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It stands to reason that it will rain and my mother will get married, who can control whom?
However, this is not the case, and the world demands loyalty from women. A faithful man keeps a feast for a husband.
Regardless of whether the woman's husband is dead, or has taken countless concubines, she has sex with her, and she is not favored, or even disgusted with the wife.
The wife has to keep the festival for this husband, and even if the husband dies, she must be a martyr.
Even if the husband is alive and dead, the woman cannot end this kind of marriage relationship in name only.
This kind of thinking is not only advocated by men, but also by many women, and it is deeply ingrained that it should be so.
Xu Han was never raised as a woman, even when Huo Han was in school, the Huo family's teachings were more for the righteousness of the family and the country.
Once the success is achieved, the bones will wither, and the life will be buried in the green mountains outside the plug, and the rest will not matter.
Therefore, Xu Han never stopped Xu Danxiu from marrying for the second time, the first half of his life was painful, and the second half of his life must be happy.
What's more, Xu Danxiu is reconciled, and he who got the will of the emperor at the beginning can be said to be reconciled and separated.
Therefore, she is better than the women who have been abandoned or bereaved.
In the circle of noble ladies and wives, the reputation is worse, not to mention, neither Xu Han nor Xu Danxiu is interested in appreciating flowers and eating tea with those broken-mouthed women in the inner house.
Xu Han didn't care, but Xu Danxiu had to care, Xiao Wei's identity was only the son of Cheng'en, it was good to say that he was now the Chai family and the emperor.
She has nothing to do with her, but if she wants to remarry, then she has to think about it, if there is another object, maybe it's nothing.
But that's King An, even if he has already come out of the royal jade plate, isn't he the royal bloodline?
Not to mention those high-ranking clans.
Xu Danxiu held the token, a little crying and laughing, An Xiangchu suddenly turned from a deep and introverted to a scoundrel, and he really didn't fit in.
Maybe his words are very heartwarming, but Xu Danxiu is not a teenage girl.
For her, she has tasted both the ups and downs, and she has also passed the initial moment.
In the early years, she might have been desperate, but now ......
Xu Danxiu didn't dwell on it for long, packed up her things and went to the palace to accompany Xu Han.
She went out for a while, and her originally depressed mood was somewhat dissipated, and she used to worry about her daughter's fate, but now she doesn't have to worry, and she has a white and chubby petite princess by her side.
Xu Danxiu felt very content.
However, she still said her worries, who knew that Xu Han just smiled and comforted her,
"Mother, Ah Wei goes up and down every day, dealing with government affairs, and he is very tired, even if he has any bad intentions, he doesn't have that idle effort, let alone bullying me."
She whispered, "He can't beat me." ”
Xu Danxiu, "......"
She regretted that she had taught her that way since she was a child, so that she had grown up differently from other girls and lived a different life.
It's all about men, and it's a big grin, and I guess I don't know how to be a wife.
But if you want her to enlighten, and you don't know how to enlighten, you feel that you have done it yourself.
I could only helplessly tap her forehead with my hand, and said helplessly,
"You are now in the Blessed Nest, and now your first child is a daughter, but you have to raise your body well and have a little prince, otherwise let alone the Queen Mother, even the courtiers will not let you go."
Now Xiao Wei is in charge of the world, and people are like demons, and those who looked down on him in the past don't know how much to regret now, especially the first three families who have been married to him, it is estimated that their intestines are now repentant.
Who knows if there will be any moths.
"I also heard that before you had a child, you were still in charge of the affairs of the camp in the eastern suburbs, and your father's old thing, I don't know what to think, and now I gave the title to your second brother, so I went to Zhuangzi to recuperate and hide away."
"If it was just the original, now that your identity is different, if you don't care about those, will the imperial history not impeach you?"
Xu Han was teasing the white fat little ball, and when he heard this, he immediately pulled Xu Danxiu's arm, shook it, and said with a smile,
"Mother, you came in to accompany me and Jiaojiao, but it didn't worry you, don't worry, I know it in my heart."
"In the past, your daughter was impeached less by the imperial history? The imperial history is not just like that, listening to the wind and playing it, thinking about the fame of a thousand history, this is their duty. ”
"People like Yushi, it's not like you who listened to this, and you accepted it when you saw it, and you can find out other things to chirp in a blink of an eye, anyway, it's all admonition, whatever they want."
In fact, what Xu Han didn't say to Xu Danxiu was that although Xiao Xiao's accession to the throne was approved by the cabinet and the six ministers, many people didn't know the truth.
The fact that she took the military power attracted the attention of those imperial histories, so that Xiao Li's side could stop a little.
Xu Han really doesn't take those imperial histories seriously, and Xiao Wei will settle down in front of him.
At the beginning, Xiao Wei could give her the military power, so she would not be bothered by this.
Besides, even if those people can admonish, after all, because of their identity, they won't say it too harshly, just when she is in the harem, she can't hear it.
What Xu Han said was obviously unable to convince Xu Danxiu, although he was also worried, but in the end, he still watched the development of the situation and could help when the time came.
In the final analysis, Xu Danxiu still dislikes Xiao Xiao's status a little higher, in case she changes her mind and accepts the concubine, she just wants to beat him up, it's impossible.
In the end, I still suffered a little.
Xu Danxiu has been with Xu Han in the palace for three months, and she feels that there are already a lot, there are queen mothers, palace people, and the emperor in the palace, and she is not the same as a foreign woman who always lives in the palace.
For three months, no matter how Xiao Wei, Xu Han, and even the Empress Dowager Zhou retained, they still insisted on moving home.
Empress Dowager Zhou felt that it was a pity, she rarely had someone to talk to, and she could still talk, but she just stuffed an access control card for her before Xu Danxiu left, so that she could often enter the palace to chat and eat tea.
After going out of the palace, Xu Danxiu did not go back to live in Xu's house, but Yingying moved to Zhuangzi in the suburbs and lived with Xu Xilian.
When she went to Shudi, she wanted to take Yingying with her, but she was not very old, and she was afraid that she would not be accustomed to the long distance, so Xu Han wanted to take it, but Xu Danxiu also knew that she had a lot of things, and in the end, Xu Xilian said that Yingying and Jun'er were of the same age, and the two could be companions.
Anyway, putting one sheep is also putting, and putting two sheep is also putting. And Yingying herself also likes to play with Jun'er, so Xu Danxiu went out of Beijing alone.
Xu Xilian knew that she was going to live in Zhuangzi, so she cleaned the yard early and waited for her to come.
It's just that Xu Xilian looked at the Zhuangzi in the forest next door, and she had a headache, and she didn't know if her mother would live here for a long time if she knew.
Before dawn, Xu Danxiu set off from the capital, and said Zhuangzi at noon, which is a Zhuangzi located in the middle of the mountainside, surrounded by a large number of fields, surrounded by green mountains, and there are some peasant households at the foot of the mountain, and the sound of barking dogs is heard in the distance.
This Zhuangzi was purchased by Xu Danxiu a long time ago, and after recognizing Xu Xilian, she didn't want to live in the city, so Xu Danxiu placed their mother and son here.
After smelling the smell of all kinds of grass and earth, Xu Danxiu lifted the curtain, and sure enough, she was about to arrive at the village, but before she put down the curtain, her eyes aimed at a certain place, and she involuntarily let out a "Huh?" ”
Because she was in the bamboo forest not far from her Zhuangzi on the mountainside, she saw a corner of the wall that was exposed, it was a Zhuangzi, and it was built in a very grand manner.
Here she remembered that there was no Zhuangzi before, and she also wanted to buy that bamboo forest, but she inquired and inquired, and she didn't know whose family it was.
Unexpectedly, now a Zhuangzi has been built.
However, this kind of thing is actually very common, and the officials in the capital, the emperor's relatives and the like don't want to be known about their properties.
Therefore, most of them will be concealed or hung in the name of others.
Xu Danxiu was surprised for a while, and then it passed. Anyway, everyone's well water does not interfere with river water.
The carriage stopped at the back of the inner courtyard, Xu Xilian had been waiting at the second gate with her two children for a long time, and when she saw Xu Danxiu, the two children rushed towards her, but Xu Danxiu still firmly hugged the two little ones.
"Grandmother, Jun'er (Yingying) misses you." The two little ones dropped wet kisses on Xu Danxiu's face.
Xu Danxiu looked left and right, couldn't see enough, kissed and kissed the faces of the two little ones, and smiled more beautifully than flowers.
"Grandmother also misses Grandmother's two little obedients."
Yingying's temperament is now more and more lively, and she was tired of being crooked in Xu Danxiu's arms, and immediately stood on the side obediently.
Xu Danxiu held it hand by hand, and said to Xu Xilian apologetically,
"Thank you for your hard work, I have to take care of two children during this time."
Xu Danxiu is sincere and wants to apologize to Xu Xilian.
"Mother, what are we talking about, Yingying is very well-behaved, better than Jun'er, the two don't quarrel together." Xu Xilian hurriedly explained.
At this point, Xu Danxiu began an extremely leisurely life in Zhuangzi, as long as he eats, drinks and plays.
Except for one exception, that is, Jun'er and Yingying are very sad.
Don't look at the two of them are not very old, but they are very energetic, and they can toss, they have played all over Zhuangzi, and they want to toss out every day.
I really want to nag a few words, and as soon as I see her, the two little ones become well-behaved and obedient, and look at you with those two big eyes.
Xu Danxiu could only stare dryly in the end, feeling that the two of them were really sad to death.
It was Xu Xilian, who watched with a smile.
On this day, Xu Danxiu rarely dealt with a matter in the capital, and when she saw Xu Xilian coming alone, the first two little followers were gone, and asked,
"Where did the two little ones go?"
Xu Xilian looked a little unnatural, and said, "They went out to play." ”
Xu Danxiu was sorting out the account books on the table, and she didn't see Xu Xilian's expression, looking at the weather outside, it was foggy, obviously it had just rained.
At this time, the two of them went out to play, and the ground was still wet, and if they slipped into the house, there would be two more frogs with their bellies facing the sky.
Seeing this, Xu Danxiu didn't pack up her things, got up and walked outside.
"Mother, Jun'er and Yingying are all following people, nothing will happen, they are very familiar with this part." Xu Xilian knew that Xu Danxiu was going out to find someone, so she hurriedly stepped forward to explain.
Xu Danxiu still shook his head firmly, and comforted Xu Danxiu.
Xu Danxiu waved his hand, not very reassured.
As soon as I walked out of the gate of Zhuangzi, I heard the cheerful laughter of Jun'er and Yingying in the distance.
It seems to have come from the bamboo forest.
Xu Danxiu walked over there with her skirt, and before she got closer, she heard a cheerful child's voice,
"Grandfather, it's so much fun here."
Giggles followed.
Xu Danxiu was a little uneasy, grandfather? Who lives next door?
When she walked in, she saw a man in a strong costume holding two small ones in the bamboo forest.
Xu Danxiu's heart was raised, for fear that the man would miss and drop the two little ones.
Further inside, there was a gazebo, and there was already a man seated in it.
A man in a bun and a white robe sat with his back to her.
Xu heard footsteps, and the man looked back.
Xu Danxiu finally saw who it was, and suddenly flashed a little.
It turned out to be Xu Jun!
Could it be that the Zhuangzi next door is Xu Jun's?
No wonder Ying Ying just called 'grandfather'. ’
Xu Xilian also followed, and when she saw that Xu Danxiu had already met Xu Jun, she was suddenly a little embarrassed.
At first, Xu Xilian didn't know if it was the old town North King who lived next door, or a few days ago, when the old town North King sent someone to pick up Ying Ying and Jun'er to play, she knew that the bamboo forest next door was actually bought by the old town North King, and a house was built to live here.
After Jun'er and Yingying came here to play once, they came here often and became frequent visitors here.
The entourage around the king of the old town is very capable, and he can accompany the two children to fly away, and he can also accompany him to catch birds on the mountain and go into the water to fish, which makes Yingying and Jun'er scream every time, and there are endless words to say when they come back.
And these two people are more and more fond of running here.
The child doesn't know, but she knows the entanglement between her mother Xu Danxiu and the king of Lao Zhenbei.
Even, she suspected that the king of the old town north deliberately set Zhuangzi on this side.
But at that time, even she didn't know that her mother was coming to live here, and the king of the old town must have known.
Xu Danxiu didn't expect Xu Jun to look a little older than when he met before he left Beijing.
His hair was even a little gray, the wrinkles at the corners of his eyes had deepened, and there was a sense of twilight on his face.
She frowned, ignored Xu Jun's greeting, and asked directly, "Why did you become like this?" ”
He looked like he was about to die.
Xu Jun was not surprised at all when he saw Xu Danxiu, his narrow eyes narrowed slightly, and the tea cup in his hand was placed on his lips, blocking the traces provoked by the corners of his lips, and said lightly,
"Well, I was poisoned when I was taken captive, and now the poison has entered the five internal organs, and I won't be able to live for a few years."
"Does Hanhan know?" Xu Danxiu rushed out.
It's amazing.
She knew that Xu Jun was captured, and even was seriously injured, and she also knew that he vomited blood by Xu Han's identity before returning to Beijing.
But she never imagined that she had been poisoned into her internal organs and would not live long.
To be honest, her mind was stunned for a moment.
In her opinion, Xu Du has been invisible for so many years, and his wife and children are gone, just to guard the honor of the family and keep the disfigured face from being discovered by her.
But from time to time, he appeared in front of her with a human skin mask.
In this way, how can he live a long life and get everything he wants, and then he will fall.
But it was not logical at all, and such an idea immediately popped up in Xu Danxiu's mind.
"Does Hanhan know?" Xu Danxiu asked cautiously again.
Xu Jun nodded his chin towards the stool opposite, and motioned for Xu Danxiu to sit down, "You are so tall, I am very stressed to sit and talk to you." ”
Xu Danxiu sat down with a depressed face and looked at the two children frolicking on the side.
Since Xiao Zheng ascended the throne, Xu Han gave Xu Zhao the title of King of Zhenbei, and Xu Jun also resigned from the position of the camp in the eastern suburbs and moved to this village in the suburbs.
Of course, he was here on purpose, not only for Xu Danxiu, but also for Yingying.
This Xu Xuan's only bone and blood, his debt.
He thought that Xu Danxiu would not be able to return to Beijing after a while, but he didn't expect it to be so fast.
Thinking about Xu Danxiu's calf protection like Xu Han in the past, I don't think it's strange.
His illness has always been hidden from Xu Han, I don't know why, he just doesn't want Xu Han to know this.
He shook his head at Xu Danxiu, indicating that Xu Han didn't know.
Xu Danxiu pursed her lips and opened her mouth, thinking about it, she still didn't ask.
Xu Jun naturally has his reasons for doing this, so why should outsiders get to the bottom of it.
The two were silent, looking at the two children frolicking not far away, their eyes soft.
After that, the two children still often ran this way, Xu Jun's entourage took the two children to play, and occasionally Xu Danxiu would come over to talk to Xu Jun.
Such days lasted for a while, and Xu Danxiu Zhuangzi's originally vacant house on the other side of the house also had people coming in and out from time to time, and after a few days, it seemed that someone was carrying some things into the house.
Of course, these are all things that the steward of Xu Danxiu's village told Xu Xilian, and then Xu Xilian told Xu Danxiu.
Xu Danxiu doesn't care, anyway, there is already a neighbor like Xu Jun on one side, who is on the other side and what does it have to do with her?
It's just that when the new people who moved in came to give gifts, Xu Danxiu knew that this neighbor had a great relationship with her.
It turned out to be An Xiangchu who moved to the other side next door to her.
This......
Since An Xiangchu said those words in the corridor of Xu's mansion that time, she hadn't seen him again, and she originally went to the palace to accompany Xu Han to avoid An Xiangchu.
Unexpectedly, he didn't wait for her in Xu's mansion, and came directly outside the city.
An Xiangchu's heart was collapsed and heavy, just like the sky in the south of the Yangtze River, the Dragon King was in a gloomy mood, turning clouds and rain for dozens of days, covering the bright sunshine, leaving only dull, damp, and cramped.
During Xu Danxiu's time in the palace, he also wanted to enter the palace, but in the end, he gave up.
What can you say after entering the palace? It's just that he was forced to marry by the emperor.
But how could he marry another girl when he had someone in his heart?
Although he was not a good man, he would not harm the innocent girl.
It's just harming others and hurting oneself.
Therefore, after learning that Xu Danxiu had left the palace and lived in Zhuangzi in the suburbs for a long time, he quickly bought the vacant house next door.
Just like in Xuanpingfang before, he bought a house next door to Xu's mansion, separated from his beloved by a wall.
As long as you can talk through the wall like before, it's good.
He thought that the seemingly scoundrel, but in fact the profound confession, could impress Ah Xiu, but he didn't expect it to fall short.
However, he doesn't regret it, he didn't think about getting a name in the first place, as long as Ah Xiu can ignore him, talk to him, and see him from time to time, a wall is a wall.
Who made him born so many years late, and gave birth to the wrong in the royal family.
If there is an afterlife, he must be born in the right family, a few years early, and be able to pursue Ah Xiu with dignity.
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A month after Xu Danxiu left the palace, Xu Han took Xiao Zheng and the petite princess to visit Xu Danxiu in Zhuangzi.
Xiao Zheng is a man of action, knowing that Xu Han is taking care of Jiaojiao, and only took Jiaojiao out of the palace when Jiaojiao is not so delicate.
After the doctor said that it was okay to go out occasionally, he immediately took the two of them out for a walk.
The family of three changed their usual clothes, and the palace guards also changed their clothes, looking like ordinary rich and noble people going out with their maids.
Before coming, they didn't inform Xu Danxiu, of course they wanted to surprise Xu Danxiu.
As a result, when he arrived in Beizhuang, Xu Han was surprised but did not receive it, but it was appropriate to be frightened.
She saw Xu Danxiu, Xu Jun, and An Xiangchu in a row, fishing by the river......
Xu Danxiu is in the middle, Xu Jun is on the right, and An Xiangchu is on the left.
The atmosphere between the three of them was very harmonious.
Xu Han blinked, blinked again, suspecting that his eyes were spent, these three people ......
She looked at Xiao Zheng on the side, well, with a calm face, so she snorted twice, "You already knew?" ”
Xiao Zheng nodded.
"Why didn't you say it earlier?"
"There's nothing to say." Three people became neighbors, one because of two children, one has ulterior intentions, occasionally talking together, and nothing is good, what can he say?
Xu Han opened his mouth and said in a low voice, "Otherwise, let's go." ”
She thinks she's been stupid lately, is it the sequelae of having a baby? She needed to digest it.
These three people used to fight as soon as they met, but fortunately General Qi Heng didn't come, otherwise the four of them ......
Xu Han shook his body, the picture was too beautiful to imagine.
"It's late. The mother-in-law has seen it. ”
Hearing a voice coming, the three of them turned around one after another, and when they saw Xu Han, Xu Danxiu immediately got up and said with a smile,
"Why didn't you say it in advance?"
Xu Jun also stood up and wanted to salute Xiao Zheng and Xu Han, but was stopped by Xiao Zheng, "Father-in-law doesn't have to be polite." ”
Xu Han shouted, "Father." Then he stuffed Jiaojiao into Xiao Zheng's hand, stepped forward to hold Xu Danxiu's hand, and looked at the fish basket on the side.
Xu Danxiu has the most fish in the basket, followed by Xu Jun, and then An Xiangchu.
"It just so happens that you stay for the night to eat fish. The water of this river flows from the mountains, not far from the source, the water is good, and the fish are delicious. Xu Danxiu looked at Jiaojiao with a smile.
Because Xu Han hugged her arm, it was not easy to snatch Jiaojiao from Xiao Zheng's arms and hug her.
Of course, Xu Han couldn't wait to stay, and he didn't care about the men behind him for a moment, and pulled Xu Danxiu towards Zhuangzi.
"Mother, are you happy?" Xu Han asked Xu Danxiu quietly.
Xu Danxiu stopped, looked at Xu Han with clear eyes, and nodded with a smile, "Mother is very happy." ”
There was a shallow smile at the corners of her eyebrows and eyes, slowly blurring her entire face.
This period of time is the most peaceful time she has lived in all these years, neither far nor near, safe and tranquil.