Chapter 69 If you don't leave me, I will live and die
Qin Muhan was just teasing Shang Yunqian, and tried to make Shang Yunqian understand his mind in this way.
But he didn't expect Shang Yunqian to be so extreme.
In just a moment, the originally sweet atmosphere was distorted like this.
Right now, listening to Shang Yunqian's self-deprecating words, his heart was also slightly angry.
Fang just said that we should trust each other, and this is how distrustful it is in a blink of an eye.
His heart was somewhat uncomfortable.
After all, Shang Yunqian is the first woman he likes and confesses in the past 20 years.
He said he would live a lifetime.
How......
That's it?
"Shallow!"
Shang Yunqian was aggrieved in his heart, and he didn't really want to speak.
"Shang Yun shallow." Qin Muhan was slightly angry, forcibly pulled Shang Yunqian's body over, and faced him face to face, the anger in his heart turned into helplessness when he came into contact with those slightly reddened eyes.
Qin Muhan sighed!
The girl he likes is simply stubborn and cute.
"Shallow, I'm teasing you just now."
Shang Yun's eyes raised slightly, but he didn't believe it.
"I just told you that I want to be together for the rest of my life, and I just finished confessing, and I just said that you want to trust each other and you miss me like this, I can't tease you yet?"
Shang Yunqian was slightly stunned, yes......
She had just been confessed.
This......
We trust each other.
Shang Yunqian immediately realized that he was wrong, and hurriedly apologized, "I'm sorry adults, I just ......" I just felt that those pasts, in front of the not a good past, just felt ...... Even if adults don't accept it, it's normal.
In the final analysis, Shang Yunqian is just an ordinary girl.
She...... is still a girl with extreme inferiority complex in her love life.
"Shallow, I've already confirmed it, you said it was once, and you also said that you only like me now, although it's a pity that I'm not the first person you like, and I'm also dissatisfied that the first person to walk into your heart is Twilight Xiuran, but...... Those are in the past. ”
"What happened in the past, it doesn't matter, what matters is the future."
"So shallow, I don't mind, why do you have to be so mindful yourself? We have to learn to look forward, don't we? ”
The more Qin Muhan said, the more Shang Yunqian felt that he was wrong.
These words are not familiar.
Once, wasn't it also used by himself to comfort Lin Long?
But now, Lin Long came out, and she herself fell into it again.
Sure enough, the truth of this world is always easy to persuade others, but it is difficult to do it yourself.
After thinking clearly, Shang Yun nodded cautiously, "I know my lord, in the future, I will never be as timid as I am today, in the matter of liking you, as long as you do not give up, I will definitely depend on life and death." ”
Qin Muhan nodded, a sly glint flashing across his eyes, "Qianqian, since we have already complained to each other and expressed our intentions, can you also change your name for me?" ”
"Huh?" Shang Yun blinked, isn't it good to call an adult?
"Call me by name."
"Qin, Qin Muhan."
Shang Yunqian's face turned red, and only then did he realize that Qin Muhan's name was so good.
"No, remove the last name."
"Mu, Muhan......"
Qin Muhan was a little satisfied, but he still felt that it was not so affectionate and smooth, "Think about it again, what else can it be called?" ”
Shang Yun blinked his eyes and stared at Qin Muhan motionlessly.
What else can it be called?
What do those people in the theater call each other called?
Little girl, little baby......
Isn't it, my lord...... Do you want her to call him, Xiao Hanhan?
Shang Yunqian's eyes widened suddenly, she didn't expect that Qin Muhan would actually ...... when she looked at such a domineering and mighty person
Have this hobby.
The more I thought about it, the more I felt cold.
"What's wrong?"
Qin Muhan had an uncertain look in his eyes, just by looking at it like this, he could know that Shang Yunqian wanted to be crooked again.
Many times, looking at her such a quirky appearance, Qin Muhan couldn't help but want to pry it open to see what was inside.
"No, it's nothing, I didn't think about anything."
There was a moment of silence in the air.
The corners of Qin Muhan's mouth twitched slightly, and Shang Yunqian's face was full of surprise.
Oops.
Unconsciously she spoke her mind.
I just don't know, will adults like it?
"Xiao Hanhan?"
A cold voice came from above his head, and the corners of Qin Muhan's mouth twitched more and more.
"Ahem, yes, yes, that's what the theater garden calls like that."
Danger slipped in Qin Muhan's eyes, "The people in the opera garden are still called Mrs. Xianggong, should we follow suit?" ”
"This, this...... I think compared to Mrs. Xianggong, Xiao Hanhan is slightly better. ”
"Isn't it true that you think of me as a eunuch."
Qin Muhan remembered that those who were neither men nor women in the East Factory really called themselves like this.
What a little Zhuozhuo, a little Honghong, a little flower, he just listened to it...... I couldn't help but shiver.
Unexpectedly, in his lifetime, he would also get such a title.
This mood is really a little hard to say.
Because of Qin Muhan's movements, Shang Yunqian's body kept leaning back.
At this moment, half of his body had already leaned off the stool.
If it weren't for the stool being stepped on by Qin Muhan, at this moment, it would have already flipped backwards.
The sense of oppression hit, and Shang Yunqian instantly stammered, "My lord, if you don't like it, let's just change it." ”
"Well, I don't like it, so you change it now."
The distance between the two is only within a stone's throw of each other.
Breathing on each other's faces, heartbeats, and constantly accelerating.
Knock knock.
It's like you're going to jump out of your body anytime and anywhere.
The scorching breath seemed to raise the temperature of the whole room.
Qin Muhan's lips were thin, moist and moist, with just the right color and curvature.
At this moment, he opened his mouth gently, and in his breath, there seemed to be a smell of gardenia.
He was so good-looking, looking at it, Shang Yunqian's brain immediately became a mess.
"Well, or ...... Or do you call it an adult? ”
Qin Muhan smiled slightly, and the voice entered Shang Yun's shallow eardrums, shaking her heart trembling slightly.
"Qin, Qin Muhan?"
"It's better to call me shallow." Beigong Ming is his real name.
It's just that since that name was born, it has been called very few times.
"Hades?"
"Yes, this is my nickname, at the moment, only one person is called that."
Just thinking like this, Shang Yunqian couldn't help but flutter.
"So, shallow is the most special thing for adults?"
"It's natural, and at all times, shallowness is the most special thing for me, there's no doubt about that."
There was a flower in my heart, and suddenly it bloomed.
Just when Shang Yunqian was thinking wildly, Qin Muhan narrowed the distance between the two.
The lip flap seems to be there or not, as if it will be touched, but it seems to be not.
The heartbeat is getting more and more intense.
Shang Yun's eyes widened, and he didn't know what would happen next.
"Shallow."
"Great, sir."
"Shallow ......"
Qin Muhan's voice was abrupt and long-lasting.
"My lord, I'm here."
In order not to let Qin Muhan get too close, Shang Yunqian had to stretch out his little hand and put it on Qin Muhan's chest.
The hot breath came from Qin Muhan's chest, and the scorching temperature made Shang Yunqian extremely uncomfortable.
The strong and powerful heartbeat passed through Shang Yunqian's palm, little by little, into her body.
wanted to withdraw his hand, but he was afraid that Qin Muhan would suddenly approach.
This feeling, really, is very subtle.
"Shallow...... You're so good-looking. ”
The sudden praise made Shang Yunqian unable to touch the north, "Huh? ”
When Shang Yun was stunned, his small mouth opened slightly.
The small black hole, in the pink lip flap, has a fatal attraction.
Qin Muhan's eyes dimmed, and he couldn't restrain himself anymore and lowered his head...... Swallowed the little mouth.
Time, as if forbidden at this moment.
A faint fragrance flowed from the lips of the two people, and the scenery of the room was beautiful.
"Bang dang."
Suddenly, there was a loud sound, accompanied by two muffled snorts, Shang Yunqian and Qin Muhan both fell off their chairs.
It turned out that the previous stool had already tilted, and it was Qin Muhan who stepped on it to barely maintain his balance.
But at the moment when the lip flaps touched together, Qin Muhan's attention had already been completely attracted by the softness of Shang Yun's shallow lip flaps, and he was ......
I have long forgotten the strength of my feet.
As soon as the foot was loosened, the chair smashed uncontrollably backwards.
Although Qin Muhan had already changed the position between the two of them as quickly as possible, he ...... The pain of slamming his back on the chair was still clearly heard.
And the reason why Shang Yunqian exclaimed was that she was frightened, and secondly, when she fell, the tip of her nose smashed on Qin Muhan's hard chest, and she was hugged too tightly by Qin Muhan, so she ......
"My lord, how are you?"
"Mo, call me Mo."
Shang Yunqian was helpless, if it weren't for the conditions, she would definitely roll her eyes.
When is this all the time, and I still care about the title.
"Okay, Mo, how are you? Do I need to call a housekeeper? ”
"Shallow, pull me up."
With Shang Yunqian's support, Qin Muhan finally stood up, "It's just a bump, it's not a big deal, just help me with medicine." ”
"Drug, I...... Me? ”
Shang Yunqian stretched out his finger and pointed at himself, it seemed that the place where Qin Muhan was injured should be his waist, if she took medicine, was it inappropriate?
Shang Yunqian's thoughts were too obvious, the corners of Qin Muhan's lips were slightly hooked, but he pulled out a touch of grievance, "What, is it unwilling?" ”
“……”
This is Qin Muhan, whom Shang Yunqian has never seen, and he forgot to react for a while.
"Shallow, painful ......"
I really couldn't stand his meaningful eyes, so Shang Yunqian dodged the medicine from his hand.
Qin Muhan chuckled and quickly undressed himself.
The strong bronzed skin is revealed, and the perfect body is very good.
However, it is rare that Shang Yunqian did not feel shy about this.
Opposite......
At the moment when his clothes faded, looking at the criss-crossing wounds on Qin Muhan's body, Shang Yunqian's heart was only full of distress.
Fingers, slowly slicing over those scars.
Feeling those crude scars, imagining the countless times she had been, Qin Muhan was not only tortured by illness, but also hunted down a lot, and her heart was as if she had been pierced by the tip of a needle.
The eyes also become blurry.
"My lord, does it still hurt?"
Qin Muhan's body stiffened, and then he hooked his lips and smiled, "It doesn't hurt, you don't have to feel distressed." ”
But in fact?
It hurts, how can it not hurt?
It's just that it hurts too much and I forget it.
It's just that no one ever cared.
No one asked, and over time, he thought he was not in pain.
But at this moment, listening to Shang Yunqian's inquiry, Qin Muhan only felt that every time he was injured, it hurt a lot.
But, even so, how could he be willing to let Shang Yunqian worry about him and feel sorry for him?
Shang Yunqian sniffed sharply, not wanting to let this emotion continue.
When he looked down, he saw a large patch of blue skin around his waist.
"It's a bit serious, I'd better call Fauber."
She was afraid, afraid that if she looked any further, she would not be able to control herself, and tears would slip quietly.
She didn't want her mood to affect Qin Muhan.
hand, was grabbed by Qin Muhan, and Shang Yun was shallow and stopped.
"Shallow, is it because I'm in too good shape, so you're shy?"
Belch!
"Shallow, don't be shy, it doesn't hurt if you take a look at it, anyway, I will be your husband in the future, and you are the one who needs to share the bed with me, you can take a look at it at the moment, so that you can prepare for the future......"
"Your Excellency!"
Shang Yunqian hurriedly shouted to stop, her body had already sat down again, she quickly opened the medicine bottle, and without saying a word, she helped Qin Muhan with medicine.
Looking at the girl who had returned to normal, the corners of Qin Muhan's lips hooked slightly.
Medicine, it is quickly good.
Qin Muhan didn't squirm, he had already put on his clothes in a moment, and after this little episode, all the charm before seemed to have disappeared.
"By the way, my lord, I heard Qing Xuan say, I have already caught that person?"
"Hmm."
"That ......"
"I haven't confessed yet, but don't worry, if you want him to tell the truth, I have a way."
Shang Yunqian nodded, "I heard that Li Wenhai was seriously ill before, so it must be related to this matter." ”
"The illness is really sick, and it is indeed related to this matter."
Hey, what this means is that Li Wenhai is sick and is an adult's masterpiece?
Qin Muhan touched Shang Yunqian's head, "My shallowness is smart. ”
"However, these things don't need to be worried, you just need to wait for the results with peace of mind."
"My lord's words are contradictory, you don't want me to interfere, why did you tell me everything?"
"That's because I know that my shallowness is very related to national affairs, if I don't say it, I will check it myself, rather than let you take risks for no reason, it is better for me to tell you directly."
"Hmph, adults always make sense."
"Isn't it?"
“……”
Seeing Shang Yun's pouting and angry, Qin Muhan felt more and more funny, and finally put away his teasing thoughts and said the true thoughts in his heart, "The reason why I told you was just to let you know the progress of things and what I was doing during this time." ”
Shang Yunqian's heart was moved, "Your Excellency believes in me like this?" ”
"I'm one with Qianqian, if I don't even believe in myself, what's the point of living?"
Shang Yunqian's white eyes, which had been brewing for a long time, completely bloomed at this time.
Too lazy to continue such boundless words with this person, Shang Yunqian took the initiative to divert the topic, "I heard that the first battle of the border pass was won, and the first battle of the Seventh Highness was won?" ”
"Well, but if you want to drive the enemy away completely, it's not that simple, and it will take some time."
How could Shang Yunqian not know about the difficulty of the war, so she didn't ask.
Shang Yun thought with his chin shallow pestle, since Li Wenhai was seriously ill and the eldest lady was also locked up, then the next thing was Shang Yunyan.
"What's next, what are you going to do?"
Without hesitation, Shang Yunqian directly said what he thought, "Shang Yunyan went to the disaster area a few days ago to brush up on his sense of existence and was ridiculed by me, right now, Li Wenhai is seriously ill, and the eldest lady is grounded, I guess that she will enter the palace to discuss strategies with the concubine in the near future." ”
"With Concubine Li's temperament, she will definitely let Shang Yunyan go to visit Li Wenhai." Qin Muhan answered.
Shang Yunqian nodded, "That's how I guessed, so ......"
"You want me to put obstacles on the road and frustrate Shang Yunyan."
Shang Yun smiled in his shallow eyes, and it was really simple to talk to smart people.
"This is a great opportunity and I don't want to let it go." ”
"I really can't let it go, but I just hope that Shang Yunyan will suffer some kind of setback?"
"The most important thing for a woman is her name."
Thinking of the heaviness of his previous life, hatred burst out in Shang Yunqian's eyes.
In her previous life, Shang Yunyan added to her, and she would definitely return it a hundred times.
There was no answer for a long time, and Shang Yun tilted his head.
I just happened to see Qin Muhan raise his eyebrows slightly, but he didn't speak.
Shang Yunqian suddenly reacted to something, his eyes were a little anxious, "My lord, do you think I'm ...... Too cruel? ”
Qin Muhan shook his head, took her little hand and patted it gently, "It's not just a match for me." ”
The worry in Shang Yunqian's heart suddenly let go.
"Then the ...... of your lord"
"What kind of character my shallowness is, I know better than anyone else, so I also know that if I can make Qianqian's hatred so obvious, this person must have done something more hateful to Qianqian, Qianqian, I don't think you are cruel, I just feel that it is very distressing."
Qin Muhan continued, "In addition to being distressed, I also have some regrets. ”
"Regrets?"
"I regret not meeting you earlier, I regret letting you go through so much alone, my shallowness, should be a proud little princess, it should be casual, not ......"
Saying this, Qin Muhan stretched out his hand to smooth out the folds in Shang Yun's shallow eyebrows, "Qianqian, you have hidden too many things in your heart before, but a person's life should not only live for others, nor should he live for hatred. ”
"Shallow, promise me, in the future, learn to gradually let go of those pasts, okay? You live well for yourself and me, okay? ”
Shang Yunqian looked at Qin Muhan and couldn't speak for a long time.
In Shang Yunqian's heart, Qin Muhan is not a person who talks a lot.
It's kind of a release of nature in front of him, and he can occasionally make jokes.
But in front of others, Qin Muhan simply cherished words like gold.
Now, she actually opened her heart and told her so much bitterly, she really ......
The mood is mixed.
After a long time, Shang Yunqian leaned towards Qin Muhan and said sincerely, "My lord, it's good to have you. ”
"Master Ben is shallow, and I think it's very good."
"That person, that Shang Yunyan......"
"Don't worry, I'll arrange it."
"Okay."
Immediately, before Qin Muhan could speak, Shang Yunqian sat up abruptly as if he suddenly remembered something, "Recently, I found that there are many people walking around the tent, those people are dressed very casually, chopping wood, hunting, passing by, it looks normal, but I always feel that this matter is not simple." ”
The smile in Qin Muhan's eyes gradually hidden, and he said, "We have settled the victims, naturally some people can't stand it, and now, I'm afraid we have to take action." ”
Shang Yun was not angry, "There are people who are worried about doing good deeds, what kind of truth is this." ”
"How many things in this world can be explained clearly with reason?"
"But if the things of the world can't be explained with reason, wouldn't it be a mess."
Qin Muhan stretched out his hand and pulled Shang Yunqian into his arms again, "Don't be so pessimistic, we are just ordinary people, not gods, we just need to do the best we can and have a clear conscience." ”
Shang Yun blinked, yes.
It's enough to be yourself.
The mind suddenly cleared up.
"I see, sir." Saying this, Shang Yunqian hugged Qin Muhan's face and gnawed it, with a wet and glutinous feeling, with a different feeling.
This was the first time that Shang Yunqian had taken such an initiative, although he only left with a slight touch, Qin Muhan still felt full of joy.
In the past, it was he who took the initiative.
This little girl looks like a medicine opener.
"By the way, my lord, I forgot to ask you, the blood lingzhi ......"
All Qin Muhan's good moods were knocked back to the prototype by this sentence.
And looking at Qin Muhan like this, Shang Yunqian also became cautious.
"Isn't it, there's no news yet?"
The last time I saw my grandfather, his condition was really worrying.
Although none of them told the real situation, Shang Yunqian was not stupid, how could he not understand the obscurity under their forced smiles?
She had now pinned all her hopes on the Blood Lingzhi.
I only hope that Qin Muhan will find it sooner, and then treat his grandfather......
Shang Yunqian's cautious appearance made Qin Muhan more and more uncomfortable.
He deeply understands that giving a person hope and then completely losing it makes people even more desperate.
However, looking at Shang Yunqian's eyes, if he deceives, he can't say anything.
"I've found it."
"Really!"
Shang Yunqian jumped up in an instant, her excitement, her happiness, Qin Muhan really couldn't empathize.
In my heart, I regret it very much.
Why did you tell her the news in the first thought......
"Now that you've found it, why aren't you happy?"
"The road is long, and the blood lingzhi is relatively difficult to preserve, so it will take about half a month to reach the imperial city."
"It doesn't matter, as long as you find it, it's good, and it doesn't matter if it's a little longer."
Qin Muhan really didn't dare to look at him, "shallow...... Do you remember what I just said? ”
At this moment, Shang Yunqian was completely immersed in his thoughts, and he was almost overjoyed.
Where there is a mind to think about the other. "The adults have just said a lot, but I don't remember all of them."
Qin Muhan sighed, the regret in his heart became more and more obvious, "Shallow, I just said, do your best, listen to the destiny of heaven, each of us has our own destiny." ”
"Well, I remember."
“……”
Qin Muhan pursed his lips, and in the follow-up words, he really didn't know how to speak.
If Shang Yunqian knew that Blood Lingzhi couldn't save Ye Chonghua at all, she ...... What will happen?
Qin Muhan, I dare not imagine!