Chapter 155: He never thought of killing her
Mei Guifei showed a smile, but behind that smile, there was some bitterness, "Two people who have a disagreement, even if they reconcile, it will be difficult to recover as before, love is like this, friendship is the same." ”
After reconciling, she also helped take care of Beigong Ming together, and the two of them seemed to be back to the past.
On the surface, the two are like one person, going in and out together, eating together, walking together and enjoying flowers together.
But in the hearts of the two, they are the ones who robbed their husbands.
Once there is a rift in the heart, it will not be restored, it will only get bigger and bigger.
In fact, they are reluctant to give up the friendship they grew up together, and they have been together for more than ten years.
But......
Estrangement, after all, is estrangement, and it is not that they deliberately avoid it, so they can treat it as nothing.
These things, when not mentioned and not touched, seem to have nothing at all.
But once it is disrupted, memories, like a tide, continue to emerge in the hearts of the two.
Qin Shuqin had completely angered Beigong Xu because he didn't mention anything about Cang'er Villa.
Even if she gave birth to a child, Beigong Xu turned a blind eye to her.
And Concubine Mei is rising step by step, and her identity is becoming more and more noble day by day......
Because Concubine Mei always stayed with Beigong Xu, gradually, Qin Shuqin even began to avoid her.
The people around him died one by one, and the little love Qin Shuqin had in Beigong Xu's heart gradually disappeared.
She has prepared all the retreats, and when the time comes, she will take her children away and fly away.
Never step into this deep palace again,
At this moment, Beigong Xu suddenly saw her again.
With a gentle attitude, as if nothing had happened before, she also sent medicine to her child to replenish the body.
Women are stupid and pitiful in some ways.
In love, Qin Shuqin loves very humblely.
The original decision was left behind under Beigong Xu's gentle eyes.
But she never thought that Beigong Xu was so good, and he had other purposes.
In order to make her compromise, he delivered the poison to her with his own hands, and then, through her hands, he fed his son himself.
After knowing the news, Qin Shuqin's whole person went crazy.
Save the last shred of sanity and swap the two sons, and after that, she collapsed.
Beigong Mo said that for a long time, she had been holding his face and saying sorry words.
Her body is getting worse and worse.
And then ......
was really depressed, and finally fell seriously ill and died.
On the day she died, Concubine Mei stood outside the palace for a long time, watching the person who grew up with her really die, and the whole person was paralyzed to the ground.
All the hatred, all the love, it seems that at that moment, all dissipated.
"Since you are so sad about the death of my mother, why have you started targeting us brothers again all these years?"
Qin Muhan frowned slightly.
Those memories from my childhood are not fake, Mei Guifei is really kind to them.
In the years that followed, he was displaced, and his younger brother was lonely in the court, and she had reached out to help.
She was also someone he relied on with all his heart and trusted.
But then, why did it change again?
"Because of desire."
When Mei Guifei said this, a large tear rolled down.
She thought that she had already become cold-blooded and ruthless, and she had long forgotten about Qin Shuqin.
Now, when I think about the past, the feeling in my heart becomes complicated again.
It was as if there was a pair of invisible hands that were pinching her neck fiercely, pressing her out of breath.
Looking at everyone's puzzled eyes, Mei Guifei opened her lips lightly, she said, "People are like this, the higher you stand, the more afraid you are of falling down." ”
She once had nothing, and suddenly she became an honorable person.
Watching the minion kneel in front of her, as long as her expression is wrong, she will be scared and tremble, it is really enjoyable.
No matter where you go, you don't have to walk more on your own.
Food, shelter, drink, sleep, clothing, everything, no longer have to worry about yourself.
As long as she likes it, there are a lot of people rushing to send it to her, and she doesn't have to do many things, and countless people take the initiative to do it for her.
She couldn't bear to live like that.
Watching her son grow up, she suddenly felt that she wanted more and more.
She is not satisfied with the current life.
She also wants her son to be the crown prince and wants to make her status more honorable......
Therefore, one less prince of the same age as her son is an opportunity for her.
And Qin Muhan ......
They have kept in touch all these years, and those things he did, he didn't say, she could find out.
watched him single-handedly bring down the Emperor of Yunguo and support the new emperor to ascend to the throne.
Watching him turn things around when he left the country, the worry in her heart became bigger and bigger.
This person can't stay.
If you wait for him to come back, he'll shine!
But she never thought that the child who once needed her shelter was now full-fledged.
The killers she sent out were more powerful than the waves.
But he escaped every time.
Finally, the last thing she wanted to see happened.
Qin Muhan returned to the Huaxia Palace safely.
Back to his place.
As soon as he appeared, he was impressed by the officials and made the emperor look the other way.
"Xun'er has always been jealous of you and has always wanted to kill you, but since you returned to the palace, I have never done anything to you, do you know why?"
Qin Muhan raised her eyebrows slightly, wasn't it because she didn't have a chance at all?
"Because I know that you are not long in life, that you are a dying man, and my child, you cannot be mixed in this troubled waters."
"Bastard."
After listening to all the ins and outs, Qin Ji slammed his fist on the table.
He looked at Mei Guifei, and his eyes were full of disappointment.
When Mei Guifei noticed it, her heart sank slightly, and she wanted to apologize, but she stubbornly suppressed the thoughts in her heart.
She looked at Qin Muhan, "How about it, what I said, is there a gap with Liu Xi's traitor?" ”
"Liu Xi didn't say anything, and we didn't ask."
Qing Xuan's words made Mei Guifei's whole person stunned in place, and after a while, she laughed uncontrollably.
"Yes, how did I forget, if a person like you really had any evidence, he would kill me directly with a knife, and how could he come to question, I was wrong, I was wrong."
The mistake is that I shouldn't have done so many things wrong with one thought.
The mistake is that even if he was slept with by Beigong Xu at the beginning, he should have taken his child away and flew away, instead of thinking that Beigong Xu would treat him differently because of a child.
In this way, her first child will not die.
The mistake is that since he broke off the relationship with Qin Shuqin, he should no longer be soft-hearted and forgive, so after that, he doesn't need to witness Qin Shuqin's death with his own eyes, and he doesn't need to be sad for her again.
It's wrong, it shouldn't have been a ghost who moved Qin Muhan later, so the fate of her and Beigong Xun may not be so tragic.
In his mind, what kept flashing was Qin Shuqin's smiling face.
She suddenly missed her so much, so nostalgic for those days when they were together.
With a flicker of her eyes, she seemed to see the picture when she was ten years old, when the two children went to catch fish together and encountered a water snake, Qin Shuqin was bitten by a water snake in order to protect her, and almost died on the spot.
Mei Guifei's eyes were cold, and she stared at the people around her like a madman.
Her eyes were so cold.
It's like trying to see through people, like a poisonous snake, and it's going to swallow them.
"What else do you want to do?"
didn't wait for Qin Ji's words to fall.
Mei Guifei stood up suddenly, she found her target, and slammed towards Qin Yueling on the side.
Qin Muhan's pupils shrank, and he was just about to step forward.
Concubine Mei had already drawn the sword from Qin Yueling's waist.
She stared viciously around her surroundings, the long sword in her hand swinging.
Qin Yueling was completely frightened, and the whole person was stunned in place and couldn't move.
"Be careful."
"Moon Spirit get out of the way."
It was too late to push away, Qin Qin's whole person was guarding Qin Yueling's side, wanting to block the sword for her.
"Poof!"
"Bang."
Warm blood sprayed on Qin Tan's back.
The imaginary pain did not fall.
When he turned around, he found that the person who fell was Mei Guifei.
She committed suicide.
Her body slowly fell, and at the moment of a thousand moments, Qin Muhan caught her body steadily.
"Aunt May."
The salutation that he had been calling since he was a child came out of his mouth again, and Qin Muhan's whole person couldn't help but tremble.
He stretched out his hand and tried to hold down the bloody wound on Mei Guifei's neck.
But it didn't work.
Blood, constantly pouring from his fingers, hot, sticky......
She tugged at his hand and smiled with satisfaction, "I, I've finally heard this long-lost title from you again, Mu Han, I'm very happy." ”
Qin Muhan's eyebrows were scarlet, and he just looked at her stunned.
It was like a thorn stuck in my throat, and it was very uncomfortable.
"Mu Han, what happened before, I was wrong, you, you, can you forgive me?"
“……”
"Mu Han, can you grant me a request for the sake of me dying?"
“……”
"Promise me, if you are with me in the future, please see that I am looking for a son, please spare his life."
Qin Muhan pursed his lips.
Seeing that he didn't agree, Concubine Mei's eyes were full of anxiety.
The hand that grabbed Qin Muhan was a little harder.
"Please, Mu Han, everything is my fault, Xun'er him, he is just a simple child, I did everything before, he, he doesn't know anything......"
“……”
"Promise me, Mu Han, will you promise Aunt Mei?"
Seeing that her breath was getting weaker and weaker, Qin Muhan squirmed her lips several times, and finally said a word.
"Okay."
Hearing this, Concubine Mei finally felt relieved.
There was a sincere smile on his face.
What keeps coming to mind is still the older brothers and sisters who grew up with her.
There is also Beigong Xun.
He was running around, anxiously shouting, "Mother, mother......"
The picture flashed, and finally froze on Qin Shuqin's face.
After so many years, she is still the same as she was at the beginning.
The wound on her neck was painful, and she couldn't help but show a hint of grievance.
"Sister, I hurt so much."
After you die, there is not even a true person around me.
Sister, after you die, no one will be willing to protect me with their lives.
Sister, over the years, you should be very lonely down there, it's okay, I'm here to accompany you, I'll accompany you now.
I owe you a word of sorry......
Her eyes had begun to drift.
The murmuring in his mouth seemed to be unstoppable.
Qin Muhan suddenly came back to his senses.
Both hands slammed hard, "Aunt Mei, don't die, you don't ...... die"
"You have done so many wrong things and have not started to pay it back, how can you die so easily"
"I want you to live, live to repay our ......"
Mei Guifei raised her hand, wanting to reach out and touch Qin Muhan's face, wanting to say, "Child, I know it's wrong." ”
His mouth was open for a long time, and he couldn't make a sound.
The strength of the whole body seemed to be completely drained in an instant.
The raised hand fell softly before it touched Qin Muhan's face.
The world, all of a sudden, became very quiet.
Qin Muhan still maintained his previous posture, but the blood in his palms gradually cooled.
He understood what she hadn't said yet.
"No, I don't want your sorry, I want you to live......"
Qin Muhan always knew that Concubine Mei was good to him.
After giving birth to their brothers, Qin Shuqin's health has been very poor.
She is very weak, as long as the sky changes, just a little wind and rain, she can not afford to get sick, and she is weak like a porcelain doll that can be crushed casually.
Naturally, she can't always be by their side like other mothers.
Play with them, hang out with them.
Therefore, this heavy responsibility falls on Concubine Mei.
At that time, he was still very young, and in his memory, there was always a pair of hands as gentle as his mother who would often touch his little head.
That look was loving.
In Qin Muhan's heart, Mei Guifei is actually his other mother.
He could have discovered that many assassinations were planned by Mei Guifei.
But many times, he chose to ignore it.
In this life, he has very few things.
Before he met Shang Yunqian, Mei Guifei and Baili Mo were the few concerns in his heart.
He even thought that after he sought justice for his mother, if he was still alive, he would definitely serve Concubine Mei to the end of his life.
It's a pity that the truth is always so cruel.
God knows how sad he was when Qing Xuan appeared in front of him with all the evidence and told him that the person behind him was Mei Guifei.
But the facts are in front of him, and he can't be unconvinced.
Later, he finally convinced himself to accept it all.
But subconsciously, he still unconsciously avoided Concubine Mei.
He was reluctant to kill her.
Even if the evidence was in front of him, he still felt that as long as she didn't do what she was doing next, he wouldn't be guilty of the past.
He was worried if he encountered it.
He would have been unable to control and kill her.
But she always didn't have long eyes, and she had to lean in front of him.
The meeting in Qixia Palace, looking at her who had become sleek and even full of lies, he was very disappointed.
He didn't want her dead.
I forced her to say this today, just to hear the truth with my own mouth.
He never thought of killing her.
"The head of the family, the family members of the mercenary group were imprisoned in the courtyard where they temporarily stayed, and now they have all been rescued, the chief of the guard asked his subordinates to come and ask, the people of the mercenary group ......"
The sad atmosphere was suddenly interrupted, Qin Ji glanced at Qin Muhan, who refused to speak, and then said, "According to what I said before, let it go, and in addition, let them personally apologize to the families of the victims." ”
After a moment of silence, he continued, "You go with you, settle the families of the victims, and bear the expenses of Cang'er Villa." ”
"Yes."
Immediately, Qin Ji waved his hand and asked the guards to retreat.
Huaxia, Linzhen.
In a blink of an eye, a month passed quietly.
Shang Yunqian is in good health.
The two little ones are also the same every day, the wrinkled feeling when they were just born is gone, and now they are very cute.
Shang Yunqian looked at the two little people, they had just eaten and were sleeping quietly at the moment.
Mengniang said that her daughter looks very much like her.
However, Shang Yunqian couldn't see it yet.
Xu dreamed of something delicious, and the two little guys actually smiled in the dream.
Shang Yunqian was stunned.
It's just a little big child, he can't turn over, his body is not flexible, and his eyes can't see things clearly, and the only thing that is more sharp in his body is the two fleshy little hands.
At the end of a month, I can only stuff my small fist into my mouth and bite at most.
But Rao is like this, Shang Yunqian still thinks that they will always make a lot of cute expressions.
Every time he saw this, Shang Yunqian felt a soft mess in his heart.
Shang Yunqian looked at the two children, and what came to mind was the letter he received some time ago.
Qingxuan said that Qin Muhan's grandfather found many masters for Qin Muhan to develop cold poison antidotes.
Qin Muhan is detoxifying in Cang'er Villa.
Qing Xuan said that his body was already well, and when the toxin was exhausted, he would be cured.
When Shang Yunqian saw the news, he couldn't cry.
She understands Qin Muhan.
He wouldn't have told her if he wasn't absolutely sure.
Since he specially wrote a letter, it means that Qin Muhan is really fine.
It was a surprise that no one expected.
Shang Yunqian almost didn't jump up on the bed.
"Bah."
A very soft voice sounded in his ears, and Shang Yunqian woke up in an instant.
Shang Yun blinked his eyes slightly, reached out and touched Xiao Budian's face, knowing that they didn't understand anything, he couldn't help but ask.
"Son, do you miss Daddy?"
"Bah."
I don't know if I understood Shang Yunqian's words, or if I just happened to bump into it.
In short, as soon as Shang Yunqian's voice fell, a crisp sound was heard.
"You, you, you ......"
Shang Yunqian was just about to speak, when he saw one of the little guys open his eyes, and then glanced at her coldly.
Immediately, it seemed that they were disturbed by Shang Yunqian's words, and they directly rewarded Shang Yunqian with a roll of the eyes.
Shang Yunqian was frightened.
He stood up sharply.
didn't care that the two children were still sleeping, and shouted uncontrollably, "Mother, mother, come quickly, come quickly." ”
Mengniang came quickly.
Seeing Shang Yunqian panicked, he thought something was wrong.
Grabbing Shang Yunqian, he began to check, making sure that she was okay, and turned around to look at the child uneasily.
The two children are still sleeping.
It was quiet.
She didn't even move at all in the same position she had seen when she went out.
"What's wrong?"
"Mother, he, he, he just glared at me."
Meng Niang smiled dumbly, and reached out to press Shang Yunqian back onto the soft stool.
Shang Yunqian suffered a lot when he gave birth to a child, and he couldn't move at all in the first few days after giving birth.
I can't even speak.
Even the child was hugged by Mengniang and the midwife, so that she could take a look at it from a distance.
This can make Shang Yunqian anxious.
No, the doctor just said that she could get out of bed and move, and she wanted to stay by the child's side all the time.
As soon as there is a little wind and grass, I am very excited.
In fact, this is not the first time that there has been such a reaction today.
Mengniang could understand her mood, but she also felt that Shang Yunqian's reaction was a little excessive. She spoke, softly comforting, "Shallow, don't be nervous. ”
Shang Yunqian hurriedly spoke, "Mother, I'm not nervous, really, I just saw him glaring at me." ”
"Glaring at you?"
Shang Yunqian nodded again and again, for fear that Mengniang would not believe it, and dragged Mengniang to let her turn around and look.
Mengniang looked back at the child, the two little ones slept soundly, and occasionally spit out a milk bubble from their mouths, which was extremely cute.
But there was no sign of waking up.
Not to mention staring.
Shang Yunqian: "......"
Whether you want to be so faceless, she is very sure, she was not dazzled just now, she really saw it.
Seeing this, Shang Yunqian was very sad.
"Mother, don't they like me?"
Mengniang reached out to help Shang Yunqian pin a strand of hair that had fallen behind her ear.
In my impression, Shang Yunqian is still a child.
She can't even take care of herself.
Now that she has suddenly become a mother, she must be in a hurry.
"Child, you're just too nervous, how can any child not like his mother?"
"But, but ......"
But her child, when he saw her, glared at her!
Where would this be liked?
"Child, you must be too tired, my mother helped you to rest?"
Shang Yunqian refused, and stared at the two little guys for a long time.
I had to prove that she was not mistaken.
She stared at it for a long time, and her eyes were already hurting.
The two children were still asleep.
Shang Yunqian looked at Mengniang with a worried face, and when he saw her appearance, he must have thought that she was abnormal.
In his heart, Shang Yunqian really couldn't bear to worry about Mengniang.
I had to compromise, "Maybe it's really dazzling, but ......" Shang Yun shallow to his lips, and turned around stiffly, "However, I may be really tired." ”
"When you're tired, get a good night's sleep, don't think about it all day."
"Okay."
"Calculate the time, Mu Han should be coming back, right?"
Thinking that he was about to see Qin Muhan, Shang Yunqian was in a good mood.
"It should be these two days."
In my heart, I looked forward to it more and more.
Qin Muhan, this meeting, you must be healthy and healthy.
In this way, there is no last obstacle between us.
Qin Muhan, in the future, you will never be tortured by illness again.
Never again will it be difficult to be overwhelmed.
Never again because I cut my wrist.
Qin Muhan, come back quickly.
Now that double happiness is coming, I really want to tell you in person, I am so happy.
"Look at you're happy, go to sleep, maybe when you wake up, Mu Han will arrive."
Shang Yunqian's good thing is that he is still stuck in his throat.
I saw Lin Long running in in a hurry.
"Miss, it's not good."
"How?"
"I just received the news, and there is a fight at the border gate."
In this regard, Shang Yunqian and Mengniang did not react very much.
In the border fortress area, there will be battles every three or five times, but they are all small-scale temptations, and there is nothing to be afraid of.
"Miss, ma'am, not what you think."
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