I accidentally opened the writer's assistant and suddenly found that I had written more than 1.7 million words in 365 days before I knew it.

Counting on my fingers, a lot really happened during this period.

Unemployed, unpaid wages, companies closed, and constantly changing jobs only to get worse and worse......

Maybe it's because the pressure is too much, as soon as I encounter a problem in my work and life, I start to have a toothache, and a toothache brings a sharp pain in half of my head and a fever.

Looking back now, there are some unsmooth plots in the middle, all of which were made during the toothache, although it took a lot of effort to make modifications later, but after all, the online text is a mode of serial pursuit, and mistakes were made, even if the later modifications were more perfect, but it was difficult to make up for the loss of readers.

However, it's all an excuse! Looking back, I still wasn't strong enough and my self-control was too poor.

For example, I like to watch football, sometimes I stay up late, I have to work the next day after staying up late, and I want to sleep when I come back, and I don't want to write anything.

There are also games, FIFAONLINE4, a dozen is several hours, if you change to writing, it is estimated that you can explode seven or eight thousand words.....

Seriously, I envy authors who have good self-discipline and can throw out hundreds of thousands of words of manuscripts at every turn.

And ...... for yourself

I built a group, but I didn't dare to open it, for fear of seeing everyone's words urging me to change, and I would be embarrassed......

Whenever I take a leave of absence, I feel a lot of pressure in my heart, and I always feel sorry for the readers, and I feel a little shameless to see Jiangdong's father. Therefore, I set a big ambition to explode, but the more I want to explode, the more I can't write, and the feeling of anxiety to the limit will be reflected in my teeth......

The guilt and physical pressure made me almost want to give up at one point. To be honest, if you can see my backstage, you will find that my eunuch testimonials have been changed in three versions......

Fortunately, the recent results are still a little better, and some modifications in the early stage seem to have worked, a little hope, come on, thank you for the friends who have never given up, and sincerely say: thank you! I want to chat with more like-minded people about "{?$article_title?} ", WeChat pays attention to "excellent reading literature", chatting about life, looking for confidants~