vs 17 Tears in my heart
In the next few days, the palace maids, eunuchs, sisters-in-law, and mothers-in-law in the entire palace were very excited, after all, the whole palace had not had such a big gossip topic for many years, from the inner garden of the deep palace to the corner of the wall, everyone chatted happily. Even the queen couldn't help but muttered to her eldest aunt, why didn't the third prince of Murong fall in love with the delicate Lixin, nor the beautiful Miss Lin family, but he didn't have a top-notch appearance and talent, and the only characteristic was that Yao Jin, who was highly arrogant, was so fond of it.
Two days later, Murong Zihua was ready to leave for Fujian, and the emperor's letter and decree before the departure also arrived at the post house and Chenghuan Xiaozhu respectively, everything was as he expected: Yao Jin was crowned Princess Heya, married him as a concubine, and Jiucheng Yijiang was used as the dowry of Princess Heya by Li Dynasty, and it will be divided into Fujian on the day of marriage. The only unexpected thing was that the emperor actually used the two daughters of Princess Xunyang's family as side concubines, and explicitly ordered her to marry the princess to Fujian together, and the wedding date was set for May.
Although the eldest princess of Xunyang cried and shouted several times to see Emperor Li, begging not to marry her concubine far away, Emperor Li ignored it. Clear-eyed people can see that this is Emperor Li punishing her when she was in Yongyang Hall to ask the emperor to give an explanation, the eldest princess of Xunyang entered the palace several times to ask to see Emperor Li, and people fell ill all of a sudden, and the former bustle of the princess's mansion suddenly cooled down, Lixin was still crying all day long, and the lord of Taili County faced a decay in the family, so he had to write a letter to his mother to ask for guilt, begging the emperor to only give himself and his sister the identity of the concubine, and accompany Princess Heya to marry Fujian. And Li Huangli overrode public opinion and insisted on marrying all the nine cities and rivers to Yao Jin, which made everyone finally have a new understanding of the weight of this Heya princess in the emperor's heart.
"Your Highness, this is the gift list sent in today, please take a look. On the evening of this day, Long Wan sent today's gift list to Yao Jin's case with a blushing face.
"Good. Yao Jin took the gift list, and saw that Long Wan looked like she had quarreled with someone, so she asked, "Sister Long's face is not good today, what's wrong?"
"Those bastards in the palace...... It's so ugly!"
"Oh, what is this, let them pass it on. "Yao Jin thought to himself that labor and management were going to leave this ghost place anyway, so he didn't care what you said.
"It's all unwritten words, these things that chew the root of their tongues all day long, they should really tear their mouths!" Long Wan had just been to the Six Bureaus today, and she was going to check the list of items that the princess was carrying when she got married, but she overheard the gossip of the people below, the cause of this marriage was not very elegant, and the words below were naturally how ugly and ugly they were, and what darkness Chen Cang spent a good night with was also arranged, and Long Wan, who was so angry that she had always been good-tempered, immediately became angry, which startled the people of the Six Bureaus.
Yao Jin saw her puffing up appearance, and said with a smile: "Sister Long, why are you a hundred times more angry than me?" Don't worry, we'll leave in a few days, and you don't have to listen to these gossips anymore to get angry." ”
Long Wan was stunned for a moment, and asked hesitantly: "Your Highness means that Wan'er is also with you - going to the Min Kingdom?"
Yao Jin put down the gift list in his hand, and there was an extremely sly smile on his face: "Otherwise, Sister Long is unwilling?"
"I ......" Long Wan was speechless, thinking in her heart that if she left this time, she would inevitably be separated from the prince for thousands of miles, and she might not be able to see her again for eternity, so she was naturally unwilling in her heart, but she was a female official of the princess, and the princess was so good to her, how could she say that she was unwilling? ”
"Either I'll ask the prince's brother and see if he agrees with you to go to Min with me?" Or, what other plans do you have for yourself?" Yao Jin's smile deepened, she didn't plan to take Long Wan to Min Kingdom, but thinking that she was gone, she might only be able to stay in this Chenghuan Xiaozhu for the rest of her life and die alone, or be used by the shameless Li Zheng to do other things, Yao Jin felt a little unbearable, so she decided to pull her out of the sea of suffering.
"Wan'er is a person of Her Royal Highness the Princess, and wherever Her Highness wants the slave and maid to go, the slave and maid will go. Long Wan's face turned pale and kowtowed three times in despair, "Wan'er is a slave, and the slave doesn't have any thoughts and plans. ”
"Long Wan," Yao Jin walked up to her and said with a straight face: "In this world, no matter whether men or women, whether they are humble or inferior, they all have the right to pursue what they love in their hearts. Don't say it's me, I'm afraid that everyone in our Chenghuan Xiaozhu knows it! Do you think I'm a fool and really don't know, or do you don't want to face your own intentions? The prince just knows your infatuation, that's why he takes advantage of you, and even asks you to spy on me here and tell him everything I say and do. As for you, you know that you shouldn't and don't want to do this, but you still don't want him to be unhappy, and you're willing to listen to him and let him send you! Long Wan, do you think I really don't know about your private actions? Why are you so clever and so inexplicable and so stupid in this matter?"
"Wan'er, Wan'er didn't ......" Long Wan's face turned white, with tears in her eyes, but she gritted her teeth and refused to fall. She didn't know that she secretly told the prince about Chenghuan Xiaozhu, Yao Jin and Lin Yuebai's words and deeds, such a thing was not only despicable, but also sorry for Yao Jin's trust in her. Every time she secretly passed the news to the prince, she had to be stunned for a long time, feeling that she was ashamed, and her guilt was getting deeper and deeper, but as long as Li Zheng said a word, a look, and a smile next time, her guilt would all disappear, as if she was enchanted, she would still leave everything behind, and do anything for him regardless of it.
Yao Jin stared at her, and continued in a slow tone: "I don't mean to blame you, and I don't care about anything you tell Prince Chenghuan Xiaozhu, but Sister Long, Yao Jin really cares about you and treats you as a friend - I hope you can be happy, at least close to happiness, it must be real happiness, not a phantom in this bubble." ”
"Close...... Happiness?" Long Wan's tears finally fell silently, her hands were clenched into fists, her nails were deeply embedded in her palms, she felt so painful, but this pain could not alleviate or divert the deep despair in her heart, "What Your Highness said is close to happiness, is it to let Wan'er confess to His Royal Highness the Prince, or to be a maidservant who has a room and a nameless concubine?"
Yao Jin was speechless for a while, she actually wanted to say that Li Zheng didn't really like you, he was just using you to deceive you, you should make up your mind to leave him and cut off the love thread for him, but at this moment, looking at Long Wan in front of her, Yao Jin couldn't bear to say something like that.
"If that is close to happiness, then Wan'er would rather keep this Chenghuan Xiaozhu forever, even if His Royal Highness the Crown Prince never comes here again after you get married, I will never see him again, as long as I am in this palace, I can always hear from him, I can always see the same scenery as him, the same sunrise and sunset, or these are happier for Wan'er......"