Here Xiaoyu fell in love with a man for the first time after returning from North Korea, as for why she is now unclear. Among them, some of them look like Liang Guocheng, and some of them were once soldiers and volunteer soldiers; And then there are the battle heroes admired by the girls of the fifties. When she first returned to China and was assigned to a rehabilitation home, she was willing to chat and play with Chen Guzi. Is it because Liang Guocheng will never come back, or whether the denial is still wavering. Make up for the vacancy in Liang Guocheng's heart, and he also wants to slowly forget the past. But she will never accept his love, when she knows that Chen Guzi wants to develop a lover with her, she avoids him and does not give others any chance to be alone, of course, she will never accept his feelings.

The current Li Dashan particularly makes her heartache, just like when she often worried about Liang Guocheng in her heart. Back then, she and Liang Guocheng fell in love, because they were both students, and they basically had no contact with society, and there were not many topics to talk about when they met, except for talking about study. But every time you separate, it just adds a little more worry. Since Liang Guocheng joined the army and entered the court, worry has become worry, and he once had no appetite during the day and insomnia at night. Since she met Hu Yu, Hu Yu is army commander promised to help her find it, and Liang Guocheng was in the same army, she had hope in her heart, and she always felt that they would be able to meet soon. When she rushed to Liang Guocheng's artillery regiment in a Hu Yuche full of joy, he was not in the army on a mission. Although I didn't know that he had been captured at the time, it was not a good sign.

She was in the hallway, walking as far as she could to the staircase, walking as slowly as she could, hoping that they would stop him. No one called her until she reached the staircase, and there was no more reason to do so, so she had to go downstairs and go back to the office. She was a little absent-minded all day, and the other doctors reported to her, and she could feel that she was perfunctory. As soon as she went to work in the afternoon, she came directly unconsciously and went straight to Li Dashan's ward. Grabbing the doorknob, he hesitated again. If a department director frequently cares about a patient, what do the doctors and nurses in our hospital think? What do Li Dashan's co-workers think? She and Li Dashan are just a patient, and it has been determined that he is not Liang Guocheng, is it too much to care about him like this.

She let go of the doorknob and turned to walk back. Hear "Jingle Bell!" in the hospital room. There was a ring, like something had fallen on the ground. Although she was hesitating just now, she heard the sound inside, like a soldier hearing the trumpet, and her mind was full of images of Li Dashan, as if he was going to be in danger, she slammed open the door and rushed in. Inside, the three co-workers were still surrounding him, feeding him. Xiaoyu slammed the door open and rushed in, startling them.

The platoon leader Li, who seemed to be Li Dashan's best friend, was probably afraid that Xiaoyu would reprimand him again, so he hurriedly explained: "He has already farted, we asked the doctor on duty if he can feed some thin rice." ”

Xiaoyu looked at these men in overalls and rough hands, and felt that how could they take care of the patients? She took the rice bowl spoon from Platoon Commander Li and fed Li Dashan to eat. Li Dashan has always been grateful since he knew that Xiaoyu gave him a blood transfusion. It was also from that time that I began to pay attention to Xiaoyu, Xiaoyu's beautiful face, eyes as clear as lake water, red lips and a smile that showed pearl-like teeth. Xiaoyu came into the ward a few times, and he felt that the doctor saw the patient, which was normal. Now that she feeds him, he feels flattered. An idea suddenly popped up in my brain, if I can marry such a wife, I won't live in vain in this life!

But Xiaoyu's arrogant temperament seems to reject people. Think about yourself, a worker, a peasant who couldn't read big words before joining the army, only recognized a few words after joining the army and eradicating illiteracy in the army. He is a college student and a department director, so it is impossible to marry someone like him. He was thinking about his heart, and his eyes were fixed on Xiaoyu. Xiaoyu took a spoon to feed him, and inadvertently bumped into Li Dashan Yanqing. Xiaoyu instantly blushed: "What do you think?" Eat fast! ”

Since then, Xiaoyu has spent most of her time taking care of him, except for surgery patients. When it was time to start eating, Xiaoyu entered the ward on time and fed Li Dashan. The director of the hospital department fed a patient, which was also the first since the hospital was completed, and it became the news of the hospital for a while, and the doctors and nurses were quietly discussing. The eldest sister saw it in her eyes, and her heart understood it like a mirror. Because she has also experienced this, this is the embodiment of Liang Guocheng gradually disappearing in her mind. She needs mental filling, as long as she is not stimulated emotionally, she slowly accepts Li Dashan. She hopes that Xiaoyu will start a family as soon as possible, and is worried that she will continue to drag on, like her, who has passed the childbearing age, and only feels lonely when she is old. Now I have work to do, although I feel lonely after work, I have a team after work, and I don't feel lonely. In the future, I will retire, without my family to accompany me, without children and grandchildren around my knees, and I will have a chill on my back when I think about it. She doesn't want Xiaoyu to follow in her footsteps, she hopes that Xiaoyu will start a family early, have children and grandchildren when she is old, and have a good life; Of course, there are also some for herself, and when she is old, she touches her family, like all old people, and takes her grandchildren to cook for the children.

The information she gave to Xiaoyu Li Dashan was only for the leaders of the drilling team to come and inquire. This time, Xiaoyu seems to be really interested in Li Dashan, happy for Xiaoyu from the heart, and looks forward to her becoming a bride as soon as possible. According to the political and metallurgical climate at that time, cadres had to pass the organizational political examination when they got married. The eldest sister treats Xiaoyu as a child, and wants to understand Li Dashan's family background first, so as not to be approved when she gets married, and Xiaoyu will be hurt a second time.

She found the case file department to check Li Dashan's file on the grounds that Li Dashan was a critically ill patient and wanted to check whether he had a genetic history in the file. The archives have a confidentiality system, which is subject to the consent of the head of the organization. The eldest sister found the head of the organization, she was special as the director of the hospital after all, and the head of the organization agreed to let him consult Li Dashan's file. Li Dashan's parents were poor farmers in the suburbs of Harbin, and there were seven brothers and sisters in the family. He participated in the Liberation War with the army and was promoted to be a platoon commander, entered the Korean War in 51 years, and won the title of combat hero for his repeated achievements in the battle, and was promoted to company commander in the same year. After returning to China, he came to Xinjiang with the collective transfer of the army, and is now the leader of the drilling team. The eldest sister looked at Li Dashan blocking the case, this young family did not have any stain on the individual, and it belonged to the generation that was rooted in the seedlings at that time, which was completely in line with the political environment at that time.

She wants to tell Xiaoyu the good news as soon as possible, so that they can develop their relationship with confidence. When she returned to the hospital, she went to Xiaoyu's office and saw a thin layer of soil on the table, which could be thought of as if she had been in Li Dashan's ward in addition to work in the past few days. When she found Li Dashan's ward, she heard laughter coming from the room, accompanied by laughter like Xiaoyu screaming. At least it shows that Li Dashan's injury has improved greatly, and as the director of the hospital, the improvement of her condition is an affirmation of her surgery. But Xiao Yu, who is the head of the department, sticks in the ward all day long, and reacts too much among the doctors and nurses in the hospital, even the hospitalized patients have opinions. The director suddenly entered the ward, and Li Dashan and his co-workers suddenly stopped laughing.

The eldest sister noticed that Xiaoyu frowned slightly, she clearly knew that she had been depressed in her heart for several years, and she had never laughed like this with her open heart, and she didn't want anyone to disturb her, especially since the eldest sister was the leader of the hospital, and would criticize them for laughing loudly and let them keep quiet so as not to affect the rest of other patients. The eldest sister guessed her thoughts, on the one hand, she came in and showed up to keep her sane; On the other hand, it is Li Dashan, who sent her a copy, to file the case. She walked straight to Li Dashan's bed, checked the wound, told him a few precautions, nodded with the others, and walked out with Xiaoyu casually.

Xiaoyu followed out reluctantly, she knew that she had been a little too much these days. Although the normal work was not delayed, the head of the department was in the patient's ward most of the time, and even did not go home after work, and there was a lot of gossip in the hospital. She was very willing to be with him and his brother, and felt that it was the happiest days of her life. She likes their cheerful personalities, capable work style, and there is nothing false with them, and they may have different opinions and quarrels in the morning, and they are good brothers in the evening. She and Liang Guocheng fell in love, and in retrospect, it was just a responsibility, and they had never been so happy or safe.

The eldest sister closed the hand-copied Li Dashan case to her, took it and opened it was Li Dashan's name, and put it in her pocket pretending to be disdainful. turned around and entered the ward again, in fact, she wanted to know Li Dashan's situation very much.

The eldest sister originally wanted to tell her a few words, you can talk about love, but don't fall too deep. She herself was a good lesson, when her lover disappeared on a mission on the Long March. She couldn't accept this reality in her heart, and firmly believed that he would definitely complete the task and return to her when he encountered a special situation. As a result, she waited for more than twenty years and rejected the person who courted her. Now that I am old, I feel lonely and pitiful. painstakingly pinned his hope for retirement on Xiaoyu, who was not related by blood. If she had accepted this reality earlier, she would have become a family at a young age, and now her own children are also older, after retiring from the body, she would cook some food for her children and see her grandchildren, it would not be a day like heaven!

A few days ago, the eldest sister was worried that Xiaoyu would follow in her footsteps. Now I'm worried that if nothing happens, or she can't let go of Liang Guocheng in her heart. The indefinite doctrine at both ends not only hurt Li Dashan, but also hurt himself again. She was worried that Xiaoyu was too simple, too kind, and couldn't withstand two blows. But she didn't realize it now, but felt that her eldest sister checked other people's backgrounds again and again, which was a bit redundant and unsatisfactory. The eldest sister watched her enter the ward and shook her head with a wry smile.

In the fifties, the state did not have a medical insurance system, and all employees saw a doctor free of charge. Li Dashan has been hospitalized for a month, the wound is basically no longer painful, he feels well recovered, and he can exercise in the corridor every day. The time is almost at the end of the year, and the company has to arrange overtime every year. He was not worried about the work of the team and wanted to be discharged from the hospital and return to the team to have a look. When Xiaoyu heard the news, the fire hit upwards and found a reason to prevent him from being discharged from the hospital. It dragged on until he was Chinese New Year's Eve in two more days, and had to agree to his discharge.