I let Si Yuxuan push me against the desk and touch every inch of my skin.

His movements were rough and intense, and as the two of us came face to face, he looked at the tears in my eyes and lowered his head to kiss it off.

In my ear, he whispered, "Although your child is gone this time, but, but we have another time, don't we?" Keeping your life is the most important thing, you just have to wait for me, wait for me to ascend the throne, wait for me to ascend the throne, then I can give you a name, and we can still stay together in this palace, right? ”

At that time, even if he ascends the throne, the queen can only be the crown princess, only Lu Ping'an, and I will always live under her.

What I have suffered today will not happen to him when he ascends the throne?

If time can be repeated, can I have selfishness and private messages, I would rather the emperor can't find Si Yuxuan.

I don't know if Si Yuxuan is his child, so Si Yuxuan is still the man who lives in the big mansion with me.

Even if he drinks flower wine every day, I know that he is the only one in his heart.

But now, how many people does he have in his heart? Lu Ping'an? Child, or with me?

I don't really know.

I felt Si Yuxuan kissing me gently, but the movements were rough and tight, and I snorted.

I don't know why, I actually have nausea in my stomach, but Si Yuxuan always looks at me lovingly.

But I felt that this kind of love and pity made me very uncomfortable, and he lowered his head to kiss me on the lips, and I turned my head away, and said slightly: "You haven't said what you have treated me for all these years." ”

The movement under him did not stop, but he said without thinking: "I regard you as my wife and my love." ”

My heart felt like someone was rubbing my hands, and I laughed, "But what husband would kill his own child?" ”

The calm I have described is as calm as a dragonfly touching the water, and the surface of the lake is still calm.

Si Yuxuan's reaction was not as calm as mine, he stood up suddenly, put on his robe, and then asked me, "Do you still mind this matter?" ”

I slowly sat up from the desk, then walked up to him and hugged him, strong for many days, disillusioned for many days, and reduced to ashes at this moment.

"Let's go back, don't care about the prince, what the princess, you only have me, I only have you, although the previous days were poor but happy, although there was no such worry-free eating and drinking in the palace, but I, I will try to work a few more jobs, I will let you live a rich life, okay, you go back with me......"

My voice grew so small that I couldn't even hear myself.

I knew what he was going to say, but I still wanted to, I wanted to hear him say it in person, I still had hope, I still had hope.

After he put on his clothes, he patted the ash on his body, and his voice changed back to the indifferent appearance before, "Go back?" Now that I am the crown prince, I am also the prince when I go back, and I am the prince wherever I go. ”

At the end, he added, "How many women have flattered and seduced Prince Ben, do you think Prince Ben cares?" ”

I know that the woman who stammered him now should be like a carp crossing the river, and I am one of them, I don't understand.

I tidied up my clothes, turned around and wanted to leave, but suddenly I forgot something, I lowered my head, and said slightly: "Prince, the slave and maid have retired." ”