203. I don't know what to do
The next day, the two talked to Zhuang Junxian and Xu Mulian about going to De'an to see the fourth brother. Zhuang Junxian was still hesitating, but Xu Mulian readily agreed, and immediately prepared for the two of them.
When Fu Qingshuang heard that they were leaving, he didn't want to continue to live in the dealer's house, and assured everyone with a smile that although the injuries were not all healed, it was still no problem to be a bodyguard. Everyone talked and finally decided to set off in five days.
Although Hao'er wanted to leave quickly, he also accepted this decision very happily. So, in the past five days, in addition to being with Du Ling, as well as dispensing and changing medicines for Fu Qingshuang, he was learning to pack up with Xu Mulian.
On the day she left, Xu Mulian gave a big red envelope alone, and jokingly said that as long as she didn't get married, she could come to her to get the red envelope during the New Year, which made Fu Qingshuang a little moved.
The dealer is very caring, not only prepared the supplies on the road, but also the coachman and the small servants along the way. There were three people sitting in the carriage, and the embarrassment that I thought would be there didn't appear, and I don't know if it was because of Fu Qingshuang, a woman in men's clothes.
For two days in a row, Fu Qingshuang didn't find a chance to talk to Hao'er alone, because Du Ling seemed to have endless words with Hao'er, the two talked about medical skills, Du Ling talked about the cases he encountered, and occasionally talked about Yizhuang, mass graves, mountains and rivers. The two kept their distance at first, but it didn't take long for them to get closer and closer, and Fu Qingshuang had to interrupt from time to time so that they could continue to keep their distance.
Two days later, Fu Qingshuang finally found an opportunity to let Du Ling take a bath.
I don't know when Hao'er started taking notes or diaries. When Fu Qingshuang went to look for her, she was writing something in the room.
"Are you free?" Fu Qing smiled, and without waiting for her to answer, she went directly into the house and closed the door casually.
Hao'er looked up and saw that it was her, nodded slightly, and asked her to sit down.
"I haven't thanked you yet, change my dressing. I didn't expect you to do these too. Fu Qingshuang sat down and said a little casually.
Hao'er put down the pen and closed the page, "No." Xiaoling said that the heart of the doctor is the heart of the parents. The tone was very light, not at all like when he was with Du Ling
Fu Qingshuang nodded approvingly, "Doctor Du is good, it's just simpler." Miss Zhu is with Dr. Du every day, is she really studying medicine? Or ......" pointed to the book in Hao'er's hand, "When you write down an experience, you can remember it later?" β
Hao'er was stunned, and didn't react at all to the 'Miss Zhu' in Fu Qingshuang's mouth was called her.
Fu Qingshuang was very satisfied with her reaction, and asked with a smile: "Looking at Miss Zhu's appearance, have you forgotten something?" β
Hao'er pretended to reach out inadvertently and pressed the book, as if he was afraid that Fu Qingshuang would come to grab it, and his tone became even colder, "Mr. Fu, what do you mean?" β
Fu Qingshuang was still smiling, "I didn't expect to meet them." If you hadn't run at the beginning, we might have returned to the Central Plains for the New Year. Saying that, he glanced at Hao'er, and saw that she was just holding the manual with one hand and her face was expressionless, and continued: "It's a good thing for you, there is no danger, and there are stories to recall when you take 10,000 steps back." When you arrive in De'an, your adventure is over. There is one thing that I have never been able to understand, you say, you are now a married woman? Or is it to be married? Miss Zhu, or Mrs. Qi? β
In an instant, Hao'er's face turned pale and his expression was flustered, "You, you can't talk nonsense!" β
"I don't know what nonsense Fu is talking about?" Fu Qingshuang deliberately bowed his head and said respectfully: "Please also ask Her Royal Highness the princess to show me." β
"Presumptuous!"
Fu understands this. Speaking of which, Fu didn't dare to enter Beijing with Her Royal Highness the Princess. Then he shook his head, "It doesn't matter if Master Fu doesn't have a head, but I don't know if Dr. Du is still alive?" He just saved a little beggar with a soft heart and brought it back to the Central Plains, but he still liked it ignorantly. Who knows, sadness is a good thing, and I am afraid that it will hurt my life. β
"You ......" Hao'er stared at Fu Qingshuang, not knowing what to say.
"According to the deeds of your house, you will surely destroy your mouth." Fu Qing raised his fingers, "I am alone, and there are more people in Zhuangjiabao, but there are more people in Pingyang Nangong Clan, Duling ......." You should learn medicine from him, because this medical skill is about to be lost. β
"Nonsense!" Hao'er blushed, "Why should I want him to die?!" β
"Why?" Fu Qingshuang looked at her curiously, "It's all dead, you're still a princess." As long as we have one more, you'll be good. Why, you say? β
Hao'er seemed to suddenly realize that what Fu Qingshuang said might come true, so he stood up violently and pointed at Fu Qingshuang in a panic, "You, you go out!" β
Fu Qingshuang shrugged and stood up, "If I have so many lives in my hands, I will be nervous." However, you should not care, there are people dying in the palace every day, and you have seen a lot. I know you don't like Du Ling at all, it doesn't matter, as long as you are grateful to him for giving you these experiences, then you can lie to the end, let him feel that you like him, and he can die happily. After saying that, he smiled and went out.
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That night, Du Ling was really taken aback when he saw Nangong Jin in his own room in the inn. "Y-Why are you here?"
Nangong Jin said with annoyance: "When I separated, I didn't tell you that I would wait for me in Zhuangjiabao!" β
"Ah......h Du Ling's expression clearly said the word 'forgot', and he held back for a long time to defend: "We, we didn't enter Beijing, let's go to find Hao'er's fourth brother, her fourth brother is in De'an." I thought, I wanted to wait until De'an told you, I didn't expect you, you ...... so quickly. β
"Is this fast?" Nangong Jin was not angry, "I thought you were in Zhuangjiabao, so I didn't rush to leave, and I didn't know that you had left when I arrived." After a pause, he asked, "Are you going to De'an?" β
"Yes, the fourth brother of Hao'er is in De'an." Du Ling said embarrassedly: "Hao'er didn't go home for the New Year, her family must miss her too, right?" β
Nangong Jin sat at the table, picked up the cup but didn't drink it, didn't move for a long time, and didn't know what he was thinking. Du Ling sat with him for a while, and asked weakly, "Have you stayed?" Why don't I go open another room? Nangong Jin still didn't answer, so Du Ling had to say again: "Then, it's okay to have a room with me." That is, if you don't make your own bed first, I, I'll go and say goodnight to Hao'er. β
Du Ling was about to get up and go out, but was stopped by Nangong Jin, "It's so late, she's asleep, aren't you afraid to wake her up?" β
"No, no, we have to say goodnight every day before going to bed, I haven't said it today, she, she will wait." Du Ling was anxious to explain.
"Du Ling." Seeing him get up and anxious to go out, Nangong Jin grabbed him, "You sit down." β
"Something? Otherwise, I'll ...... for good. β
"Your master didn't teach you, do men and women kiss?" Nangong Jin interrupted him solemnly. Du Ling was stunned, and Nangong Jin continued, "There was no way before the conditions were limited, but now it is in the Central Plains." It's so late, you go to her, is it appropriate? β
Du Ling looked at Nangong Jin speechless for a long time, "I, I, but, we, we all came together, we didn't do anything, I, I ......." β
Nangong Jin didn't care what he said, "Starting tomorrow, you will ride a horse, and it will not be far from here to De'an." β
"Why?" Du Ling said very aggrieved. "I'm not very good at riding horses, can you let Mr. Fu ride?"
"No, because you're a man." Nangong Jin frowned and looked at him, "What's the matter with you sticking to Hao'er every day?" β
"IβWhere do I have? I'm teaching pediatrics to study medicine, and I'm teaching Chengjun to teach it by hand, why don't you say it! Du Ling looked at Nangong Jin unhappily.
"Your sister-in-law can't stand it anymore, is there such a teaching?"
"You, have you looked for my sister-in-law?" Du Ling was even more unhappy, "You are still looking for my sister-in-law for this!" Nangong Jin, I'm angry! β
"What's angry, your sister-in-law asked me. I'm telling you now that it's impossible for you to be reconciled. You are not allowed to see her from tomorrow onwards. β
"Why aren't you allowed to see her?" Du Ling's face flushed angrily, "What is impossible!" What are you talking about! β
"You have a heart for her, don't you?" Nangong Jin hated that iron could not become steel.
Du Ling was stunned again, and then angry and ashamed, "You, you!" You talk nonsense, I, I just ....... β
"Dare you say you didn't!"
"I, I, I ......." Du Ling blushed, 'I' was for a long time, but he couldn't say the word 'no', "I, I don't want you to care!" β
"I don't care who you are, except for Hao'er!" Nangong Jin said solemnly.
"YouβYou're unreasonable!"
"You have a snack, do you really think that the good man will take a fancy to you?" Nangong Jin hesitated to explain Hao'er's identity, but after thinking about it, she swallowed back. Not to mention, it may be the best, that is, it protects everyone, and it can also give him some good memories.
"Why don't you look down on me?" Du Ling was extremely aggrieved, "I'm not as handsome as you, not as tall as you, not as capable as you, but, but, I, I also have a good place......." Suddenly found that he really didn't seem to have anything worthy of people's attention, and raised his eyes and looked at Nangong Jin pitifully, "You say, you say, good her, she doesn't look down on me?" β
Seeing him like this, Nangong Jin couldn't bear it, but still nodded fiercely, "She's not what you think, understand?" β
Du Ling thought for a long time and shook his head, "I don't understand." IβI'm going to ask her. As he spoke, he got up again.
Nangong Jin grabbed him, "What do you ask her?" Ask her if she likes you? Or do you ask her if she wants to marry you? β
Hearing this, Du Ling froze again.
Nangong Jin tried her best to comfort: "When she arrives in De'an, someone from the family will come to pick her up." From now on, she has her way, and you have your own. If you think she's good, just take it to heart. In addition......, as far as I know, she has already made a promise. I've also told your sister-in-law about this. β
"She, she's made a promise...... Du Ling repeated in a daze, was silent for a long time, and asked, "How do you know?" β
"You don't know what I do?" Nangong Jin took a sip of water, "That's fine." β
Du Ling sat silently, and after a long time, he asked in a low voice, "Can't you see her tomorrow?" β
"She's a bride-to-be, and her reputation is very important." Nangong Jin said softly.
Du Ling nodded, and asked again: "Will she pick her up at De'an at home?" β
"Yes."
After a while, Du Ling lowered his head and cried a little, "Why...... Why, am I so sad? β
Nangong Jin sighed softly, "It was like this at the beginning, and it will get better slowly." In the future, when you are old, she will still be like this, in your memories. At that time, you will feel good. β
"Am I getting old?" Du Ling was about to cry.
"Probably not. If I don't remind you, don't you even feel like you like her anymore? Nangong Jin smiled slightly.
Du Ling seemed to think for a long time, "IβI don't know." I like her anymore? β
"It's okay, it's just the beginning, and it's not too difficult to let go now. I'm sure it won't be long before you meet the person you're destined for. β
"IβWill I like anyone else?"
"Yes." Nangong Jin said affirmatively.
After a while, Du Ling cried, "Why do I still feel sad?" β