Chapter 104: I can't forget and I don't want to forget

"Huaiyu, why haven't you come back? I'm dying of hunger. ”

"The phone can't get through, I went to your company and they said you didn't go to work, what's wrong?"

"Huaiyu, what's wrong with you? Where are you now? ”

"It's been three days, what do you have to tell me! What's the point of disappearing so quietly? ”

"Song Huaiyu! Where the hell are you?! Can you send me a message?! ”

"Huaiyu, I don't know why you said goodbye, if it's me who doesn't do well, can you tell me? Can't I change it? ”

"Huaiyu, send me a message. If you really don't want to be with me, I don't force it, but please don't do this, okay? At least let me know you're okay. ”

“……”

In an inn in Lijiang.

Song Huaiyu sat in the antique guest room, listening to the news sent by Lin Su in WeChat with red eyes.

It's been ten days since I left Star City.

Song Huaiyu didn't know how he survived.

As soon as she closed her eyes, Lin Su's bright smiling face would appear in her mind.

As long as she thought of Lin Su, she felt a kind of suffocating heartache, as if someone had grabbed her heart and kneaded it fiercely.

She hadn't turned on her phone since she left Star City, but today she couldn't help it.

She didn't have any other hopes, she just wanted to hear Lin Su's voice.

Lin Su would send dozens of voice messages almost every day.

From the beginning of the inquiry, to the questioning, to the outburst, and finally with a little supplication.

Song Huaiyu listened to these messages crying, and did not drop a word from beginning to end.

She suddenly felt that she was so good or bad that she was torturing someone who loved her so much.

But what could she do? What could she do?

The mobile phone rang suddenly, and seeing the words 'boyfriend' on the caller ID, Song Huaiyu was a little flustered for a while.

The name of this note was forcibly left in her phone by Lin Su.

But she didn't expect that she had just turned on the phone, and Lin Su actually called over.

How did he know he was going to turn it on?

Or has he been calling his number over and over again for the past few days?

"Why don't you answer the phone?" Xiao Ya's voice came from behind him.

Song Huaiyu hurriedly wiped the tears on his face, turned off his mobile phone, turned around and looked at Xiaoya and asked, "...... What are you doing here. ”

"I'm just done, come and talk to you, you've been here for a few days, and I haven't talked to you yet." Xiaoya glanced at Song Huaiyu, and then said with a smile.

Xiaoya's full name is Xu Ya, and she is Song Huaiyu's college classmate and her only good friend.

After graduating from university, Xiaoya came to Lijiang and opened this inn.

After Song Huaiyu left Star City, he really didn't know where to go, so he could only come here to find Xiaoya.

"That guy called, right?" Xiaoya glanced at Song Huaiyu's mobile phone.

Song Huaiyu nodded lightly.

"If you can't help it, why do you want to leave?"

Song Huaiyu was silent, and after a while, he sucked his somewhat sour nose and said, "I don't know either." ”

"Hey, I really didn't expect that our Song Colonel Flower would also have a day of being trapped by love, Huaiyu, I don't know about you and him, and it's not good to express any opinions, but as a good friend, I'm really worried about the way you look like you've been in the past few days. Now that you've decided you're leaving, forget about him completely, you're just torturing yourself like you're now. ”

"Forget? Some people will never forget it in their lifetime. Song Huaiyu said bitterly.

Xiaoya didn't say anything when she heard this, took out her mobile phone, took out the calling card, and was about to throw it out of the window.

"What are you doing?!" Song Huaiyu was shocked.

Xiao Ya made a movement in his hand and said: "Actually, it is not as difficult as you think to forget a person, as long as you cut off all ties related to him, you can naturally forget it after a long time." ”

"I didn't want to forget him!" Song Huaiyu said, snatching the phone card back and holding it in the palm of his hand.

Xiaoya sighed lightly: "Why bother? ”

Song Huaiyu didn't speak, and after a long time, she raised her head and looked at Xiao Ya and said, "Xiao Ya, when you meet someone you really like, you will understand how I feel now." Although it is torture, as long as you think that there is someone thousands of miles away who will worry about you and worry about you, isn't this a kind of happiness? ”

As he spoke, Song Huaiyu took off a chain from his neck, and the pendant was a peach heart that could be opened.

She gently unbuttoned the pendant, and inside was a portrait of her mother.

This is a relic left to her by her mother, and it is also the most precious thing that Song Huaiyu has always had.

She carefully placed the phone card inside, then buckled the pendant and hung it back around her neck.

"I can't stay with him, but I don't want to forget him, so let's just think of it as a good memory." Song Huaiyu said.

"Forget it, you can do your own business." Xiaoya said helplessly.

Song Huaiyu smiled and did not speak.

Xiaoya came to the chair and sat down and asked, "What are your plans?" ”

Song Huaiyu shook his head and said, "I don't know." ”

"Why don't you stay and help me? As you can see, my inn business is not bad, I can't keep myself busy, and the two people I hired are also clumsy. ”

Song Huaiyu thought for a while, nodded and said, "Okay, anyway, I don't have a place to go now." ”

Xiaoya smiled, took Song Huaiyu's hand and wanted to say something, but suddenly saw Song Huaiyu frowning and retching.

"Are you alright?" Xiaoya asked.

Song Huaiyu shook his head and said, "It's okay, I've been uncomfortable for the past few days, what I eat and vomit, maybe I just came here and was a little uncomfortable." ”

Xiaoya looked at her strangely and said, "You are not as unaccustomed to water and soil as you are, you shouldn't be pregnant, right?" ”

At the same time, Star City.

Lin Su frowned tightly and dialed Song Huaiyu's phone over and over again.

Just now, he actually got through!

This really made him excited, but he didn't expect Song Huaiyu to not answer the phone, but hung up directly.

Lin Su's excited mood also fell to the bottom in an instant.

"Sorry, the user you are calling cannot be reached for the time being, please dial again later......"

Suddenly there was a sound of footsteps behind him, Lin Su put down his phone and turned his head to look.

Anker stood in the doorway with a large bag of things.

Lin Su picked up the cigarette on the table, lit one, took a deep breath and said, "Why are you here?" Come and see me for a joke? ”

An Ke'er bit her lower lip and said, "I...... I'm here to bring you something to eat. ”

"This doesn't look like you at all, if I said that before, you'd have already gone crazy, right? How? Feeling guilty? Lin Su said.

An Ke'er's face changed slightly, and she opened her mouth to say something, but she still couldn't say it after all.

"It seems that I guessed correctly, Huaiyu's farewell is really related to you. Did Ye Wu do it? Lin Su stared at An Ke'er and asked.