a strange thing, I think you're weird." ”

Xiao Sui'er said: "If you don't admit it, I feel very unusual anyway, do you think it will be Miss Xia who likes our master?" Ye is really a good life, why do women all over the world like him? ”

Huanniang was speechless, and Xiao Sui'er said to herself: "Ye must have broken her heart, otherwise why would he cry." ”

Huanniang said softly: "Don't say it, it doesn't sound good, why hasn't the master come back yet, and he didn't take the car to drive so late, don't you get tired when you come back?" ”

Xiao Sui'er said: "Don't worry about it, Lord Yan will definitely send a car to send him back when he sees his son, I really want to know, who is sitting in the car that is exactly the same as Yan Dong's family today, will Gongzi meet that Miss Yan?" Xia Gongzi said that someone is dating Gongzi, will it be Miss Yan who is dating? ”

"Do you judge the case when you are Lord Bao? So much why. Huanniang said angrily.

"If only I had Lord Bao." Xiao Sui'er said in a thick voice: "People's girl Huanniang, quickly find out what you and Su Xiaoguan did in the bedroom that day?" ”

Huanniang sighed, followed by a burst of laughter, obviously Huanniang was ashamed and chased Xiao Sui'er.

Su Jin was a little embarrassed, Huanniang said that Xia Silin cried, is it really because of me? Su Jin carefully recalled the details of getting along with Xia Silin, and didn't feel anything strange about Xia Silin, but she teased her from time to time, but her words were not out of place, she cried, why.