Yu Qiuping sat at the table in the cabin, and kept pouring liquor into his mouth, choking him to the core. The stove in the house was so red that he wore only autumn clothes. The cold wind carried the snowflakes through the open window, causing a sharp pain in his head, a burning sensation in his throat, and a dizzy feeling in his throat.

But the body hurts, and the pain in the heart can be alleviated, isn't it?

He had been drinking in the tavern for a long time just now, and he had never drunk so much in his life, and he didn't know that he could drink so much and not get drunk. He bought five more bottles of spirits, staggered with them, and walked back to the cabin, the cabin that left countless fond memories. At this moment, how much he wants to be completely drunk, drunk, he doesn't need to think of this sad reality, at least he can be greedy for joy in his fantasy for a while.

Back to the time when the two were intimate; Back to the time when she promised herself a home in the snowstorm; Back to when he kissed her for the first time; Back to the time when she sewed the shawl for herself, stitch by stitch; Back to when the two hugged each other behind the rockery; Back to the time when he confessed to her in front of the mountains full of red leaves, promising to protect her for the rest of his life; Back when he said the harmony and she cried; Back to the time when she had worked so hard to get to Sanhe just to wait for him to come back safely; Back to the time when they were talking and laughing in the maple forest; Back under the maple tree when they first met, back to the moment when they reached out at the same time to touch the maple leaf.

Let time stop.

After stumbling through this world for more than a year, only to get back to square one. The girl who occupies his whole heart is about to get married, and if she marries a wife, she may never see each other again in this life. It wasn't until this moment that he understood how important the girl was in his heart. She had quietly taken over the whole heart, and when she was gone, her heart was empty, and there was nothing left. Along with his soul, he supported the motivation to go on, and took it away.

It's a beautiful and brutal world. It used to be so beautiful, it made him feel that the happiest things in the world had come to him, and God had blessed him with such a beautiful girl, and the girl gave him a home, so that when his soul was displaced and tired, he still had a place to go back.

The world was so cruel that it deprived her of her. All the good memories have turned into a tide of pain at this moment, hitting the embankment of the heart. He couldn't even bear to think of her most beautiful smile.

She's gone, and I have nowhere else to go back.

He took one sip after another, pouring wine into his mouth, in exchange for a violent cough, his consciousness was already a little blurred, and there were three dry bottles poured on the table. Let me get drunk, and I'd better never wake up again.

Suddenly, the door was slammed open.

Imagawa Kaede rushed in with tears in her eyes, and as soon as she entered the door, a strong smell of alcohol choked her. She hurriedly closed the door behind her back, and saw the decadent appearance of the young man with a flushed face, a body full of alcohol, and a sip of wine that kept pouring wine.

He doesn't like to drink. He said it.

"Stupid! What are you doing! Imagawa Kaede stepped forward angrily, the tears in her eyes drifted away with the fierce movements, she snatched the wine bottle from Yu Qiuping's hand, threw it out of the window, and threw the wine on the table out of the window, slamming the window shut, making a "bang" sound.

"What are you doing?" There was a hint of crying in the girl's voice.

Yu Qiuping turned his head a little dazedly, looking at the sadness in the girl's eyes, and suddenly his heart ached. He took a deep breath, trying to keep his tone steady, and said forcefully, "I'm fine." "I want to put her at ease.

When Imagawa Kaede heard Yu Qiuping's reply, he was stunned for a moment, laughed angrily, and overturned the table in front of Yu Qiuping. "You're okay, you're okay, you'll never be fine!" As soon as Imagawa Kaede opened his mouth, the crying leaked out of his mouth, and the originally fierce angry rebuke suddenly seemed to turn into a woman's mournful cry, "Until now, you are still reckless!" I have to bear the pain alone! Why don't you tell me! ”

"You don't understand anything at all!" The girl let out a loud roar at the end, and then her whole body was decapitated, and she fell to the ground weakly, trying to suppress her voice, and sobbed in a low voice.

Yu Qiuping felt a pain in his heart, and hurriedly stepped forward to help the girl up. Imagawa Kaede pushed Yu Qiuping away angrily, and said, "General Servant!" Watch your manners! ”

Yu Qiuping was already drunk, but he was pushed by Imagawa Kaede and fell down directly, his head hit the overturned table leg, and after a while, blood oozed slightly from his ears.

"I'm sorry for being rude." Yu Qiuping sighed, tears rolling in his eyes.

This sound seemed to hit the softest corner of the girl's heart, and her cry increased suddenly.

Why did I just say such a heavy word. Kaede Imagawa was remorseful. He also hurt him, he was already so sad, why should I lose my temper?

For a moment, the room was quiet, except for the sobbing of the girl and the panting of the boy.

After a long time, Imagawa Kaede suddenly raised his head and looked at Yu Qiuping with tearful eyes.

She suddenly laughed and called softly, "Ping." ”

This long-lost title suddenly made the young man's heart burst and tears poured out at once. "Feng'er...", he called softly, the name he dared to say in his dreams for more than half a year.

"Do you remember..."Imagawa Kaede slowly stood up, raised his head, looked at the ceiling, and whispered softly like a dream, recalling the past: "Do you have that waka song you came out of?" ”

"The heart is like a red leaf dyeing the gods, and the heart of the king is often in autumn." Yu Qiuping also struggled to staggered to his feet and said softly.

"Hmm." Kaede Imagawa nodded.

"You know... Why did I cry at the time? Imagawa Kaede said in a whisper, Yuqiu listened calmly, although he didn't know why the girl who was still angry just now suddenly mentioned this matter, but he was still willing to listen to her voice for a while. In this way, it is very similar to the maple tree when they first met, and the two share the story of the maple leaf.

"The heart is like a red leaf dyeing the gods."

"This is a harmony song that Jia Ci sang under the maple tree at that time, touching the scene and feelings." Imagawa Kaede thought of his mother, and there was a trace of sadness mixed with happiness on his face, "At that time, the family was strict, and I happened to pass by, and he came out of the next link, exactly. ”

"Changpan autumn color is in the heart of the king." Yu Qiuping was stunned for a long time and continued.

"That's right..."Kaede Imagawa nodded, "So when Hei-kun actually made the exact same waka, I suddenly felt... You may be the one I was meant to be. Imagawa Kaede held back her tears and smiled at Yu Qiuping.

"Then you... Do you know the meaning of this waka? Imagawa Kaede looked at Yu Qiuping, who shook his head.

Imagawa Kaede's tears flowed down her face again as she spoke, crystal clear.

"My heart, like a blood-colored red leaf, dyes red the shrine of soul refuge."

"I always accompany autumn for a long time, just to fit its heart even for a moment."

In order to be able to accompany the autumn for a while, the maple leaf turned blood into nutrients, dyed himself red, and tried to support it. But! Kaede Imagawa's voice suddenly increased, and her crying voice became more intense, "Momiji can cry too, and it hurts." ”

But she hides everything in a beautiful red, and what she shows to others is always the beautiful and moving red, not the pain. She didn't want anyone else, she didn't want Autumn to worry about herself. She wanted Autumn to feel that she would never need comfort, that she would always be so red and moving, that even when she was drifting, helpless and swaying in the wind, she was still strong and beautiful in red. ”

"Momiji wants to bear all the pain alone, leaving only the most beautiful red in autumn."

"Ieji..."Kaede Imagawa's voice trembled slightly, "Ieji told me before he died that falling in love with someone was like being willing to turn into a red leaf for him. In front of him, he will only laugh, not cry, and all joys, sorrows, and sorrows will arise because of him. Bear all the pain in love for him, and leave him only beauty and happiness. ”

"Jia Yan can only come to see Jia Ci so many times a year, how much should Jia Ci miss him? But every time Ieyan came," Imagawa Kaede hid his face and cried, "Ieji! Jiaci never complained about her temper, but greeted Jiayan with a smile. Behind that smile, how painful must it be? ”

"Looking at Jiaci, I felt so pitiful that I swore that I would never be like her. I couldn't help but cry when I thought of her. How painful it would be to be a day like that as a red leaf! Neither I nor my sweetheart want to make him so miserable! Imagawa Kaede whimpered and said, "Love should be two people sharing each other's pain and suffering!" Open your hearts to each other instead of going to be another person's Momiji! Only laugh, not cry! ”

"I don't want to bear so much pain alone; I don't want Ping to hide his stubbornness alone; I don't want you to be separated from me for the sake of my reputation and feelings, and I don't even have someone to talk to when I'm sad and painful; I don't want Ping to do all the hard work of carrying out those dangerous tasks, just to be able to rise to a high position before I get married, to be able to marry me; I don't want Ping to take the initiative to let go, just so that I can marry a good family and be happy and at ease! Kaede Imagawa shouted in a low voice, "I don't want this kind of love!" I am willing to share the pain for you, I am willing to wait for you without getting married, and I am willing to endure gossip for love. If you break up and leave, so that you isolate me from your pain, I will be even more miserable and uncomfortable! Why don't you understand it all along! Why don't you understand why I was so angry for so long after you proposed to break up! ”

"I want to be with you for the rest of my life and share everything for you!"

Yu Qiuping listened to the girl's cry in a daze.

Suddenly, a figure pounced on him and hugged Yu Qiuping. On her cheeks, I felt her cold tears, her cry in my ears, and her whisper: "I don't want to make Ping turn into red leaves!" ”

The young couple hugged each other for a long time, and tears could not stop flowing.

"I'm sorry," Yu Qiuping said softly, "It's always been me who was too self-righteous. I thought that my sacrifice could be exchanged for your happiness, and I didn't consider your feelings... Didn't think about what you want love to be... My self-righteous love is actually hurting you..."

The Governor's Palace, I made a choice I regretted at the time.

I picked the wrong one.

"It's fine." Kaede Imagawa tried to stop whimpering, "Now that you understand my mind, it's fine." I am willing to accompany you through all the ups and downs. ”

"But it's too late!" Yu Qiuping said with tears of remorse, "We have been... It's impossible to be together anymore. Feng'er is about to get married..."

"Why... Why didn't I understand it sooner! ”

"Nope." With tears in his eyes, Kaede Imagawa shook his head with a lot of determination.

Yu Qiuping only felt that the person in his arms writhed, and made a few small sounds, only to see the fur coat and feather weaving on the girl's body quietly fall to the ground, revealing the white and flawless clothes on her body, tightly wrapping the girl's graceful figure.

"Tonight... Feng'er is going to marry Ping. ”

The half-concealed obscene clothes couldn't hide the snow whiteness on the girl's chest. The ups and downs and ravines all formed a fatal temptation for the young man, and the alcohol stimulated the blood of Yu Qiuping, who picked up the girl by the waist and hugged her on the same bed.

He almost tyrannically stripped off her clothes, only to see her black and bright hair scattered on her chest and bed, her eyes were constricted, but she didn't dare to open her eyes, and the spring between her eyebrows was extremely popular. Sakura's lips opened slightly, and she gasped softly, as if expecting and worrying. The snow-white breasts rise and fall sharply, like peaks and peaks. The graceful and slender figure is like a beautiful jade, exposed under him without reservation, and he is at his disposal.

Yu Qiuping felt like a demon who longed for destruction, and wanted to completely possess this holy and beautiful angelic girl, so that she would always belong to him alone.

The girl could feel the greedy gaze of the teenager, and the subsequent storm of attack. He licked every inch of her fair and soft skin, his hands ravaged the twin peaks and buttocks, and then hugged each other tightly until a sharp pain came from beneath him.

She was like a drowning person, unable to feel her own breath and presence, and her consciousness began to blur, as if he was the only one left in her life, hugging him tightly, for fear that as soon as she let go, he would leave again.

Until the passion burned out, the exhausted girl had already fallen into a deep sleep, and only the cold moonlight illuminated her sleeping appearance. Yu Qiuping was awake, her fingers gently sliding over the curves of her body, looking at the gift from heaven.

He leaned over to kiss her again. Kaede Imagawa woke up with a soft groan and reached out to find him. He held the jade hand tightly and took the girl into his arms, staring into her eyes that had just charmed all beings.

"Feng'er." He read softly, "The heart is like a red leaf dyeing the gods, and the heart of the king is often in autumn." ”

"Don't mention this song anymore, I don't want you to turn into a red leaf." The spring has not yet receded, and Imagawa Kaede is in the arms of Yu Qiuping, like a little woman.

"That's not the case, this waka is not understood that way." Yu Qiuping dropped a kiss on the girl's forehead and said softly, "How do you know that what the red leaves are waiting for is the autumn color, not another red leaf?" The girl was stunned for a moment, and tears rolled in her eyes again. The two autumn leaves share the pain together, just to be able to be with each other all the time. ”

Yuqiu Ping untied the autumn leaf pendant around his neck and gently tied it around the white neck of Imagawa Kaede.

"Our hearts are like autumn leaves, and even the gods of soul refuge are moved."

"In the autumn colors, they are always by each other's side for a long time, and they fit each other's hearts."